Manipulate!

Sometimes I really wonder if you really know what love is.

// Friday, May 29, 2009 11:36 PM

Today someone dear explained why.

I really never thought of it that way- was I too petty? But I really still believe in my (very illogical, as he calls it) thinking.

To say that I've softened my stand on you because of his explaination would be a blatant lie. It just made me proud of me cause for once in my life, I am finally a threat to a person. Hah, close friends and family would laugh themselves to death at that thought.

And for the final time, I'm not interested in yours, mine's much mucchhh better.

<3

The best Disney song ever. Yesh! I finally have the score! WOOOTS!

If I never knew you
If i never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd hve lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
all they'd leave us were these wispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right

Oh if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love wuold be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
we were right

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

if your heart's not in it...

// 11:46 AM

It's like a million thoughts going through my head.

I know it's just a phase that I will pass but for now, I just cannot stop thinking...

Our hearts will show us the way in the end. And I know exactly where it will lead to now.

<3

// 3:14 AM

It's late but I still can't get to sleep.

How would it be like to be so apart from you?

// Wednesday, May 27, 2009 12:18 AM

Graduation was nice, though I believe I won't ever see many of them ever again in my life. Zoe told me to stop being ridiculous. Facebook and MSN will help butttt I'm not so sure.

I had a really wonderful afterparty with the family and the clique along with the other half. It's nice how everything falls in place so beautifully, kinda like a happy ending but with a very murky sequel.

I got a project with MDA and SP. It's a dream come true! I get to compose game music. HAHAHAH! =D=D I wanna do it like super well and get famous for doing this kinda work but I guess it really isn;t that easy. I'm kinda stuck at some points but slowly slowly I'm gonna work it out.

Eight days more. My gawd. It really is coming. =(

// Thursday, May 21, 2009 4:08 AM

It feels good to finally get it out, after so long.

// Tuesday, May 05, 2009 3:29 PM

Hahha, me thinks me have tooooo many interest to fulfil. With the majority of the uni letters already sent out and none for me, I guess I could count as a unemployed adult.

And so the plans are to...

Take a part time job (planning on working at Yamaha as a music teacher after my fundamental exams. =D) whilst learning (in order) =Sewing, Knitting and Balloon Sculpturing.

Lately, I have a new obsession called coffee art. DAMMITTT! But nope! Not gonna learn it as yet! I wanna SEW SEW SEW first! =D

=( So sad lor, everyone's gone off to work leaving me alllll byyyyy myselffff. So weird to see XY no longer online. =(

Btw, YIIII I got ur honey lime lemon thingy. Good for throat and prevention of FLUUU. You= nurse= flu high risk case= faster come and take!

// Monday, May 04, 2009 10:28 AM

Hah!=D My phone rocks!

// 1:15 AM

From one of the ST columns today.

"You are actually quite narrow minded you know. You think your views are very liberal and cutting edge but you're not really open minded at all because you are not willing to change your ideas on anything."

I guess that basically sums up most of us, Singaporeans. We prolly led the good life for too long, became spoilt and expect everyone to follow the rules. Break one and you are deemed terrible, terrible, terrible.We judge the neighbouring countries but if they were to say anything against us... HOHO! We complain a lot about others yet we never fail to commit the same mistakes as them.

Take a certain female friend who rolled her eyeballs at me when she heard how excited I was about going to China.

" EE, they spit one leh! And they also cheat money one!!!"

Okayyy, but still sg is fast becoming a mini China (what with the influx of the PRCs) I mean, they have like what 1.3 billion people? It is impossible to run away from them you know.

And yes, they are nice people. Prolly a lot nicer then the supervisors in many of the ITP companies that the classmates worked for.

To tell the truth, I admire kids in nations such as Thailand, Malaysia and Indonesia. Since young they have been taught the basic survival skills and the what nots.I remember a teacher saying that kids who are barely seven make their way across the causeway themselves to school in Sg. The courage is <3.

I guess if a war (choy choy) should ever befall SEA, Sg's best chance would only be the SAF cause its civilians *cough*us*cough* would have already fell to pieces.

I guess sometimes we shouldn;t be so quick to judge something cuz today...

-A small boy stopped me cause I dropped my money on the way to the toilet.
-The cleaner tried directing me while I was lost amongst the maze of staircases along Berjaya TImes Square
-The salesperson at Echo Park of Berjaya Times Square is LOVE! Haahah! Stan thinks so too!

Happy happy~ =D