Manipulate!

// Thursday, July 30, 2009 1:59 PM

:3

My baby's coming back soon.

=) Time for some (last min, hug-buddha's feet kinda) running.

They say that people lose a lot of weight after outfield. Darn! Time to make some sinful food for him so he will not be skinnier then me! HEHEHE! =)

And we'll break free...

// 1:31 AM

Today Sinyee said something that made me think...

=)

Yes yes, I think I am rather lucky afterall. I always have such nice people around me. Of course there's those few exceptions but the numbers are so small that it's negligible (taking in account that I'm not the nicest human being around, the ratio of good people vs the terrible seems <3<3<3).

On a side note...

I've decided not to sleep tonight. Until I see some results, it's just gonna me, that cup of tea and little Allie and Anya cheering me on throughout the night.

<3

I wanna breakout.

And I will.

Post It Procrastination

// Tuesday, July 28, 2009 12:08 PM

The patience of some will always amaze me.

Anyway, I found the website that I have been searching high and low for for the past 2 months...

http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/

<3 This. Ranks high amongst my fav like postsecret & fml.

Guilty pleasures MMM.

// 1:07 AM

Had a super super long talk with Fang this afternoon.

Oh well a shrink will always be one. Heh, after talking to her, I have gotten a +18372 confidence boost! Hahah.

I guess we never know what the future holds or what really would have happened if we had done things another way around. Maybe what she says is right, that some day I will look back on this path and smile.

I am a person who regrets. Everything. Everything little thing I say or have done, I would look back a sec later and go AIYAH! Should have said something else. I guess it's a habit that's gonna be so so hard to kick.

In the end, it's our mistakes, experience of mending that mistake and wrong paths that make us who we are.

Sometimes, we have to lose ourselves to find ourselves again.

And I think I am slowly finding me.

2/4 things achieved today, Slowly slowly. We will make it.

// Monday, July 27, 2009 12:38 PM

I look ridiculously like a hamster now.

Darn that wisdom tooth! =(

180

// 11:38 AM

=) I have decided...

I wanna make something out of my life. I don't wanna be 24 or 25 looking back and wondering... Why am I without a degree and a single cent to my name? It's gonna change. I wanna make a mark in the world.

So now, it's time to say goodbye to a dear friend called Procrastination. Goodbye! <3

2 years from now? Maybe a music degree and some CEO position? HAHA!

Dream big. I'll make it.

// Wednesday, July 22, 2009 1:49 PM

Mmm, plans plans plans.

A mountain called workstuff has been piling up fast then Pulau Semakau. =(

Trying to complete everything by Friday. Yet it seems like the heart is willing but the body isn't. Fingers are especially prone to opening popcap games like Plants vs Zombies (which is love love love) & webpages (like this one here.) Bad fingers!

Cough doesn't seem to get any better though. Irriatating irriatating! =(!!! Living without spicy stuff and tom yam noodles for so many days is just pure torture. Hahah, oh well, at least I'm marginally better then Ginny!!! HAHAHAH!

I love the Bread that Vivi gave me. It's supposed to be used as a stress ball right?? The flip side is that it makes me super hungry. And there's no one to cook for me! =(=(!

Miserable miserable.

Mmm, let's take a break for 45 mins and watch Bonded by Shooting Stars! <3 YAY!

// Monday, July 20, 2009 6:02 PM

=) Something nice happened.

Now to finish my work. <3<3

// Sunday, July 19, 2009 11:38 PM

Something terrible happened.

Errr...

// Friday, July 17, 2009 4:21 PM

Okay, this is just plain weird.

Amazing how the arrangement fits so well for the english version yet... This sort of arrangement is super out for cheena song la.

*shudders*

// 2:03 PM

=(

I have no voice now.

Only thing that feels edible is like Campbell soup. Everything else hurts my throat too much.

=(!!!

// Thursday, July 16, 2009 7:34 PM

As if the stress from the deadline MDA is not enough...

I am now throughly and utterly sick.

Darn you cough *shakes fist*

FREAK, I just rmbered. HOW TO SING FOR SAT CLASS?!

%@^#%&!*@#%&!@#^!(#!#!@#!@#$

// Tuesday, July 14, 2009 10:03 PM

And that's why you mean so much to me. <3

You see that nothing's gonna stand in your way

// 3:57 PM

Trying super hard to get vibrato on the violin. =( Think my palms are gonna be super muscular if it carries on..

Had a superrrr long talk with Ginny yesterday. =) Happy happy. We so totally have to meet up soon. Next week next week. Hahaha!

The deadline for the project has now been pushed forward. Think the boss and colleagues are going crazy. Feel bad that there's nothing I can do to help. I tried going through their programming books to learn but it end up as my pillow. Mmm...

Can't wait for 830 to come. <3

Oh yes, I'm super contented. =)=)

// Sunday, July 12, 2009 10:47 PM

Hahahah, I love adding apps to Jean's iPod touch.

Is it the flu, the fever or what? I just keep finding myself sleepy. You just need to leave me alone in a small corner for 10 mins and BONG! zzzzz

The fireworks view from the Bf's house is love love love. I just keep thinking about it and smile. Of course thinking bout him makes me smile already sooooo... =)

Mmmm, feeling sleepy already.

<3

// Friday, July 10, 2009 11:43 PM

haha... I'm blogging via the ds. =p

Lately, the family's gone thru some unplesant times. I'm just glad all these are coming to an end.

My phone's away for now so yup... No chance of contacting me for this weekend. Save of course for Zhenny. =p

My baby's working at Sembawang now! =) Must ask how's everything. The other half's down with fever. Hopefully, it'll just maintain as that and not be some case of h1n1.

There's a new treasure at my house now. Can't wait for the gang to come over. =)=)

And have I told you?

I'm super loved.

And I love my Daddy Wong. <3

What do you see?

// Thursday, July 09, 2009 1:05 AM

*trumpet blares* Ter ter ter terrrrrr!!!

Food is now pronounced safe to eat as the 'rents are back! Food standard now.. ISO9001! <3

Anyone up for dinner at my house again anytime?

<3

Ladadi, ladadoo, we will achieve, we will achieve....

Just so you know...

// Tuesday, July 07, 2009 4:45 PM

If one day you ever see me frothing at the mouth/out cold/ dead in my house the most likely cause of death would probably be me eating expired food.

Darn, should have murdered Stan yesterday. Then I'll have a new laptop!

Anyway, pelting sockballs at Stan was so darn therapeutic. I feel like a new person today! HAHAH! So new that I have a new goal...

I wanna take up bartendering lessons! Anyone anyone? =) HEHEH!

Okay okay, time to CLEAN THE HOUSE --> SEE STAN! I DO CLEAN THE HOUSE!

!!!

// Monday, July 06, 2009 1:45 PM

Hahah, Stan just reminded me that I had to vacuum the floor.

=(

It's amazing how the house can turn into complete disarray even when I pack it every 2 days. It seems like there are 3727429 people in the house when in fact there are only 3. And of course we have to include Mr Chicken-Rabbit-Pig who is currently disguised as a dog. He getting really smelly btw.

I have totally no mood to finish my work though. The latest deadline in coming and I really couldn't be any less unfocused then I am now. Much much happier in front of the DS playing Suikoden Tierkries. The music is love love love. HAHAH! One day, one day, I will reach that standard.

I've decided on some things. Hopefully, the will to do it will stay strong throughout. I guess I will start having a proper job and what not only at 21 so for now... My last few moments to parrrtehhh and build up on the foundations. <3

Mummy and Daddy's coming back tmr. Omg, I really cannot wait. I wanna be able to eat mummy and daddy's really fantastic food. Heh, if it wasn't for Fab's mum cooking soup for me I think the heatiness in me would have made me explode or something.

Mm, time for some tea! =3 Meow!

// Thursday, July 02, 2009 1:01 PM

=) I'm trying a new recipe. HAHAHA I just realized something...

On the day that I cooked fried rice. I didn't put any salt and such.

No wonder it tasted super horrible!

// 12:18 AM

=)

Today is a beautiful day.

// Wednesday, July 01, 2009 4:23 PM

I don't know why but this never fails to make me smile.

// 4:13 AM

We always thought we know stuff.

So what if I know all the answers to your facebook quiz? So what if I don't? I might not know your favourite colour but I know what you love to do most when you're upset. I might know your little quirky speeches but does it mean that you were there for me when I was nursing a broken heart (not that I am but still...)?

So many things happened within a short span of a week. I'm still quite taken aback by everything. The world just seems so different now.

Still, I know everything will be alright cuz I have a great bunch of friends who goes bowling with me, gives me bracelets <3<3 and whose mother will willing cook up a storm for me.

Somehow, in that little tiny cocoon of friendship I feel safe even if the typhoon is blowing just right outside.

I love you guys.

“There comes a time when every man has to make a choice. Whether it’s a professional choice…Or whether it’s a personal choice. In the end, it’s about integrity. And it’s about chasing after what you really want. Even if that means showing you both care a little. And sometimes…well, sometimes you just have to do what’s right for your friend. Even if it means sacrificing your own happiness. When it comes down to it, you just have to be proud of the decision you make.”
--- Scrubs