i am so amazed by myself i actually slept through till 1pm look at what dip plus did to me HAHA=)
so, here i am supposed to be doing the essay for marketing but im still so sleepy plus unmotivated i'll start on it soon b4 julie kills me anw, random moments random captures from deb=)
and i have this sudden cravings for chocolates dark chocs and choc fondue... i love fondues=) so yah. since im lazy to leave my house to get a bar of chocs=) i decided to open my fridge to get my kinder surprise i love kinder surprise=)
Friday, August 29, 2008
it's the 365th.
it's teacher's day celebration today but i wasnt able to head back to unity due to dip plus so sad=( i miss unity so much. although most of the teachers are gone by now it is just being in that place with friends and it holds such precious memories from sec sch days i really grew up there. redcross.ccaleaders.2/8ters.4/9'06.f4.mgjsak.theladies.units. such sweet moments. of course, i was inspired by many many teachers and learnt alot from them and how could i forget the friends that we made with these teachers as well=)
so yups. dip plus was kinda boring and im really dreaming my time away. but its like at the end of each day we have to submit a presentation which is super stressful because we had like 1 hour to do research and placing into powerpoint and today we were give like 3 hours to do the marketing stuffs rushed. but im thankful for groupmates like julie, liting, yanling and qiuling=)
im too lazy to type more. i just cant wait for dip plus to end so that i can slack my days away=D
lol. i guess yus was right.. i guess the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
i wasn't expecting anything much, so i really duno why im feeling sad over it. i guess, i thought that it was different this time round but i guess i was wrong.
first day of dip plus was kinda boring. and super not productive 4 more days. it'll be fast soon soon=D
if this was all just a game, i want out. if it's not meant to be real, then leave me alone.
havent been online for a few days been busy busy everywhere and i realised that girls should really get themselves good shoes =D my high heels almost killed me so many times=(
SO yups! went for seoul garden with jolene, julie and deb on wed=D photos are all with deb =) hahas but it was really fun. shopped arnd and i finally got a dress from pandora box! happy~
i went down renci with YELYN=D on friday! sssooooo happy to see her=) and i miss that yelyn so much im really happy to see her after sooo long went to find uncle goh and played scrabble with him the three of us havent had a proper game since SO LONG AGO hahas. it was funny sus i kept getting really screwed tiles like the following okay. i duno why but i cant turn that photo to horizontal=(nvm, you can turn your head to see it but yups. as usual, uncle goh is the winner =D andandand after that me and yelyn wanted to go to the other renci to visit jinghua unfortunately it was raining so heavily and we didnt know exactly where the other renci was, so we got stuck at velocity hahas=) we sat at donut factory for awhile and it was funny because i recognised one of the workers as a guy from primary sch and i was telling yelyn initially she couldnt recognise him, and she said she dun rmb being in the same class as the guy, but it was impossible becus we have been in the same class since primary 3. lol =) but she finaly recalled=D so i guess thats how we somehow began talking about our primary school days =P hahas and she rmbed me with my two hairclips LOL i seriously cant rmb why i was so obsessed with clipping my hair that way XP and then we talked about manymany other things=) im really glad that we had the time to catch up and stuffs=) my veryveryvery good friend of 10years=)
so yups. saturday was rather eventful too had to do some urshering thingy for this childcare seminar which my lecturer sent me and julie initially was a lil sian becus we had to wear formal and stuffs plus wake up lk SUPER early but it was worth it afterwards =P we had to shift the goodie bags in trolley and handcarry (in our high heels) and then stand the entire time (in high heels) and run from one end to the other end (in high heels) and shift those duper heavy chairs (in high heels) so you can imagine how pain my toes were after that =(
its rare to wear formal and especially to wear the ngee ann blazer so me ang julie took lots of pic =D i think we were super zhi lian =P haha. BUT the best part was that after the seminar stuffs we were told that we are invited to have lunch at the ballroom and this was the menu=D kinda like the kind of formal dinner where you have many cutleries appetiser soup main course dessert the food were awesome=D and they made up for the pain in our toes=D hahas yups so we made frends with year 3 seniors=) and it was lk a OG reunion cus thoma and sarah were there (frm my year 1 OG)and wei han (julie's OG) was there as well we took group photos but i dun have them yet =P before we ended the day, hahas the toilet aunty was like laughing at us when we took this pic=P
sunday was at church=) b4 that had breakfast at yakun with aaron hahas=) service was really good and i really thank God for His presence it was so comforting to know that everything will be fine in the hands of God=) im so so blessed. and as we sang this song, i was reminded of the many times God was there when i feel so lonely, when i feel like giving up, when i feel so lost, i was reminded that i'm loved and i'm not alone, i was reminded how things were made right when they all go wrong, and i felt it so strong, felt God's comfort so strong, tears were running down from my face, and i felt so so.. touched.
How could I live without You How could I survive Without Your love Without Your touch You're the One that heals me And cleanses my heart And sets me free
Now i come right before You With my hands lifted up With my heart humbly bowed At Your work on the cross As You hang there and die You were paying the price For my life, For my life
For Your love is higher than the heavens Deeper than the seas And all I want is You in my life Noone else can satisfy my soul Can make me feel this way Only You Lord, only You
=) Psalm 108:4 For great is your love, higher than the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies.
they don't know how blessed they are to be able to hear your voice, see your smile, share your laughter. i wish i still could too. things like this are so real, but to me, its beyond what i can reach now. it's impossible isn't it. no matter how tempted, how much i desire to try again and again i know i've lost it and i can never have it back. unless, someday, you realise, that the only thing that had changed is you.
oh hip hip hurray! it's a happy happy day! EXAMS are O-V-E-R woohoo~ im SO happy i rewarded myself with SALMON=D muahahas i love salmon!
itbd was kinda screwed. dle was okay i guess=) but most importantly,im a happy girl today because year 2 sem 1 is OVERRRR my diploma plus is starting next week=( NVM. i shall enjoy happiness while it lasts=D hahas and whoever that "fluffy not flurry" on my tagboard is yups! worked hard for exam=) whoever you are, jiayou too!
mugged with aaron, michy and siulung(once)at batok mac and woodlands lib and michy's place. we're lk moving everywhere while we study. hahas random moments where we go crazy like "the tree of us" andandand i love it at pastamania where we got 27 for our orders! random products from overmugging and i love michy's "ipod" it's super cool okay. can bluetooth songs TO it and FROM it and its 4GB. super worth it=)
ANW, back to last week. went NDP with my mom cause dad only managed to get two tics this year picture summary=) happily sitting and taking photos when.. look at the darkdark clouds watching the parade made me miss redcross days sooo much NDP in unity sooo much and i just miss those full-U do footdrills and commanding days with yelyn flying things was trying to capture the moment the planes cross each other. but ended up pressing too fast and the planes look like they are colliding=P this is my fav=) i'll marry a guy who does this for me in the sky. LOL ;P pretty fireworks. okay, my camera skills are not that good XP lazy to upload more cus blogger takes forever to load the pics=P
shall come up with a list to do this hols=D hahs in the mean time, off to my BROWN SUGARRRR tata!
