Manipulate!

// Thursday, January 31, 2008 3:21 PM

I always said that I'll be able to play this song by my 18th birthday but I never had the time to learn.

So now before I turn 19, or gasp the BIG 2-0, I'll start learning it and playing it.

Can my husband be like Chopin? But less eccentric and more "Lee Dong Hae in specs"-ish. =)

// Tuesday, January 29, 2008 12:43 PM

MMM, love Power98. Esp the programme now...

Those slow slow rock songs..

Anyways, this goes out to those taking their exams/ITP-ing now. (Yesh, Zh, Angela and Stan. I feel your pain. ^^)

A housewife takes a lover in her house and unbeknownst to her, her 9 year old son was hiding in the closet.

Suddenly, her husband comes home and she hid the lover in the closet.

Boy: Dark in here.
Man: Yeah it is.
Boy: I have a baseball.
Man: That’s nice.
Boy: Want to buy it?
Man: No.
Boy: My dad’s outside.
Man: Ok how much?
Boy: $250.

A week later the same thing happened.

Boy: Dark in here.
Man: Yeah it is.
Boy: I have a baseball glove.
Man: How much?
Boy: $750.
Man: Grr. Fine.

A few days later, the father of the boy tells the boy to grab his glove and they are going to play a game of baseball.

Boy: I can’t. I sold my glove and the baseball to my friends.
Father: How much did you sell them for?
Boy: $1000.
Father: That’s an awful lot of money you overcharge your friends. This is terrible and I will have you go to the church with me to make a confession.

They go to the church and the boy’s father alerts the priest and was led to the confession booth.

Boy: Dark in here.
Priest: Don’t start that shit again!

Heh! Love you guys!

// Monday, January 28, 2008 11:37 PM

I don't understand.

What the hell is a trail period in a relationship? You don't like him= No way, goodbye. You like him= Let's get into a relationship.

And so what the eff is a trial period for?

Got Money-Back Guarantee not? Batteries included?

If you don't like him and have already told him so, then leave it. Why have a trial period and raise the poor bugger's hope and then squish it?

It's ironic that you did that because you don't wanna hurt his feelings. Cuz you bloody are.

And why did you ask me for my opinion if you weren't gonna listen to it anyway? BAH!

And there's something growing on my eye. =(

Can't look at things properly now. BAHHHHHHH! *grump*

// Saturday, January 26, 2008 2:32 AM

I guess I have something to confess...

Throughout my Primary sch days, I was usually labeled the "problem kid" in class.

And because of that, I always have the tendency to get very defensive. Why? Because I always got blamed for things that wasn't done by me at all.

Everytime an argument broke up between me and the classmates(they really don't even count as friends. If only the teachers could hear them when they gossiped. Venomous is too mild a word to use on them), the teacher would ALWAYS side them, not even bothering to hear my side of the story.

It was really that terrible in my p3 and p6 days that I really have nothing good to say about those days at all. Man was I glad to leave SPS.

Moreover, since my parents weren't around to bother about what I did during my youth, I was always free to do whatever I wanted.

Spare the rod and spoil the child...

Perhaps I really am spoiled- I was never whacked before and was scolded quite rarely.

Thus, I really hate it when people start raising their voices at me/ questioning me. Any hint of it and yes, I turn into Miss Porcupine.

Piss me off more and I turn into Miss Bitchy.

I snap and I bite... A lot.

I know you all care, I know that it is an even worse habit to have. But knowing is one thing, correcting it is another thing all together.

I really thought that I had it covered but the nonsense started again.

It's only the rare few- some DMATers, close friends and family, that can take these nonsense.

Which is why I strongly refuse to get into any relationship. I'll probably kill whoever that cares.

So to all whom which I snapped at, I'm really sorry.

To my BUMS group, I know I acted terribly during the last few days and for that I really apologise. I hope whatever I have done wouldn't compromise your marks.

I'm terrible, sorry.

// 1:59 AM

Still can't find my phone.

And yes, I absolutely REFUSE to come online.

(I am an EMO kid who has to atone for her siiinnnnssssss.....)

So yeah, guys you know where to find me.

// Wednesday, January 23, 2008 8:42 PM

If you are a boy, go away... Extreme cuteness awaits!!

And my fav... *gushes* HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~

-Just a thought though... Do you think they all look the same? Cuz I realy do. And PeiLing feels like killing me now...

But that last guy... I think his name is Dong Hae....

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM-

// Tuesday, January 22, 2008 12:10 AM

Insightful Convo #16736524

Ginny: If you can transport your fats to one place, where would it be?

....................................

Joanne, without hesitation: My boobs! ^^

// Monday, January 21, 2008 11:40 PM

It's funny how fast your priorities change in a day.

Wait, it's just a few hours.

A few hours ago we were so stressed, thinking of what paper suited your character and such.

Now, we wonder if you'll miss us...

Yes, it's true that you are a terrible classmate and an even more terok groupmate, but yeah, you're a good friend.

I'll miss your madness.

=)

And I really hope you'll miss me too.

// 1:26 AM

/rant

I know many of the DMATers look at me ~~and some of my friends~~ and wonder what in the world am I doing here.

True, I like (Note: Like. Not LOOOOVVEEEE) music but I don't go for gig, form bands etc etc. I don't worship performance, going YEAH, another chance for me to play (truth be told, I dread performances. Without my electone, I feel damn empty...)

But does that make me lesser as a person?

Does that actually give you the right to insult me?

If you wanna live your life breathing, eating music then jolly good for you.

Some call it finding their purpose.

I call it sadness.

At such a young age you're already closing your doors to everything else.

Sports? No thanks! I have my music. What?! Astrology??!!! WTH!

If you wanna live your life as a 1 dimensional human being then go ahead. You're not my friend anyway. Not a single ounce of me cares.

But, I just feel sad. Such a talented person; such low eq.

I seem to be knowing more and more of those sorts nowadays.

And talking to you is such a drag. Not an single insightful moment. Makes me wonder why...

I guess all I wanna say is just: What goes around comes around. It comes around even faster in a small room.

We know what you've said. We're just nice enough not to spread it around and... Seriously, how much can you stab a person before they hear about every single untruth you said?

And that does not only apply to the said person.

It also applies to a certain group member.

Your politicking just makes me sick. I just wish that I could slap you or something.

And I'm freaking tired of BUMS.

But that will be a separate rant topic.

I think I'm gonna explode soon.

Labels: rant

// Sunday, January 20, 2008 11:52 PM

Is there BUMS meeting tmr>

I'm freaking tired now..

I WANT MY BREAK! =(

// Wednesday, January 16, 2008 10:59 PM

Since my husband has gone to gt himself a *NEW* wife and made me the er nai...

Let's get married tmr okay, 松本淳一 san.

=)

*
When they wielded the stuffs, for a second I could kid myself that they were fireworks...

There are many things that I have yet to clear up, many things that I still have not said.

I wonder if it;s hypocritical of me to do so...

I;m really tired and oddly, I'm looking forward to Changchun. I just wanna be away from everything now.

// 2:02 AM

Watching Liar Game makes me wonder how dumb can some people be.

How can some people actually trust people when you know that they cannot be trusted?!

And that girl.. Gosh, how dumb can she be?!

PERF

// Monday, January 14, 2008 11:11 PM

We are painting a web of deceit, writing a diary of lies.

We are...

Doing BUMS journal and PERF diary.

We'll see each other in hell.

*
On a lighter note...

I pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we’ll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L’eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c’e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we’ll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza

Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E’il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

// Sunday, January 13, 2008 4:47 PM

Tā Mén Cāi Wǒ Mén Hòu Lái Yǒu Méi Yǒu Zài Jiàn
他们猜我们后来有没有再见

Le Cái Huì Xiǎo Dé Huái Niàn
离席了才会晓得怀念

Tū Rán Wǒ Jì Qǐ Nǐ De Liǎn Nà Chù Dònɡ Yī Rán Xiànɡ Zuó Tiān
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天

Duì Zì Jǐ Wǒ Zhōnɡ Yú Yě Chénɡ Shí Le Yī Diǎn
对自己我终于也诚实了一点

Shì Bù Shì Huí Yì Jiù Shì Dàn Dàn Nínɡ Ménɡ Cǎo
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草

Xīn Suān Lǐ Yòu Yǒu Fānɡ Xiānɡ De Wèi Dào
心酸里又有芳香的味道

Cénɡ Yǐ Wéi Nǐ Shì Quán Shì Jiè Dàn Nà Tiān Yǐ Jīnɡ Hǎo Yáo Yuǎn
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远

Rào Yī Quān Wǒ Cái Fā Xiàn Wǒ Yǒu ɡènɡ Yuǎn Dì Pínɡ Xiàn
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

Wǒ Mén Dōu Méi Cuò Zhī Shì Bù Shì Hé
我们都没错只是不适合

Wǒ Yào De Wǒ Xiàn Zài Cái Dǒnɡ Dé
我要的我现在才懂得

Kuài Lè Shì Wǒ De Bù Shì Nǐ ɡěi De
快乐是我的不是你给的

Jì Mò Yào Zì Jǐ Fù Zé
寂寞要自己负责

Bì Jìnɡ Yònɡ Jìn Le Lì Qì Yě Wèi Bì Rú Yuàn
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿

Zǒnɡ Shì Yào ɡuò Qù Yǐ Hòu Cái Le Jiě
总是要过去以后才了解

Tū Rán Wǒ Jì Qǐ Nǐ De Liǎn ài Bù ài Bù ɡuò Yī Niàn Zhī Jiān
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间

Rào Yī Quān Jīn Tiān De Wǒ Nénɡ Hé Zuó Tiān Miàn Duì Miàn
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

Wǒ Mén Dōu Méi Cuò Zhī Shì Bù Shì Hé
我们都没错只是不适合

Qīn ài De Wǒ Dānɡ Shí Bù Dǒnɡ Dé
亲爱的我当时不懂得

Xuǎn Zé Shì Wǒ De Bù Shì Nǐ ɡěi De
选择是我的不是你给的

Mínɡ Tiān Zì Jǐ Fù Zé
明天自己负责

ɡěi Zuó Tiān De Wǒ Yī ɡè Yōnɡ Pào
给昨天的我一个拥泡

Cénɡ Jīnɡ Tā Bù Zhī Rú Hé Shì Hǎo
曾经她不知如何是好

Ruò Wǒ Mén Zài Jiàn Wǒ Huì Wēi Xiào
若我们再见我会微笑

Xiè Xiè Nǐ Xiè Xiè Nǐ Wǒ Chánɡ ɡuò ài De Hǎo
谢谢你谢谢你我尝过爱的好

Wǒ Mén Dōu Méi Cuò Zhī Shì Bù Shì Hé
我们都没错只是不适合

Wǒ Yào De Wǒ Xiàn Zài Cái Dǒnɡ Dé
我要的我现在才懂得

Kuài Lè Shì Wǒ De Bù Shì Nǐ ɡěi De
快乐是我的不是你给的

Jì Mò Yào Zì Jǐ Fù Zé
寂寞要自己负责

Wǒ Yào De Wǒ Xiàn Zài Cái Dǒnɡ Dé
我要的我现在才懂得

Xuǎn Zé Shì Wǒ De Bù Shì Nǐ ɡěi De
选择是我的不是你给的

Xìnɡ Fú Yào Zì Jǐ Fù Zé
幸福要自己负责

Cuò ɡuò De Qǐnɡ Nǐ Bǎ Wò
错过的请你把握

-Have I mentioned how much I love my new mouse/cat?? MMMM <3

// 11:21 AM

All he said to me was " Welcome to the world of live sound."

Never in my life have I spewed so much profanities in an hour. Or felt the impending need to clobber certain human beings with my violin.

If it wasn't for them, I guess I would have just emo-ed in a corner or something.

And now, the REMT saga begins.

Somehow, I feel that this is a test of my beliefs...

我一个人住 - 苏慧伦
李宗盛

你要独处的时候　我就是孤独
你在微笑的时候　我就是幸福
亲爱的我的温柔你怎么记得住
（我）从来没有在你面前哭...

你去流浪的时候　我也被放逐
你想说谎的时候　我变成赌注
亲爱的我的温柔你怎么记得住
在你身边我像影子一样模糊...

在你的世界里　我一个人住
你认为甜蜜　我觉得痛苦
你曾说过　爱情应该是无条件的付出　喔...

到最后还是　我一个人住
跟你的脚步　我迷了路
我很难对自己交待清楚　因为我在乎...

// Thursday, January 10, 2008 11:42 PM

Westlife
What Makes a Man

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know

So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you

[ www.azlyrics.com ]

// Wednesday, January 09, 2008 11:19 PM

Yes I know this is VERY late, but you all know how I am...

The best things of 2007 are that...
1) I got a lot closer to my DMAT class. From coursemates to classmates... and now.. I guess I;ll call them my friends. =) Gosh, I'll miss them like shit when I go ChangChun.

2) I added a whole bunch of zany friends to my call list. USA ppl, you ain;t forgotten.. yet...

3) I did a lot of the things that I wanted, stood up for myself and walked the path that I wanted. No regrets bout what I've done.. At least for now.

4) There are many things tt happened last yr that I would just ignore and run away from. But... I faced them, suprisingly. =)

Things that I will do in 2008: (Have to write it down b4 I forget what they are and not fulfil them)

1) Excercise/ Go to the gym with Ginny at least 2 a week.

2) Practise Electone and the Violin everyday or every 2 days for 45 mins.

3) Save up for my STAGEIA and Violin. And yes, JAPAN!

4) Keep in contact with old friends. Yes Rachel, I have neglected you. Sorry!\

5) I will try not be more then 20 mins late for anything. We'll start less ambitiously first okay. Slowly slowly. I'll kick it. =)

Things that I will try not to do:

1) Kill the seniors. Only 15 more days before those certain bastards go off. It;s only some of them. But they make me dislike the whole batch. WHYY???!!! Hate their rockstar mentalities. I wanna wish that they will FAIL and FALL but this would just affect DMAT;s rep. =(

2) Binge eating when I am stressed. Bad habit, I know. But....

3) Lose control of my temper. A lil too short fused for my own good.

4) Gossip/ jump to conclusions. I MUST allow said person to redeem him/herself.

Things that rock 2007:

1) ~~MEIPOH HAS A BF!~~ The US trip. Seeing the sunsets there, the seals there... I miss it so much...

2) ~~KAT HAS A BF~~ Filming with the DMATers. I hear Da Tou She in my sleep now!

3) Hello Wii wii. I will thrash Hidhir in Tennis!!

4) My baby has a new baby. =) May they have babies of their own. Heh heh heh. Seeing them so happy makes me so happy for them. XY's a fantastic girl who deserves a fantastic guy =)

Mmmm, still thinking bout the sunset. Suteki da ne? =P

Tmr and Friday hor. JIAYOU! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

// 11:14 PM

This song is dedicated to Koh Swee Fuan!

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite

//Oh whoa whoa//
3x

I really think I;m going mad. Pardon the temper and such. Not in the best of mood.

// Tuesday, January 08, 2008 2:00 AM

This is Stan;s definition of a sketch

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This is my definition of a sketch...

Bah, DDMers....

On a totally random, and happy, note...

-GOODBYE VIDEO!!! =)-

*&$#*(@! I look fat in the video... =(

// Friday, January 04, 2008 11:43 PM

Things to do...

MUST: Redo PPT -- due either this coming Mon or Wed (7 or 9th Jan)
DVPT: Finish the bloopers -- due this coming Tues (8th Jan)
BUMS: Finalise Bio + Camp -- due Thurs (17th Jan) Presentation+ Press Kit (24 Jan)
PERF: Improv- no chance doing that now.. PERF DIARY + Open House+ Tech Riders (DMATers reading this, if you have not sumitted ur stuffs to me... PLEASE HAND IT TO ME ASAP!)
REMT: Hah, this is impossible to do. Due: 14^th January 2008
MIDI: I have no clue on what I am supposed to do. Due: According to the paper is...

Presentation (at the end of term)

Be prepared to perform with your system live at the end of Semester

*Reminder to self: Pass up ALL CHANG CHUN ITP STUFF BY MONDAY (7 JAN)

How am I gonna complete everything? ><

// Tuesday, January 01, 2008 7:44 PM

Bah, on the last day of the year till the first day of a new year....

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One of the NYR= PWN STAN IN PW! ^^v YEAH!