Thursday, February 05, 2009
Today I have organized a visiting to our secondary school teacher's house. =) As the organizer, I prepared a hamper worth $60 and contacted most of my secondary school's friends.
While meeting up at yuan's house, I heard that he had paid a visit to her house this new year. After hearing that comment, i felt uneasy and weird; a little doubtful of his actions. NOW! I can confirmed that i really do not know what is he thinking. Anyway a visiting can sounds common and plain but to me a feel a little betrayed.
Since months ago he was still saying he do not want to see her, talk to her, hear her name.
BUT NOW? BUT NOW?
Although some part of me hope they really could still be friends and talk to one another. Because i hope they could let go the past experience and carry on living.
I thought to myself should i mention it to him about it or wait for him to tell me. However, he didn't say a thing to it, is he trying to hide??
Hmm.. Nevermind, all these does not matter already. So be it what he wants to do. I am very comfortable with what we are now, and don't wish anything could change. =)
I'm glad that we have become good friends and this " late " friendship is better than not being friends at all.
I have to learn to be satisfied in many ways.....
The visiting was very successful and my teacher's daughter are so pretty and CUTE!!! =)
While meeting up at yuan's house, I heard that he had paid a visit to her house this new year. After hearing that comment, i felt uneasy and weird; a little doubtful of his actions. NOW! I can confirmed that i really do not know what is he thinking. Anyway a visiting can sounds common and plain but to me a feel a little betrayed.
Since months ago he was still saying he do not want to see her, talk to her, hear her name.
BUT NOW? BUT NOW?
Although some part of me hope they really could still be friends and talk to one another. Because i hope they could let go the past experience and carry on living.
I thought to myself should i mention it to him about it or wait for him to tell me. However, he didn't say a thing to it, is he trying to hide??
Hmm.. Nevermind, all these does not matter already. So be it what he wants to do. I am very comfortable with what we are now, and don't wish anything could change. =)
I'm glad that we have become good friends and this " late " friendship is better than not being friends at all.
I have to learn to be satisfied in many ways.....
The visiting was very successful and my teacher's daughter are so pretty and CUTE!!! =)
(left to right) Ayuni, ME, Yi Xin, Rafidah..."Green TEA!"
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Thursday, January 29, 2009
Hmm.. Finally i have shaked him off my back!! HAHAHAHA!!! So bad of me but i really feel that he is the worse guy i have every met in this 20 years in my life. Even LEST** Is better than him. LOL!!!
During Christmas I lent him $40 because he told me that he did not have money to buy his parents present, and since its a festive of giving I lent it to him. I never thought of having the $40 back, i just treat it as the money i return him for buying the soft toy for me. What a luck!
Wanna know why i condem him?
Because by his action he tells me that he feels that:
1) Girls are materialistic
(by giving me things on every outing and stating the price, I doubt that he is sincere)
2) Girls are stupid/ Naive
(by giving me gifts that is recycled with dust on top of it) "YUCKS!"
(saying that he is dying but still can roam around in the night)
3) Girls are cheap
(On the third outing he put his hands on my tights "WT*!")
4) Girls can be made use of
(borrowing money$$ from them when he needed)
In addition, he asked me to ask my "jie mei" to add him on msn. He say that he want to know more friends and chit chat. OMG!! It really disgust me. Is he that desperate?? OMG!! My friends are treasured and precious to me so ITS OUT OF THE QUESTION & OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!
I thought these could be the worse for me but recently he asked me to return him the 1314 stars he gave me and claimed that he wants to make 9999 stars for his mummy.
OK!!! ENOUGH CRAP LA!!! I've had enough and i am losing all my paitence on him!!!
From this day onwards I CONDEM him straight!! I ignored his sms and blocked him on msn!!
Get away and disappear from my life! I am prefectly fine losing u as a friend!!
If you are thinking why i do not want to return him the stars?
Because i feel that gifts that are given shouldn't be taken back! Since given than it belongs to me already! Its not that i want to keep it but it is the least he could do by ACTING a little gentleman right... Since he need to fold another 8685 stars to complete why not fold another 1314 stars more?? AND I will rather throw all the stars away than returning it to him as it means that i have to meet him again!! NO THANKS!!! One of my friends even mention that maybe he wants to give the stars away to other girls (recycle)! Thats so YUCKS!!!
Whatever he say was CRAP!!! After telling my friends about these we come to a conclusion that he was lying, and if it was really real that he is really dying i couldn't care less.
BYE BYE MR OH MY TIAN!!!
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Labels: F.R.E.E.D
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
This is how silly i can be!... Its only the 5th day i get to know him... But because of my kind hearted and some stupid ideas i went to WARAKU to look for him...
CURIOUS WHY??
From the 1st day he had my number, he start to sms mi already.. Abt almost everything, so i know some of his problems and how difficult his life can be.. Heard that his ah ma is not feeling well and he seems like very moody today. So i cheered him up, hoping he would feel better!
So i went to meet my friend in Toa Payoh.. We had dinner and i decide to go look for him.. See how is he.. In his life, he seems to be fully schedule with work so i decided to help him jia you lo!! Anyway, its suin pian (on the way).
I reached there at 10:15pm and waited.... and waited.... and waited.....
He told me that his phone was low batt in the afternoon but I still try to call him.
Called him in between but he did not answer the phone so i assume he is still working..
And continue to wait and wait and wait.....
Finally, my patience went thin and i went to ask one of the guy standing outside the shop..
BUT he was not the staff there, however he told me that the person i'm looking for might be still inside and ask me to go in.. Of coz I didn't, i'm scared!! haha...
So i waited.............and waited............... and waited..........
Finally its 11.15pm, 1 hour le!!!
And he finally called!!!
OMG!!! His phone have batt lo!!! Bluff!!!
GUESS WHERE IS HE??
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He is at JURONG POINT Watching movie!!! Wah!!! Shiok lo...
I really like stupid fool liao lo!!! Win liao lo!!!
Fine!! He say he will call me back!
FINE FINE FINE!!!
Whatever!!
I went to ask the senior staff if he is working today, they say he did not work today and ask if i had a quarrel with him... All i could say was "HUH"?, "No AR".
And I left!!!
WAH!!! SUPER DUPER SILLY!!! WAITING FOR NOTHING LO!!!
Haiz!! But nevermind he not there is his sun si..(lu gee)... haha... I planned to give my small small de lolipop that teacher give to me de... But too bad!!!
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Labels: S.T.U.P.I.D
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Hmmm... Think I'm getting Crazy le!! I dun knoe what to do now! How How HOW??
Am I too soft hearted? I think i am.. Never easily getting angry is both good and bad characteristic for me... Oh no.. I think I am so NAIVE ba... Think a little trick will settle me off !
Hmm... Feeling kind of confused now.. Which way should I go? =(
All these are too good to be true, its like dreaming in a fairyland.. He can't promise me anything, and i on the other hand won't want him too.. If I try to control this, i feel that i might not fall that badly.. Not knowing and couldn't certify the things he say really make me uncomfortable.. I think its still best to protect myself before i regret.... My OH My....
But i am still happy to know him.. Even though if its only a short time of happiness... I'm blessed!
Thank you thank you for appreciating me once and again.... =) Think you really had a hard time understanding my feelings... But I hope all the best for you..!!
Hope we can start with friends first! To me i feel that straight rushing into relationship will be a very wrong decision so lets see how things go!!....
*Seeking Is Never Ending In Life.... To be continue...*
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Monday, October 13, 2008
IS THIS ME? =D
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved withothers until you know them well and feel it is safe to be openwith them. You have a strong need for emotional security and asense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: yourheritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc.Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safecan be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling andhold on to people, memories, possessions of personal orsentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is veryimportant to you.
Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Harmony and balance are your keynotes. You instinctivelyunderstand the need to accommodate other peoples' interests anddesires, and you are always fair and willing to meet the otherperson half way. Tactful, diplomatic, and with considerablesocial awareness, you do all you can to avoid conflict anddiscord. You express a spirit of cooperation and compromise andoften achieve through charm and discretion what would have beenimpossible to achieve by a direct, forceful approach.
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Labels: Astrology
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
HEY HEY HEEY!!!!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! =D Happy happy!!
Muahahaha.... Tonight will be having dinner with TRIPLE G.. YEAH!!!
*KIND OF EXCITED!!!* OMG OMG OMG!!!
I'm quite SCARE too! Thinking why is that so?
Because previously we had alot of sabotaging games and I'm very entu in them so this time i'll be dead.... =)
Hehe... Linda told me that the restaurant was cancelled lo.. Hmm... "this should be one of their trick"... (I thought so when she called) But also hoping that it was a trick.. hehe.. =O
Lucky it was and we got to enter that packed WARAKU restaurant!! FEEUWIT!! =)
Everybody was hungry already, so we called for the waiter to help us bring some menu. And on the table there was a bell so i press on it... AND...
The waiter dash in and almost slip.."Whoa, careful" kekeke... (we giggled). =P
Irene was the first to notice him.. She say "His name is "Aaron lo". haha... But his movement and vocal is really unforgettable.. His voice was gentle and sincere... hehe... *BLUSH*.
Because it was my birthday hence he offered to sing me a song!! OMG!!! I thought "what is he going to sing?, Happy birthday song??"...
argg... so sweet wor.... =D
SO all of US quiet down and LISTEN!!..........
And soon i realise that e was singing CHEN XIAO CHUN- WO AI DE REN
wo zhi dao gu shi bu hui tai qu zhe
wo zong hui yu jian yi ge shen me ren
pei wo guo mei you le ta de ren sheng
cheng jia li ye zhi lei de deng deng
ta zuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze
wo zhi hao zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
ai bu dao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
shei hai neng yao wo zen yang ne
*wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren
ta xin li mei yi cun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
ta zhen xing fu xing fu de zhen can ren
rang wo you ai you hen ta de ai zen me na me shen
wo de ai ren ta yi you le ai ren
cong ta men de yan shen shuo ming liao wo bu ke neng
mei dang ting jian ta huo ta shuo( wo men)
jiu xiang ting jian ai qing yong heng de chao xiao sheng.....
As he sings i look at him and he looked back at me.. OMG!!! So pai sei!!!
HIS voice was AWESOME and gentle, its very pleasent to the ears!!
So on and off i look at him and looked away....With his sincere eyes and feelings for the song, i was touched.. Feeling so "flying in the air"... hehe...
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! =D Happy happy!!
Muahahaha.... Tonight will be having dinner with TRIPLE G.. YEAH!!!
*KIND OF EXCITED!!!* OMG OMG OMG!!!
I'm quite SCARE too! Thinking why is that so?
Because previously we had alot of sabotaging games and I'm very entu in them so this time i'll be dead.... =)
Hehe... Linda told me that the restaurant was cancelled lo.. Hmm... "this should be one of their trick"... (I thought so when she called) But also hoping that it was a trick.. hehe.. =O
Lucky it was and we got to enter that packed WARAKU restaurant!! FEEUWIT!! =)
Everybody was hungry already, so we called for the waiter to help us bring some menu. And on the table there was a bell so i press on it... AND...
The waiter dash in and almost slip.."Whoa, careful" kekeke... (we giggled). =P
Irene was the first to notice him.. She say "His name is "Aaron lo". haha... But his movement and vocal is really unforgettable.. His voice was gentle and sincere... hehe... *BLUSH*.
Because it was my birthday hence he offered to sing me a song!! OMG!!! I thought "what is he going to sing?, Happy birthday song??"...
argg... so sweet wor.... =D
SO all of US quiet down and LISTEN!!..........
And soon i realise that e was singing CHEN XIAO CHUN- WO AI DE REN
wo zhi dao gu shi bu hui tai qu zhe
wo zong hui yu jian yi ge shen me ren
pei wo guo mei you le ta de ren sheng
cheng jia li ye zhi lei de deng deng
ta zuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze
wo zhi hao zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
ai bu dao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
shei hai neng yao wo zen yang ne
*wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren
ta xin li mei yi cun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
ta zhen xing fu xing fu de zhen can ren
rang wo you ai you hen ta de ai zen me na me shen
wo de ai ren ta yi you le ai ren
cong ta men de yan shen shuo ming liao wo bu ke neng
mei dang ting jian ta huo ta shuo( wo men)
jiu xiang ting jian ai qing yong heng de chao xiao sheng.....
As he sings i look at him and he looked back at me.. OMG!!! So pai sei!!!
HIS voice was AWESOME and gentle, its very pleasent to the ears!!
So on and off i look at him and looked away....With his sincere eyes and feelings for the song, i was touched.. Feeling so "flying in the air"... hehe...
He is really CUTE i would say!!! Handsome too.... AND i LoVE his dipples!! bleah! =P
Too bad i didn't record it down... =( because he say don't record...
In addition he gave US 5 scope of green tea ice-cream... SO GOOD RIGHT!!! YALO YALO!
Than the highlight of the day is "seweed game". In order, to get my present i need to play the game and KO all of them in 20 seconds. FIRST is LINDA!! SECOND is LEWINA, THRID is MELISSA, FOUR is IRENE, FIFTH is YING and LAST is SABRINA!!! HAHaha!!! Yeah !!! I completed!!!
*tum tum tum dum* (drum roll)
WINNER: Seweed QUEEN!!! =P
Today was FUN!! WITH little surprises here and there!!!
Thanks TRIPLE G, from now till out end of life, we will be closly knitting to overcome all storms in our life!! MY greatest motivation is U GALS!!! MUACKS!!!
>LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU<
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Labels: MY BIRTHDAY
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Monday, September 08, 2008
Yesterday was Sabrina’s birthday. I really enjoyed our madness and crabness! Hehe… Reached home at 4 and slept all the way till the next morning. Today just wana slack at home for the whole day and spent time sorting out the photos!! =)
When it was about dinner time I suddenly realize that everyone had went out and I was suppose to settle my own dinner. Feeling sad sad sad… Just than, yuan lin sms me to inform me that he have returned from Malacca. I told him about my plight and to my surprise he was also in the same situation as me. So we met and when to a Japanese restaurant he suggested.
That restaurant was having a theme “devil and hell.” The menu that I read all stating funny names of the food. For example, Bloody Hell soup. The Ramen had ranges of spicyness to choose for the noodles. There is level 1, 2, 4, 6, 8 of spicyness. Yuan lin had tried the level 4 type and challenged me to try too…
So I feeling curious went to try the level 4 chilli noodle. =)
OMG!! At first it was nothing but the more I eat the more spicy it becomes. If you are not careful you might actually get choke by the spicy soup. We took the whole of 1 hour to finish everything that we ordered!! The process of eating was so terrible, it felt like I spent 2 hours on finishing it.
Although the noodles was spicy but the noodle in the spicy soup was tasty. Not too bad! The experience was fun! Haha!
End up I had swollen lips… LOL!!!
Haha!!! Bleah!
Thanks to MR YUAN FOR THE dinner!! WAIT!! Initially, I already planned to treat mr yuan so I order those to share. =)
BUT!!!!
When we finished and wanted to pay. The lady say there was NO NETS!! OMG!! –o-'' LOL!!
So the HERO of the day is MR YUAN!!!
CLAPS CLAPS!!!! =)
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