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The last sunset, the first dawn

// Sunday, December 31, 2006 9:21 PM

Somehow, the last sunset of 2006 looks so much more beautiful then the rest of the 365 days put together.

As you can tell, I so do not want this year to end. This is the year where my dreams came true and now, it's over so fast... NOOO...

And of course, I so do not wanna turn 18

And... The top highlights of the year was....

1) Getting my O lvl Results

Okay, ye

s, I was pleasantly surprised when I saw my nice nice result slip.It was really nice. =)=)

2) Getting into Dmat, esp in DMAT/02

Wahhaa, MY DREAM CAN! And, I got into the best class. With classmates like mine, you wun want to go anywhere else. Really! My class got the chiobus (Minru and Deon), the shopping khakis (Ginny, Minru and Deon!) the JJ fans (HAH, me and P.L) the Einstiens (Siewting and Fuan ><) Hah, the list just goes on. =)=)

3) Jean's birthday.

Woah, another cam whoring day ehh ^^ Wahaha, it's so sweet on that day.. And I got to see Hidhir again! ^^

4) My Birthday 06
Planned by my dear friend SQ with special guest stars, Jeff and Yikun! Wahhaa, so sweet of them right! I even got ponies as presents! ^^ And of cuz the company of such handsome ppl =)=) (Yes Stan, you're included too!) And yes, that's me and the lovely SQ ^^

5) Stan's birthday 06
=.= Yes, with the infamous incident of me shielding my dear Zh. Wahahah! Sry ZH! I know you'll still love me in spite of my betrayal! How can you not? I'm just too great! WAHAH.. And, with the numerous photos taken then I'll be able to blackmail you guys later!

6) Evan's birthday!
Yes!! Evan taught me and Deon how play the drums! SO cool right. Sadly, he doesn;t allow any photos taken during then to be published. =.= *sobbies*

7) Hidhir's birthday

Okay, i promise that this will be the last birthday okay! But i just so love birthdays... ^^
This is the day where Hidhir turned 17, Anusha left, I got to eat Swensons and I met this *cough*verylovelyguy*cough* called MR IVAN YOW. (Hey, I praised you okay! Now be glad) Of cuz that guy did bring pain *cough*PENDANT*cough* but well, that's a story for another day. Annddddd, we had lotsa photos of 25 Nov eh =)=)

8) Xmas Celebrations
Wahhaa, Aud's house once more. And I had such lovely pressies from Stan and XY =)=) Of course I love everyone else's presents too. (THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS EVERYONE AND THE SMSES! ^^)

9)Shopping trips!
WOOHOO, this years' shopping trips just turned out to be cam whore trips! Wahaha, from mainstreams shops like This Fashion to cosplay shops like Haru, this year is just filled shopping and shopping(Oh well and of cuz, photographs! ^^)

10) DMAT class BBQ
WOAH! The greatest BBQ event of the yr. And Abel's chicken wings are to die for! I love you guys so much man! And James' house.. *whistles* DMAT Rocks! =)=)

And, to all the people who made a diff but I didn't get to post about. ESP the ppl from SPrimers! I so love RIO camp, but I dun have the photos. Sobs! Aloha rocks!

And of course, my friends and family, I love you guys! =)=) Stay happy, yeah. ^^

Happy New Year guys!

And Andy, I AM HOT AND SWEET AND SMART AND PRETTY!

Hohoho

// Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:47 PM

Wohoho, Xmas is just a few hours away. The only thing missing is just snow. But well, Santa made it up with rain. =.=

And of course, the celebrations Joanne style.. =)=)

POWER... Even before the celebration started, we already had a wonderful threesome. Awww...

We even had a chef cooking for us. =)=) MMM, training to be a good housewife wor...

Anddd, the food was wonderful. The pizza rocks cuz yours truly cooked it. But well, back to the chiken fillets... MMM, dun you wish that you cld eat them? Yum yum yum!

And of cuz, what's a gathering without ppl cam whoring.. Hmmm, wonder who se

hhh... But of cuz, by looki

ng at the *FUZZY* image, you can see who popped in at the very last sec ehh.. *sniggers* ^^ But well, an outing;s nothing without photos to look back at and laugh.. And of cuz, a huge family photo is also needed ehh, so if Aud passed you the grp photos, pls pass it to me wor!! Since I;ve picked up a lil photoshopping, I'll make sure that we all are as ABUNDANT as Pam Anderson.

Hohoho~~~ And stop counting maths Joanne style kay!

Labels: Festive Festivals

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// Thursday, December 21, 2006 12:36 AM

Someone is a biased freak.

Recorded part of the godly REMT song today. Am supposed to provide a "pad-ish" thing for it but someone is talking to me now on MSN and just distracting me. not that I'll do it even if someone is not here but....

Apparently, THE pair has patched up but when will the next Taiwan Long Juan Feng be, I have no idea. I just hope that it'll be years and years after this assignment.

And, pls stop asking me why I dun trust you. Look at yourself in the mirror and ask if you even trust yourself. Everything that you promised turned out to be a lie. I thank god that Evan and Raymond was there, or else...

I guess, what I learned today was,
1) Don't ever trust you
2) Whenever there's trouble, there'll be angels.

And my 2 angels today were Raymond and Evan

p.s thanks for the present!

Labels: Festive Festivals, Random, Sch

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// Tuesday, December 19, 2006 1:12 AM

I wonder why Humans always pride themselves on being a better species just because we can experience different emotions and can think.

Doesn't it make us a much weaker species? It numbs our survival intincts and only make us lazy.

As for love...

It seems like they're breaking up. For how long this time I'm not sure. But it sure feels odd cause we'll still be in the same group and they will have to face each other.

Sometimes I wonder, why bother when it's gonna bring you so much pain? And what if u can't handle it? Who's gonna settle it for you? How many people will you be affecting when you guys break up?

The beginning is nice and sweet. The aftermath, disasterous.

Isn't it just like unprotected sex? =.=

Perhaps, this game is one that I'll have to sit out.

Labels: Emoness, Random

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// Sunday, December 17, 2006 1:33 AM

Actually, you guys dun have to tell me that it's impossible. I KNOW that it's not possible. But I guess I just wanna try.At least I won't feel like I've let down myself in any way and I won't regret it. At least if i see him walking down the streets with his family I won't think "what if I had did something den.."

I always believed that Happiness is what you've fought for. I mean, since he won;t have me den it's HIS loss anyway. I'll just find a better one out there. *cough*JEFF*cough*

I guess I have really let it all down le lohx.I won't let myself suffer for another four years.

I'll be able to put down what I pick up and I'll be able to take the heat when I play with fire.

But if I were to eat my words, I know I'll have you guys by me =)=) And I love you guys so much more for that.

Who needs a boyfriend when you have such great friends?

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// Saturday, December 16, 2006 10:29 PM

No, it wasn't a total disaster. Though I had NO idea how to put in my thumbdrive. The ppl must think tt I'm mad though.. But still.. The song tt I believed that I'll screw in turned out nice. But.. the songs in which I believed I'll do well in... HAI!

And, it's nice to have friends who just clap like there's no tmr although the song sucked anyway.. =)=) Love you guys!

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: Wong XIUHUI Joanne
Birth date: 16th June 1989 *COUGH**COUGH*
Current status: insane and in desperate need for the IMH ppl to come and catch me
Eye colour: Brown!!! Waahaha! I know u want it
Hair colour: Black =.= I want it to be BLUE~~ Like Athrun Zala!
Righty or lefty: Migi-fied
Zodiac sign: Snake wakeyy

Layer TWO: On the Inside
Your heritage: A chinese that cannot speak chi well.. SADNESS
Your fears: fear itself. Erm, helplessness? Loneliness??
Your weaknesses: tears. When ppl cry, i basically just fall into bits. OH YA.. FOOD!
Your perfect pizza: is one that I dun have to eat

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: nope, it's not morning.. GO AND SLP SOMEMORE!

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Water. CALSTAR WATER! Wahahaha
Macdonalds or Burger King: Can I have both?? MMMM
Adidas or Nike: Well, if you're gonna buy it for me, I WANT BOTH!
Lipton tea or Nestea: Erm, does anyone of them produce Ice Lemon Tea?
Chocolate or vanilla: STRAWBERRY! =D
*Joanne feels tt she is a weird person*

Layer FIVE: Do you
Smoke: Wahaha, of course. I'm a passive smoker. POOR ME!
Curse: well, i just voodoo ppl. tt's all =)=)

Layer SIX: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: erm, yup. Just like 3 hrs ago? Soup with brandy.. wahahah
Gone to the mall: Yuppie. Performed in one today.
Been on stage: Yuppie, performed on one like 6 hrs ago.
Eaten sushi: hmmm.. NO!!! I WANNA EAT SUSHI!!!
Dyed your hair: Nope. Me is good girl. NOT LIKE STAN AND ZH!

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: Yes. But me smart girl. Wear lotsa bracelets. So didn't show anything. My friend on the other hand.. WAHAHA
Changed who you were to fit in: Not very sure..

Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: HOPING TO GET MARRIED? WAHAHAH.. *hyperventilates*

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Brown!! Hazel brown. MMM
Best hair colour: Black. Ebony black. With a strip of brown. Fluffy fluffy hair... Like omelettes.. MMMM
Short or long hair: SHORT! His hair btr NOT be straighter den mine!

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: Trying to suan Hidhir and failing of course
1 hour ago: Talking to Xy and gang?
1.5 hours ago: Pushing a certain couple together>
1 month ago: praying that Anusha wun leave
1 year ago: Working. DARN!

Layer ELEVEN: Finish the Sentence
I love: my friends, my family, my dog AND MY INSTRUMENTS!
I feel: like a dota idiot
I hate: to lose face in front of a certain human being
I hide: in my music?
I miss: eating the 50 cents drumplet. Okay, and my ex friends too. OKAY, fine. AND THE NASI BRIYANI AT RS! MMMMMM
I need: an ELS-001, slp, common sense, logic and a bath. The 50 cents drumlet will help too!

Layer TWELVE: Tag 5 people
1. Hidhir!!
2. Siewting?
3. Minru?
4. Zh?
5. YOU! Wahahh

Labels: Random

MMM

// Wednesday, December 13, 2006 1:01 PM

I wanna eat the gingerbread man. It looks too cute. MMM...

andd.. OHHH!!! =)=)

Prepared for the ultimate??

Hohoho~~ MerryXmas

Labels: Festive Festivals

Bimbo Test

// Sunday, December 10, 2006 3:04 PM

Yippee! This shd be so fun *squeals*

The Bimbo test

[ ]My fingersnails/toesnails are almost always painted
[x]During the summer, pretty much the only shoes I wear are flips flops
[ ]My favorite toy as a child were babies
[ ]My favorite color is purple
[ x]I did Gymnastics
[ ]I love skirts
[ ]Hollister is my favorite to shop
[ ]Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x]I love chocolates
[ ]I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ]My hair is straightened
[ ]I have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ]I usually go shopping once a week--> DYING FROM SHOPPING DEPRIVAL
[x]I love to hang out with friends
[ ]I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ]I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ]I've gone to the beach to tan, not to swim
[ ]I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]I watch either OC or Laguna Beach
[ ]I change my icon weekly.
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ]MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ]All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ]I love to have other girl to do my hair
[x]I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x]I hate bugs, snakes, lizards & spiders
[x]Carnivals are fun!
[ ]Summer is the BEST season
[ ]My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ]I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[X]Pianists are so hot. --> YEAH BABY!
TOTAL: 4/10

[ ]I wear shower cap
[ ]I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[ ]My cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ]I wear mascara everyday
[x]I've been or am on diet
[ ]Bathing suits are adorable
[ ]I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[ ]Big sunglasses are hot
[x]I have gotten my nails done
[ ]I own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 2/10

[ x]You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours
[x]I am self-conscious
[ ]I cry often --> Only when ET tests draws near
[ ]My car smells like vanilla
[x]My dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ]I dont like sports
[ ]I hate to run --> I LOVE RUNNING!!!
[ ]I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ]I eat dried fruit as snack
[ ]I love romance novels
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ]Drew barrymore is so cute
[ ]I dance a lot
[ ]I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ]I only have like 5 billon hair products
[ ]I love to get dressed up
[ ]Every part of my outfit needs to match
[x]I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ]I would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ]Price on clothes hardly matters
[ ]I apply lip gloss 50times a day
TOTAL: 1/10

[ x]I wish I were a model
[x ]I wish I could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ]I have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ]I own Uggs.
[ ]Hip hop is the best music
[ ]I pop my collar
[ ]I like to be the centre of attention
[ ]Guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x]Horses are beautiful
[ ]I'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3/10

[x]Cats are adorable
[x]I write my own music/song/lyric--> I'm in DMAT leh!=.=
[x]I would like to visit Hawaii
[ ]Valentine's day! --> BIRTHDAYS!
[ ]White is better than black
[ ]I wouldnt be caught dead in all black
[ ]My closet is stock full of clothes
[x]I hate the grunge look of a beard
[x]I love read gossip magazines
[XXXX]I love to gossips. ---> YEAH BABY!!!
TOTAL: 6/10 --> I FINALLY PASSED!!! WOAH!

[ ]I had Lisa Frank folders & posters as a kid
[x]I love celine dion
[ ]My bubble baths are 2hours long
[ ]My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ]My friends and I are in a strict group, we mostly only hang out with each other
[ ]I like kids
[ ]Diet drinks are the best
[ ]I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ]I refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ]I check my friendster everyday
TOTAL: 1/10

[x]I love life!
[ ]I have a lot of jewellery!
[ ]My name has x's in them
[ ]Either one of my friendster profile has/had hearts
[ ]I would never want to be the opposite sex
[X]I love punk/rock
[x]It's not what he/she said, it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3pillows on my bed
[x]I have stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[ ]I love tidy and clean places.
TOTAL: 4/10

GRAND TOTAL: 28/100

OMG! SAD SIA! I think this is the same mrks tt Peiling got for Jap sia! =.=

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// Thursday, December 07, 2006 9:27 PM

The toilet, stairs and bridge just brings about a sense of comfort. The serenity is just so comforting. And with the rain just raining down on you...

I guess that adversity just makes you stronger. And just makes everyone show tt they care. I so love my classmates and friends for that. =)=) Anyways guys, I guess all I wanna say THANKYOU! Thank you for singing the chromatic scale/modes/chords with me, thank you for slacking during your NS time*cough*LAZYASS*cough* to tell me tt I am fine, thank you for waiting for me when I was having my test, thanks for listening to me rant and rant.

Cause you know what? 6 weeks later, I'm still gonna be like tt again. And you guys will once more have to sing the chromatic scale with me! =)=) So you guys better be prepared!

I guess the least I can do is to be a friend back.

Labels: Random, Sch

// Wednesday, December 06, 2006 11:35 PM

I wanna be a nun!!

Pls stop saying that I will have to cut my hair.

I will make sure that I will pray for all you guy's love life and career life. *cough*SEMBAWANGTEMPLEISDAMNLING*cough*

Can i be a nun with hair? Please please please? With the occasional beef steak?? YUMMY!!

I think the temple will throw me out soon.

The many reasons why...

// Tuesday, December 05, 2006 9:29 PM

I'm fine.. Really.. Okay, maybe not really really fine. But btr now..

Anyway, thanks for the various msgs and tags..

And Minru.. I love you! =)=)

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// Monday, December 04, 2006 10:42 PM

I cried til there were no more tears left.

I feel like I'm a lie. I keep telling others that they are fine, that they are okay but I feel like crap deep inside. I'm not even practising what I preach. I tell them not to cry, not to bother, but here I am, crying and crying.

I hate myself.

Why do I have the confidence in others yet not in myself?

Why am I comforting others when I myself need comforting?

Why am I smiling for the past 10 years when I feel such pain inside?

And yes, if you must know, just because I smile doesn't mean that I'm happy. It just means that I don't want you to worry about me. It's because I wanna lie to myself. It's just to take my mind off everything that sucks.

Just becuase I laugh when you say that I am fat and ugly and unwanted doesn't mean I dun care. Cause you know what, it hurts. It stings even more when one of your close friends say it. It kills when my family says it.

Just because I talk a lot doesn't mean that I'm sociable. I'm just masking the insecurities in me. It scares you? But you know what scares me? The silence. It suffocates me.

So, please don't say that I'm a nice and sociable person. It just makes me feel worse. Cause I am not. It really feels nice at first, but when I think of the reasons behind these and I just feel like a liar. It's like been mistakenly crowned as the queen. It's because of my own selfish reasons that made me like that. I am self centred. I am a LIAR.

Perphas my self esteem has just reached a new low, perphas insanity drove me to write this. But this has been on my chest for the past years. I kept everything inside for the past ten years.

Just give me one night to cry it all out.

Labels: Emoness

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// 9:35 PM

Sometimes I don't understand, why is it that some have it all, while others have to fight to have it? I can practise ET all the time but to people like Xy, ST, Vivian, Minru, it's all natural. They dun even have to lift a finger and yet, they easily score so much better then me. If they practise.. PHWOAR!

I guess it's kinda hurting and really depressing. It's like god telling you that you just suck so bad that no amount of practise can ever save you. And when my class is just filled with perverts who are just so freaking good and when 2 of your closest friends in the course are pitch perfect and does freaking well for everything tt matters... It's like a roller coaster to hell.

I guess if I ever go up to Heaven I'll ask Kuan Ying why in the world did she make me like that. Why can she give me Rain's pitch perfectness, Xy's voice, Siewting's piano skills, Minru's beauty mixed with my very own personality. What did she want me to learn? Did I help make a person's life btr?

But I guess I'll be condemned to hell. Cause hell wun be hell without tt irriatating girl.

p.s_ If you guys like each other, GOGOGO!! I wanna be the bridesmaid though...

Labels: Sch

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// Sunday, December 03, 2006 10:05 PM

Okayy ~~Joanne~~ guys and girls, it's time to get out of my our very depressed mood(s) and start going on.

I dunno what sort of depressed/emo bug hit me us but I we will recover from it, FULLY!!

And if you girls are STILL feeling sad, I'll intro you to 2 really nice guys called ShaoHong and Ivan. They'll cheer you up and be there for you. The best thing? THEY'RE SINGLE!!

So what are you waiting for?

Contact me if you want details of them!

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