Monday, September 28, 2009

i hate everyting. internal swapped out of my department in army
retards. officer tell me temp, but i think it's gg to be pernament.
backstabbers
everything also last minute then say.
then i also cannot say "no"
y is it so?
just becoz i dun do enough programming work?
but i can do other stuff also.
or is ti becoz i dun look busy enough?
how does 1 define looking busy?
or how do 1 tel whether a person is really busy or not?
i hate all this

Posted by Dennis at 2:39 PM

Sunday, May 31, 2009

"School" and "Teacher" What do they really mean?

First and foremost, a salute to all the teachers in the world.

So much to say, but where do i being? Well, I haven't really been a good student. No, not with pretending to be sick, lying about homework and what not's. It's amazing how teachers can it all in, holding their anger and at the same time, imparting their knowledge to us.

13 years of education that I've been through, not counting the 2 years in Kindergarden. 13 long years. Waking up early in the morning just to go to school. Still remember all the pranks that my friends and I used to play in school. Teachers come and go, changing almost every year. More subjects to be studied being added every year and not to mentioned the increasing amount of homeworks and projects.

13 years of education, an endless amount of teachers that have taught me. Each one of them lasting a deep impression in my memory. Some of the teachers didn't even teach my class, and yet, they still made an everlasting impression.

From form Teachers to DMs and Principals, they taught me much. When I look back now, it seems that sometimes, we the students are going too far. Copying homework, escaping punishment, skipping school, etc. etc.

It really makes one wonder how much more that they can give? They have their own family to return to. And yet, beside teaching us the subjects that they are supposed to teach, they still find time to teach bus about life lessons. Sharing their experiences with us. Counseling us when we have problems, coaching us with our subjects if we ever face any difficulties.

Great teachers, each and every one of them.

If you are wondering about why I'm writing this post, it's because I've just finish reading the manga GTO: Great Teacher Onizuka. It's about Eikichi Onizuka, a 22-year-old ex-biker whos crude, foul-mouthed, and has a split-second temper. His unlikely goal: to be the Greatest High School Teacher in the World!

Before he can become a full instructor, he's got to work as a student teacher to earn his credentials. Onizuka may think he's the toughest guy on campus, but when he meets his class full of bullies, blackmailers, and scheming sadists, he'll have to prove it. And he did it by going out of his way to help his students.

That makes all teacher great. A salute to all the teachers again. For the amount of time, their sweat and blood into this profession, helping and moulding th next generation into shape.

Posted by Dennis at 9:41 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

A song for her

I'm Already There

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
Im your imaginary friend
And I know Im in your prayers
Oh Im already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Dont worry about the kids theyll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that Ill be in your dreams tonight
And Ill gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

Im already there
Dont make a sound
Im the beat in your heart
Im the moonlight shining down
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But Ill be with you wherever you are

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there
Oh Im already
There

Posted by Dennis at 7:35 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Left Out

Ouch..... I'm feeling as though I'm being left out.....

Tons of people that I know already got their enlistment date posted to them. And here I am rotting my time away.....

Sigh, don't know whether to be jealous or not. But still, can't say much as some people might be jealous of me not getting the letter yet.

Irony. It doesn't make sense

Posted by Dennis at 9:31 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

confused

I dun know what it really means....

y i keep thinking of her...

sigh...

only time will tell...

Posted by Dennis at 5:45 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Attention Seeking

I dunno abt it, but now, im sure a attention seeking person. esp attention from someone. to tt person, i sincerely apologize. i must have hurted ur feelings. i didnt meant it to be like this.

maybe you understand wad im feeling, or maybe you dun...

i dunno, it's just tt somehow i always drifted out of the memories of others...

in school, i was always sitting down there, but rarely anyone comes and chat with me. after school when i stay in school or whether im at home online on msn, the number if conversation window i have opened is only 1 most of the time.

my brother often goes out of the house, which make playing games boring... the same with online games... though there are many people playing, there are people who i do not know.

somehow it seems like im living on my own island. there's no one else here with me. it hurts just to see people chatting while i just sit down there.... waiting and waiting...

i fear letting go and stop trying to get attention coz im worried tt i'll be forgotten..... erased from the memories from those that i know

Posted by Dennis at 8:33 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm a suitcase left behind

I'm feeling like a suitcase now.

Ask around for where your family and friends keep their suitcases. The answer would most probably be storeroom.

Suitcases are only taken out and uses when they are needed. Otherwise, they will be kept away by the owner, hoping that by the next time they required it, the suitcase would be in perfect condition.

But what they do not know if that, for this, the suitcase has feelings. Being kept away, the chances are now that the condition will worsen as days pass.

Maybe a sponge too. Supposed to absorb everything that comes, without letting anything out.