.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' 9:45 PM Y
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Mood: mm..
nervous? in less than 11 hours, i'll be doing my o lvl exam..
dunno la...even though my mock exams have been fine im still...not mentally prepared..
thinking about bball, which i can't do...
a certain girl who's gotten into my head again lately..
and ddr. let me tell you honestly. it's fun.
seriously hard. but fun.
I can do basic. :) (after my third try! ;)
ShadowFighterX
I updated my story!
.Sunday, May 18, 2008 ' 11:44 PM Y
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Well, I'm back y'all!
In a cruel twist of fate, my L1R5 is pretty high, and i FAILED MY ENGLISH COMPO BUT GOT HIGHEST IN THE STANDARD FOR MY CHINESE COMPO. HOW MESSED UP IS THAT LA.
anyway. exams aren't over yet...chinee o level...
lots of tuition...
and work..
and stuff..
im sleepy...
that's not the point..
updated my Night Phantom story a little!
http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2457257/1/Secret_Loves_Night_Phantoms_Rainand furthermore, I typed out my English Compo in defiance to failing! (even though I don't have any reviews, I've had _ hits, which means that 30 people have seen it! yay! ( i guess. it IS a one shot, after all)
sleepy. well...that's about it. for now.
later.
.Friday, May 09, 2008 ' 10:45 PM Y
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Mood: Tired.
I am so, so tired.
Ugh.
well anyway. i went to school really early to write, but it turns out there were actually people as crazy as I am, except they were studying! *audible gasp*
I have no idea why I typed that.
Okay then I spent time chatting with estella and shannon. And yes hoe son, shannon is cute. I said so before. But anyway, she's not my type la. Way too hardworking. just looking at the both of them studying so intently makes me feel tired.
and i JUST found out that earnest is estella's brother. no resemblance, except a bit on the looks. i am totally lagging..
mm...
lesse. ooh ya, the physics paper was okay. and the ne quiz was actually fun, but no one told me that you have to answer the questions in a time limit and thus i couldn't get 500000 points and got like...300000 instead, while everyone else got like...400000 something. ugh.
um. then went back, ate lunch, went bball with brother, earnest, que, bernard (brendon didn't show), the guy whose name i keep forgetting that has four characters, amiru and mark. I was owning, but I was the only sec 4 invited to join them after all. =(
that sounds like...
nevermind.
mm..
the rest of the day was very emoistic cuz I found out I got no reviews (even though my story got another 200 plus hits) and mrs lee came unexpectedly. so i didnt get any rest. plus, I kept getting reminded of the whole weelin thing cuz I was so angry at a certain someone else for hurting my feelings, though not in that way...
anyway, I'm sort of grateful to adrienne.
Sounds weird right?
I've been doing a lot of thinking, about how the girls bring out my bad side...but more importantly, how I let them...and I'm kind of disappointed at my own attitude as well. I should have handled stuff a bit more matured-ly, I guess.
Will probably vent my emotions on my story though.
anyway, I went out, to the hotel where my mum's side was having mother's day for my grandma. talked to almost all my relatives today, which is quite an accomplishment, before going to hide in the lobby and talk to Cedric, Pearly and later adrienne.
I feel like a small burden but constant nagging burden has been lifted off my heart...because I think that while I didn't get any answer from weelin (she doesn't know why she didn't trust me to not be stalking her even though she claimed to love me) it wasn't exactly...unexpected. It still hurt a little, but I was being...myself, throughout that whole 'conversation' with liqing, her and adrienne, so I felt better...i didn't have to pretend or become a jerk anymore..
liqing
is cute actually, albeit a bit sensitive...I almost forgot that she helped weelin with that ..thing... but I was surprised she did. Li qing's such a sap, I guess (this is a compliment). She's acts all mean on purpose but she does little things to be nice even when she doesn't like me. I guess that makes her very nice but very weird? Huh.
Thankfully, I won't ever know. I agreed to leave them alone and they agreed to leave me alone...
Somehow feel like I matured from this, because I got my just desserts about osm...it's kinda like..bad karma actually. Told her I loved her when I didn't mean it, and broke her heart later. Something while I throughly regretted, never got retribution for. well, I have now.
Which brings me back to exactly how I'm going to deal with that prophecy and HIJACK and ...a whole lot of things. O levels seems so...insignificant now.
What am I doing with myself? (apart from bball and my novel? I really don't know..)
Shucks.
I'm just..being me.
Luke
don't think I'll be posting anymore....nothing more to rant about...at least not for a while..