.Thursday, March 06, 2008 ' 9:50 PM Y
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God, it's days like these that I really hate the way my parents' small minds work.
They can't comprehend or give me enough credit for working hard.
I'm so tired, God. I don't wanna deal with it anymore.
I keep telling myself what I do is worth it. HIJACK, coaching, raking in outcasts...
it's meant for the better good. it's supposedly selfless.
I can't do any of that. my parents just don't listen. no one does.
no one believes my guilt.
no one believes how hard im working.
most of all, no one believes in me.
God, you are stupid, stupid people.
I'm tired.
If Madam Neo couldn't stop a bunch of gangsters whose location and activities are known, she can NEVER stop me.
Someday if I snap..
I'll just take the whole fucking school down with me..
and everyone else who keeps fucking with my mind...
I will kill you all.
I will kill you.
I will kill you.
I just wanna die sometimes...
Just know I can't take so much of this..
just so much desire to just snap...
I'm losing everything I ever cared about.
.Monday, March 03, 2008 ' 10:44 PM Y
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WWWHHHEEEEEEE.
IM DRUNK.
i saw ms ang downstairs! in my function room! OMFG
she's so chio! and beeeaaauuuutttiiifffuuulll gorgeouser WWOOOOWWWW!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE
LIKE WOW.
she's so pretty like. pretty. SEXYLEH!
cute-CUTE IN A CUTE SORT OF WAY.
wow.
im obsessed.
im going to have a hangover and not remember ANY OF THIS.
AND WHEN I READ THIS TOMORROW I WILL HATE MYSELF, AND I WILL FEEL LOTS AND LOTS OF GUILT.
GURGLES.
sleepy.
and btw, im not actually drunk.
just really, really high.
please pray for me and my god bros and my family and my friends and everyone and ms anngg!!
ShadowFighterX
thanks..im on the bowling team! ;)