love?
// Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:46 PM
he smsed me and interrupted my playing sonata in a by mozart...
he felt tt life was meaningless as his gal dun care bout him etc etc..
i was like o.0.. dun you tink u haf come to the wrong ppl??
i was nvr one to stead, nvr one to confess tt i have a crush on anyone and you came to ask me about love??!! wth?
nvr did i believe in love at this stage of life. to me, everything's 4 play, to make a joke of (well, xcept my "o"s) now tt i'm sixteen, these "playtime" seems to get more and more precious.. no wasting of these precious time 4 me, thank you very much..
he, like many others den asked.. have you been in love?? it was lucky tt he was smsing me or i wud haf kicked him..
yes, i love my parents. happy??
he jux gave a diaox face..
like wateva...
tt's why i dun understand y she is always on the lookout 4 the other him... making sure tt her hairs perfect and gettin herself all worked up.. wat 4 man? he might not notice you anyway... she always say tt i dun understand.. well of course i dun understand... i dun understand how his happiness can make her so high, how his every actions affect her so much.. it's scary to watch...
she always says.. as long as i can catch a glimsp of him, it's worth it.. awwwwwwww.. touching.. but isn't this going to cause you more heartache??
it's hard to let go, tt i noe.. it took me 3 yrs jux to let go.. but frm personal experience, i noe tt as the yrs go by, it gets harder n harder...
time is jux too precious to have a heartache or go pak tou... rather use my time to play badminton or play the organ.. as you see, everything is play to me... once the big 1-7 comes, i doubt be anytime 4 tt.. so 4 now.. spare me those crushes talk.. i am no les but i dun haf a crush on anyone either... unless it's 4 fun den.... ^^.. let's take it step by step kaex//
who wld understand
// 10:00 PM
vinoth actually said to tsung, " Cher, can you do oral with me??"
the whole class was like o.0.. den everyone startedlaffing..
vinoth as usual didn't get it..
hooked on yellowcard, only one..
love it..
brainwave and a tribute
// Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:50 PM
yesh.. first of all.. the tribute...
thankx to weiling, joann ning, joann chia and justin(yes, justin) 4 sticking ard me during my p4 yrs.. it's been 6 yrs n counting now.. and i still haven 4gotten all the time tt we've shared.
i wun 4get the way ling destroys all my paintbrushes.. wun 4get how justin tried to win over joann chia, and wun 4get joann ning trying (and of cuz failing) to teach me badminton...
thankx 4 not judging me based on any rumors and 4 letting me get the turtles^^..
okay.. the reason i wrote tt is to find these ppl.. any of u noe them?? they are from class 4/3 1999 griffths primary( which is @ tampines st 22 btw..)
we used to play at the dinosuar playgrd ard 282.. and had tution @ the RC there..
hmm.. hopefully someone's looking 4 jc's, jn's or justin's blog.. den i can finally get in touch wif them again..
weiling.. help me find them can??
The paradox of it all
// Monday, July 18, 2005 7:54 PM
i'll b graduatin in 4 mths time..
i have been in the same class 4 1 and the half yrs..
but y dun i feel anything at all?? no sense of belonging nor sadness..
no.. tt's an understatement.. i'm jubilant tt i'll be graduating.. hopefully none of them will b in the same course tt i take... it wud b even btr if they were not in np.. ^^
i nvr belonged to tt clinche.. no, strike tt.. their clinche.. and thank god tt i'm not..
I HATE ALL OF THEM!! at least, i hate half of thm.. they r all self centred bastards who i will not name.. desperate ones too.. shameless and lifeless..
4 more mths.. jux 4 more months.. den i'll b poppin champange.. ^^ yipee...
and to think tt i was excited to know of the new class at the end of sec 2.. oh god..
The keys to my heart!! (Hidhir.. U mux read this!!)
// Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:36 PM
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Me^^
// 10:26 PM
You are dependable, popular, and observant.Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.You are unique, creative, and expressive.You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!^^
yay!! i rock..
and yes, i have started on dw1.. and my revision.. ^^ exams comin soon!! study study stduy..
bored out of my skull
// Monday, July 11, 2005 10:40 PM
i am so bored tt i haf decided tt i will not do any of my homework..
well.. any of my eng homework tt is.. completed my maths l.. except 4 que 5.. too lazy to read on..
stupid syed kp trying to make me laff.. cld not stop laffing 4 the whole maths focal studies.. so distracting.. had to sit wif Xiaoxin in the end.. >.<.. stupid syed!!
felt like a genius today.. i noe how 2 do my amths!! ^^ i'm gd!! hehe.. let me indulge in self praise 4 awhile since i noe tmr's entry will be how i screwed up my sci practical like how i did today..
like how i spilled the whole bottle of Q all over the retort stand.. like how i almost broke the burette... like how my values are so totally diff frm everyone else's.. i am so gonna fail,,
trying no to use lohx n lahx.. read back my past entries n found them extremly irriatatin.. n sumwat similar 2 those tcg's bloggies.. *shudderx*
eee.. dun understand their way of thinking @ all.. going back to slack le.. yippe!!
the truck, the sun and the huge container
// Saturday, July 09, 2005 6:57 PM
i nvr ever wanna see any newspaper from now on.. we can like open a newspaper factory lohx..
the total injury toll stands at 3.. all on my fingers.. plus.. my back's aching.. ouch.. guess i need some salompus.. stupid wei choon threw stacks of newspaper on me.. ouch!! idiot.. >.<>.<
guess the world isn;t so bad after all..
everyone's changing
// Wednesday, July 06, 2005 11:05 PM
she's changed.. drastically.. the smirk on her face says it all.. prob is.. it's only six months.. six months and she has changed so much..
she used to be cheerful, humble and we cld toki and tok.. but now.. the topics we talk about seems strained.. as though neither of us wanted to talk to each other..
maybe stan's right.. maybe i read too much into small, minor thingx.. but i feel tt thingx are certain not the same anymore..
take daniel 4 instance.. he's.. well a totally diff ppl.. he wasn;t like tt in sec 2.. okay.. maybe he was.. but it wasn't tt bad.. at least not till tt extend..
heng kiat is even worse.. he jux changed in like 3 mths??
3 freaking mthnx..
how can 3 freaking mths b all it takes to turn into a totaly diff ppl?? it's unbelievable..
crap. this is total crap..
js, anothny are all chnging.. maybe hidhir will b changing next.. i dunno wat to expect anymore.. i dunno wat to hold on to... are they the ones changing or am i the one??
i dun understand.. is it true tt we wun b able to revert back to who we truly were in 2/8 n enjoy ourselves once more?? or is it tt we were nvr our true self in 2/8??
if ten years later, we were to haf a gathering, how in the world will everyone act.. it wld b so gan ka...
haix... or is it tt i'm jux too childish? too adamant to hold on to the past?
i'll miss the ghost of all of them.. the 2/8 national days.. the songx tt we sung.. the days tt we had..
all the small thingx...
and i'll nvr 4get them..
