neopets mania
// Monday, May 30, 2005 10:54 PM
heard of anyone buying 3 petpets with their miserable amout of 10 000??
well.. you noe one 2day.. me..
now i haf grand total of.. 281 np..
lalala
well.. at least i can go to the soup faerie now..
o levels
// Sunday, May 22, 2005 8:32 PM
yesh.. once again, it's the time where all chi sec 4e, 5n students scramble and bury their books in their chi textbook and shou ce cuz the chi o levels r coming..
yuck.. this is positively a nightmare.. a bad one tt i wanna wake up frm.. i pray tt history will not repeat itself and tt i'll not take chi ever again.. tt wld b a miracle..
i dun understand y everyone tells me tt i can make it when i feel certain tt i'll fail this hurdle... cynical? maybe, but mdm oh really gives me confirmation tt i'm not wrong..
i haf 100% confidence in myself.. but not on this subject... yes, i strongly believe tt i haf improved by leaps and bounds but i believe tt i jux will not get an a.. pass? yes, of course, certainly! but with flying colours? no!!
i really gave my best but all i always got was a miserly b or even c.. everything of mine is deproving .. i used to b the top in chem but... it's like rowing against the tide lohx.. no matter how hard i row, i jux go back..
hmmmx.. muz b positive. i noe tt rachel, joann and the rest r rooting 4 me.. every1's helping me lohx.. tt's y i'm scared tt i'll really fail.. i dun wanna disappoint those tt really care bout me lohx.. ironically, they r the ones tt push me forward yet they r the ones tt gif me the most pressure.. their encouraging words are, in actual fact, more stressing den mdm oh's..
maybe i'm just blowing this stuff out of propotion but.. i really am afraid.. afraid tt i'll not get an a.. afraid of letting everyone down...
for those who cared.. thank you.. and if i really do not get an a.. i'm sorry.. plx 4gif me kaex~
// Tuesday, May 10, 2005 7:39 PM
pepsi~ so cute right??
reminisce
// 5:23 PM
feeling` full~
supposed to b` studying
i keep telling myself to study but no~~ the stupid com keepes telling me to play it.. god i wun b surprised if i were to fail this ca test.. but i dun wanna~~ haix~~
went back to tampines yesterday.. into the big book shop at str 81.. the rustic charm of tt place frankly amazes me.. it's like untouched by civilisation... i mean not the kampong kampong kinda rustic but the old old houses tt i used to live in.
those with the old fashioned shops tt sells cute cute stuff.. those tt had coffee shop open till late in the night.. those tt had no such thing as shopping malls.. those with those old old kinda playground with sand and not the rubber paddings like so many other playgrounds now.. yuck!!
i really miss those days.. these snippets of childhood tt i still can remember brings much comfort to me nowadays..
perphas i shd not live in the past so much.. but how can i help it? those times were so much different frm now.. in those days a packet of stickers cost like 5o cents or at mot a dollar.. now.. haix..
griffths, 1/8, 2/8, 5b.. i really miss everyone frm there.. but frankly.. i dun wanna meet them.. everyone's changin.. 4 the worse.. sigh sigh..
How cld i??!!
// Sunday, May 08, 2005 9:59 PM
mood: happy~
doing: maths, physics and trying to blog all at the same time...
i noe i'm supposed to study and such but i jux dun haf the mood~
zest is fine.. 4 tt i'm xin wei.. thank god.. wonder where his owners are.. his irresposible owners haf not put up a single poster bout his disappearance.. not one.. omg.. how cld they!! they desrve death man~
anyway.. jux killed a small cuty lizard.. so sad.. it was soo cute.. but too bad.. it was in my room.. oh god.. i shudder to think if there's anymore.. you might wonder why i bother so much.. but i have a perfect reason to do so.. I SLP ON THE TOP BUNK!!
anyway.. he came to my hse yesterday.. can't say i liked him here.. it's awkward and such but.. i dunno.. call me unreasonable or heartless but i still can't 4gif him 4 wat he has done.. i noe tt forgiveness is divine and such but i'm sorry.. i'm not god..
i'm trying but.. secretly in my heart i'm counting down the days when he does revert back to his old self..
