Called: Joanne
Alter Egos: Ellinix. Centuaris. Mad girl.
Was formerly from: Griffiths Primary. Sembawang Primary. Riverside Secondary. SP DMIT
Is in: The unemployed category
Appeared: 16 June
Craved AKA B421 list
candies, spotlights, and the chocolate shop
Ability to Sew
Knitting & Crocheting
Yamaha Grade 5 (Electone)
ABRSM Grade 5 (Violin)
Driving License
Some (good) reputation
Job!
BALLOON SCULPTURING!
To have BMI of 21
Friends & Family to remain as they are, happy & lovely
This is the reason why I know I don;t have to be afraid. The reason why I know the sun will never set on my watch.
I love you guys. =)
// 8:46 PM
Mmm, CHALET!
I don't MinRu has ever ridden a bike for so long. Her legs are gonna be damn sore lah! Wahahah^^
The bike ride to Changi Villiage took like 6 hours. 6 hours of peddling. 6 looonnngggg hours of peddling.
I feel like my legs are freaking toned and beautiful now. We should do this again someday.
Of course my ass still feels funny though.. Ahs, the price to pay for toned legs...
Of course with in a poly-ish chalet setting, the mood sometimes scream "SCANDALOUS" and... Nvm... =P
On a random note.. Do ALL guys really watch porn? They were talking about it... Only Timo is a good boy! =)
And of course the youngest is always the most corrupted.. >< *************************************************************** 梁靜茹 - 崇拜 (2007) 作詞/Lyricist：陳沒 作曲/Composer：彭學斌 # 你的姿態 你的青睞 我存在在你的存在 你以為愛 就是被愛 你揮霍了我的崇拜 #
我活了 我愛了 我都不管了 心愛到瘋了 恨到酸了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了 幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢？
我還以為我們能 不同於別人 我還以為不可能的 不會不可能
REPEAT ALL OF ABOVE + #
風箏有風 海豚有海 我存在在我的存在 所以明白 所以離開 所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在 在你之外
Oh wells, 不管了 不管了. The picture is getting clearer and clearer each day. And the lyrics just somehow ring true. But the MTV is so draggy. =( Do this song for DVPT okay? =)
// 1:43 PM
Before I blog about the chalet (where I cycled 40km!! ^^), let's do school work!! =D
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving by Marina Margaret Heiss Profile: ENFP Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 25 Feb 2005
[The following comes partially from the archetype, but mostly from my own dealings with ENFPs.]
General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another.
Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (lots of PDA), and disconcertingly spontaneous. However, attention span in relationships can be short; ENFPs are easily intrigued and distracted by new friends and acquaintances, forgetting about the older ones for long stretches at a time. Less mature ENFPs may need to feel they are the center of attention all the time, to reassure them that everyone thinks they're a wonderful and fascinating person.
ENFPs often have strong, if unconvential, convictions on various issues related to their Cosmic View. They usually try to use their social skills and contacts to persuade people gently of the rightness of these views; his sometimes results in their neglecting their nearest and dearest while flitting around trying to save the world.
Work Environment: ENFPs are pleasant, easygoing, and usually fun to work with. They come up with great ideas, and are a major asset in brainstorming sessions. Followthrough tends to be a problem, however; they tend to get bored quickly, especially if a newer, more interesting project comes along. They also tend to be procrastinators, both about meeting hard deadlines and about performing any small, uninteresting tasks that they've been assigned. ENFPs are at their most useful when working in a group w ith a J or two to take up the slack.
ENFPs hate bureaucracy, both in principle and in practice; they will always make a point of launching one of their crusades against some aspect of it.
ENFPs are friendly folks. Most are really enjoyable people. Some of the most soft-hearted people are ENFPs.
ENFPs have what some call a "silly switch." They can be intellectual, serious, all business for a while, but whenever they get the chance, they flip that switch and become CAPTAIN WILDCHILD, the scourge of the swimming pool, ticklers par excellence. Sometimes they may even appear intoxicated when the "switch" is flipped.
One study has shown that ENFPs are significantly overrepresented in psychodrama. Most have a natural propensity for role-playing and acting.
ENFPs like to tell funny stories, especially about their friends. This penchant may be why many are attracted to journalism. I kid one of my ENFP friends that if I want the sixth fleet to know something, I'll just tell him.
ENFPs are global learners. Close enough is satisfactory to the ENFP, which may unnerve more precise thinking types, especially with such things as piano practice ("three quarter notes or four ... what's the difference?") Amazingly, some ENFPs are adept at exacting disciplines such as mathematics.
Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone , especially on a regular basis.
One ENFP colleague, a social worker, had such tremendous interpersonal skills that she put her interviewers at ease during her own job interview. She had the ability to make strangers feel like old friends.
ENFPs sometimes can be blindsided by their secondary Feeling function. Hasty decisions based on deeply felt values may boil over with unpredictable results. More than one ENFP has abruptly quit a job in such a moment.
Functional Analysis:
Extraverted iNtuition
The physical world, both geos and kosmos, is the ENFP's primary source of information. Rather than sensing things as they are, dominant intuition is sensitive to things as they might be. These extraverted intuitives are most adept with patterns and connections. Their natural inclination is toward relationships, especially among people or living things.
Intuition leans heavily on feeling for meaning and focus. Its best patterns reflect the interesting points of people, giving rise to caricatures of manner, speech and expression.
Introverted Feeling
Auxiliary feeling is nonverbally implied more often than it is openly expressed. When expressed, this logic has an aura of romance and purity that may seem out of place in this flawed, imperfect world. In its own defense, feeling judgement frequently and fleetly gives way to humor. ENFPs who publicize their feelings too often may put off some of the crowd of friends they naturally attract.
Extraverted Thinking
Thinking, the process which runs to impersonal conclusions, holds the extraverted tertiary position. Used on an occasional basis, ENFPs may benefit greatly from this ability. Less mature and lacking the polish of higher order functions, Thinking is not well suited to be used as a prominent function. As with other FP types, the ENFP unwary of Thinking's limitations may find themselves most positively mistaken.
Introverted Sensing
Sensing, the least discernible ENFP function, resides in the inner world where reality is reduced to symbols and icons--ideas representing essences of external realities. Under the influence of the ever-present intuition, the ENFP's sensory perceptions are in danger of being replaced by hypothetical data consistent with pattern and paradigm. When it is protected and nourished, introverted sensing provides information about the fixed. From such firm anchoring ENFPs are best equipped to launch into thousands of plausibilities and curiosities yet to be imagined.
Perhaps the combination of introverted Feeling and childlike introverted Sensing is responsible for the silent pull of ENFPs to the wishes of parents, authority figures and friends. Or perhaps it's the predominance of indecisive intuition in combination with the ambiguity of secondary Fi and tertiary Te that induces these kind souls to capitulate even life-affecting decisions. Whatever the dynamic, ENFPs are strongly influenced by the opinions of their friends.
Famous ENFPs:
Franz Joseph Haydn Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) Will Rogers Buster Keaton Theodor "Dr." Seuss Geisel (The Cat in the Hat) Mickey Rooney James Dobson ("Focus on the Family") Andy Rooney Carol Burnett Paul Harvey Elizabeth Montgomery (Bewitched) Bill Cosby (Ghost Dad) Dom Delouise, actor Dave Thomas, owner of Wendy's hamburger chain Lewis Grizzard, newspaper columnist I. King Jordan, president of Gallaudet University Martin Short, actor-comedian Meg Ryan, actor (When Harry Met Sally) Robin Williams, actor, comedian (Dead Poet's Society, Mrs. Doubtfire) Sandra Bullock, actor (Speed, While You Were Sleeping) Robert Downey (Heart and Souls) Alicia Silverstone (Clueless) Sinbad Andy Kaufman Regis Philbin
Fictional: Dr. Doug Ross (ER) Balkie (Perfect Strangers) Ariel (The Little Mermaid) The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air Steve Irkle
[Hah, that's so true.. Esp the piano practise part! Wahahah! =P]
Annndddd...
Big Thinkers
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Spontaneous + Ideas + Heart + Extrovert
Summary of Big Thinkers
Outspoken, ingenious and bored by routine Look for opportunities and enjoy tackling problems head-on Think of themselves as talkative, curious and self-sufficient May neglect the routine work required to make their plans successful More about Big Thinkers
Big Thinkers are always looking for the next big idea or opportunity. They're adept at spotting trends and thinking on their feet. Big Thinkers like to jump in and find innovative solutions to complex problems and are good at developing strategies for the future.
Big Thinkers are usually curious, logical and energetic. This chatty group enjoys a good debate and asserting their opinions. Sometimes others may find the way they express their ideas too abrupt or challenging.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Big Thinkers may be rude, critical of others or rebellious. Under extreme stress, Big Thinkers can become preoccupied with unimportant details and lose sight of the 'big picture'.
Big Thinkers may ignore important details in their plans and overlook the impact their ideas have on the people around them.
Big Thinker Careers
The entrepreneurial spirit of the Big Thinkers often leads them to seek new challenges; this is often more important to them than working in a particular field or a specific career.
-HuH- says: aiya..i go sleep liao la -HuH- says: tml still must wake up at 6 -HuH- says: sian.... -HuH- says: haha -HuH- says: noite <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: so early? <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: whah <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: u sure cannot wake up de! -HuH- says: ya lor <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: good night! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: =) -HuH- says: .... -HuH- says: we will c -HuH- says: hah a -HuH- says: i calll u at 6 -HuH- says: haha <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: EHH! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> Here By Me says: dun siao hor! -HuH- says: call tilll u wake u p -HuH- says: hahahaha
Thus summaries the friends that I have...
Saddistic and wu liao.
As Zh frequently quotes from me....
"Why do I have friends like you all???????"
/Edit: Chalet's coming up le! =) WHEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
// Saturday, October 27, 2007 10:12 PM
=)
Bao bei ar, we'll go WWW together someday okay!
Alan... I want the photos! WHEE!
Photos!
(Notice Mr Lee... LOLOLOLOL!)
I love the 2nd pic but...
CaiLe ar... WHY DID YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES???!!! ><
Gah, this song was playing in my head the whole day.
"Can't you sing another song," complained Mr Lee.
No, sire! =) I'll be singing it to the chalet!
The Great Escape Boys Like Girls
Paper bags and plastic hearts All are belongings in shopping carts It's goodbye But we got one more night Let's get drunk and ride around And make peace with an empty town We can make it right
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives It's so good to be by your side But we'll cry We won't give up the fight We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs And they'll think it's just cause we're young And we'll feel so alive
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
[The Great Escape lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
/Edit:
Thanks Alan! =)
// Friday, October 26, 2007 8:46 PM
Sometimes I look at myself and wonder what am I doing there.
It's weird how the performance and MUST's chromatic modulation( Yes, of ALL things, MUST!) made me interested in music once more and how today's performance made me resent the thought of school again...
It's funny how it works. I found fulfilment in PJ, but not acceptance. I felt like a sore thumb, sticking out of nowhere. But in DMAT, I found acceptance, I found friends whom I love so much and yet... The sense of fulfilment everytime I complete a music piece is gone...
And I even killed a violin. Woah, what a fantastic music student.
And I hate the term music student. It's the way they say it... The music student. Everytime I hit a wrong note, they'll always say, EHH, WRONG LAH, you MUSIC STUDENT LEH.
I am a person.
I am a music and audio tech student.
I am not the music student.
It's just like saying you are the JC person. So shouldn;t you be a nerd and retreat to your world of mathematics and what-nots.
And I especially hate it when she does it to me.
I know you care and I hate to see the disappointment in your eyes. But what if I don't wanna be the music student anymore. What if I wanna be just a student who's better then the norm? I just can;t perform everytime I think about the standards that I have to uphold everytime I see you.
Choices have already been made and such. I no longer have a say in anything. And I don't want to.
On the flip side...
Anyone wanna go for overseas ITP with me? I just wanna get away from here. Far far away from here.
/Edit Jojo just came back from a Victorian Lolita girl photoshoot; thanks to her darling sistas. Yes, I hear the sniggers already.
The red welts on my neck and chest... No, they ain;t love bites. They are RASHES.
// Tuesday, October 23, 2007 12:22 AM
Zh( who is a happy happy man today) said that Timo looks like... Kwon Sang Woo
HAHAH! I think this photo looks especially like him lah..
VS
MMM, doesn;t really resemble much in the photo. Guess he;s more alike in person... Whahah! My lao gong is a korean movie star! ^^
// Sunday, October 21, 2007 10:28 PM
Candy's right. Every girl's ultimate dream is to be a tai tai.
Mmm, even Cheryl wants to be a tai tai...
TEE EH AI, TEE EH AI! That's what I wanna be! Come on sing it with me!
RockstarTAI TAI!
'Cause we all just wanna be rich tai tais and Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The spas come easy and the shark fins cheap We'll all stay pretty 'cause of the tonics we eat And we'll hang out in the coolest bars In the VIP with the movie stars Every good gold digger's Gonna wind up there Every handsome jappy With his jet black hair And well...
Hey, hey, I wanna be a tai tai!
// Friday, October 19, 2007 11:12 PM
Gosh, Edwin's very pissed.
Please don;t let him fail his POD.
Mmm.. But if he fails.. He gets to stay on in SP right... MMMMM...
Nonono, please let him get a distinction..
// Thursday, October 18, 2007 11:08 PM
Conversations in MIDI...
" You lah, so pretty! Look like Snow White can," says Min Ru to Xiang Yi.
" Why no one say I look like Princess de?!" I walk away sulking towards Vivi, hoping for a hug or any form of comfort...
"You look like the witch what!" says VIVI!
*stare*
" EH, at least got mirror say you pretty everyday can."
Woah, that makes it so much better, thanks Vivi!
// 10:42 PM
Finally, it's over.
The test results are out. It's all beign growths (The doctor was damn LOL, he was emphasizing that it was beign like 20+ times)
After a loonnngg one year anatagonising wait, I'm finally an out patient( though one with an open date, but still, tt's an improvement!)
" You're only 18, you have a long life ahead of you. Live it well."
Yes, I will Dr Doctor! Whahaha! ^^
Jojo shall not emo anymore!
It died.
// Monday, October 15, 2007 10:15 PM
I don't understand.
How much are you willing to give up for academic success? Is it worth it in the end?
Sometimes I see the way that bunch react and I really wanna laugh.
They are always that same few people, pushing their way to the front and blocking everyone else. I really don;t know how I should react to them. I want to roll my eyes, I want to sigh, I want to hit them and I really wanna point at them and go LOLOLOL!
Every Monday, it's like a deja vu all over again. The same people, the same mixer and the same reactions.
I complained to Zh the whole walk to T2 today and he had the same thought as me...
"What if deep down they are complaining that you guys are not ambitious enough to push them away?"
I really don't know.
And I'm lazy to fight with all of you.
There's so many of you dying to be number one regardless of the price and I;m scared.
Whatever happened to friendship and the music is love thing? When you look at your own grades and complain to your friend about what low marks you are getting, have you thought about how she felt?
I guess not.
When you rushed to the mixer week after week, blocking everyone else in the room, did you ever feel bad? Or has it never crossed your mind?
And people wonder why I don;t like Mondays. It makes everyone different. It makes everyone ugly.
And everytime I see it, I really wanna cry. In fact,I still feel like crying now.
I don't understand how people can start a relationship when you know that you are not the only one in that person's heart.
It's just wrong.
// Sunday, October 14, 2007 10:25 PM
Preproduction of MTV day 2...
We finally found our very lovely producer...One, two, three...
So cute right!
Aww, he loves you too! Does he remind you of BACON and HAM?! =D WHEE! Group photo! We took a lot in the bathroom! LOL! I think ST's grandma thinks that we are damn shua gu but still...
More about her house later, don;t wanna let you guys see our beautiful location shots!
Anyways...
[ScW]+PigLet says: ur dp is cute.. but im cuter.. <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: eeyer! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: so bu yao lian <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: no wonder zhen hong syas tt u are a very nice person to talk to! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: u 2 the same pattern lo! [ScW]+PigLet says: lol [ScW]+PigLet says: haha [ScW]+PigLet says: my bestie leh [ScW]+PigLet says: best friend k? <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: eeyer! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: den me leh?! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: >< <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: humph [ScW]+PigLet says: u my girl friend... different case [ScW]+PigLet says: lol <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: WAHH!! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: suddenly seh! <-=§åþþhirè^!¢ê=-> says: whahah [ScW]+PigLet says: lol [ScW]+PigLet says: eh i type wrong window.. pai seh.
>< Ehh, thanks leh Timo.
Zh ar... These are the kind of friends that you have..
// Wednesday, October 10, 2007 11:48 PM
Don't Tell Me Avril Lavigne
You held my hand and walked me home, I know why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go oh ohh You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go? Guess it wasn't enough to take some of my love Guys are so hard to trust Did I, not tell you that I'm not like that, you're The one who gives it all away
[Chorus:] Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, Dont try to tell me what to say, Your better off that way
Don't think I'm your charm with the fact that your arm is now around my neck well get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah, thats what I said Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, you're the one who throws it all away
[Chorus] Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, Dont try to tell me what to say, Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
[Chorus] Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry? Don't try to tell me what to do, Dont try to tell me what to say, Your better off that way
Better off that way I'm better off alone anyway
[Don't Tell Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
Click 5's new song is nice okay! =) Gosh, the guy is so freaking cute!
Of course not as cute as a certain teacher who FINALLY came back. Class feels weird without a cute guy to ogle at. ><
And I haven heard a word about Kokky.
I shall not worry unduly.
I shall continue playing my Pokemon Diamond and complete it.
How in the world can Stanley complete it in 2 days?! $%*(*&^%$
I was waiting for SinYee's sms, telling me that he is out.
The 6 hr op became a 13+ hr op.
We were all worried sick.
ChunHoe esp. I can so imangine him pacing up and down the corridor, smsing SinYee frantically.
But he's fine now, I think.
We're waiting for the report...
// Saturday, October 06, 2007 1:29 AM
._.
FYI, the praying for a BF thingy happened when I was 12; when I was still young and innocent okay!
Gah, I shall refrain from telling you guys random snippets of my very embrassing childhood.
// Thursday, October 04, 2007 7:49 PM
Hearing this always makes me feel a million times btr. =)
I always thought that the composer was some unknown person but according to stories, it isn't.
It seems like the composer was a poor farmer who fell in love with an astrocratic lady. Both of them loved each other dearly. This very song was written by the farmer for his lover. However, the dad soon found out about the romance and forbade the girl from ever seeing him again. He tried to throw the farmer into jail thus the farmer and the girl eloped to South America.
That's why no one ever knew who wrote it. He could not be named or else he would be killed.
So sweet. =)
// Wednesday, October 03, 2007 11:24 PM
It's weird to be watching Grey's Anatomy's cast telling the paitients' family that he has cancer and she is telling me that he has cancer.
I'm in shock.
His operation is gonna be on Friday. '
Please let him be okay.
*
Suddenly, I feel like I'm the world's most horrible friend.
It was such a major thing...
And I wasn't a part of it.
Where was I when their world fell apart?
Busy partying I suppose...
Hai.
*
No one seems online for me to complain to. =(
// 10:27 PM
Shit... I think someone's angry with me.
I'm sorry!!! Please don't be angry okay! I'll kneel down and pour tea for you! I won't laugh at you anymore, okay!
Please don't be angry! You will pass the test next time de lah okay. =)
In the course of the few weeks, I feel like I;ve aged a million years.
Zhang da le. I feel like everything changing so fast.
Just a few years ago, what I would pray at a temple would just be for good results. Now a temple at a temple would mean praying for my hand to recover, for my parent's health, for the dog to not get into trouble, for my sis to not get shit in her job, for my other sis to do well in HER studies, for solving all the problems that have arised because of my stupidity and inability to think rationally and world peace.
I used to pray for a boyfriend too! LOLOLOLOL!
But now I realised that I am just not matured, committed and rational enough. As usual.
Pfft.
// Monday, October 01, 2007 10:39 PM
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I love the 2nd pic but...
VS
MMM, doesn;t really resemble much in the photo. Guess he;s more alike in person... Whahah! My lao gong is a korean movie star! ^^
One, two, three...
So cute right!
