.Friday, October 28, 2005 ' 12:20 PM Y
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So it's over.
School's over.
Just like that.
After this, my 'hols' consist of 28 basketball practices, 12 tuition sessions and a lot of housework.
Sigh....life is like that.
I told everything out for the first time in my life.
It's the first time. Yan lin felt like Junice. And at last I knew why. It's not becuz of attaction, it's because of guilt. AMjor guilt.
Although i was attracted to jun, but that's not the point.
I guess she's...not going to be my fren ever again. Or closer then that. Never nothing. It's as if she never existed. Or as if I never existed. Which is worse?
I hope she's ok.
But not that i love her or anything.
Guilt.
It's painful.
Sorry.
.Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ' 9:07 PM Y
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Results.
Math-73-A2
English-A2-70
Chinese-B4-60
Science-A2-70
Dnt-A2-70
Lit-A1-78
History-A2-73
Geography-B4-62
Home ec.-B3-67
Art-C6-50
While they aren't exactly the greatest results....they're really average. And really, it's really better to be average then poor.
So i guess i'll just have to do better next year....and hope.
Angi. Is NOT.Coming to Singapore!!!!
Ahh!!!!!This is so unfair! Sheesh. I mean honestly. I am totally stranded now. So much for freedom this year.
I just realized i tried to die last year on tom's b'day. Whoops.
Crap. gtg
later.
.Friday, October 14, 2005 ' 4:35 PM Y
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Today exams are over!!! Woohoo. Wow. Gee. Oh joy. Oh rapture.
YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHWOOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!! Yea baby!!!
Okay. So now that I can adjust all my plans…….
Today went ice-skating! It wasn’t the most enlightening experience. Pretty embarrassing in fact. My-keat ( I still dunno how to spell his name) had to keep helping me. I felt like I was bein baby-sat.
Yanlin and Bettina, shi min and ying yun, Madeline, lilin and my-keat and I were there. So it was ok I suppose. But I’m the one who fell most…I never had much sense of balance anyway…sigh……embarrassing.
Yanlin hates me cuz she thinks I like her! In fact she doesn’t like me anymore. She simply changed her mind. Typical. Sheesh. At least I know now.
I don’t worry too much about it anymore.
Went to the arcade after that. I rule metal slug!
Got a lot of November plans….sigh…..love hols.
Love life.
After exams.
.Saturday, October 01, 2005 ' 3:30 PM Y
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I hate ya yile. You suck.
I notice nobody comes here. I don really care though. Sighz. Tha's the way life is...talking to yourself.
So yile hates me cuz nowadays he's got attitude? He's yile. My prolem? Nah. Just becuz u don like a person for who they are...pisses him off.....you piss me off more, let me tell you that. Not everyone has to be a bastard like you. In case ya didn't notice, nobody likes you very much. You're about as popular as madeline.....congrats! Screw it.
My teacher did not decide to leave me to help her sort out dictionaries and forget about me later.
My fren did not forget to pay me today. he did not leave me to sort out all the dictionaries by myself.
I did not fail DNT.
I did not get B3 for math.
Ms ang is not cold when someone gives her a compliment. I'm glad i used my brain.
Yile does not suck....much.
Yanlin does not hate me.
It is not early morning.
Nobody hates me.
I don hate myself for being me.
Now for the announcement. I meant opposite of everything i just said.
Just take me away.....