Here I sit....
It's only 5:49 PM over here as I type and yet I hear the bed saying...Gloria, Gloria, it's beddy bye time.
What? Why I should be doing something creative like setting up the tree or painting or just art journaling, but I don't feel like it.
Maybe a standstill has come my way, meaning that I have no desire to do anything really. Going through a stage that I don't like.
Notice how my sentences are just two lines? What could that be telling me I wonder? Even my fingers don't feel like moving-yet they do.
Today we decided that we will use our artificial tree. I prefer that because the living tree gets messy and one has to watch it carefully.
The artificial tree has it's own lights that flicker and I decorate it with little wooden decorations and plastic balls that do not break.
It is also filled with little trinkets that my blogger friends have sent, my sons made when they were young, and a little of this and that to make it glow.
Christmas though is not what it used to be. The world has changed and along with it we have too, in one way or another.
I'm not a pessimistic person and always look for the good and when times are rough, I always say it could be worse.
There are big black clouds outside right now, my laptop is in the studio charging up because it hasn't been charged in a long time and my studio calls me.
I went in there a little while ago to get more Christmas lights and the scent of musk, vanilla and cinnamon just grabbed me.
I may have to start living in the studio. All I need is a shower and a bathroom and you bet I would live in there.
Who is going to stop me anyway. I'm my own boss, aren't you? I actually have thought of looking into a shower and bathroom that are portable. Not a good idea.
It's just a thought like all these thoughts I have typed on here this evening as it is 6:01PM now.
Tomorrow will be a good day, a better day and perhaps a fruitful day as well. I'll bake cookies and think about the good times and all the happy times there has been.
There....I'm better now. Now go words out into cyberspace and share my thoughts with the world. My thoughts are flying out the window now...bye, see you tomorrow. Hey, notice how I got to three lines now.:)
Just me, Gloria.
