' Guilt, Trust, Love, Friendship. '
Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ Byeeeee, you hardly see.
http://symixtape.blogspot.com/
Hello, starting a new.
'mixtape' still like the coolest shit ever.
Friday, March 6, 2009 @ emo emo go away
Wow. Scaryyyyyyyyyyyy. I wonder what's what.
@ video killed the radio star
The one who loves you more or the one who you love more?
I'm sorry things have been this way. Maybe I'm being immature and stubborn now but I can't deny. I can't pretend. I can't lie that I can take you in, as how I used to see you. But I wish you'll stand strong even if we are not here, friend.
No one is pretty, i know. And I know I'm not, inside.
Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ Catch me when I fall?
I just stabbed myself a million times just now. You don't know how pain it is to face this mess that I dug in. I keep thinking, keep thinking. It seems as though I'll see it in my dreams. Maybe deep down we all know, it's easier said than done. Friendship, love. It all changes quickly before you actually realised. Thats when the cleverest ain't clever anymore; The one who always know what to do, can't tell what's right to do. I got caught up once again.
Now, then I'm really doing myself a favour. I wanna get hold of myself if you know what I mean. Like who the f am I now? This is not how I'm like and you know what, I'm gonna hit rewind. This time it's for real and I know I'm doing this right.
Well, but maybe not now cos my stomach is growling like mad. And my hair is super straight, I don't know what to do.
Kel, mindy. Thanks. I know I'll always have you girls. Mindy, I really don't want you to go :(
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ I will live with it,
When I come home tonight, I'll look like a halibut again.
@ Are you going to finish strong?
Yes, it's really not easy to give up on something that you've been holding on for so long. Nothing is easy but you just have to keep trying. You fail becos' you haven't try hard enough. Not just you, you or you but me. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of giving excuses when I know clearly how i feel deep down.
The longer you feel shit and that the whole world should understand how the f you are feeling, the longer you gonna feel miserable and hopeless. Isn't this all enough? When you know it's not doing you good and you still struggle to stay cosy in there, isn't this all enough? When people around you get sick of how you behave, isn't this all enough?
Come on sy, this has to be the end.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ No i can't live without you no more
Exams over, papers all good except for f&b. I sure suck in that. Days are good. I want holiday till the 16th march to be well spent so I'll go to work with no regrets! And I trust myself I'm better already.
Ohh wee is a such a sweetie pie (: She cooked for me when I'm hungry lehhhhhhh.
and she 'drove' me home safely just now! haha!
I loveeeeeeeee craig david's insomnia! goddddddd have been thinking what the hell the song title was since don't know when. I better run before i suffer from insomnia soon. 231 am. holy crap. goodnight, I don't love you!
