rock bottom.

wednesday night last week was bad. this week was worse. i don't think i've ever played as bad EVER. i missed two open goals and my ball control was all but non-existent. my morale is sapped. the only way left to go is up and i vow to play much better next week. it was terribly disappointing as well. lost the game 8-3. the upside is at least i've got my offensive skills back to somewhere near decent. i had decent passing and shooting. i'm still fairly shaky with my dribbling because of the flooring hence the lack of ball control as well. need to adjust quickly. need to pick myself up before the next game. i hate losing.