THREE DAYS!

so exciting! Three days and and freeeeeeee.. For a week.
So exciting! Not. Symposium tmr. Performance fri.
So exciting! My sis and I decided to give ourselves a good break to hatyai thailand next week!
So exciting! I'm gonna shop,eat,shop,eat because it's going to be cheap!

So exciting! There's no jam to school tdy.

two more weeks two more weeks come chant with me two more weeks two more weeks.

symposium.
drama.
WILL CONQUER YOU.

LAM huiqing.
HAPPY 20th! =)

finally friday at images of singapore with deb to do our "the Arts" assignment.
sleepy saturday with deb at arts centre watching a play to do the drama assignment.
school seems wee bit more exciting.

machine.improvisation.movement.concentration.choral reading.pantomime.appreciating painting. i am falling in love with the arts.

inclusion.inclusion.inclusion.symposium.

i dont want the new week to start.

OH MY TIAN.

i am sucha lousy friend. i did my work and i forgot to wish NICOLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=) okay technically its supposed to be happy belated birthday cause i did my work and missed smsing her just before midnight like i intended to=( my baddd.

i miss you friend!

Need a good long day in bed. I can sleep for 24hrs straight. With the end of the month drawing nearer and nearer, I don't know if I should look forward to the one-week break, or dread the number of things I would have to accomplish by then.

Like deb says, I think I'm passed the adaptation stage and I'm really learning alot more things than I did in my three years in diploma. Exclude the knowledge and information, these three weeks have opened my eyes to many things in life and society which I used to not notice or take for granted. It frustrates me, touched me, makes me want to advocate for these people, not just children.

I enjoy school, I just dread the amount of things we have to do. But you know what.. We're halfway through the intensive six weeks.

written last wed but i didnt publish:

How could I miss, Lord Your Lordship over all
I was so blind, that I fail to see
You were in control, of my every situation
I stand in awesome wonder

started the day feeling grouchy. But it's the surprises (I call it blessing from God in disguise) through the day that filled my heart with joy again=) I made new friends tdy with Sarah, yo, Nat and Amanda=) I really really thank God for them.

And Im superr happy that ana and yanling came down to visit us today! in fact i was so happy i cried. LOL seeing them reminded me sooo much about C02. im okay with my class now. just that it's different from the C02 feel.. i miss C02 so much. sweet ana and ling brought cereal to cheer us on too! so touched





add on.

its monday again. week four. by the end of this month, i will accomplish so much.

It's mid week.
Wednesday.
Wenesday blues.

I will be still and know You are God

Hide me now, under Your wings
cover me, within Your mighty hand
find rest my soul, in Christ alone
know His power, in quietness and trust.

Be still and know that I am God
- psalm 46:10


When words fail.

Here I am O God, I bring this sacrifice
my open heart, I offer up my life
I look to You Lord, Your love that never ends
restore me again

So I lift my eyes to You Lord
in Your strength will I break through Lord
touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fear
through the storm I will hold on Lord
and by faith I will hold on Lord
then I'll see beyond my Calvary one day
and I will be complete in You


Weekend's over again.

Thanks mark and Cheryl for giving me rides home from church. Really appreciate it=)

School is grossingly filled with frogs.

Brave hazel and not so brave me and liting survived through np at 10.45pm when the lights suddenly went off while we were in the midst of project at the convention centre many many tables area. Trying to cut through the pond to the atrium was horrifying.

Cutting across the pond..
Ting: frog!
AHHHH *runs back in opposite direction*

plucked our courage to walk to blk 56 instead.

At atrium.. I thought the lights were like the kind at my childcare that stays on.. The halfway while liting was drawing money, the lights went off! Haha thankful for toilet with sensor. then we tried to walk out to the gate thinking we're safe but nooo frog on pathway!

School is scary after 10.30pm

Sometimes I think ECH is like an endurance obstacle course. It's really how much stress and workload u can endure.. How many late nights u can take, how many tasks you can handle.. How fast you can complete the readings.. Keeping your brain alert even if you have lack of rest.. How late you can stay in school before you're totally drained out and have to go home to attend to the list of tasks waiting for you. Its keeping sane in the midst of insanity.

I woke up this morning feeling overwhelmed, thinking of the amount of things waiting for me to complete and the symposium we have to do before this month even end.

I tripped over nothingness and gave deb,ting,huiying, hazel a scare
I did devotions tdy, trying to find 'july' in my bible only to realised that I was supposed to be looking for the book of Matthew.
I tried to put coins into my pencil case.

3yrs diploma, I wonder why I'm letting myself go through this again.

I am not stressed. I am just overwhelmed.

and all this is for You.