randomizing

sometimes i have trouble controlling my anger. anger is in my blood. hainanese blood's very hot and unpredictable. i have limits on everything and sometimes i have to bottle them up.i will keep them till a certain time then i will explode. normally i have a sand bag at home to "murder" but here i have to make do with curses.. curse people till they grow an appendage on their forehead. like today.. i have to endure 2 hours of driving without cursing more than 10 times. very torturing.

lately heard that another friend of mine passed away. bringing the total amount to 2 now. i am starting to think that we acs boys wont last long unless we do something about it. guys buckle up... we're gotta survive long enough to see each other wearing wigs or balding. haha it would be fun to see one another 50 years or so from now... white hair or balding head replacing the once florishing black hair,





skin wrinkled beyond imagination,


(i was not refering to this baby michelin when i said wrinkles. haha)


mighty teeth of destruction replaced with dentures,



mighty torsos replace with skin and bones... a couple of old men sitting down enjoying tea together. ahhhh that the best part about aging. ultimate relaxation. haha

no matter how angry i am... or how pissed with something. whenever i see this picture.... it brings a smile to my face. cute kid

(the kid is my cousin's. lol.. i had a tough time trying to get this particular photograph. he doesnt wants to smile infront of the camera.)

yes... yes... i know i smile weird. i look like the joker. hehe. heath ledger will be proud of me. haha

see the resemblances?? hehe