The disabled poem-making entity known as Roxanna Bennett gratefully resides on aboriginal land. As a settler, they thank the many generations of Indigenous people who have taken care of this land from beginningless time. They are the author of the award-winning poetry collection Unmeaningable (Gordon Hill Press, 2019), unseen garden (chapbook, knife | fork | book, 2018), and The Uncertainty Principle (Tightrope Books, 2014).
1 – How did your first book or chapbook change your life?
It made me realize that publishing a book was not going to magically fix my issues and illustrated how fixated I was on that idea. It was, in short, the most anti-climactic experience of my life.
How does your most recent work compare to your previous?
I don’t know, I don’t compare my work to my work.
How does it feel different?
I used different words….I’m not sure I understand this question.
2 – How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I had amassed more poetry than fiction or non-fiction to begin submitting to publishers.
3 – How long does it take to start any particular writing project?
It depends on the project. Sometimes years, sometimes instantaneously.
Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process?
The initial writing, once I am able to sit down to it, often comes quickly but reshaping and editing and finalizing can take years.
Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
It depends on the pieces. I enjoy unwriting my work as much as I do writing it, I will create dozens of iterations of the same poems and pieces and rearrange them ceaselessly until someone forces me to publish.
4 – Where does a poem usually begin for you?
At the first line? I don’t understand this question.
Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
My first book was an “everything and the kitchen sink” where I threw all the pieces I had into a book shape, the others are intentionally books from the beginning.
5 – Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process?
I cannot for the life of me figure out what readings have to do with writing books. I am terrified of public speaking and have weak throat muscles and therefore, weak vocal cords. Public readings are torture. Exercises in humiliation. And have, until the pandemic, usually taken place in spaces that were inaccessible to me.
Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
I find them excruciating.
6 – Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing?
I am often writing in response to other disabled poets. I read a lot of disability theory and works by Buddhists so some of that probably makes it into the work.
What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work?
None. I have no answers and am continually trying to unlearn what I think I do know.
What do you even think the current questions are?
I have no idea what other people wonder about.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture?
I try to avoid larger culture, it’s boring and bad for my health.
Does s/he even have one?
Entirely up to the individual.
What do you think the role of the writer should be?
Whatever they think it should be.
8 – Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I’ve done it so rarely that it’s still novel.
9 – What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
I like a lot of the Buddhist lojong slogans. Maintain an awareness of the preciousness of human life, be aware of the reality that death comes for everyone, be grateful to everyone, don’t expect applause.
10 – What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one?
I can’t keep a writing routine because my health fluctuates so much that I try to live moment by moment as much as possible.
How does a typical day (for you) begin?
Between 4 and 6 a.m. with pain.
11 – When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
Fortunately I have not experienced this yet.
12 – What fragrance reminds you of home?
What do we mean by home?
13 – David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
I don’t understand what McFadden meant. Everything I experience makes it into the work in some fashion. Cartoons, miniatures, collages, squirrels and blue jays, clouds, cardboard boxes, Victorian medical tracts, nursery rhymes, commercial jingles from the 70’s, prescription medication instructions, yoga teachings, meditation insights, moss and mycelium, comic books, horror movies, geology, gardening, breathing…
14 – What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
Pema Chodron, Thich Nhat Hanh, the Dalai Lama, Brene Brown, Alan Watts, Diana Beresford-Kroeger, Robin Wall Kimmerer, Lewis Carroll, Alan Moore, Douglas Adams.
15 – What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
Die.
16 – If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be?
Is this a legit occupation? Suck it, accountants!
Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
I’ve never felt as though I had a choice in the matter.
17 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I literally can’t do anything else. I can barely do this.
18 – What was the last great book you read?
I so rarely read books I would qualify as “great”. Why Buddhism is True by Robert Wright is a good one, though.
What was the last great film?
The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (the 1947 original, not the rubbish remake with whatshisname).
19 – What are you currently working on?
Too many things! Myself most of all.
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Thursday, January 02, 2020
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Francine Cunningham
Francine Cunningham is a Canadian Indigenous
writer, artist and educator. Her creative non-fiction has appeared in The Malahat Review, the anthologies Boobs: Women Explore What It Means to Have Breasts (Caitlin Press) and Best Canadian Essays 2017 (Tightrope Books), and was longlisted for the 2018 Edna
Staebler Personal Essay. Her fiction and poetry have appeared in Grain as the winner of the Short Grain Writing Contest in 2018, The Puritan, Joyland, Echolocation, The
Maynard and
more. She is a graduate of the UBC Creative Writing MFA program, winner of the
2019 Indigenous Voices Award for unpublished prose, winner of The Hnatyshyn
Foundation’s REVEAL Indigenous Art Award, and a recipient of Telus’ 2017
STORYHIVE web series grant. On/Me is her first book. www.francinecunningham.ca
1 - How did
your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel
different?
So far I haven’t noticed any change from this first
book other than knowing that a whole bunch of strangers are gonna know my
stories. That’s been kind of a trip to think about so I try not to.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I actually can’t remember what I started to write
first. As a kid I loved writing fiction stories and making books, drawn covers
and all. I also have many journals filled with teenage poetry. I kinda always
knew though that my first book into the world would be poetry. Poetry is where
my heart lives, where my story lives, its where I process the world.
I am hoping my second book into the world is short
fiction, and then a YA novel I’ve been revising for years but am finally ready
to let go of.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Starting is super easy for me; I have more ideas than
I could ever write. Follow through and not getting bored with an idea and
abandoning it is the trick for me. Honestly I need to revise over a period of
years. I need distance to see the truth of the work. There have been a few
short stories though that are basically exactly as written on the first spark.
Those are typically heavy voice driven work that comes out of places I don’t
even know are inside of me. I have a few stories that came out in like an hour
and scare me because the voice is so dark. But I am just going with it,
trusting my subconscious.
I do feel that with some stories I work on them in my
head for years before I write them down so those always feel more or less
complete as I’m writing them, those stories though typically come out as poems
and my nonfiction.
4 - Where does a poem or work of prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
4 - Where does a poem or work of prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
I am working on a book from the beginning type of
writer. I need to see the whole of it or I get antsy. I don’t mean necessarily
like a full blueprint but I need to know the general shape. So for this book I
knew it was going to function as a kind of ‘Encyclopaedia of Fran’ from the
beginning so I started with themes of poems like mental illness, grief,
identity and from there I was able to write accordingly. If it’s just all wide
and open I get stalled. I need planning. I currently have full outlines for
many novels I’ll probably never write; I just really like the world building
part of writing. But by doing a full outline and then leaving it for six months
it lets me see if it’s actually a good idea or maybe something I just tuck
away.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
Public readings are something I don’t have a ton of
experience with. I have done them but I get a lot of anxiety before a reading
so I stopped for a while because I didn’t have any coping mechanisms to deal
with the fear but I am currently trying to learn ways to get through. I started
a podcast actually as a way to practice public speaking, I know that its not
technically ‘public’ because I am alone with a microphone but for me the fear
was always cantered around saying something ‘wrong’ and having that be recorded
or remembered forever so me having a podcast that could in theory live on the
internet forever has been good exposure.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
One of the things I like exploring is choice. I
believe that the only thing we take with us to the next life is the choices we
make. I am endlessly fascinated on the why of humans. Where does the root of a
choice start? Because a lot of the time its so deep inside of us that unless we
take the time to really follow the root we’ll never find the seed but when you
do find the seed it can be explosive.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
Honestly
I think about this all the time. Welcome to my existential nightmares. And for
as much as I think about it I have no answers. Except that storytellers are
essential to the fabric of humanity. We’ve always been here. We will always be
here.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I quite enjoy it actually. Someone who is wholly
dedicated to making my work better, sign me up!
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
Early
into my writing life I was sitting at an Indigenous writers conference, it was
one of the first I believe, and Lee Maracle got on the stage and she spoke to
us. And one of the things she said was something I always felt but could never
articulate, and it’s really the way I have set my life up now. The teaching she
gave us was that we must live by the one hand up one hand down teaching.
Meaning as we climb the ladder, we must always have one hand down pulling up
the youth behind us. For me that is how I always want to live my life. I
currently spend about half my year working with Indigenous youth teaching
writing and visual art. It gives my life joy. And the more youth I can bring
with me as I continue writing the more they can bring and so on and so on.
There’s no limit to how many of us can rise, which is something I try to teach
to. I feel like in some artistic fields that is the attitude, that there’s a
limited amount of spots, but it’s not true. The more Indigenous voices I see on
the shelf the more happiness I feel.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to fiction to creative non-fiction)? What do you see as the appeal?
I love writing in as many genres as I can. It’s what
makes writing so fun and exciting. If I had to only pick one….well I’d just
secretly still write in all of them. I have so many different voices in my head
and they are all suited to different genres. My short story voice is very
character driven and so far has a dark bent to it. My novel voice is more long
winded with a more lyrical bent to it. My poetry is me, my story, in my voice.
My creative non-fiction is my analytical overthinking voice. Or maybe this is
just me overthinking it.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I don’t keep a routine. The past few years of my life
have been travel heavy for work so I wake up in different places and I just
write when I can during the day. I do try and write every day, even if it’s
just in the notes section of my phone. I use to believe that I needed a fixed
routine and that I was a failure of a writer because I couldn’t ever seem to
get it nailed down but its just not how I work. I do tend to do my long
stretches of writing after dark when everything is quiet and its dark out.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I’m always working on more that one project and in
more than one medium. So for example if my writing isn’t working I’ll put it
aside and work on my painting and when that stops being fun I’ll pick up my
beading or my soap making or an endless list. I try to work on more than one
art form a day so I never get bored. That’s the only way my brain works. I also
find that when I am working on something with my hands like painting my brain
is busy away figuring out the problem with my characters and I’ll suddenly just
get what needs to done so I’ll switch back to my desk with my computer on it
and keep writing. It keeps life interesting. I should say with this system
though nothing gets done fast as there also ‘on the go projects’.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
I moved around a bunch as a kid so I don’t have a
scent from my childhood home or anything but one place in my life that stayed
consistent and still would be kokum’s sewing room which always smelled like
smoked hide. The smell of a deer hide brings me right back to their trailer and
the feeling of family.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
The natural world is endless influence. It’s the most
beautiful and expressive force that exists.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
Have you read Leanne Betasamosake Simpson’s This Accident of Being Lost or Tracy
Lindberg’s Birdie? Those books lifted me up and showed me what I
could do with my writing. They opened the door for me to be able to write how
and what I wanted.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I’d like to travel outside of Canada more, talk to
people who haven’t lived here, listen to stories. I also have a life to-do list
that I wrote when I was a kid and I’ve been lucky enough to check some stuff
off like publish a book, but two that I’d really like to do are host a TV show
on APTN and be the voice of a beloved cartoon character. Kid Fran was very
specific of her dreams.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
I recently asked myself if ‘I got a chance for a re-do
life, while still keeping the memories from this one, what would I do? My
answer is to be someone who studies viruses and diseases. I find that whole
field of study fascinating. Like I’d love to be someone who tracks the progress
of a disease as it’s threatening the human race. But I’m not super into math so
really; I’d probably still have become an artist.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I started off in acting school, dreaming of being a
world famous actress, but then realized it was more fun to be the director, you
got to decide everything, but then I realized its actually more fun to be the
writer, because you get to actually
decide everything, all the world building is on you. And I love world building.
I also love being in charge.
But the why? Because I always have just done art, it’s
the thing that comes the most naturally to me, the thing I don’t have to
struggle with like I do with stuff like science. Creating is the thing that
gets me hyped up. I can’t not do it.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
I am thinking of trying my hand at writing a mystery
YA novel in the new year so I have been reading a ton of thriller, mystery,
detective novels right now. And I gotta tell you its been great! Such a fun
genre. I am currently reading my way through the alphabet mystery novels by Sue
Grafton. I read a bunch when I was younger but I am going through the whole
series again.
As for the screen, honestly I have been bingeing
American Horror Story. It’s the fall and so I must scare myself as much as
possible. And I love that show. That’s one writers room I’d love to sit in on.
20 - What are you currently working on?
20 - What are you currently working on?
I am
finishing up my second poetry collection tentatively titled Postdated. I have a short story collection finished called God Isn’t Here Today that I am sending
out to publishers and I have my YA novel Teenage
Asylum’s that I am finally ready to let go and send out.
Wednesday, February 20, 2019
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Lisa Richter
Lisa Richter [photo credit: Matthew Burpee Photography] is the author of a
full-length collection of poetry, Closer to Where We Began (Tightrope Books, 2017) and a chapbook, Intertextual (pooka press, 2010). Her
poems have appeared in several journals, including The Malahat Review, CV2, Literary Review of Canada, Canthius, Crab
Creek Review, and The Puritan,
and in two anthologies, Voices for
Diversity and Social Justice: A Literary Education Anthology (Routlege,
2015), and Jack Layton: Art in Action (Quattro
Books, 2013). She was longlisted for the CBC Poetry Prize in 2015, and won
first place in CV2’s annual 2-Day
Poem Contest in 2017. She lives, writes, and teaches English as a second
language in Toronto. www.lisarichter.org.
1 - How did your first book or chapbook
change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How
does it feel different?
For many years, I
dreamed of publishing a book of poetry. It was on my to-do list for years, but
I couldn’t really conceive of where to begin. Although I started seriously writing
and publishing poems at the age of 20, while I was a student at McGill in the
90s, it wasn’t until I reached the age of 40 (in 2017) that I published my
first collection of poetry, Closer to
Where We Began, with Tightrope Books. It was a life-changing experience for
me: the process of writing of the book itself, collecting the poems I’d
published over the years, writing new ones, and drastically
editing/revising/rewriting. Then, to finally have a manuscript in my hands,
which turned into a book (with cover art by my incredibly multi-talented artist
mother, Janice Colman, I have to mention). It made me feel as though I had
“arrived,” so to speak. Launching Closer was
one of the proudest moments of my life, followed by a whirlwind of readings,
both in Toronto and outside Toronto (Montreal, New York, Vancouver, Salt Spring
Island, and Victoria). This gave me the chance to connect with fellow authors
and readers in an entirely new and exciting way.
Another unintended, and much more personal consequence of publishing my book was that it connected me to my father before he died. It was the first book of poetry he’d ever read, and his main criticism was that it wasn’t long enough, and he wanted to read more. If there’s a higher compliment than that, I can’t think of one. It also speaks volumes about the kind of person that my father was, that he loved my poems, even the ones about our complicated relationship that must have been extremely hard for him to read. They prompted honest, heartfelt conversations about events that took place almost thirty years ago, for which I’ll be forever grateful.
Another unintended, and much more personal consequence of publishing my book was that it connected me to my father before he died. It was the first book of poetry he’d ever read, and his main criticism was that it wasn’t long enough, and he wanted to read more. If there’s a higher compliment than that, I can’t think of one. It also speaks volumes about the kind of person that my father was, that he loved my poems, even the ones about our complicated relationship that must have been extremely hard for him to read. They prompted honest, heartfelt conversations about events that took place almost thirty years ago, for which I’ll be forever grateful.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as
opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I started writing
stories and poems as a child, but it was probably in my adolescence that I
became serious about poetry. It was my love of The Doors, of all things, that I
think really led me to poetry. The biopic with Val Kilmer came out around this
time, which brought Jim Morrison’s writing into the public eye again. Somehow I
got my hands on a copy of Wilderness: The Lost Writings of Jim Morrison, and I was hooked. I had never read writing
like his before, wild and exuberant and sexual and psychedelic, and that in
term led me to exploring other writers of his generation, and the generation
before him. In school, we were reading Edgar Allan Poe, William Blake and
Shakespeare, which inspired my imagination as well, but Morrison’s work opened
a gateway for me in terms of writing in free verse, and the potential of modern
poetry. I started writing more and more of my own poems and read other poets,
Margaret Atwood, Allen Ginsberg, and e.e. cummings, who had major influences on
me as well. By the age of eighteen, I had a fifty-page poetry manuscript that I
wanted to publish (but thankfully, never did – I almost got sucked into
publishing with a vanity press). It was at McGill in the mid-90s, where I
majored in English, that I studied Canadian poetry with Robert Lecker and took
a year-long, extra-curricular poetry workshop with Professor Brian Trehearne.
Montreal in the 90s was a great place to live – my parents had grown up there,
and I had a strong connection to the place from my childhood, as well as an
adult. Living there inspired me, too. It was there that I finally met people
who shared my passion, and had my first real introduction to contemporary
Canadian poetry.
3 - How long does it take to start any
particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it
a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or
does your work come out of copious notes?
I don’t really
think in terms of projects, with one notable exception: my first book was
preceded by a chapbook, Intertextual, sprung
from a series of found poems based on text messages, which the editor of a
journal (One Cool Word) heard me
reading, and asked me to submit. I did, and they were published shortly
afterwards. Within a few months, I had expanded that series of poems into a
chapbook manuscript, which was published not long afterwards by Pooka Press.
Closer to Where We Began was the culmination of two decades of
writing. There are a few poems in it that are unusually close to their first
drafts, but what I like about poetry as an art form is that the work is easily
malleable, revisable, and can be rewritten from the ground up. It’s much harder
to do this with a painting or a sculpture.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for
you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger
project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
Increasingly, my
poems begin with writing prompts, either that I give myself, that I get in
workshops that I take online at The Poetry Barn or in person (with great local
poets such as Robin Richardson, Stuart Ross and Hoa Nguyen). Sometimes I find
prompts in books like Kim Addonizio’s Ordinary Genius. Still, poems generally begin for me with the act of reading poetry.
A jaw-dropping poem can inspire me almost instantaneously, but what I’ve found
is that you can’t rely on the Muse to always be there for you when you need
her. Sometimes you just have to roll up your sleeves and get down to work,
whether the Muse is there or not, to paraphrase Tom Robbins. That’s why I like
giving myself constraints, experimenting with form, or trying new prompts, as a
means of tricking myself into writing. Another important piece of my creative
work is that I’ve been keeping a journal since I was eight years old. I write
in it almost daily. Whereas a lot of my first drafts are written on my laptop
these days, writing by hand in my hardcover journals is a meditative, centering
practice from which, I’m convinced, all my creative work spring.
5 - Are public readings part of or
counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing
readings?
I don’t know if
they’re part of my creative process, but I love doing readings. Poetry is meant
to be read out loud, and I try to always remind myself of that, and improve my
reading technique. I have a background in theatre, which I bring to my work as
an ESL teacher, and I think has helped me a lot feeling comfortable onstage in
front of an audience.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns
behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your
work? What do you even think the current questions are?
I don’t
necessarily think in terms of theoretical concerns, and I think, if I’m doing
my job, after writing a poem, I’ll have more questions than answers. I don’t
think writing a poem is about finding resolution, so much as exploring various
ways to find it, and remaining in a state of mystery, of not-knowing. But if I
had to pin down one overarching question that I’m trying to answer with my
work, it would probably be: “How do I cope with, or begin to make sense of,
whatever bizarre, beautiful, heartbreaking, or inscrutable thing has happened
to me, or is currently happening to me/my loved ones/my community/the planet
right now?”
7 – What do you see the current role of
the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think
the role of the writer should be?
There’s been a
lot of disagreement on this point, whether writers have a social responsibility
or should be artists for art’s sake. As a poet, I think my role is to keep
writing poems, even though it’s hardly the most lucrative job in the world, and
causes a great deal more grief than it does satisfaction (if you’re doing it
right). There’s a reason that poems are read at weddings and funerals, at
presidential inaugurations and on other milestone life occasions: poems are
both products and articulations of what we value most as a culture. They can be
calls to action, or they can be assertions of the primacy of lived experience,
which I believe is a political act in itself. As the poet Matthew Zapruder puts
it so eloquently in his recent book, Why Poetry, poetry “trains us in a radical kind of empathy that is maybe what’s
missing in our culture more than anything.” I believe poems are important, that
by bringing them into existence, we can and do change the world. Poems do
things with the language that the language wants to do, so the very least we as
poets can do is to provide containers for language to shape-shift into.
8 - Do you find the process of working
with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
It can be
difficult at times, but I think for any writer, it’s absolutely essential.
Nothing should be avoided because it’s difficult. I’ve been tremendously
fortunate to work with some great editors, most notably, the editor of my book,
Jacob Scheier. Jacob happens to be a good friend of mine as well, and we worked
well together. I chose him as my editor because I was a longtime admirer of his
work, and felt that we were really on the same page in terms of our aesthetics,
and he really “got” what I was trying to do with poetry. He was a terrific
editor, extremely insightful and thorough, and challenged me to rewrite several
key poems in my collection, or scrap them entirely. I ended up doing a little
of both, and I know I am a better poet for it.
9 - What is the best piece of advice
you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
There was a
self-help poster that I saw several years ago. Normally not my thing, but I
liked this one. It said, “View your life with kindsight. Stop beating yourself up about things from your past.
Instead of slapping your forehead and asking yourself, ‘What was I thinking?’,
ask yourself the kinder question, ‘What was I learning’?” I know it’s hokey,
but I like the idea of being kind and compassionate to oneself. It’s something
I’m still working on. Another really valuable piece of advice that I got was
from my mother, before I published my book. She was mainly speaking about
herself, and from personal experience, but she said, “Don’t wait until you’re
fucking sixty.” Do the work. Do it now. I think this applies to older as well
as younger writers.
10 - What kind of writing routine do you
tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I don’t really
have a set routine, because my work schedule tends to fluctuate. For several
years now, though, I’ve been more of a morning writer, first thing when I wake
up and drink my coffee, though I sneak writing time in on my commute to work,
if I can manage to get a seat on the bus or streetcar. At the end of my
teaching day, I’m usually exhausted, mentally and physically, and find it hard
to get creative work done, so that’s when I focus more on the practical side of
writing – working on grant applications, revising poems, submitting poems, etc.
Somewhere amidst all that, I find time to relax and eat dinner with my husband,
play guitar together, or watch a show to relax. I always read before bed, and
keep a dangerously high stack of books on my night table that will probably kill
me if there’s ever an earthquake.
11 - When your writing gets stalled,
where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
When my writing gets stalled, it’s usually an indication
that I’ve become too engrossed in it, too close to it to be able to see it
objectively, and I need to take a step back. What that usually means is that I
need to get out of my head and back into my body, take a walk, go dancing,
stretch, cook a meal, go to a museum or gallery, go to a reading and hear other
poets. In short, I need to shake it off. A lot of times, getting stalled is
about stubbornly trying to force something that can’t be forced. Your readers
will know, you’re not fooling anyone. Putting something aside and working on
something else, reading a chapter of a novel or listening to a podcast, can
trigger new connections and pathways forward that you previously hadn’t thought
of. Other times, when I get stuck, I think it’s because I’m not writing for the
right reasons. Finishing a piece becomes a chore, something I’m doing because I
said I was going to do it, not because it invigorates me. As hard as it is,
sometimes you need to come to a piece of writing with fresh eyes and say, “This
isn’t working. What do I really want
to write about, that I’ve been avoiding, or afraid to?” That’s usually where
the most powerful, potent work lies. That nagging sensation that the work won’t
leave you alone until you write it is usually a good sign that you’re on the
right track.
12 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
My mother’s matzo ball soup (with lots of fresh dill).
Lilacs (which my father loved). The smell of used bookstores and old library
books. Sandalwood incense (I burned a lot of it in my teens and twenties).
13 - David W. McFadden once said that
books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work,
whether nature, music, science or visual art?
All of the above.
The natural world and the landscapes I’ve travelled, mountains, deserts,
oceans, as well as cityscapes and urban architecture, have a way of finding
their way into my poems. In terms of visual art, I am most inspired by the work
of Marc Chagall, Frida Kahlo, Gustav Klimt, Matisse, Van Gogh. I have been
writing ekphrastic poetry (poetry inspired by, or responding to, visual art)
since my teenage years, inspired by paintings in my bedroom. My most enduring
love, in terms of music, is soul and Motown, with my favourite artist of all
time being Nina Simone, whose aching vocals, passion and anger and fire I find
both devastating and enriching every time I listen. There’s an emotional
honesty and humility beneath her ferocity and bravado that I find deeply
compelling. Other interests, obsessions and influences, off the top of my head,
include evolution, anthropology, social justice, mythology, feminism, travel.
14 - What other writers or writings are
important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
There have been
many, too many to name, but if I had to limit it to ten, I would say: Milan Kundera, Anais Nin, Sharon Olds, Pablo Neruda, Haruki Murakami, e.e. cummings,
Alice Munro, Adrienne Rich, Barbara Kingsolver, and Allen Ginsberg.
15 - What would you like to do that you
haven't yet done?
Learn how to
drive. Write a novel (I know, everyone says that). Travel to places I’ve never
seen before, but have always been fascinated by: Italy, Spain, Greece, and
Portugal have a special fascination for me, but I’d love to go back to France
and spend time in the south. Make my own clothes and raise vegetables (probably
in a community garden). Learn how to live more sustainably. Become fully and
completely, authentically, myself.
16 - If you could pick any other
occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you
would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
I’ve been
teaching ESL at private language schools for most of my adult life, so long
that it’s hard imagine doing anything else for a living. I meet a lot of people
who tell me, “I taught ESL for a year in Korea after I graduated,” for a lot of
people, it’s seen as a stepping stone or intermediary job to something else. I
started teaching when I was living overseas in Israel, almost two decades ago,
and I found that I liked it and good at it, so I got my TESL certificate when I
eventually returned to Canada, and have been doing it ever since. I could have
easily given up writing when I started working as a teacher full-time, because
it’s hard to do both, when teaching takes up so much mental, physical, and
emotional energy, but somehow I’ve managed to continue. Other than that, I can
see myself being a good “character actor,” a vaudevillian burlesque performer,
modern dancer, or art historian.
17 - What made you write, as opposed to
doing something else?
Probably a
combination of reading too much, being “weird” and not fitting in with the
other kids at school (see reading too much), and not having the Internet or
social media as a distraction.
18 - What was the last great book you
read? What was the last great film?
I just finished How to Write an Autobiographical Novel by Alexander Chee (shout out to fellow poet Sarah Pinder for passing it along to
me). In his witty and poignant essays, Chee dispenses valuable advice on life
and on writing, for instance: “I know untalented people who did become writers,
and who write exceptionally well. You can have talent, but if you cannot
endure, if you cannot learn to work, and learn to work against your own worst
tendencies and prejudices, if you cannot take the criticism of strangers, or
the uncertainty, then you will not become a writer.” As for film, I recently
watched the documentary Won’t You Be My Neighbor, about the life and career of Fred Rogers, which I enjoyed so much
(and cried over). On a completely different note, I also just finished watching
the new Netflix series Russian Doll with
Natasha Lyonne. It might be too dark for some, but I thought it was
fascinating, ingenious and big-hearted; it felt like more a full-length film or
a novel than a series to me. The show also felt close to home to me, with its
New York Jewish sensibility.
19 - What are you currently working on?
I
am hard at work on my next (as yet untitled) collection of poems, in which I’m
exploring the themes of fortune and misfortune, and their potential to both
inform/transform experiences of grief, loss, and love. I’ve been experimenting
a lot with form, using dream sequences, elements of magical realism or
surrealism, and inspired by lesser-known women in Greek mythology. The book
picks up thematically, and in subject matter, where Closer to Where We Began leaves off, but this time, I’m trying to
take more risks, be more thoughtful about blurring the lines between the lyric
and narrative modes, and challenge myself to approach the poem in new,
unconventional ways. I still have a long way to go, and am in the process of
understanding how my new poems speak to each other and correlate. Where I’ll
end up, of course, is a mystery to me, which when you think about it, is as it
should be.
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Lisa Richter,
Pooka Press,
Tightrope Books
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