Help.

Nad, you're not the only school loving, campus loyal person around.

There's me.

Unfortunately, I have been spending my entire blardy week in school. Sheesh. It's been Contract Law Project non-stop. Bloody fun isn't it? Coming back to school every single day, agonizing (well, not anymore..) over a bloody fictitious problem that nobody cares about. Well, nobody apart from the 100 students in Law.

Ergh. It seems the spectre of my stupid elder brother will never go away. Now that he's in the army, my parents keep on saying things like, "you better prepare yourself ah.." blah. blah. blah. I will be prepared when the time comes, but noo...they are disbelieving. They look at me and say I'm going to die. Why? Because I'm skinny. Sheesh. I'm working on that already!!

And my dad. The idiot. He dropped a steamer on my mum's arm, and it hurt her like hell, she being the weak woman and all. He blew things up, and made me get her medicine when really, she didn't need it.

Predictably, I knew better and moved sluggishly, and couldn't find the medicine. Then my dad came out from the kitchen, and when I said I couldn't find it, he was like, "See? This is why I say you're arrogant!! If your mother really needed the medicine, she would have died waiting for you!!"

Now that was totally unfair. Which might explain why I went into the kitchen and said to my mum,"Do you need your medicine? I brought it here in case you might die." Oh, Dad was right beside her of course.

Fuck. I was so angry with him. Still am angry with him. I don't know why he keeps saying I am arrogant. Do my actions really depict me as arrogant? All I'm doing is using my logic and common sense. Why get the ubat for my mum when really, she doesn't need it? Why do what is unecessary? Why say foolish things and blame your son when there really is nothing wrong?

Maybe I understand now, why my elder brother always gets so angry with my Dad. But sometimes, my brother is clearly wrong. In this case, I am not. But noo, I must be scolded for being arrogant enough not to find my mum the medicine she doesn't need.

He (the gormless parent) also claimed a day earlier, that he had never called me complacent or arrogant before. Bitch.

Which brings me to another point. AM I ALL THAT COMPLACENT? Why is it everytime I try to do something, it never pleases him enough? There's always something he will want more. Like a 101% out of a 100%. Nothing I say or do every pleases him.

Third point. He says that I think I'm too smart? ME? THINK I'M TOO SMART? Yeah well, I don't think so, daddy-o. If I thought I was too smart, I wouldn't have bothered to help you spell a fucking sms would I? "how do you spell M-A-R-I-L-Y-N? how do you spell P-A-T-I-E-N-T?" Better yet, "how do you compose this sms so it's grammatically right?" Bloody fucker.

I hope he also hasn't forgotten the number of letters and speeches I've re-written out of his pathetically scripted drafts.

;avvgrvgrbhenhil;sdbtrhsbklio;adfjkdhlnadbtrhnhladbthlnhabrhznhjnhzdklrghukzh!!!!!!

The Bible always told me to Honour my parents. The Bible also told the parents not to make life difficult for the kid. Jesus/God is always fair. If you want the honour, don't make life difficult!! Sheesh, is that so tough for you? And there you go always asking me why I come back so late.

Here's the reason: So I wouldn't have to see your stupid face and listen to your stupid commands, asshole.