Who Am I?

I will remain anonymous on this blog.. I will be Transparent.

I have nothing to hide, but this *IS* the Internet. There are people out there, who have a mean mindset, waiting to prey on someone who left themselves vulnerable. I will do my best to not be vulnerable. Though, I am.

I'm a small town girl. Born and Raised. I am in my mid twenties. I've had my share of heartache (who hasnt.. really) I live in a city now. It's a scary place, but exciting. But, I did not find love here in this city. Like so many others, I found love on-line (ooo la la)... Was it because I could not find it, in real life? No. But what I had never found, was someone , who saw me right through. Like he does.

The road to him has been broken... (but, bless the broken road). The only thing that matters, is I found him.

I will get further into detail about the broken road in posts to follow, Believe me, its interesting. And infact, had i not had proof it happened the way it did.. I dont think I'd believe myself!

Back to about me!

I am a talker. I haven't always been this way. There was a time when i was quiet--- But when i hit ... 14. that was it.. I've pretty much not stopped talking. :) And I really dont have alot to say- but I like learning about people, about things, about life.

I like answering questions, I love email. I text message too much.

My family used to think the phone was attached to me permanently. That's changed. I dont even LIKE talking on the phone. I will, because sometimes, people call you and you do wanna talk lol. But its not for HOURS like it used to be.

I look younger then I am.. People mistake me for 18 all the time (and im 25) I have been asked for ID by co-workers and friends since they really dont believe me. One time, someone paged me over the PA system to call them, when another worker said my age. He wanted proof lol. I hope, HOPE, this sticks around until I'm .. 50. And people think I'm 35. :) I'm not scared of aging, but, its quite, entertaining.

I love my computer, and if the house ever burnt down, (and everyone got out okay).. I'd miss my computer the most. It is my LIFE LINE. I talk to everyone on it. People i see daily- i read the news on it, even though i do read the actual paper as well. I learn stuff here, and, theres always SOMEONE online- even though there isnt someone always with me in real life.

Thats just a bit about me for now. I'm off to go think of more stories to tell you! :)

Have a great night!

Becoming Un-Invisible

I am becoming Un-Invisible. Thankyou for joining me on this Journey.

This journey has been long, hard, fought out. Literally. Alot of screaming has taken place for me to feel this invisible. But Love- real, raw, true love- has made me visible. I am seen for who I am.

Through his eyes, a new journey begins for me. One where my feelings are valued, respected, and held. Something, I'm not used to.

My life prior to him had been one filled with terrible luck, alot of loss and alot of tears shed for something more.

This blog will be a place where, I tell my story... I've lived through the lives of others for too long.

Thanks for coming along.. There are cookies for all, but dont get crumbs on my chair. :)