well. finally went to cell group after so long. it's the 1st cell group meeting of the year and i can say it's a good start. well. in between, we shared about things that had happened to us in 2007 and how has God made an impact in our lives. and of cos i shared about my 2007 ups and downs. yes. including my failed bgr. while they were praying for me, i can almost hear God telling me to face things bravely. i heard Him telling me to be brave and read daryl's blog. yes. i admit.one of the reasons why i didnt want to read his blog is because i didnt want to be sad all over again. ok fine. i read it eventually. i wanted to prove it to myself that i have gotten over him. I DID IT. when i read his blog, i was like... oh, ok. i didnt feel anything at all. i am so happy now. BUT mr. daryl leong, if u happen to be reading my blog, i DUN rmb saying that two who like each other should try it out. or... was i referring to others? couldnt rmb. but who cares. and i ignored him not because he dump me ok? i am not that childish. i ignored him cos he called me a hypocrite. and obviously he doesnt know me well. cos i dun usually hate people? i only dislike people. not to the extend of hate. so please don't put words in my mouth! and since i have long gotten over you, can you just snap out of the fact that i am bitter cos i am not! :) anyway, back to the meeting... then meiling, mikko and auntie sue came and sat around three of us girls(me, sarah and katherine) and tell us about the kind of guy we should find. haha. now we know. hee. and i am so sure God will know who is the right person for me. and KATHERINE KOH, i am so going to pray for you! and that AHEM. haha. seriously, i dunno why i feel so happy now. that's why i love gg cell group. makes me feel so happy and free!

eddy's birthday tomorrow and we will be celebrating. so happy! :)

shall blog about yesterday, things that happen in class! "DEARIE" is going to be out of my dictionary forever. come to think of it, it was so GROSS! ok fine. called it Love is blind back then. but i have grown up! kaly, yani and shuna just keeps making fun of me and the "DEARIE" term. girls! i will never ever say that again! haha.they kept saying it in class till i had to shut my ears. it just gets so funny yet gross -.-" cos everyone around started calling each other dearie. even jeremy tay laughed at me! God. save me. i have a feeling they are really going to make fun of me till the day we all graduate from poly...

thank you Lord for everything :)