completed the last assignment. good bye year1sem1.
wow, you have been real fast.

some friends are keepers.

i miss C02. i felt that i was in a girls school and school was really fun with them around. hahas i think we made julie more girl too.

am excited about my well-deserved two weeks break before work starts. lamlam! will you miss me you wont see me for THREE MONTHS! hahas. i am considering reviving my facebook, but im really not sure if i really should. i really cannot stand upkeeping it and all and it's too "open" for my privacy preference, but i realised that the best way to keep in contact with friends is really it. but FB is addictive! still considering. HAHA.

hi julie

I duno when you'll see this.=)

1. Hi julie, I've gone home, slept, woke up, going to school now, and will come home, and you'll still be on the plane. It's a good thing you don't have 1.5hrs bladder.
2. Hello readings, be nice to my julie because she hasn't finish her readings
3. deb says Even though it's easier to say 'huh', but it's only right to say 'i beg your pardon' there. Your 'arbo then' will be met with 'i beg your pardon'
4. Please learn how to hug people properly there. When they kiss u (politely) please don't akido them.
5. Oh, remember resumes for deb=)
6. If u meet a guy, SKYPE ME&QUEK. we assess him for you!
7. When u come back, we'll hold a banner, being whistles and poppers.
8. Dear God, please watch over my dear friend even as she begins an entirely new phase of life in UK. I thank You for having blessed me with our friendship. I pray that you will keep her safe, healthy, wise in her actions and words and I pray that you will surround her with people whom she can trust and depend on, friends whom blesses her in the same way she has blessed us.
9. smile more please. Ur default face abit unconvincing that u're a warm and humorous person.
10. Take care julie. Be strong, stay true.

=) all the best in your new journey. Though we can't be there mugging and rushing late nights with you, know that we're cheering on for you here. 加油!

remember.

remember http://rememberflurry.blogspot.com/search?q=project+oritz


remember.
the day where we all wrote our wishes. and julie wrote "get accepted into UK". that was in january. now, its september.

congratulations for your wish come true=) i truly truly rejoice for you my dear friend. but you're leaving tmr, truly time flies.

i am going to miss you alot alot. in the three years, you've become a precious friend whom i've come to appreciate, you have taught me so much to become a better, stronger person. you were a friend i know i can rely on, someone whom i can have "intellectual conversations" with, and truly hearttalks. while i was always on the intuitive-emotional side, you gave the objective-realistic view. and you know my secret habits (like my shower one HAHAH) and my clumsy moments. lol. you were someone i could keep quiet and not talk but still feel comfortable around (though i traumatised you on day one), and I will miss the talks over macdonald fries and your readiness to accompany me to any random place at random timings. and i will miss your random moments/conversations that can cause me to burst into laughters and I promise you i will remain calm should you surprise me one day on SKYPE one of your "what if i" scenerios.

JULIEEEEEEEEEE will you miss me nort! no more me to help you make sense of your essay, or me who goes "my dear julie" when you make mistakes, or me springing my random hugs on you. HO PEI'EN! 我会想你的！ dont you forget me! five years/eight years.. i dont care you must fly back to attend our weddings and sing the song for me=D dont care deborah and her webcam plan. andand i'll start saving to visit you!

lol. i really dont like goodbyes.

#405

remind me Lord, why and what am I doing all these for.
I feel myself on the verge of giving up again.
I can't see the purpose, I can't see the reason.
.
.
Convenient friends.
true friends.
Thoughts.

BUSMATE! when you and me still had long hair! HAHAH=)
now i miss my hair.

should i keep mine long or short?
HMM. tell me!

zoomz.

Zoomz.
two more weeks to the end of school.

what school has been about?
PLAY. (module la).

Creating a play character and its environment. here's our mutated hawaiian-singaporean spongebob (plus mickey,hi5,pooh,tweety) and patrick (looks like banana i know).
block play and assignments LOH. so what did we do for assignment.a whole lot of hardwork.

I love our outdoor area=) every little fine details like the tap and all. love my easel and liting,huiying and haz's basin. and all these all ended up.. in the bin. that's the thing with assignments. you put in lots of effort and time.. then.. when its over. to the bin they go. OWELL. at least they were good while they lasted=)
and gave us lots of fun! duck from waterplay and pillow from reading corner.

my plant from delineation for maths&sci corner
. tyres from outdoor!



and my awesome team!




Shelby's name tag on her bag dont it look like a girl sitting down and a guy standing up? im so creative i know=)

BOO! pinnochio! =)

speaking of which. deon has this fascinating ability to look like many things like..a kangaroo. theodore. bear.
=) niceee

great is thy faithfulness.
great is thy faithfulness.

what am I thinking of?
1. My bowl of warm homecooked soup waiting for me at home.
2. The little goodbye hugs from my precious little ones.
3. A future puppy which I'll name ponyo
4. I miss my little ones. When will I get to see them again. They got adorable voices speak adorable things and smile adorable smiles.
5. Maybe I should get a new earphones
6. *sniff sniff* =)

weekends starts tmr for me!

think of a four-letter word. What did you first think of?



love, apparently is the most common word, according to researches.

Today's daily bread:

love is an attitude, love is a prayer
for someone in sorrow, a heart in despair;
love is good will for the gain of another,
love suffers long with the fault of a brother

friday night.
crab.food.mac.
each of us, different paths.
friendship.
days of fun. C02.

draw me close

draw me close to You, never let me go,
i lay it all down again, to hear You say that I'm your friend

You are my desire, no one else will do
cause no one else can take Your place
to feel the warmth of Your embrace
help me find a way, bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I ever needed
You're all I want
help me know You are near

time.

when time passes, what does it leave us with?

I was just thinking, how time passes. Last night talking to an old friend, we realised that the units guys will be ord-ing soon, in fact baoxiang and Dallas would be in nov and dec. In the blink of an eye, two years has almost gone by.

In the blink of an eye, graduation was four years ago.
In the blink of an eye, three years has gone.

Very soon, five years will fly by.
Five years, the thought of it is already full of uncertainties. In five years, what would we have accomplished? How many regrets would we have left behind?
In five years, I will complete my bond for my scholarship. Julie will be back with her UK accent. Deborah would have set up her secret business plan. Quek will be an accomplished local fashion designer. Jess will be a specialist in special needs. Friends will be in love, and maybe maybe, I will be attending several weddings, like Macy's. =)

In five years time, what will time leave with me?
Will you still be with me?

some friends are keepers.

you see, somewhere down the line, the parallel paths that we used to walk will eventually diverse into the many separate paths that we will take. And now, we are all standing at this crossroad, watching each other move on about our each ways. perhaps down the lines, we'll reach our different dreams. Perhaps some time, we become stagnant and even lose sight of our way. But whenever we trace back our steps in our memories, we'll remember the friends we left behind at the crossroad. And then we realise that we are not that alone anymore. The paths may take us to different places, but our memories are still together. And our fears, will gradually disappear.

I wrap myself with familarity.
Today, I indulged myself with full comfort being with precious friends over a delicious meal. Right now, we are all in different phases of our lives. Its weird knowing that we're no longer tracing on the same way anymore.. But it's inevitable. And I really wish for every single one of them to be able to find joy in the midst of transition.

Knowing that when you look back, we'll still be there=)

it's amazing how children have this amazing ability to make you feel that you haven't been gone long, and that they haven't forgotten how to love you as before. Everytime I see them, I remember why I am doing what i'm doing and loving now. I enjoy being surrounded by little interesting minds that contains great wonders and revelations. I love the small conversations that never fail to make me fall off my seat.

When I stepped into the room, every single one stared at me and for a moment I thought I was forgotten. Until one said 'ms neo!' and ran over to give a hug, and all of a sudden I'm almost tumbling over when every single ran over, enveloping me with hugs and 'ms neo!s'. And then all the commotion about 'look at my car!' 'i have a new water bottle' and new updates about the little things these little ones love. Ky has a new baby brother, S asked about me just the other day, A stopped biting her straw, EW bit his straw till it spoilt so he has a new bottle now, KY and EW has pockets in their shorts and K 'got pocket also but I don't know where' (there was none on his pants). And A has started speaking in understandable language and knock her head at home, S is speaking alot more and he remembers me=) T was shy and asked about me after I went upstairs. Because I missed them so much, I stayed till everyone went home, and every one of them gave me a goodbye hug, S hooked onto me refusing to get off my lap. Lol. It's amazing how these small ones in their own individual ways make you feel that it's all worth it.

Years down, I'll always look back at my first teaching experience at this centre, remember this grp of toddlers, remember the teachers I worked with, the helpers who love me, and parents who appreciate me.. And be thankful that God once placed me at such a wonderful place.

I love these babies. And I thank God for them. I pray that each of them will grow up loving God with the same innocent dependence on Him now, knowing that 'my God is so big, so strong and so mighty there's nothing my God cannot do' and that 'Jesus loves the little ones like me me me'=)

Yes, I love what I'm doing.