Sunday, June 20

lost~

i'm not used to life ere...i guess i should be adapted to s'pore after 2yrs living ere rite? but i guess my heart is not!!!! itz not that s'pore is bad..dun get me wrong! it's jus dat it's different u noe...

i have to take the bus ere. back home i am driven around.

ppl will stare at me if i danced with my earphones on in the bus n think i'm nuts. back home i can blast the music in the car n boogie down.

the moment i step into victoria hall's compound, i feel so stressed n confined. i felt completely care-free n happy last week.


i dun think i'll ever miss victoria hall in my life. vjc maybe but not vh.

today i jus couldn't sit myself down to study..decided to slack at my aunt's place instead...so i watched tv n talked to my aunt. it really felt good chatting to her..i mean she'll tell me stories about my mom, my uncles etc. and i always learn something new..like a lesson or something. gotta study hard..get a degree n get a good job..dun hafta strive so hard to earn money..tough life..

"wat do u wanna be when u grow up?" i think i've been asked this question at least 5 times just this week alone. i dunno. i really have no idea. ppl sy u gotta know n have a direction in ur life. if not, u r just lost n u will be wandering around wasting ur life away. everyone has gotta have a goal, a dream, an ambition in life. i used to have one long long time ago. but i've lost sight of it. i can't seem to remember. i've lost.







1 comment:

Anonymous said...

The world has always been an unfair place,
all of us taking part in this rat race,
so many problems we have to face.
Damn, how do we keep up,
with this pace?

Sometimes at the crossroads we arrive,
so many directions that we can strive,
but better so if it were this,
rather than limited,
though it has it's risk.

Never lose hope in what could be,
possibilities are there,
they always have been,
it's up to you to look within you,
find the spark to develop it true.

Light may be darkened but never fear,
for even in 12 hours you shall hear,
the crow of dawn come shining through,
all things in Nature must come round,
the Laws will be obeyed, simple or profound.

Lost you seem though it may not be,
perhaps look harder then you shall see,
not with the eyes of mind and heart,
deny not the sight of soul,
open you senses, watch the world unfold.

Complicated it could be,
but simple in its way,
never lose hope,
hold your faith,
and watch troubles fall away.

Destinatus Contra Incognitus
(Resolute against the unknown)

Take the gamble of faith. Smile always.

~Shi Yuan~