Called: Joanne
Alter Egos: Ellinix. Centuaris. Mad girl.
Was formerly from: Griffiths Primary. Sembawang Primary. Riverside Secondary. SP DMIT
Is in: The unemployed category
Appeared: 16 June
Craved AKA B421 list
candies, spotlights, and the chocolate shop
Ability to Sew
Knitting & Crocheting
Yamaha Grade 5 (Electone)
ABRSM Grade 5 (Violin)
Driving License
Some (good) reputation
Job!
BALLOON SCULPTURING!
To have BMI of 21
Friends & Family to remain as they are, happy & lovely
Had a drive Driven by your love But when you messed around I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed Needed someone true But you changed your mind Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been Careful with my heart But you tore it apart And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true Has to end somehow But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on Played me like a clown But I feel for you Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy Heavy like a rock But I am so amused You’re still in my thoughts
It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay? Should I go?
It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I wanna know Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done It’ll never feel the same But we had some good times Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth Doesn’t matter somehow But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
// 1:28 AM
Younger sis said something to me today while we were watching TV
" It's been a long time since I watched TV with you man!"
I guess sometimes we get so caught up with our work and such that we forget about the things that really matter the most.
So today was spent watching endless shows with her. She's starting to like Scrubs now! =D WHEE! Dr Cox, Dr Cox, Dr Cox!
And no matter what she says, Christa Miller is HAWT!
Maybe it really is time to open up to something else other then assignments...
// Friday, June 27, 2008 1:38 PM
By the end of today 4pm, I should have
1_ figured out the bass part completely 2_ Figure out all the other random pad parts 3_ fingure out PL's notes 4_ Do enough to allow myself to skip dinner and go back to sch to score the stuffies. =)
EQ-ing XY's voice to be like Ms Sun would be a total plus.
=)
I'm gonna make it through~
// Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:50 PM
=)
Gyming with Vivi and Ginny is the most LOL thing ever. And at the end of the day today.. =D
HEHEHE
And I'm really very tired. I really really want to just stay at home and hide. So if I'm cranky/ say anything wrong, I apologise in advance okay. =D
Anyways, Jean's blog is <3
// Tuesday, June 24, 2008 6:12 PM
Devil may care about the arranging cuz I'm starting to care less and less with each sec. =(
So happy together`
// Monday, June 23, 2008 11:55 PM
It's a happy happy MONDAY.
Just realised that it is one week after my birthday. =)
YAY! Got my first kiap kiap toy! =D Now it's a pair. WHEE! =D
Imagine me and you and you and me~~~ =D
// 9:33 AM
Heh heh, didn't really wanna go to sch today so I tried the XY and PL technique of wearing really prettily.
AWWW... Happy happy~
Now the inner Bimbo in me is awake. NOOOOOOO!
I think the class is going to o.O at me today lo! LOLOLOL!
// 12:00 AM
Because we love, that's why we hate.
Because we want to protect that's why we chain things up.
I guess I just need a lil more time to accept. Maybe a lot of time...
And I want every word that you say to be true though I know it isn't.
Lalala, just seeing you online makes everything 100%. =D
And yes, I;m supposed to be aslp now but...
// Saturday, June 21, 2008 1:09 PM
Omg, I think I have new found respect for Gigi Leung.
And yes, Mum is obsessed with this and Yuan Lai Ai Qing Na Me Shang.
And Daddy is adamant on producing an album for Jane Aunty.
Any grade six scores to recommend?? I wanna get some for Caleb.
I just don't understand why they have to go. Sometimes, I just wanna go back to the times when they are still around. Back to the times when everything was so simple.
Ahs wells.. Back to mixing the album. =)
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Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:08 PM) lol Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:20 PM) nvm lorz Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:23 PM) i going army soon Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:27 PM) will slim down Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:36 PM) u = nv Life is so difficult with something missing in my life(Yuh Shyang) says: (6:55:37 PM) lolx
IDIOT!
// 11:58 AM
Cinderella loses glass slippers.
Sinderella breaks cheapo slippers.
And this is the 3rd pair of slippers I broke this month. Mummy is not pleased.
Anyway, if there was a day where I was close to death, yesterday would rank fourth after the drowning and car accidents. (yes, note the S ._.)
I almost fell 6 times and really fell down on the road once. ><
Ankle still hurts now but ahs wells. Not as bruised as my pride.
The sis just laughed when I told her about it. EVILL!
And now Dad's trying his hand in producing. HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh yah, have I said it before?
Thank you LESTER ZENG! =)
// Thursday, June 19, 2008 10:47 AM
絢香 ayaka - I believe
I believe 作詞: 絢香 作曲: 西尾芳彦
この胸の中に隠れてる 不安のうず 目の前にある 自分の進むべき 道はどれか 人に流されてた日々 そんな自分に「さよなら」 I believe myself 信じることで 全てが始まる気がするの I believe myself あたたかい光は まちがっちゃいない 歩いて行こう I believe
偽りの中でウソの微(え)み浮かべて 生きる人を 幼き自分と重ねて見て ため息つく どんな色にも染まらない 「黒」になろうと誓った I believe myself 信じることで 全てが始まる気がするの I believe myself あたたかい光は まちがっちゃいない 歩いて行こう I believe
今 目に映る この広い空も 素直に生きる この気持ちも I believe myself 信じることで 全てが始まる気がするの I believe myself あたたかい光は まちがっちゃいない 歩いて行こう I believe...
I believe Lyrics: Ayaka Translation: Jonathan Wu
Hidden inside my heart, is a whirlpool of uncertainty If I have to walk on, which way do I go? As the streets overflow with people I say "Goodbye" to that uncertain me I believe myself, I know that if I believe everything and anything can begin I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me I walk on without failing myself because I believe
Small lies begin to surface from the falsehoods that people create in life As a young girl I saw the lies pile up up sighed to myself And I swore to myself to color the lies in "black" I believe myself, I know that if I believe everything and anything can begin I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me I walk on without failing myself because I believe
Right now as the wide sky is reflected in my eyes I feel like I'm living while staying true to myself I believe myself, I know that if I believe everything and anything can begin I believe myself, and as the sunshine warms me I walk on without failing myself because I believe...
I guess what matters most should be that I know that I tried my best and as long as I know it, it's okay.
And I guess it applies to everyone out there to. =)
So Mr Emo, heh heh heh, cheer up okay. I'll do my best so you'll have to hang in there too! =D
// Wednesday, June 18, 2008 11:28 PM
I guess I truly believe or at least, want to believe that there isn't a lot of evil people in the world. Maybe that will change when I go out into the working world...
I know sometimes I'm too kei kiang for my own good. Sorry if I drag you down, I really really didn;t want that to happen.
Now I just wish that there;s like 10 of me to cope with everything.
And Ginny, I'm very very very sorry for not talking to you. I open Logic and totally forgot about calling you.
Yes, I'm turning into what I swore I would never become. After this week, it won't be like that again okay.. =D
And to all the friends who I keep forgetting to contact, esp Lim ShiQian. Please go out to the zoo with me okay, after I;m done with the assignments, I'll even go to the Bird Park with you. Please don't fly off without saying goodbye!
And to the many many other people, yes, we'll meet up soon. =)
// Tuesday, June 17, 2008 1:03 AM
Random Birthday facts
The first person to wish me happy birthday was Chui Rhong at 1145pm 15 June.
The last person was =)=)
This is the first time I had such a huged assed cake.
All my presents are soft and fluffy =)
My first grownup convo was about forgiveness and love with Xy and Zh and Sis. ( Cheem right. I KNOW!)
Oh yah, another random fact!!!
I am going to not do very well for the first test in my 19 years of living! =D
But in spite of it all... HappyHappyBelatedBirthdaytoMEEEE!!=D
// Monday, June 16, 2008 1:24 AM
OMG.
Heh heh, Stan wanted to appear at the door with CAKE! =D
And SO MANY PEOPLE WISHED ME HAPPY BRITHDAY!
Have I told you how much I love you guys?????
<3<3<3<3
Okay, proper thank yous later. Gotta cook for sis.
And Stan... I LOVE YOU! =)
// Sunday, June 15, 2008 5:37 PM
=)
Thanks for the huge assed cake, the scare in the morning, the many pictures and teaching me how the bell actually works.
You guys make me wish that my birthday is on the 14th of June instead of the 16th.
<3
Have I told you guys how much I love you all?
Cuz I do.
// Friday, June 13, 2008 2:34 AM
If you really must know what I would like for my birthday...
1) ELS-001 (Go find out for yourself what that is. Even my mum won;t get it for me. =() 2) Backpacking trip around Europe and Switzerland for 5 3) Shopping trip to Bangkok with besties 4) Assignments to magically be done 5) AKG/ Sen condenser mikes so that I can do my recording at home and not fight for the studios 6) A(n) cello/viola/ double bass/ guzheng/ xun/ er hu 7) A nice meal prepared by you 8) A Tatty bear card would be nice!!! 9) Someone to pack my house for me 10) Seriously, just sending an sms would do. But if you wanna serenade me with a birthday song... =D=D=D
Oh goodness, I really am gonna fall aslp at any moment. It's ridiculous, the studio booking system. I really don't dare to slp because I'm damn scared that I can't wake up lo.
And yes, I have packed my pillow. Prepared to slp in sch le.
Oh yah, Shi Xin Hui's Gu Dan Ba Lei album would be nice too! =D
// Thursday, June 12, 2008 1:58 AM
It started out as a feeling Which then grew into a hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder 'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back When you call me No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before
All you can do is try to know Who your friends are As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon And follow the light
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and now one knows yet But just because they can't feel it too Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger 'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
=)
// Tuesday, June 10, 2008 12:12 PM
._.
/random
Garfield's birthday is on June 19th.
// Sunday, June 08, 2008 12:25 AM
Closure, that's what we always seek.
But is there really closure? Can we just draw a full stop at a certain experience and not feel anything anymore?
Did I really find it?
好想知道，我放下了吗？还是我根本就不想放下?
Because the night just seems brighter when we spoke like that again. Just like in the past.
It's funny because I didn't feel anything when I left.
But once I reached home, for some strange reason, I felt sad.
On the flip side, the dishes were scrubbed reeeaall hard today. I don't recall them being so sparkly.
Somehow, this song always reminds me of you. =D
// Friday, June 06, 2008 1:40 AM
You know when people try to take a picture of love?
Because there isn;t anything more important to me then your smile. =D
And of course, thanks for bringing the smiles back. =D=D=D=D=D
// Wednesday, June 04, 2008 10:29 PM
Please understand that I am NOT your girlfriend and is thus not obliged to miss you, sms you or even bother about you.
You are in fact, pissing me off with your antics.
You make me just wanna go on the streets and just get a random guy so that you can eff off and not bother me anymore.
And yes, you ARE the person that I want to kill. So BYE!
// 9:41 AM
Heh heh, do I look like that? =D
// Tuesday, June 03, 2008 11:10 PM
FUJIKI KAZUE SUNNY DAY LYRICS
koboreochita no wa namida jyanaku inoru koe miagete ita no wa kumo no ue no taiyou
nemuru youni ikite ita itsumo kodoku datta kimi ni deau sono hi made wa zutto zutto koko de
hitori demo utaeru ai no uta ga aru toshite mo hitori de wa sagasenai ryoute ni fureta kono nukumori
kamen wo matoeba wasurerareru kigashiteta kioku wo shimatta hako ni kagi wo kakete
anna kurai basho de sae kimi wo mitsukedaseta modoru koto ga dekinakute mo motto motto tooku
hitorikiri oboeta ai no uta ga aru toshite mo hitori de wa todokanai doa no mukou de matsu ashita e koko kara mou ichido arukidasu with you...
kanashimi wo yasashisa ni kaete miseru kara itsuka wa kanarazu hontou no jibun wo yurusetara itami mo kieteku kitto
hitori demo utaeru ai no uta wa mou iranai hitori de wa sagasenai hidamari no youna kono nukumori kimi to nara sagaseru mita koto no nai ashita wo
Translation (English) ===================== What spilled out Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice What I looked up at Was the sun above the clouds
I was living like I was asleep I was always alone Until the day I met you I was always, always here
Even if there’s a love song I could sing by myself This warmth from the touch of your arms Can’t be found alone
If I had put on a mask Then I felt I might have forgotten I shut away my memories And locked them in a box
Even in that dark place I was able to find you Even if I can’t return I’ll keep going farther, farther
Even if there’s a love song That recalls loneliness I can’t reach it alone So I’ll walk out once more Toward the door to tomorrow With you…
I’ll transform sadness Into kindness And someday Once I’ve set my true self free The pain will disappear I know it
I don’t need a love song I can sing by myself anymore I can’t find it alone But with you I know We can find a place where the sun shines A tomorrow I’ve never seen
Yes, i brawled at the movie. ><
In spite of having the usual turn of the mill plot, it is still very touching.
Of course having a handsome face in it helps loads...
MMMMM... I <3 Takeshi
MMMMMMMMMM, melting at his picture already...
// Monday, June 02, 2008 12:37 AM
Lalala, I'm not falling apart!
Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALAN! <3
Old liao= Must eat more= Will get wrinkles earlier then me~~~
YAY! Got my first kiap kiap toy! =D Now it's a pair. WHEE! =D
Heh heh, do I look like that? =D
MMMMMMMMMM, melting at his picture already...