it was my first time working in an office environment, learnt quite a bit.
and so the anti-climax, school's starting soooon. \:
was attempting to pack my table.
failed big time, ended up talking on msn.
i need to really sit down and pack my room for a new year of school.
i've decided to use this little daiso (bought in japan!) whiteboard to enhance my japanese learning. i can never remember the days of the week up till now!!
anyway, MERRY GOOD FRIDAY!
i bought japan taupok cup noodles just now to reward myself for working & celebrate the public holiday hahaha.
i've never looked forward to a public holiday so much in a long time.
probably cos i've been tired and need more rest.
(although i need to wake up early early tmr morning to bai my ahgong ahma, but there's still time for naps in the afternoon/evening)
been thinking really alot for the past month.
yes cos i'm alone most of the time at work so i think and think and think alot.
having a good talk with yaju now, feel much better now.
憋太久会有内伤哦~
i need to thank my friends who're there for me to rant to :D
talking to some people really makes me smile and sort my thoughts out.
it makes me feel peaceful.
changed.
i used to be more extroverted, i think i'm almost an introvert now.
or i may be an open-self extrovert but a hidden introvert - johari's window, ha.
Labels: change, friends, japanese, thinking
till then; 1:06 AM
Thursday, February 04, 2010
i had a dream last night.i actually thought about it for the whole day.
or rather trying to remember how i felt and what else happened.
don't remember having any conversations in the dream but it was a pleasant scene.
but it felt distant. different from the how it used to be.
i hope it won't be the same feeling in real life.
sometimes i wonder if the people around me will change.
especially for the worst, cos i haven't really seen people change for the better before.
it's scary.
but who doesn't?
i admit i changed, no matter how much or little it is.
i thought about this recently, it's the external environment that changes people.
eg. less tolerant with people who irritate me cos there're more and more doing so.
(maybe with a mixture of internal factor too)
humans and their brains are too complicated to be fully understood.
that's why i want to be a carefree living-thing, which i haven't thought of what yet.
or maybe just be a non-living thing?
Labels: change, dream, human, life, thinking
till then; 2:20 AM
