monday tuesday

monday LA assignment2(individual), GI test
tuesday Visual Arts, speech test
wednesday clear CA project (ALMOST DONE)
thursday clear GI
friday CA project due, Do CA performance
saturday LA clear, clear GI?
SUNDAY REST
monday LA assignment 2, CA performance
tuesday GI, storytelling test


I SURVIVED!
YES.

LOL.
im immune to presentation already=.=

5th Feb FP assignment 2
15th Feb CD exam


cleared storytelling at last today.
whee.
this week is like the last week of school.
though we still have assignment due next week.
but AH!
im SO glad the past two weeks are O-V-E-R
yayness.

ytd was last LA tutorial with unshy shai=)
she really rocks LA tutorials.
thank God it's her tutorials after the 4 hr break..
if it's other lectures i'll be SO tempted to pon=(
ANW. we love shai so much, we made her a card.
after tutorials. we went out..
queue up in twos and went in again.
then we sang "the barney song"
i love you, you love me
we are one big family
andandand
i passed the card to her and
we ALMOST made her cry=D
LOL. then we cam whore again
MULTISHOTS!

lol. somehow C02 seems more bonded now=)

During GI today.. we presented the project look at macy and you'll know how cold GI tutorial room was..
*brr*
and i caught macy and jolene emo-ing sleeping wadever=) during Visual Arts today, philip showed us a video on Nick Vujicic.
this guy without hands and legs but he is indeed a great inspiration.
watching the video really brought tears to my eyes
i felt very very very touched by his strength
and veryvery touched by his words.
i realised.. that the strength has always been in me.

i'll find the strength.

for creative arts concert performance ytd we did a song=)
wrote the lyrics and a little melody
and macy helped me with the completion of the song=) loves=) and then we had the beautiful voices of the girls=)
and so, we managed to put up our performance and got full marks=D
THANKYOU GIRLS! julie,shikin,priya,nadiah,leonice,abidah,jess,siti,macy,melisa,jolene,deborah=D

presenting our song! (hope can load)
ps:stop the imeem song first=)

Can you hear the birds sing, merrily (hear birds singing)
Can you hear the wind blow, feel the breeze (we feel the breeze)
Can you hear the river, flowing slow (it's flowing slow)
Can you hear the nature, running free (we're running free)

Join us in this chorus, sing with me (come sing with me)
let us show you wonders, of the world (it's wonderful)
Join us in this chorus, clap with me (come clap with me)
bring you to the nature, to be free (we are all free)

I love when it's summer, to the beach (go to the beach)
I love when it's Autumn, falling leaves (red leaves falling)
I love when it's Winter, pure white snow (let's catch the snow)
I love when it's Spring time, new lives sing ( new lives will sing)

Join us in this chorus, clap with me
bring you to the nature, to be free

I feel the wind brushing against my cheeks.
somehow today
it felt less lonely.

sometimes.

monday LA assignment2(individual), GI test
tuesday Visual Arts, speech test
wednesday clear CA project (ALMOST DONE)
thursday clear GI
friday CA project due, Do CA performance
saturday LA clear, clear GI?
SUNDAY REST
monday LA assignment 2, CA performance
tuesday GI, storytelling test

tired.

just home from grandma's
kinda scary with everyone gathering there on a weekday.
everyone going down from school and work.
atmosphere was kinda tense.
i realli dun like it=(
please let her be alright.
i really hope she'll be fine.

deon's in NS now.
lol.. kinda weird somehow.
i duno how to say.. LOL
poser kor has become botak kor
i cant wait to see his botak head him in 2 weeks time!

i think it'll be even weird next year when the guys start entering army too.
=)

i need to clear my mind.
sort my thoughts.
that's when i hate it that i live in cck.
no place nice to go=(
any secret place to go? =)

which reminds me..
i still can't find kinder surprise..
LOL.
gel's kinder surprise from taiwan still sit in my fridge
i think i should like keep it in a display or something..
i think they stopped producing kinder surprises =,(


sometimes.
just sometimes.
i wish i can not be myself.
sometimes.
i just want to drift away.

it's alright

i feel sad.
i feel like crying.
i feel like running away.

i need to find my reason to breathe.

becus i said i wld.
i will keep my word for you.

thankyou for showing me the truth.


i don't want to do this again anymore.
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be

goodbye.

you know i hate goodbyes.

tuesday and wednesday

I'll wait here forever just to to see you smile
Cause it's true I am nothing without you

almost there.
one more week.

monday LA assignment2(individual), GI test
tuesday Visual Arts, speech test
wednesday clear CA project (ALMOST DONE)
thursday clear GI
friday CA project due, Do CA performance
saturday LA clear
SUNDAY REST
monday LA assignment 2, CA performance
tuesday GI, storytelling test

SPEECH IS O-V-E-R
WAHH. i tell you.. i was like ultra stressed doing that speech
ppl who noe me in sec sch days wld noe that i have "stage fright"
like even though im calm, my hand will tremble those kinda things
thank God it didnt quite happened. though my legs felt jelly.
but i FINISHED MY eeking speech! =D

next's week storytelling=(
i need all the luck in the world

anw
WE FINISHED VISUAL ARTS!
like finally
after all the time and effort
proudly presenting our masterpiece

hahas. macy deb me
and this is jess jo julie's

dorothy bao xian nicole's

i like the vibrant colours=D
and this is ana and the two hazels
qiuling, shelby, yanling and liting's

hahas. a few groups din take photo with their masterpieces
but this is like our mini gallery=)

LOL. look at all the camera"men"


AND THEN
i guess everyone felt relaxed having two stuffs off the mind
we started C02 cam whoring!



some random pics=)

i find this super cute lah!
jolene and THAT GUY is my lecturer.
HAHA.


and i got bullied


and macy and julie went crazy







my loves <3


hahas. then was lunch
jessica caught me doing something weird=(



i mean i found it cool =(
it's like taking a reflection of my own HP. hahas

see.
like reflection yah
but that's jess's phone lah..
if you can figure out what i mean=)

==+==
currently addicted to : Sum 41 With Me

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know
As I'd bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go

=)
im in love with this song!

today.
was a waste of time
i predicted that i wld overslp.
which i did=)
went in lecture at lk 8.40am
she just started revision=.=
which isnt very helpful
and lecture ended at 9.25.
utter waste of my time seriously.
i've given up listening in CD lecture
im gonna study on my own for the exams.

met someone on the bus today.
stood right beside me.
but u're just like the other passengers.
hello stranger friend

ALRIGHT
off to do my work.
ta ta!

OHOH. anyone noe where i can buy kinder surprise?
=( it seemed to have disappeared

Thoughts read are spoken forever in doubt
And pieces of memories fall to the ground

tiredd

just so tired.

so many things happened recently
i find it hard to concentrate
i hav too many things to cope with already
you're just one thing i have to learn to face.
but perhaps not now.
not yet.

every day i come home feeling drained
but realising that i have a whole pile of work waiting for me to complete
and force myself to do them
end up having bad headaches.

today.
stress like shit.
realised that the frigging projects that are due next friday
are actually due next monday and tuesday
that gives me SO LITTLE TIME.

monday LA assignment2(individual), GI test
tuesday Visual Arts, speech test
wednesday clear CA project
thursday clear GI
friday CA project due, Do CA performance
saturday LA clear
SUNDAY REST
monday LA assignment 2, CA performance
tuesday GI, storytelling test

lol. seriously
i nvr felt so rushed for projects before.
thanks to SOME lecturers=.=

ANYWAY
hang in there.
just eight more days
eight more days.
-nods-
we CAN and we WILL survive.
go girls=)

today was a long day.
8 to 6. -.-zZ
went to school in the morning
jam.
andandand..
i was so traumatised by this lady sitting beside me in the bus
she was flossing her teeth.
like ON the bus
BESIDE me.
ew.
i pretended not to look at her.. but from the corner of my eyes..
i see her floss *stops* floss *stop*
i mean im actualli surprised by the fact that she could use the same floss for sooo long.
XP

then had GI test
sat behind this certain someone..
that kinda.. =X me out.
i noe im evil.. but it's just something about her
or someway that she portrays herself that made me macy jolene jessica cant stand it.
i mean.. EVEN JULIE feels grossed out.
LOL. and today when we all saw her very unglam moment
i realised that actualli the other girls in my class cant stand her too =X
and i the funny thing is..
i realli dun understand why i dun like her =.=
there's just this THING about her.
OKAY. im so evil.
but i mean i sat directly behind her throughout the whole test
i realli cant help it XP

lol.
for a change, we went canteen 2 for lunch which was pretty empty as compared to canteen 1
we concluded that all the engineering guys prob decided to go canteen 1 for the BA girls =)
ate western
and the portion is SO SMALL
that me and julie actualli bought another food to share


see mummy julie giapping the noodle for me.
mine is the small bowl =(


LOL. and jolene said that my cookie monster looks as though he is eating my small bowl of noodle=) hahas O wells =)


OK. enough blogging.
time for me to do my projects =(
i have a no life life.
tata.



you said if im tired,
you will bring me faraway.
you promised.

homework makes me sick

lol=)

i've come to the conclusion that
thinking too much makes people sick

stomach flu was getting better.
then it got worst last night=(
must be that terrible terrifying essay. LOL

went to see the doc.
my medicine tablets are huge
and the blue one looks poisonous=X

im deprived of sleep.
my nemotic eyebags are back=,(
i need the panda thing, or teabags or cucumber
everyone is telling me ways to get rid of my nemotic eyebags=)

attachment tmr..
pleaseplease let me get well enough to chase after those kids.
=)

alrights. im heading off for my plain porridge diet food
and then to RE-do the LITERACY rich essay=.=
=,( i really tot we were supposed to do on print rich=(
and then hopefully i'll be able to do one of the lesson plans
wish me luck!

=X

just so so tired.

did an 800 word essay.
only to realised that it was done wrongly.
have to start all over.
sian.

i'll leave it till tmr.

just so tired.

imissu

=)

rain rain go away~*

today.
i decided to stay home after the bad experience with my gastric ytd=(
so i ponned CA lecture
which i heard was quite fun=)
lol. nvm =)
im going for CA tutorials tmr=)
get the project over and done with!

chatting with macy online just now
reminded me that i have 3 projects and 2 tests due next week =(
so much for blank space week.
nvmnvm
hang in there.
FOUR weeks and Year One ends!
FOUR weeks to freedom!
=D
hang in there.

polymers=)
think ur exams oso nearing..
hang in there!
jiayou!=D

~*

today.
was love.
=)
started day in a blur state.
attempted to do project.
then..
got a call from julie (with jolene in the background)
and she was like
"melisa! we crash ur house visit you can?"
HAHA.
i was lk.. stunned.
LOL. =)
it was a lovely surprise..
so yups.. they came over from school=)
HAHAHAHA and they attempted to WALK to my house from the interchange
in the hot afternoon sun
*applause*
and they got me ex-cosma tau huay=D
awww..
LOL.. and some unintended joke about "tau huay for my neighbour"
=)

these two girls..
LOL=)
terrible can. LOL
kept making me laugh..
but
they realli made this rainy day seems so much brighter=D

God's blessing?
yups=)
im realli realli glad that they came over today
reallirealli brought a smile
plus a thousand smiles
to this lonely day=)

i love you girls [=
HAHA=)

really.
poly without these three girls
would not have been as fun yah.
and without the three of them there for me
things wld have been realli hard.
and so im thankful to God for blessing me with these three dearies=)
=)

thanks alot for today=)
<3


deep inside
u're still u.

wings of a dream

Yoru No Uta
(song of the night)

In the night sky, they twinkle
The far stars of gold
The same color as the small bird
that looked up in my dream last night

In the sleepless night,
I sing this song alone
Together with the blowing wind,
I fly riding on my thoughts

In the night sky, it sparkles
The distant moon of silver
The same color as the wild rose
that was blooming in my dream last night

In the gentle night,
I sing this song alone
Let me sing with you tomorrow
Riding the wings of dreams

In the gentle night,
I sing this song alone
Let me sing with you tomorrow
Riding the wings of dreams




this is the Japanese original version of the song =)

hmm. maybe macy will find this song familiar? =)

XP

im feeling

giddy.
headache.
feverish.
feel lk puking.
gastric.

terrible.

gonna just go into hibernation mode
after i finish what im doing.

tuition tmr=(
pls let me get better by tmr.

misses.

thursday.

=.=zZ

tired.

somehow, days are getting really tiring.
or maybe it's just me.

attachment today.
nicenice surprise to meet fiona on the bus=)
i miss nana so much!

was late. so yanling and me cabbed down from commonwealth station
=)
was class hopping today=)
went to K2 and K1 and Toddler and N1
lol.. it's weird that my nursery kids are all k1 already.
my WC=) HAHA

K1 played soccer for outdoor today.
SOOO funny just watching them play. lol
realli got me and yanling laughing at them.
cute bunch of them lah=P
VV managed to get her hair tangled in the goal post net SOMEHOW
and she was lk stuck there.. lol and she came to us saying "my hair got stuck"
then there was L who tries to kick the ball.. but it's like can see the ball rolled passed him, before he kicked. but he would just smile and continue chasing it.
then L and WC tripped over each other. just when i tot they were going to cry, they looked at each other and burst out laughing. SO CUTE=D

den the toddler class had so many babies.
crying.. some holding hands while they walked.
so cute can. lol. went over to help.. cus there seem to be too many babies for the teachers to handle.
watched them played at the playground. =)
saw a few graduated ex-k2 kids=)
loves.

went to N1 =)
got to play with my girl=)
hahas.. the one i blogged about earlier on.
when she saw me, she waved and smiled *awww*
lol.. playing with her is lk
ahh so cute!! hahas
and she love to come and sit on my lap
lie down on my lap
lol=) love the N1 kids=D
OH btw, my girl is my boy's sister
HAHA.. WC's younger sis=)

the innocence of the kids
the simple love
is wad makes my passion growing strong.


come what may, come what may
i will.

im here to blog to de-stress

today
i was late for school =D

nah. aren't guilty=)
it was planned.
lol.
lecture was SUPPOSED to start at 8am
but she always starts at 8.30am
so yah.
i decided to have my beauty sleep a little longer
and head to sch much later=)



the bus stop was realli full today.
almost thought i cldnt get up the bus XP
bt i did. saw violet at her busstop but she cldnt get up, so i got off at the lot1 stop and boarded her bus=)
LOL.
cause i havent been leaving house on time, it has been a longggg time since i bus-ed with her=)
i miss violet! HAHA=)
along the way, we gossiped =)
told her about the waffle cake i had in sec4 from unitians=)
THEN
bus 75 had problem. =(
so, all the passengers have to get off.
so. i DID have a valid reason for being late=D
bleah.



reached sch at like 8.25.. went to get breakfast with macy
yups. she decided that she's going to oversleep today too=)
den we went into the lecture hall.
and the lecturer JUST started.
lol.
well. im planning to oversleep every wed. =)


lecture was ... usual.
then jolene started fa hua ci at AHEM's muscles.
LOL.
that siao girl.. just keep looking and "wah"
hahas.. then macy joined in
our conversation is like..
hahas. and i told jolene about AARON YANG!
LOL.. which reminds me..
inner joke between the few of us..
short and fat=) tsk.

and jolene said i din have common knowledge =(
cus i call the chest muscles for guys(name i forgot)
as Br___t=)
i think not so nice to type out.. but yah.. that got julie jolene macy and deb laughing at me=(
anw, julie and me holds the same opinion
it's gross
while jolene and macy holds the same.
it's WAH

ANDANDAND
me and macy was SO traumatised by a super grossdisgustinghorrifying sight XP
this girl,
didn't
wear
her
AHHH =X
it was. bad.
i mean. to school leh?
how can like that?
XP

and macy finally saw the fossilised flat croakroach behind the door=)

alrights.
shall end here=)
let pancake aka. jolene's hand puppet rabbit
say the goodbye=)

l.o.v.e.

she looked at me with sleepy eyes and said
"jie jie, can you carry me?"

"why? it's time for your nap."

"i want to see where's kor kor."

"okay. but after that you must go sleep okay."

she smiled, stood up and i picked her up.
gently rocking her, i carried her to the glass window.

"where's korkor?" she asked.

"korkor's eating there. can you see him?"

her eyes shifted for few moments
then she broke into a smile
"yes. korkor. ok i see korkor"

i carried her back to her mattress and covered the blankets for her
but, she stood up again, placed her arms around me, planted a kiss on my cheeks and said

"jiejie i love you"

with that sweetest smile i've ever seen.


the innocence and love of a 2 year old.
so simple.
so pure.
so true.

then why do we hensitate so much when it comes to love?
why do we fear so much in expressing our love?
why did we use love to cause pain and tears

love is just so simple.
we made it complicated.

love can be pure and true.
but we've stained them with doubts and bitterness.

have we lost the sacred and divine meaning of love?
have we forgotten how to love?

and this was something,
a two year old girl in the childcare centre
made me pondered.

kaye's day

changes change people.
how much can people change then?

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to KAYE!!!
*MUACKS*
mel love kaye=)

looking back, it has been 5 yrs yah
so much memories, especially from the sec 1 and 2 days
the library, the childish interviews, chasing each other on the rolling chair.. the jokes and riddles, trapping SOMEONE under the table cus of ranking(LOL), being freaked out by the air-con, the april fool tricks, the birthday surprises=) mr durai=) mr anthony=) mrs selvan=)
those days were loves arent they
f4days
so much memories=)

haha
went to her big scale formal birthday celebration at a restuarant
according to her, it's "like a tradition in phillipines"
which was REALLY REALLY cool.
and yes kaye..
you look EXTREMELY gorgeous ytd=)


according to the celebration
there should be 18 roses(guys)
and 18 candles(girls)
the 18 guys will pass her the rose, then ask her for a dance
it's like.. awwww =)
hahas.. then for the 18 girls
we're supposed to go to her, say a wish for her then light the candle =)
so sweet right=)

and then there's the 18 treasures
where the 18 ppl will go to her and present a symbolic gift.
so me gel yus did something for her=)

anw,
macy happened to drop by my house
so she helped me prepare for the dinner=)
and im ultra amazed by her skills can
this was how my hair looked=)

so nice rite!! =D
haha..

thanks for making me look lovely ytd=)
haha.. i felt as if i was going for my prom night
LOL=P

photos photos <3




OH and gel had to go to the front to do a cheers to kaye and her mom
HAHA..
super funny



=)
ppl i had my recess with in sec sch LOL







f4 with cake=)

f4 with gift=)


haha.. i love the FOOD=)
hahas.. though it was hilarious how kaye's mom and i think her relative,
look at me and say that the halal queue was on the other side
lol
so gel and i started speaking in chinese LOL
been a longg time since i conversed in cheenish=)

once again=)
thanks kaye for ur invitation
it was nice seeing you so happy=)
and it seriously felt as though i was at ur wedding
LOL
made me want to cry too. LOL
and u noe i'll still love the old and wrinkly kaye at 80 yah=)

F4ever=)
Friends 4ever.