Stranded

How to go overseas like that? Singapore I also will get stranded, even if a bus guide and my phone. Hai, blame it on my gay kiang, boarded the bus which I think I can get to my destination but actually not, same road name but different busstops totally. It's the first time I felt so terrified. Walking up and down the road and it is already dark by then. No people around. In the end got helped by my fellow friends, otherwise I would just rely on a taxi.

I am really physically tired, mentally tired, emotionally tired, financially tired (added by phong).
Physically tired because I rushed to alot of places at one go. And more to come in USA as we are rushing off here and there all around the world.
Mentally tired because my mind just can't stop about thinking of living and traveling in another country all by yourself. Okay there is friends, but still, the feeling is different. Not your territory. And I can't stop thinking of what to bring, what to pack in my luggage, what to take note of overseas.
Emotionally tired, seriously I feel I am not prepared yet. A sudden mind to change my plans. I feel there are things I haven't let go of here. A lot of things I haven't say, a lot of things I feel I should have done.
Financially tired. I think I will be broke after paying my residence fees. And I think the amount my father give me will not be enough to tide over a month. I need more money!

I feel that I have not been eating well too.

Anyway I had a nice time with my woodpeckers, though it was a short dinner but a last chance to meet them, especially my dear seniors for this year. I love the zi char in the heartlands, and also my yuzu icecream! And of course the homo-ing, which I will miss in the months to come.
I just feel that, you still don't care about me.