I really have no idea why I'm so emotional these few weeks. It's like, it just comes naturally. I'm really tired of all these pessimistic thoughts. Like seriously, it just kept coming whenever I'm alone. Really confused about these feelings and thoughts, because some don't make any sense at all. It sucks, to be so emotional and having people around you asking if you're okay isn't a good feeling at all. I haven't been sticking to my 2012 new year resolution of being more optimistic, and I'm feeling guilty about it. But, what can I do?

Labels: reflection

As what the title says, time really flies and it's the end of April already.
Life now, is so much tougher and so much difficult. I have to admit that I haven't been really happy the past 1-2 months. All because I think too much, being too sensitive at times and I hate being judged and stereotype for someone I'm not. There's a difference between friends in Secondary school and JC, but I just have to accept this fact. I'm not saying that my JC friends are bad, but sometimes I wish that most of my JC friends could be like my secondary school friends. Maybe you can call me crazy for thinking so much I guess. Then again, I'm grateful for having many wonderful friends in JC. I'm really sorry if I have made a lot of them worried for me, for not being myself lately.
All I can say is thanks for everything, be it in the biggest or littlest ways.


Ending this post with a photo with the sexy 5 . :)

Labels: JC, reflection, school

Labels: random, reflection

Got back the rest of the results. I guess there were some sort of disappointment again?

EL- 55/100 C5[ aimed a B3/4. if only i gotten a pass for paper 1 :\]
POA-84.5/100 A1 [ okay only this subject made my day today...]
Physics-51.5/80 B4 [again a disappointment. and that bloody half mark again. what's with all the half mark deduction?!?!]
Comb Humans. : Geo- 19/30
SS - 12/30 [i spammed a full page if i had enough time i could spammed more and i gotten 4/12 for that question.]
Total- 51/100 C6

I'm sorry but to me this results suck :X

Life hasn't been good this year. Its a really tough year. Serious.
Went through a lot of ups and downs in these 5 months.
What would come for the next half of the year?
Life has been really hectic and it sure sucks a lot.
Undergoing so much stress from academics,cca and council,
It's no doubt that i always doubt my capabilities.
but life still has to go on and the most i can do is to keep trying.

Labels: examinations, random, reflection, school, secondary

I shall resume my normal way of posting due to some reasons.
I guess today is quite alright?

Chemistry.
For the first half and hour, mdm chan tested us on the formulas for some compounds which i answered the formula of nitrate wrongly when i memorised it in the morning D:
Mdm Chan gave us 100 formulae to do for homework. I really like chemistry now. Distinction please knock on my door?

POA.
Now i found it easier to remember the 13 concepts :)

A Math.
The more we get into A math, the more i hate it.
why must it be so freaking tough.
Section 3.2 is also tough .b²-4ac!!!!
now i found alphas and betas quite managable.

2 periods of english.
1 and a half period went through english compre.
half a period, ms goh talked 大道理.
which is quite true.

then Lunch

another period of english.
Talked about some things.
watched video clip and did journal on that clip.
the clip was quite inspirational.

PE.
it wasn't too bad.
I talked to Edmund for awhile.
After awhile, KangShuo accompany me for awhile.
Thanks to the both of them.

Off to do my journal and chemistry ws now.

is it just me or are there people who detest me in my class?

Labels: hatred, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

[edited @ 9:55pm]Thanks everyone for their advices and really want to thank yvonne for being my listening ear and giving some advices.i will try~!

REPLIES TO TAGS!
murni: it is weird...
FATIN: (:
KRYSTAL: I LOVE AJUMMA KWAH TOO!
MEIJUN: Thanks for the advices :)

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Since i felt that putting everything in point saves a lot of time, i shall continue doing that.






REPLIES TO TAGS:
KRYSTAL: DD:

AMIRA: I dont like both :D

murni: >.<

SANDEEP:I dont want to be a loner -.-

AMIRA: Its tough...

YANLI: You're hearing got problem lah... and you lame luh :X

Labels: hatred, random, reflection, replies, school, secondary

Today is kinda a good day i guess.
ms goh has new sitting arangement,in pairs.Sat with danesh for some reason which is to make sure he dont misbehave in class LOL.
Why does all teachers like to put me with someone for a special reason. strange.
Vicky sat beside me. So i guess at least im not that lonely.
Chatted awhile with vicky during recess. thanks yeah :)
At least during physics lesson, danesh actually spoke to me but thats only temporary before we both went quiet again :\

CCA Bazaar was very chaotic. i pity the sec 1s haha.Cant help it. every year would be like that.
Band ownage lor... got instrument LOL.Then the BHB girl keep purposely shout "JOIN BAND"at me hor?LOL...

Really want to thank everyone. felt much better today i guess...

Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, NCC, random, reflection, school, secondary

Today's lessons were alright i guess?

E Math.
went through yesterday's question. blarblarblar.. nothing much.

MT.
had diagnostic test.
Its kinda difficult for me, i guess?

POA.
Ms Goh CP is nice.
Accounting was kinda fun :)

2 periods of Chemistry.
Did covalent bonding.
worked with jagdish and arif.
was really funny,laughed a lot. though i still feel awkward

EL.
went through comprehension passage.
Ms Goh SL was kinda funny.
She was trying to give examples of symptoms of obessive-compulsive disorders.
example 1)switches.
"Some people were afraid that they forgotten to off the lights as they were afraid that it might short circuit. Sometimes they check that the switches are working to prevent their house from being burnt down." *walks to the lights switches and flicking it on and off literally.*

example 3)Straight line.
"Some people must walk in a straight line. so everyone in their path must get out of their way."
"ShiHui asks if there is a wall how?"
"They know that there's a wall infront."*Acts as if she was them"
"Omg a wall!" *with the shocked/scared expression"

okay maybe i think its funny though its lame :X

PE.
Took height and weight. im still in the accpetable zone i guess. apparently the machine was not accurate cos of the sensors. Some of my friends were kinda tall but the machine "shrink" them. When its my turn,it reads 164cm and 65kg i tipedtoe a bit and its 165cm wahahahas no one noticed until peilih exposed me but basyir already wrote 165cm :D . was isolated again.practically stoned there for 15min looking at the boys talking with each other ):

Discuss about Sec 3 camp stuff after that.
Then went home at around 6 :)

CCA bazzar tmr ):

During pe just now i almost brokedown like literally. i sat there envious of the people around me with friends to talk to. I'm really scared. I'm really sorry to everyone that is worried about me but im trying really really hard to adapt and try to make new friends ):

Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, random, reflection, school, secondary

Finally today i can go back to class for lessons :)
Well Ms Goh isn't as bad as i thought though her face looks quite fierce.
First was MT.
sat with buddy :DD
雷老师 was quite nice.
we discussed a topic about neighbourhood schools and prestigious schools.
she was quite funny too.

SS.
Mdm Saudah nominated me as SS rep cos no one freaking volunteered to be one for around
5-10min and she practically looks at the hol. hw which i just handed up and nominated me.
She was really funny with all the actions LOL.

Physics.
Mr Wee taught us Numeric Quantities.
nothing much to talk about so moving on~

A Math.
Ms tham teaching us lol.
spend 30min hearing her talk about admin matters.
spend last half and hour doing simultaneous non-linear equations.

Lunch.
stayed in class,talked to yvonne.

Chem.
Mdm Chan was quite okay.
didn't really do much today.
She is only going to start teaching tmr :)

was released at 3.30pm.

I'm seriously a loner in my class.
Apparently today i only talked to Yvonne and Meinah and sometimes Johari.
How pathetic is that? I really regretted choosing C as my option.Didn't have any guy friends in my class. All the guys in my class have their own friends to talk to and me? well let's just say my fate is the same as sathyasai. Sorry Sandeep, but i really cant help but emo and worry about being in 3/5 for the next 2 years today.

Labels: boredom, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

whoowhoo! I finished my homework already.
i know yanli is jealous LOL.









Negative thoughts had been going through my head today.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school. It's going to be a tough year ahead with stress from long hours of lessons in school[till 4.30pm],stress from CCA,stress from council and also adapting to the changes from 6 subjects to 8 subjects.I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon.

Labels: holidays, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

Had been thinking a lot this past few days.
some of you may have notice that i am not my usual self.
just chatted with buddy.[thanks for cheering me up :)]
we kinda agree on the same things.
i just dont feel as happy as i was during sec 1.
but this year, life isn't the same.
be it cca,school or whatever.
it would be great if someone who is a genius
could somehow invent a time machine.
it would be great to go back time.
and maybe live my life another way.
at least it may help now.
where i can be happier.

well, i know that life is full of obstacles
and overcoming them is part of life too.
so, i decided i should more or less try to be happy with what i got now and not looking back to the past.
because the past is already the past.


P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE LIM JIA XUAN =]

Labels: random, reflection, school, secondary

heh.today was kinda funny.
MT.
did gong han's ge shi test...

PE.
played badminton with wenkiat,murni and ernchi
murni act luh. hahas.

Sci
did graph AGAIN!
damn i don't know why graph should be invented -.-

Science smartclass did alternative mode of assesment....
quite fun haha
especially maykuan wanted to use the radiation from the computer screen to radiate me?
in the end i don't really feel anything but she say very painful LOL
haha then i wanted to do same thing to her she run until like what LOL..
hahas.
im feeling this again.
i do not know why...but i just dont fit into any cliques
in 2e4.being a loner.no one i could count on.
no one that i counted as a friend.group project joining the extras?
i would never find a sense of belonging in 2e4...
then homed.

Labels: boredom, random, reflection, school, secondary

lalala..
that was random. cos i really do not know how to start a post.LOL

Eng.
did plotting.

PE.
ran 2.4km.
i improved!!!!!! yay!!!
14.48. lol.
at least i reached the 14min mark.
and i hate py. cos she win me by 6 sec RAWR.

mt.
did bao zhang.

science..
learn how to draw best curve and gradient of a curve?

stayed back after school cos ncc can get company tee..
then slacked at 2/6 with buddy and peeps.
2.30 went down and staff say the tee havent come yet
mayreshh and fillian keep say my staff keep cheat our feelings lol
stay back for nth.
then stayed in 2/6 slack again
played hangman again(it became a routine that we must do everyday LOL)
then their class tee come.
quite nice lo.
nicer then my class =.=
hmm then see them prac drama lo....
then homed at 5+


P/S: I HATE MS THAM FOR CHANGING THE SEATING PLAN.now we seating alone ):and the column is according to reg. no. and each roll is boy girl boy girl lol...
walao i miss my grp :(

Labels: boredom, hatred, NAPFA, NCC, omg, reflection, school, secondary

Hmm... 2008 is gonna end soon in 2 days time.
This year there had been a lot of ups and downs.
But there is a lot of vivid memories which i would always remember.
It has been great having good friends in Primary School that always share memories with me and i would like to thank them for being wonderful friends that had gone through ups and downs with me throughout the year.This had made my life in 2008 much more fun and enjoyable.
I hadn't regret being in 1E6'08.
Thank God that i gotten into YTSS,
It had been great knowing such wonderful friends in 1E6:D
I will never ever forget you guys :D
1E6 is the best class i ever had.
I will always remember our class spirit and of course how strong our bonds were.
At the starting of the year,
i thought that it would be impossible to have best friends.
but who knows, i had met so many good friends that make my life more colourful.
Without you guys i won't be what i am today :D
Gosh time passes so quickly.I just can't bear to part with 1E6.
Although we'll be in different classes next year,
I will cherish every moment we had this year.Every single one of them.
And i hope that our friendship will never end.
All the best in your classes next year.
And I hope that 2009 will be a good year for me and everyone!
Cheers!



haunted house sucks!

Labels: attention, holidays, reflection, school, secondary

Gah....Im lazy to post yet i feel like posting to keep my blog alive.
mix feelings......
I do not really know what to post.
so i shall keep it short.
My doctor actually gave me a month MC.
so i will skip 3 ncc trainings
haiz.....those trainings are for the CCA Bazaar next year.
sigh... don't think i will know what to do during the next training in Jan.
Although my senior already smsed me the info about the training,
i haven't really told him about my surgery.
Maybe i will tell my ncc friends about it too.
maybe shall do that tomorrow.
Im having mix feelings again.
I feel like going for the trainings but somehow i do not wish to go.
but still im still on MC. so no matter what,i also wouldn't be able to turn up.
My cough is getting kinda worse.
And im lazy to continue my homework.
gah this post is getting long.

Labels: boredom, hatred, holidays, homework, NCC, random, reflection, school, secondary, sick, surgery

Today is another boring day.
Did not touched my homework for the whole day because i don't have the mood to do either the history or the chinese newspaper cuttings.
Its just too confusing and complicated >.<
Today my dad wanted to bring me to the marina barrage
but there are no proper route to go there
and ERP is charging $2!
and just like that,my dad wasted 2 bloody dollars because he went the wrong way.
after going the wrong way 3 times.
My father decided not to go and and went to Sim Lim Square instead.
Gah..Looking at computers and softwares makes me bored.
then after my father bought some ink catridge,
we went home :D

I like using yt's strikeout.mhuahahas.

Labels: boredom, hatred, holidays, homework, omg, outings, random, reflection

i was thinking..
Time passes really fast.时光飞逝..
Its the end of Year 2008 and going to be secondary 2.
Its been great and i miss a hell loads of things in 1e6..
1e6 had given me good memories which i will remember forever.

Let's see...
I will say what i miss from each person in class:

-Hazimah:I will miss her helpfulness anf of course her intelligence

-Amanda:I will miss her blur-ness and of course her goofiness

-ShiHui:I will miss her hitting me when i provoke her xD

-Julina:I will remember her sitting with me in the chinese remedial and helping me

-Angela:I will miss her slang,camwhoring with her,her crapping and of coz her jokes (:

-ErnChi:Im not close to her but will still miss her :X

-Jamie:I will miss bickering with her about guai wu :D

-Jasmine:I will remember the time where we were hold b ack by Mrs rhamat to finish the english remedial assignments.

-Krystal:I will miss talking to her and everything i do with her (:

-Liana:I will miss stalking her xD

-Eunice:I will miss everyone calling her emu :P

-PeiXian:I will miss making fun of her

-YiTing:Im not close to her but i will still miss her :X

-Vicky:I will miss her jokes and her squashing my hands(:

-Fatin:I will miss calling her fart-tin!

-Farah:I will miss her goofiness

-Pearlyn:I will miss Jacqueline and her fighting in class

-Sinyee:I will miss talking to her.

-Peiyee:I will miss her hitting and of course her retardedness xD

-Jacqueline:I will miss Pearlyn and her fighting in class.

-Shannon:I will miss her smile and talking to her.

-Yanli:I will miss our fights and your funny life time stories and of course your tone and high pitch voice!

-Ziqing:I will miss your laughter,smile and your positive attitude and heart of gold.

-Yingru:I willl miss her intelligence :X

-Yemeng:I will miss her taking my corrections to copy hahas...

-Zheliang:I will miss his funny laughter xD

-JunJie:I will miss him bullying Ivan low.

-Charles:I will miss his crappiness

-Minhao:I will miss him accompany me wherever i go and sitting with me during morning assembly

-Ernest:I will miss his act of mischief.

-ChinHao:I will miss him crappiness and jokes and of course laughter.

-Irfan:I will miss gossipping with him about Charles hahas..

-JiangJin:I will miss his racism and baizanji.

-Zech:I will miss his racism and Ivan low and jiangjin calling him black and jack.

-IvanLow:Will miss his intelligence,racism and getting bullied by Junjie and Ernest.

-Loysius:I will remember his loudness and screaming and funny laughter.

-Javier:I will miss his trademark 'sorry" and "what are u trying to do" and of course his retardedness

-JiaHao:I will remember him hitting my back really hard -.-

-WeiErn:I will remember his craps lol...

-Jonard:I will remember his helpfulness and craps and hitting me(:

and of coz
MS TAN'S NAGGING!

how i wish we can go back to the past (:
i hope all of you will excel in everything you do!

Labels: reflection, school, secondary

sigh...Why am i thinking that i am living in misery
its just a CCA that helps u in NCC
why cant i just think positive?
am i really not suitable for this CCA?nah i dont think so bcoz i have been with this CCA abt 3mths and im still doing fine
what is wrong with me?
am i just used to doing everything in a relaxing way?
or am i just hate it for the sake of hating it?
Well when im in training or my worries are gone
but before every training i am always anxious
what is wrong with me?
i hope that i really can start liking NCC.
but i think i aready did started but
just not enough to be enthu.
sigh...

Labels: NCC, reflection

I'm feeling kinda drifting away from my pri sch friends,
even my friends who are the same sch as me,
didnt really talk to them nowadays,
even though i see them,
didnt really talk to them,
just a simple 'hi',
and we juz go our seperate ways,
do not know why,
but im sticking more to my classmates,
than to my pri sch friends,
though it is perfectly normal,
but im worried that i would be too ignorant to my friends,
and i will lose them.
i noe its kinda emo...
but im juz stating my thought....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Back to LiFe:
today ran 2.4km and i improve though...by 25sec...
haiz...still fail by 1min 10sec.
geo. test gt 11/15 quite reasonable...
math short test i borderline pass again!8/15
tmr got math topical chap. 2 test and chinese test
sianz..

Labels: reflection, school

Sometimes i think,am i really progressing or i am deproving.
Yesterday got back my result for eng.i improve by 0.8 marks from sa1.did i really improve or am i luckysome of my classmates imrove by 10 marks.
PSLE is coming in less then 1 month.its getting tougher and touger every year.so am i striving for it?is our class really that bad?it is the first time a 6a1 is really that bad.we're good in behaviour but wheres our academic results.is it our attitude towards studies or we just cant make it?

Labels: reflection

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I really have no idea why I'm so emotional these few weeks. It's like, it just comes naturally. I'm really tired of all these pessimistic thoughts. Like seriously, it just kept coming whenever I'm alone. Really confused about these feelings and thoughts, because some don't make any sense at all. It sucks, to be so emotional and having people around you asking if you're okay isn't a good feeling at all. I haven't been sticking to my 2012 new year resolution of being more optimistic, and I'm feeling guilty about it. But, what can I do?

Labels: reflection

As what the title says, time really flies and it's the end of April already.
Life now, is so much tougher and so much difficult. I have to admit that I haven't been really happy the past 1-2 months. All because I think too much, being too sensitive at times and I hate being judged and stereotype for someone I'm not. There's a difference between friends in Secondary school and JC, but I just have to accept this fact. I'm not saying that my JC friends are bad, but sometimes I wish that most of my JC friends could be like my secondary school friends. Maybe you can call me crazy for thinking so much I guess. Then again, I'm grateful for having many wonderful friends in JC. I'm really sorry if I have made a lot of them worried for me, for not being myself lately.
All I can say is thanks for everything, be it in the biggest or littlest ways.


Ending this post with a photo with the sexy 5 . :)

Labels: JC, reflection, school

Labels: random, reflection

Got back the rest of the results. I guess there were some sort of disappointment again?

EL- 55/100 C5[ aimed a B3/4. if only i gotten a pass for paper 1 :\]
POA-84.5/100 A1 [ okay only this subject made my day today...]
Physics-51.5/80 B4 [again a disappointment. and that bloody half mark again. what's with all the half mark deduction?!?!]
Comb Humans. : Geo- 19/30
SS - 12/30 [i spammed a full page if i had enough time i could spammed more and i gotten 4/12 for that question.]
Total- 51/100 C6

I'm sorry but to me this results suck :X

Life hasn't been good this year. Its a really tough year. Serious.
Went through a lot of ups and downs in these 5 months.
What would come for the next half of the year?
Life has been really hectic and it sure sucks a lot.
Undergoing so much stress from academics,cca and council,
It's no doubt that i always doubt my capabilities.
but life still has to go on and the most i can do is to keep trying.

Labels: examinations, random, reflection, school, secondary

I shall resume my normal way of posting due to some reasons.
I guess today is quite alright?

Chemistry.
For the first half and hour, mdm chan tested us on the formulas for some compounds which i answered the formula of nitrate wrongly when i memorised it in the morning D:
Mdm Chan gave us 100 formulae to do for homework. I really like chemistry now. Distinction please knock on my door?

POA.
Now i found it easier to remember the 13 concepts :)

A Math.
The more we get into A math, the more i hate it.
why must it be so freaking tough.
Section 3.2 is also tough .b²-4ac!!!!
now i found alphas and betas quite managable.

2 periods of english.
1 and a half period went through english compre.
half a period, ms goh talked 大道理.
which is quite true.

then Lunch

another period of english.
Talked about some things.
watched video clip and did journal on that clip.
the clip was quite inspirational.

PE.
it wasn't too bad.
I talked to Edmund for awhile.
After awhile, KangShuo accompany me for awhile.
Thanks to the both of them.

Off to do my journal and chemistry ws now.

is it just me or are there people who detest me in my class?

Labels: hatred, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

[edited @ 9:55pm]Thanks everyone for their advices and really want to thank yvonne for being my listening ear and giving some advices.i will try~!

REPLIES TO TAGS!
murni: it is weird...
FATIN: (:
KRYSTAL: I LOVE AJUMMA KWAH TOO!
MEIJUN: Thanks for the advices :)

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Since i felt that putting everything in point saves a lot of time, i shall continue doing that.






REPLIES TO TAGS:
KRYSTAL: DD:

AMIRA: I dont like both :D

murni: >.<

SANDEEP:I dont want to be a loner -.-

AMIRA: Its tough...

YANLI: You're hearing got problem lah... and you lame luh :X

Labels: hatred, random, reflection, replies, school, secondary

Today is kinda a good day i guess.
ms goh has new sitting arangement,in pairs.Sat with danesh for some reason which is to make sure he dont misbehave in class LOL.
Why does all teachers like to put me with someone for a special reason. strange.
Vicky sat beside me. So i guess at least im not that lonely.
Chatted awhile with vicky during recess. thanks yeah :)
At least during physics lesson, danesh actually spoke to me but thats only temporary before we both went quiet again :\

CCA Bazaar was very chaotic. i pity the sec 1s haha.Cant help it. every year would be like that.
Band ownage lor... got instrument LOL.Then the BHB girl keep purposely shout "JOIN BAND"at me hor?LOL...

Really want to thank everyone. felt much better today i guess...

Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, NCC, random, reflection, school, secondary

Today's lessons were alright i guess?

E Math.
went through yesterday's question. blarblarblar.. nothing much.

MT.
had diagnostic test.
Its kinda difficult for me, i guess?

POA.
Ms Goh CP is nice.
Accounting was kinda fun :)

2 periods of Chemistry.
Did covalent bonding.
worked with jagdish and arif.
was really funny,laughed a lot. though i still feel awkward

EL.
went through comprehension passage.
Ms Goh SL was kinda funny.
She was trying to give examples of symptoms of obessive-compulsive disorders.
example 1)switches.
"Some people were afraid that they forgotten to off the lights as they were afraid that it might short circuit. Sometimes they check that the switches are working to prevent their house from being burnt down." *walks to the lights switches and flicking it on and off literally.*

example 3)Straight line.
"Some people must walk in a straight line. so everyone in their path must get out of their way."
"ShiHui asks if there is a wall how?"
"They know that there's a wall infront."*Acts as if she was them"
"Omg a wall!" *with the shocked/scared expression"

okay maybe i think its funny though its lame :X

PE.
Took height and weight. im still in the accpetable zone i guess. apparently the machine was not accurate cos of the sensors. Some of my friends were kinda tall but the machine "shrink" them. When its my turn,it reads 164cm and 65kg i tipedtoe a bit and its 165cm wahahahas no one noticed until peilih exposed me but basyir already wrote 165cm :D . was isolated again.practically stoned there for 15min looking at the boys talking with each other ):

Discuss about Sec 3 camp stuff after that.
Then went home at around 6 :)

CCA bazzar tmr ):

During pe just now i almost brokedown like literally. i sat there envious of the people around me with friends to talk to. I'm really scared. I'm really sorry to everyone that is worried about me but im trying really really hard to adapt and try to make new friends ):

Labels: boredom, CCA Bazzar, random, reflection, school, secondary

Finally today i can go back to class for lessons :)
Well Ms Goh isn't as bad as i thought though her face looks quite fierce.
First was MT.
sat with buddy :DD
雷老师 was quite nice.
we discussed a topic about neighbourhood schools and prestigious schools.
she was quite funny too.

SS.
Mdm Saudah nominated me as SS rep cos no one freaking volunteered to be one for around
5-10min and she practically looks at the hol. hw which i just handed up and nominated me.
She was really funny with all the actions LOL.

Physics.
Mr Wee taught us Numeric Quantities.
nothing much to talk about so moving on~

A Math.
Ms tham teaching us lol.
spend 30min hearing her talk about admin matters.
spend last half and hour doing simultaneous non-linear equations.

Lunch.
stayed in class,talked to yvonne.

Chem.
Mdm Chan was quite okay.
didn't really do much today.
She is only going to start teaching tmr :)

was released at 3.30pm.

I'm seriously a loner in my class.
Apparently today i only talked to Yvonne and Meinah and sometimes Johari.
How pathetic is that? I really regretted choosing C as my option.Didn't have any guy friends in my class. All the guys in my class have their own friends to talk to and me? well let's just say my fate is the same as sathyasai. Sorry Sandeep, but i really cant help but emo and worry about being in 3/5 for the next 2 years today.

Labels: boredom, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

whoowhoo! I finished my homework already.
i know yanli is jealous LOL.









Negative thoughts had been going through my head today.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school.I'm not ready for school. It's going to be a tough year ahead with stress from long hours of lessons in school[till 4.30pm],stress from CCA,stress from council and also adapting to the changes from 6 subjects to 8 subjects.I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon.

Labels: holidays, homework, random, reflection, school, secondary

Had been thinking a lot this past few days.
some of you may have notice that i am not my usual self.
just chatted with buddy.[thanks for cheering me up :)]
we kinda agree on the same things.
i just dont feel as happy as i was during sec 1.
but this year, life isn't the same.
be it cca,school or whatever.
it would be great if someone who is a genius
could somehow invent a time machine.
it would be great to go back time.
and maybe live my life another way.
at least it may help now.
where i can be happier.

well, i know that life is full of obstacles
and overcoming them is part of life too.
so, i decided i should more or less try to be happy with what i got now and not looking back to the past.
because the past is already the past.


P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE LIM JIA XUAN =]

Labels: random, reflection, school, secondary

heh.today was kinda funny.
MT.
did gong han's ge shi test...

PE.
played badminton with wenkiat,murni and ernchi
murni act luh. hahas.

Sci
did graph AGAIN!
damn i don't know why graph should be invented -.-

Science smartclass did alternative mode of assesment....
quite fun haha
especially maykuan wanted to use the radiation from the computer screen to radiate me?
in the end i don't really feel anything but she say very painful LOL
haha then i wanted to do same thing to her she run until like what LOL..
hahas.
im feeling this again.
i do not know why...but i just dont fit into any cliques
in 2e4.being a loner.no one i could count on.
no one that i counted as a friend.group project joining the extras?
i would never find a sense of belonging in 2e4...
then homed.

Labels: boredom, random, reflection, school, secondary

lalala..
that was random. cos i really do not know how to start a post.LOL

Eng.
did plotting.

PE.
ran 2.4km.
i improved!!!!!! yay!!!
14.48. lol.
at least i reached the 14min mark.
and i hate py. cos she win me by 6 sec RAWR.

mt.
did bao zhang.

science..
learn how to draw best curve and gradient of a curve?

stayed back after school cos ncc can get company tee..
then slacked at 2/6 with buddy and peeps.
2.30 went down and staff say the tee havent come yet
mayreshh and fillian keep say my staff keep cheat our feelings lol
stay back for nth.
then stayed in 2/6 slack again
played hangman again(it became a routine that we must do everyday LOL)
then their class tee come.
quite nice lo.
nicer then my class =.=
hmm then see them prac drama lo....
then homed at 5+


P/S: I HATE MS THAM FOR CHANGING THE SEATING PLAN.now we seating alone ):and the column is according to reg. no. and each roll is boy girl boy girl lol...
walao i miss my grp :(

Labels: boredom, hatred, NAPFA, NCC, omg, reflection, school, secondary

Hmm... 2008 is gonna end soon in 2 days time.
This year there had been a lot of ups and downs.
But there is a lot of vivid memories which i would always remember.
It has been great having good friends in Primary School that always share memories with me and i would like to thank them for being wonderful friends that had gone through ups and downs with me throughout the year.This had made my life in 2008 much more fun and enjoyable.
I hadn't regret being in 1E6'08.
Thank God that i gotten into YTSS,
It had been great knowing such wonderful friends in 1E6:D
I will never ever forget you guys :D
1E6 is the best class i ever had.
I will always remember our class spirit and of course how strong our bonds were.
At the starting of the year,
i thought that it would be impossible to have best friends.
but who knows, i had met so many good friends that make my life more colourful.
Without you guys i won't be what i am today :D
Gosh time passes so quickly.I just can't bear to part with 1E6.
Although we'll be in different classes next year,
I will cherish every moment we had this year.Every single one of them.
And i hope that our friendship will never end.
All the best in your classes next year.
And I hope that 2009 will be a good year for me and everyone!
Cheers!



haunted house sucks!

Labels: attention, holidays, reflection, school, secondary

Gah....Im lazy to post yet i feel like posting to keep my blog alive.
mix feelings......
I do not really know what to post.
so i shall keep it short.
My doctor actually gave me a month MC.
so i will skip 3 ncc trainings
haiz.....those trainings are for the CCA Bazaar next year.
sigh... don't think i will know what to do during the next training in Jan.
Although my senior already smsed me the info about the training,
i haven't really told him about my surgery.
Maybe i will tell my ncc friends about it too.
maybe shall do that tomorrow.
Im having mix feelings again.
I feel like going for the trainings but somehow i do not wish to go.
but still im still on MC. so no matter what,i also wouldn't be able to turn up.
My cough is getting kinda worse.
And im lazy to continue my homework.
gah this post is getting long.

Labels: boredom, hatred, holidays, homework, NCC, random, reflection, school, secondary, sick, surgery

Today is another boring day.
Did not touched my homework for the whole day because i don't have the mood to do either the history or the chinese newspaper cuttings.
Its just too confusing and complicated >.<
Today my dad wanted to bring me to the marina barrage
but there are no proper route to go there
and ERP is charging $2!
and just like that,my dad wasted 2 bloody dollars because he went the wrong way.
after going the wrong way 3 times.
My father decided not to go and and went to Sim Lim Square instead.
Gah..Looking at computers and softwares makes me bored.
then after my father bought some ink catridge,
we went home :D

I like using yt's strikeout.mhuahahas.

Labels: boredom, hatred, holidays, homework, omg, outings, random, reflection

i was thinking..
Time passes really fast.时光飞逝..
Its the end of Year 2008 and going to be secondary 2.
Its been great and i miss a hell loads of things in 1e6..
1e6 had given me good memories which i will remember forever.

Let's see...
I will say what i miss from each person in class:

-Hazimah:I will miss her helpfulness anf of course her intelligence

-Amanda:I will miss her blur-ness and of course her goofiness

-ShiHui:I will miss her hitting me when i provoke her xD

-Julina:I will remember her sitting with me in the chinese remedial and helping me

-Angela:I will miss her slang,camwhoring with her,her crapping and of coz her jokes (:

-ErnChi:Im not close to her but will still miss her :X

-Jamie:I will miss bickering with her about guai wu :D

-Jasmine:I will remember the time where we were hold b ack by Mrs rhamat to finish the english remedial assignments.

-Krystal:I will miss talking to her and everything i do with her (:

-Liana:I will miss stalking her xD

-Eunice:I will miss everyone calling her emu :P

-PeiXian:I will miss making fun of her

-YiTing:Im not close to her but i will still miss her :X

-Vicky:I will miss her jokes and her squashing my hands(:

-Fatin:I will miss calling her fart-tin!

-Farah:I will miss her goofiness

-Pearlyn:I will miss Jacqueline and her fighting in class

-Sinyee:I will miss talking to her.

-Peiyee:I will miss her hitting and of course her retardedness xD

-Jacqueline:I will miss Pearlyn and her fighting in class.

-Shannon:I will miss her smile and talking to her.

-Yanli:I will miss our fights and your funny life time stories and of course your tone and high pitch voice!

-Ziqing:I will miss your laughter,smile and your positive attitude and heart of gold.

-Yingru:I willl miss her intelligence :X

-Yemeng:I will miss her taking my corrections to copy hahas...

-Zheliang:I will miss his funny laughter xD

-JunJie:I will miss him bullying Ivan low.

-Charles:I will miss his crappiness

-Minhao:I will miss him accompany me wherever i go and sitting with me during morning assembly

-Ernest:I will miss his act of mischief.

-ChinHao:I will miss him crappiness and jokes and of course laughter.

-Irfan:I will miss gossipping with him about Charles hahas..

-JiangJin:I will miss his racism and baizanji.

-Zech:I will miss his racism and Ivan low and jiangjin calling him black and jack.

-IvanLow:Will miss his intelligence,racism and getting bullied by Junjie and Ernest.

-Loysius:I will remember his loudness and screaming and funny laughter.

-Javier:I will miss his trademark 'sorry" and "what are u trying to do" and of course his retardedness

-JiaHao:I will remember him hitting my back really hard -.-

-WeiErn:I will remember his craps lol...

-Jonard:I will remember his helpfulness and craps and hitting me(:

and of coz
MS TAN'S NAGGING!

how i wish we can go back to the past (:
i hope all of you will excel in everything you do!

Labels: reflection, school, secondary

sigh...Why am i thinking that i am living in misery
its just a CCA that helps u in NCC
why cant i just think positive?
am i really not suitable for this CCA?nah i dont think so bcoz i have been with this CCA abt 3mths and im still doing fine
what is wrong with me?
am i just used to doing everything in a relaxing way?
or am i just hate it for the sake of hating it?
Well when im in training or my worries are gone
but before every training i am always anxious
what is wrong with me?
i hope that i really can start liking NCC.
but i think i aready did started but
just not enough to be enthu.
sigh...

Labels: NCC, reflection

I'm feeling kinda drifting away from my pri sch friends,
even my friends who are the same sch as me,
didnt really talk to them nowadays,
even though i see them,
didnt really talk to them,
just a simple 'hi',
and we juz go our seperate ways,
do not know why,
but im sticking more to my classmates,
than to my pri sch friends,
though it is perfectly normal,
but im worried that i would be too ignorant to my friends,
and i will lose them.
i noe its kinda emo...
but im juz stating my thought....
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Back to LiFe:
today ran 2.4km and i improve though...by 25sec...
haiz...still fail by 1min 10sec.
geo. test gt 11/15 quite reasonable...
math short test i borderline pass again!8/15
tmr got math topical chap. 2 test and chinese test
sianz..

Labels: reflection, school

Sometimes i think,am i really progressing or i am deproving.
Yesterday got back my result for eng.i improve by 0.8 marks from sa1.did i really improve or am i luckysome of my classmates imrove by 10 marks.
PSLE is coming in less then 1 month.its getting tougher and touger every year.so am i striving for it?is our class really that bad?it is the first time a 6a1 is really that bad.we're good in behaviour but wheres our academic results.is it our attitude towards studies or we just cant make it?

Labels: reflection