sunny sunday

i just ate the best roasted duck noodle=D
yumyum
today is frigging hot day.
a reminder to myself:
NEVER attempt to walk home on such sunny day
i walked two busstops distant home in the hot sun
almost died along the way.
lol. exaggeration=D
stopped at a coffee shop to get my roasted duck noodle
which made the torturous journery home rather worthwhile

i was a good girl.
i went to church today=)
pastor was very funny lah..
im always amused by how he can weave in humour and puns
i love his stories about his experiences.
=)



yups.. anyway check out the unity street=)
http://drawahouse.com/streets/Unity-Street
11houses there=)
a showcase of our artistic talents
LOL
AND OH YAH
if you have read the newspaper article ytd
u wld have seen unity sch name appear in this table (the last box)

The school achievement table. LOL.
guess wad=)
with our olvl result last year, we managed to get unity into Band 9=)
which appears to be the last band=.=
BUT
it's a good thing i guess
at least we managed to get into the banding thingy with an average of 18 as our L1R5
hahas..
well done ppl! hahas=)

new beginning

Forever love, forever dream,
stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh will you stay with me...
Until the wind passes, stay with me again.

~~*
just came home from PRCL meeting.
sleepy day.
hot warm day.
i was on the bus, and when i randomly looked around
it seems like everyone around me was sleeping.
lol.

ytd was fiona's birthday=)
happy birthday!!
hahas.. met up with huix mich n nana for dinner
and we met many familiar ppl.
had a simple dinner at pastamania then a cake at coffee starbucks
which huix threaten that she must finish if not...... =)
*point to note: Please check out suhui's blog:) answer is there=D*

=(
school is starting in two weeks time
so while the JC ppl are enjoying their new found freedom
melisa is suffering from the mountain and the projects=(
ANYWAY
julie was lk saying that she have to run everywhere for her current job
which means that her stamina shld be very zai now=)
so she can now run up the mountain when she's late=)
if you dun have the stamina lk julie has now
dun ever try running up the ngee ann mountain=D

am trying to enjoy the last two weeks before sch starts
i'll try to get enough sleep
get rid of my panda eyes
*muahaha*
it'll be hard taking a break once the new sem starts
i wonder how many projects we'll have this term=X
haish... dont exactly noe if i'm looking forward..
lol..
new modules
new attachment
=( i miss my walter.
imissyou
it's a new beginning.



omg. check out my damn twit look=)
now fiona has someone to join her
(TEMPORARILY)
wait for my hair to growwww



P.S. the one beside is my elder sis.

to kill time

ALRIGHT=)
if you're bored like ME
go ahead n do the quizzes=)

basically they are all from personalitytest.net=)

http://personalityquiz.net/lovetests/lovetest.htm
i find this pretty accurate=P

http://personalityquiz.net/horoscopes/horoscopes2.htm
this is accurate too

http://personalityquiz.net/relational/animals.htm
this is interesting=)

http://personalityquiz.net/shapes/ullazang.htm
lol=) cool

http://personalityquiz.net/shapes/symboltest.htm
=)

~~*
looking at the Melrose Home's information now..
lol. such a long time ago since me n yelyn went there
4 yrs ago in fact?
i wonder if my girl n sunshine still there.. lol
sunshine shld be in preschool age now? lol
i realli hope to go back =)
YELYN!! HAHA.. the building is lk giap between ngee ann n SMU
i cant believe i nvr noticed it! lol
yelyn.. shall we go? =)

k lah.. time for dinner..
tata=)

wisdom

haish.
screw this screwed up feeling

your voice is fading
I've forgotten your smile
how did it felt
with your air all around

~
When im alone,
i think
i think about many many things=)
happy things
sad things
random things

today, i thought of you
how are you?
how have you been?
somehow it seems lk you've moved on with life
while im still here.
lol.
i look back and somehow
it seems like i've woke up from a dream
a beautiful dream
once so near
now so far
there's many many things that's making me confuse now
choices to choose
decisions to make
i should stop running away
and face it now
lol.
AH=X

dear Father in heaven,
give me the strength.
grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
courage
to change the things I can,
and the wisdom
to know the difference
now, i really need the wisdom
so Father, i pray tonight and i seek for your presence
in Jesus name i pray
Amen

it's tuesday

happy lantern festival! =)
or is it supposed to be mooncake festival?
hmm..
wadever.. samesame=)

i didnt go out and play =P
wanted to join my sis n her bf..
but decided that i slhdnt be a lightbulb
so i went home instead=)
before that was at the park..
it was a beautiful sight there=)
candles everywhere
=)
kangzhi came to accompany me
so we chatted for awhile before he went to join his frends to play=)

~~*

went to collect the ipod nano today
it comes with my broadband plan
it's silver n looks kinda lk a square
very cute
but it's lk slim
lk very easily break=X
so scary.. lol
and technology idiot melisa is here now trying to discover and get a little enlightenment about how to use this ipod=.=
scary=X
lol.
i finally figured out how to transfer songs over=.=
lk.. FINALLY
lol=)
i shall continue transferring tmr
kinda lazy now.. hahas=P
yawn..

anyway while talking to kangzhi,
he said that the graduation day is in two weeks time
and for a moment i was lk
WAH=X
time realli flies.
i cld vividly rmb our graduation day last yr
lol! i rmbed the video ms halimah showed 4/9
i rmb the cards and the letters we exchanged
i rmb crying even before we went into the auditorium..
lol! and of cus.. the thousand of photos we took that day
rmb how much we didnt want to leave the sch that day..
lol..wow
it just seems as though it was ytd..

WELL! let's rack out some old photos!

the old building the old memories=)

class 2/8 (2004)

friendship of 9 yrs! classmate of 8 yrs! =D YELYN! hahas

mgjs^AK (melisa,gel,jiexi,suhui)to the power of ai keong.. LOL

me mich nana

my recess ppl=D

benedict.. a brother to me=) though he is realli evil, but he's nice=) lol.. look at my hair.. lk just walked out of thunderstorm

garfield ms lim!
my puffy eyes is an evident of how much i cried=(

lol=)
memories are amazing thing.
~*
to be a lil' random,
my tuition kid is getting a sense of humour..
he asked this
qns: do you noe how to fly?
ans: take an areoplane=)




For if I say ‘I love you’
Would you say it too
And if I say I need you
Would you come back soon

monday blues

back from bugis
i love shopping=)
bought a shirt a skirt a bag a pair of earrings=)

i tell you, bugis is the best place to shop=)
really.
i fell in love with this white skirt with PINK designs in Cine
but it was $35=(
and guess wad,
i found the exact one in bugis and the nicenice uncle sold it to me at $21=)
lol.
there was this bag (which i didn't want to buy)
but that aunty kept bugging me to buy it
and she even lowered the price until $15=X
i feel so bad if i reject her.
so i bought it=X
well looking at it now..
it's not that bad?
yups=)

im tired nw.
hahs.
actualli im kinda hungry=X

lala~
SP started school already=(
im michelle-less, suhui-less, fiona-less
lol. AH=(
jiayou in ur new sch term yah=)
aim GPA 4! HAHA
we'll count down to the next holiday in dec together=)
AND
i'll be lookin forward to ah bang organising a CHALET!!
oh yes! christmas parrtttyyy:D
hahas..
im so looking forward to december already!
=)

jiayou to dos in JC=)
promos will soon be over..
hang in there!!
Olvl ppl oso=)
goodluck!!

personality test

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

try it=) it's cool
lol.. i got it frm pauline's blog=)

this is mine

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


oOOo..this web is interesting=)
personality tests to entertain me=)

woohoo

yayness=)

i got my wireless
yes..
like FINALLY=D

changed my bloggy song again=)
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere

~~
just finished reading a book today
'beautiful child'
sad story initially
but lk usual happy ending=)
everything seems to have happy ending
dont they
lol.

~~
sch is starting for those in SP
and with 3 more weeks of hols.. made me realised that
HEY!
im missing c02 girls=)
during this holidays,
so much had happened
made me realised how the girls in c02 have also become part of my life=)
how the girls are there for one another=)
even though in sch we c02 only occasionaly get together as a class
but when we do,
girl power=D
hahas..
c02 is reali made up of a variation arent we=)
each of us is unique and different from the rest
but one thing for sure
we are ECH 1c02 girls=D
i have discovered many friendships with the girls
im glad i'm in c02=)
theres nowhere i rather be=)
hugs=)

~~
I’m afraid to look away
I’m scared that one day I'll forget your face
memories they are blurred
feelings I’m unsure
all I know, I need you here to stay

sucky timetable

woah~

timetable SUCKS
damn. the seniors were right
u get one semester of sweet and perfect timetable
means the next sem u get a damn screwed and horrid one
=)

school starts 8am on TWO DAYS=(
means i have to wake at lk 6am for TWO DAYS..
poor jessica have to leave house by 6am
sadded=(

mon lessons 8 to 6pm =(
with FOUR HOURS break between
siannessssss
LOL. eh girls
let's physco the Language arts lecturer=)
bride her wadever
lets get the tutorials to be brought forward=)
since it's tutorials, so i guess it's just US only=)

tues still alright i guess? 11 to 4..
wed more pro =.= 8 to 10am
=.= =.= aft lecture go home sleep.
but so sad! no more juliana.. i like her=)
she's cool HAHA=)
Irritating thursday..
attachment is FUN=)
but aft attachment got lessons=(
with our beloved "form teacher" ms chong..
HAHs.
gotta go back to sch aft attachment=(
sianess
lol.. fri 2 to 4pm
haish
seems lk i will have to make changes to tuition
=)

~~*
new blog song=)
it was actually my first blog song=)
many memories behind this song=)
but sadly, the song cuts off towards the end=(
lol.
enjoy though:)

unity street

unitians=)
HERE IT IS=)

draw a house on Unity Street at:

http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=c84e9bb9f066ebd72dcf3a32f9088d2e


you draw a house then they will tell you ur personality, like mine is in the previous blog entry=)

den after you're done, you can view all the other houses on Unity Street at
http://www.drawahouse.com/streets/Unity-Street/

You can click on the name of the house to read the personality of the person who drew it=)

lol!
now we can make our dream come true=)
dream house.
living together on Unity Street=)

woohoo~~
my survey job officially ended
im nvr gonna do any survey jobs
EVER.
=)

goin back ltr to return the surveys i have on hand
den..
muahahas.. =)
thanks to the wonderful ppl who came down to fill in the surveys for us=)
wonderful unitians
lol.
now me huix n yong na owe baoxiang tau huay..
lol.. aft promos lah hor baoxiang=)
happy studying first!
and i noe there's many other unitians who came dwn despite their hectic schedules
=) thanks
and how can i forget
baoxian dorothy and nicole whom i met=)
thanks girls!
~*

last week have been
boring. waiting for ppl to do my surveys=(
happy. when ppl do my surveys
tiring. standing while finding ppl to do my surveys
lol=)
but sat was fun
met up with unitians to celebrate aaron birthday at the "guys' emo place" aka CCK park.
the zhi char there is SO NICE=) *yums*
it's nice to gather this way once in a while
with 15 ppl gathering arnd the table eating..
so homely=p
i like it=)
hahas.
aft that we gathered at the court to play game
this zhi bi game which yelyn totally hated:)
hahs.. but truthfully.. it was a little scary
doubting each other.. lol
and the last thing i want to do is to doubt unitians=P
so SUHUI, WE'RE SO NOT PLAYING THAT GAME EVER=)
though it's pretty fun:P
after that, sat there talking..
fantasizing about the future.
sweet.

sometimes, i wish we could turn back time
we could make time stop at that very moment
sometimes, i wish we could fast forward time
to the moment we have all been waiting for
sometimes, i wish we could edit time
erase the sad memories
add on happy moments
=)

~~*
just did a draw a house thingy from nicole's blog
pretty cool..

http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

HAHAs
i created a unity street thingy
shall send to you guys the link soon=)
or perhaps update u guy at unitsclique=)
after i get my broadband=)

takecares!
~*
loves.

101

my num 101 post:)

in yew tee macs again:)
just collected some CDs from sheryl:)
thanks:D

hahas.. my tag board is lk full of messages:D
thanks ppl=)

im not emo nemo=D
though it sounds pretty cool..
hahas.. and aaron:) the name that begin with "aaa.."wld be...
aaaron:D

anyway.. lots of thanks to my hazelnutty and blurjune:)
good to see them again after so long:D
and of cus.. their messages:)
lol..
kenneth.. dun so emo leh
lol.. jiayou with ur pending girl *winks*

macy jessica jolene:D
i miss you girls so much!
thanks jessica for those job offers:)
jolene! YOU FINALLY PICKED UP YOUR PHONE! hahas

to my beloved unitians
LOVES=D

~~~~*

i wanna eat salmon sashimi..
yelynnnnn *hints*
hahas

oh yah
promos ppl
JIAYOU!!! hang in there.. it'll soon be over
goodluck!!!
*muacks* good luck kiss

hahas..
I'll be working in orchard as a survey thingy.. SOON...
sms me if you're goin town!
come do my survey:D:D

randoms:

i like this Esprit shirt!:D

~~~*
loves=)
praying for you

100th

my 100th post

done in yew tee macs
while my lappy is running on 38% battery life
lol

no more wireless at his house..
so i gotta survive by the wireless in macs n libs

damn.

lol.
i miss him so much
not just his wireless ok:P
alrigh i admit.. i miss his TV too..
and maybe his hus home cooked food.
lol.

32%
lol..

sorry ppl:)
for being so emo..
i'll be back to myself when school starts.
yups.

im very thankful that at least now
i have my friends:)
not just unitians
but also c02girls:D
rite girls?
lol.

thanks ppl
ppl who have been on the phone with me
checking up.. LOL
being concerned
chattin with me when im bored.
asking me out for lunches and dinners
town..
lending my dvd n vcds
lol
all and all
thanks:)

now i have benedict and jie yong with me
who came frm bukit panjang macs
haas
nice ppl
im lucky to have all these friends
yups

YOU:D
the one reading this
melisa loves you!

~~
i came to realise that things arnd us have not changed.
it's just us that are changing.
adapting.

to keep me occupied:D

List out the top 5 presents you wish for (not in order of importance):
1. Friends to be happy:)
2. Family to be happy:)
3. Do well for school:)
4. Love<3
5. Hope:)


Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is:
SUHUI=)

Your relationship with her is:
LOL.. i belong to her:D im her nemo:)

Your 5 impressions of Suhui
1. LOL..i noe i should be talking about her, BUT i think she has anti-vibration pillow:) cus somehow no matter how her phone vibrates, she will not wake up:D
2. Very hard to get her to luff at the jokes that me n gel think is funny:( sadded.
3. She look lk ang moh:D
4. Unitians are like the most important part of her life. She loves us so much :D
5. She will always be there:D


The most memorable thing she had done for you:
TOO MANY:)
but i'll never forget the time during shuttle run, where she stood at the ending point shouting "GO NEMO! SWIM FASTER!"

her little flower and a little note for me to let me noe that unitians will always be there:)
AND YES! how can i forget! trying to call me at 12am on my birthday, but my hp was off cus i din expect her to really call:D


The most memorable words she had said to you :
if i can't wake up, just keep calling me:)

If he/ she becomes your lover,you will:
Buy her a big n loud alarm clock as our anniversary gift:)

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
LOL.. luff at my jokes:) it's interesting how me n gel can always luff our heads off and all she says is "funny meh?"

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
buy her a HUGE alarm clock cus i cant be giving her wake-up calls anymore *sobs*

okok.. i admit.. i want the alarm clock to irritate her:D
lol *evil grin*

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she becomes evil.

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
give her a big HUG:D lol

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
(^^)

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
lol. =)=)=)

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
i love the ppl around me:)

On the contrary, the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
depend on others too much.
I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT! lol

The most ideal person you want to be is:
myself:)
i love the way i am=)

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
thankyou! loves:D:D:D:D:D hugs:D

Pass this quiz to 10 people(by alphabet!):
(lol.. seems lk most have been tagged b4, so i'll just put the names for fun:))

1. Kang Yu (aaron)
2. BaoXiang
3. Fiona
4. Hazelnut
5. Jessica
6. Joel
7. Jolene
8. Julie
9. Michelle
10.Suhui


Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? (Joel)
LOL. meepits:)

Is No. 9 a female or male? (Michelle)
female:)

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Jolene & Suhui)
LOL. a big NONO:) suhui wun be able to stand jolene's very unique laugh:)

How about No. 8 and 5? (Julie & Jessica)
LOL. Interesting combination. they would be speaking to each other in chinese since both their chinese lk SO PRO:D which is good i guess.. macy n jolene need a lil' chinese language therapy:D it wld definitely benefit 1C02:)

What is No. 2 studying about? (baoxiang)
lol. Nothing? waiting for mark to slap him so hard that he will get promoted;P (inside joke)
okok.. so evil..
EH BAOXIANG.. JIAYOU HOR! hahas..

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3? (fiona)
exactly 1 hr ago:D

What kind of music band does No. 8 like? (Julie)
Leann Rimes? hahas:)

No. 1 has any siblings? (kang Yu)
LOL. younger brother

Will you woo No. 3? (fiona)
aww.. we lk live SO NEAR:D
lol.. no lah.. that wld be so wrong:)
anyway.. fiona is lk so nice and single, but if i were a guy.. i would! LOL
ew.. sound SO WRONG. i take that back.

How about No. 7? (jolene)
LOL. romeo would kill me:)

Is No. 4 single? (hazelnut)
she's attached to her very cute tweety bird:)

What's the surname of No. 5? (jessica)
Lee.

What's the name of No. 10?
Phang Su Hui:D:D

What's the hobby of No. 4? (hazelnut)
erm.. eat nuts?

Do No.5 and 9 get along well? (Jessica & michelle)
they duno each other:)

Where is No. 2 studying at? (BaoXiang)
SAJC

Talk something casually about No. 1?(kang Yu)
i realli dun understand why he's still single. LOL. he's lk the typical guy who is always early (too early in fact), open door for everyone, think alot for others. AH YES! he changes his handphone lk.. WAH:D lol.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? (julie)
i love julie:D

Where does No. 9 live at? (michelle)
marsiling.

What colour does No. 4 likes? (hazelnut)
HEHEH.. actuallyy. i duno:)

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? (Jessica & kang Yu)
lol.. duno each other:D

Does No. 7 like No. 2? (Jolene n Bao Xiang)
LOL. they duno each other.. and like i mentioned earlier, romeo wld kill me if Jolene does. But then.. they are both lk walking food directory, i think it wld be cool if they work together and come up with a Singapore Food Directory book.

How do you get to know No. 2? (bao Xiang)
erms.. duno leh. LOL. when he n shengxun started calling me n yelyn "medic"? or was it wen he n aaron started calling me n suhui 'su hui wan'?
*shakes head* bao xiang ar bao xiang.. see lah.. no good impression.. LOL:D

Does No. 1 have any pets? (kang Yu)
*woof*

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Jolene)
LOLLOLLOLLOL ^^ yups
----------------

1. A random guy/girl comes up to you
and says 'hey babe.' you say:
-lol. i dun think i can talk.. i'll just stare at the person n laugh.

2. what was the last thing you put in
your mouth?
-bubble tea:)
so i guess.. the straw?

3. what does your last received text message
says?
- "Hello hello. Wake me up at around 3 please. HAHAHA. in case i sleep until 6pm" LOL.

4. the last song you listened to?
- gou gou shou by guo meimei

5. what's irritating you this very
moment?
- sadly.. being alone at home.

6. where is the rest of your family
right now?
- work, school, chalet.

7. what did you do yesterday?
- chat with mich on the phone, tuition, met up with aaron, mark, baoxiang.
im life-less lah.

8. pick a scar on your body, how'd you
get it?
- Ehhh.. i lk dun have?

10. what do you want to do when you get
out of high school/college?
- lol. Uni? if not, i wanna travel overseas:D

11. how old is your mom?
- LOL. older than 17 younger than 70.

12. are you signed onto MSN?
-yups:)

14. who's your most religious friend?
- no comments:)

16. if you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
- im in love with my very special name:)

17. what's the best compliment someone
has given you?
- i love you? love is lk the best thing that ppl can give.

18. what do you hate most about your
school?
- THE SHITTY MOUNTAIN THAT I HAVE TO CLIMB EVERYDAY.

19. miss someone?
- yups:)

20. last time you took a plane ?
- erms.. 2 yrs ago to Iwate:D

21. how many times a day do you log
into myspace?
- dun have:D

22. last profile you went into?
- huh..

23. what's the first thing you would do
with five million bucks?
- i'll think about it when i get it?

24. do you like this survey so far?
- erm.. i've been on it for almost an hr.. *yawn*

25. who's the fourth person on your featured
friends, and why?
- dun get it. LOL

26. how would you react if numbers
three, six, and eight on your top
friends all of a sudden hated you?
- emo? lol

27. next thing you'll spend money on?
- top up my fare card:( byebye ten bucks..

28. what's one toy you remember having
in the 90's?
- my cabbage patch kid.

29. if you had a son what would you
name him?
- lol. alamak.. i only think that if i have a daughter i wld name her gwen. LOl.. guy.. ermmm.. Grayson? LOL.. some random word that appeared in my mind.

30. look through the nearest window,
what do you see?
- my opposite block?

31. what's does your mousepad look
like?
- orange.

32. who's someone you drifted from
that you wish you were closer?
- lol. manymany. im so guilty.

33. which of your friends do you argue
with most?
- benedict:) LOL.

35. what's your dream job?
- =X

36. who's the last person that you felt
was stalking you?
- LOL. who wld want to stalk me?

37. if you could have any car what
would it be?
- lol. actualli i prefer being driven around.

38. what's your favorite breakfast
food?
- Mac's scrambled eggs:)

39. how do you like your eggs?
- read 38.

41. how about a tattoo?
- never. siao.. torture myself for wad.

42. what mood are you in?
- very tired. In need of sleep.

43. what's a movie you want to see in
the theatres?
- AHHHH!! SO MANY LAH.. :'( no one watch with me nia..

44. if you had to live somewhere else
where would it be?
- i want to go far far away. to the fields, to the stars.

45. what's the last four numbers of
your phone number?
- 2642.

46. how many hours did you sleep for
last night?
- 7hrs

47. where will your next car ride be
to?
- lol. no car?

48. if you could live in any tv show?
- lol. aiya.. face up to reality lah:P

49. what video game do you play most
often?
- i prefer watching ppl play:)

50. what are you wearing right now?
- my redcross tee and shorts.

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i pass this on to:
1. MY ELDER SIS.
2. Michelle:D
3. jolene
4. Julie
5. Jessica

Lookin' at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were, everything, everything to me

Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing, I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day,
The day you slipped away

Chorus:
And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Bridge:
That since I lost you
I lost myself (ohhh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

~
i would do it all again
just want you to know
~

home alone as usual
i need things to keep me occupied
lol
i hate trying to sleep, knowing that tmr i'll be alone again
i hate waking up knowing things wld be diff

~~*
i will find my strength in my heavenly father
whose love for me will never fail

i always believed that love is patient and love is kind, and that love bear all things, believe all things, hope all things, endure all things.
i still believe.

i'll still be praying.
i'll pray for you too:)

i love my heavenly father
i love you.

the final goodbye

hey:)
thanks everyone who tagged:)
thankyou.. they realli mean alot to me:)

~
(it's going to be an emo post becus eveything im going to say, is frm the bottom of my heart)

we had our last nite together
our last walk
thankyou for keeping to your promise
and love me for that one more nite
it realli mean alot to me

we have a happy end to our relationship
when we look back
we'll smile
no tears.

thanks for holding my hand
thanks for hugging me as i cried
thanks for wiping away my tears
thanks for the final kiss goodbye

i had no reason why i love you
and love does not need a reason
but because i did not have any reason for loving you
i find it even harder to stop loving you
so, i will let go of this relationship,
but i still cant let go of you
i will still be loving you
i'll still be holding on
hoping
wishing
so when u realise that you still love me
please come back to me.

I will be strong as i promised
We'll still be friends
you'll still have a special place in my heart
we'll still be there for each other.
My tears will drop
and i wun have you here to wipe them away
it's alright.
i can wipe them away myself
I will be strong
It's alright
dun worry yah
it's my last promise to you
i'll keep to it.

I'll be used to walking home alone
i'll be used to eating alone
i'll be used to being on my own
i'll be used to being alone.

never again can i
touch your eyes
push your nose
play with ur lips
pull ur ears
play with your hair
but it's alright.
I have them all in my memories.

we had beautiful memories
realli beautiful ones:)
i'll keep them close to me.

~~*
darling, thankyou for those beautiful moments. u were my first love:)they say that first love will always be the most memorable one.. and so, im glad that we ended it with a happy fullstop. so when i look back, it'll be beautiful.
thankyou babe for all you've done and sacrificed for me, at least i know that your love was true.
goodbye to our love:)

i will learn to be strong:)
i will learn to let go
but
i'll still be loving you.