*bites

here i go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one~*

man, i love this song:D

haishiness:)
arghs

melisa going crazzzyyyy
sianess.. sch is starting in two weeks..
and im lk having no life lah
its just cartel cartel cartel
eww~
I WANNA DO SOMETHING
i wanna go ikea eat:D
i wanna go to the beach and stay overnite (impossible)
i wanna eat bbq chicken wings
i wanna watch movie
i wanna just do something

lol
but it seems lk everyone is busy in their own ways
lk wad yel saed, JC is hectic lah:)
lol.. so u guys jiayou(^^)
fiona suhui mich is already busy with their SP camp stuffs..
and sx is lk so busy with jc n cca practices lah
so it's just melisa n melisa alone
yawn~
sobs

looks lk it's gonna be a lonely week for melisa:P
i shld just go rent lots n lots of movie and watch at home lah.. hahas

anyway, went back for redcross handing over ytd
i tot i was late.. so i cab dwn to sch
and i was still late:D
BUT
CONGRATS TO MY BELOVED JUNIORS:D
on all ur new posts
and of cus to the sec4s, thankyou for ALL that you've done:D
lookin at you guys passed out.. i feel so old lah
time flies~
MY kingngee got chairperson:)
LOL.. rmb how me gel yel hui alwaes play about "my kingngee"
see! MY kingngee so pro.. got chair leh... hahas:)
not to forget.. congrats to mr garfield kenneth n miss hazelnut on their vice-chair positions:D go on and rock redcross okay:D
hahas..

oh yah.. how could i forget
DOREEN MA'AM GAVE BIRTH TO A BABYGIRL YTD!!
SO HAPPY:D
Davina:)
special name rite
special gift from God:D
cant wait to see her:)

look at me in the eyes
and talk to me

up up and away~~...

familiar road
familiar houses
window closed
you're not around

i wanna go up up and away:D

tadaaa

tired~*

went shopping with mom..
got a black laptop holder.. two shirts:D
love those shirts i bought.. one was from bossini..
the sales lady there was realli nice:D
the other long sleeve one i bought from dano..
and the sales lady was lk =.=
cus din noe that 'M' was the smallest size
so my mom was lk asking if they had 'S'
she was lk SO sarcastic "S size? No dun have.. now dun hve future oso wun have.. even new stocks oso wun have."
the way she said was lk.. =.= *abish*

lol:D
i realli think my stomach is shrinking...
i can have lk one meal only for the entire day lahhh
and today, mom brought me to suki sushi..
ordered my usual salmon don:D:D:D
everytime eat it feel SUPER xing fu:D
lol.. den i ate a few sushi... den i realised..
i couldnt finish my salmon don!
AHHHHHH.. i only managed to eat lk half of it plus all the salmons..
i think my stomach is shrinking:(

imissyou

scary living thingys

daydream~*

i was jus thinking..
of living thingys im afraid of.. hahas..
i mean.. everyone sure have something that dey are scared of?
yups.. haha..
IM SO GONNA GET OVER MY FEARS:D

hmm..okok i take back wad i just said=X
cus no.1, having five stars on melisa's must run-away-from list is
SNAKES XP
I HATE SNAKES
dun EVER try to get me near one okay...
i'll probably push u towards it and run as far as fast as i can
i mean.. PLEASE
if you noe melisa
you noe she cant even stand the sight of a picture of a snake
yel sure noes cus.. she'll turn into my direction when mr aurul showed us those disgusting HUGE snakes pic on his ppt slides..HAHAs:P and i'll be havin my hands covering my eyes:D
yups.. so no reptile park for melisa if she ever goes to the zoo..

im scared of.. moth.. black butterflies...
ewww
i wonder if they have eyes..
cus they nearly crash into me quite few times..
(and of cus i ran as far as fast as i cld)
maybe if i noe that they have eyes, i'll be less afraid of them:D
and.. BEETLESSSSSSSSSS
ew ew ew ew
I TOUCHED AN EEKY BEETLE before!!! AHHH
it was an unforgettable experience okay..
i felt something sharp in my PE shorts pocket
so i put my hand in..
felt something hard.. solid.. i tot it was biscuit =.=
took it out n *screams*

lalas...

n im scared of some dogs
i used to be scared of all dogs lah..
i had one chasing me when i was poor little 4 yrs old(i think)
but now less scared i guess:)
show me a few nicenice doggies and i may just get over my fear:D
hahas. the first got to be effiel ( duno how to spell it)
deon's golden retriver.. hahas.. she's BIG okay.. but she's nice lah
though i'll nvr forget her stepping on my toe.. OUCH
so heavy lah.. must be that deon nvr bring her go walkwalk.. jian fei..
then there was HANA!! my japan homestay family dog..
haas.. he's so cute okay! first time i had a dog following me arnd for 2 days.. hahas.. i rmb i wanted to use the washroom, hana followed me in.. den i was lk "erm.. hana.. i need the washroom can u go out?" *hana stare at me with innocent eyes* "excuse me.. i want to use the washroom" *stares at me*
den i decided to walk out hopin it wld follow me out.. den i realised the min i went out, he wnt to pee in his "peeing corner" in the washrm! so i was lk the intruder lah:P
hahas.. and there was this horny dog of my cousin=.=
i was sitting in the rm studying when i felt someting warm on my feet.. AHH! kit-kat (dog's name) i tried to ignore it until it kept rubbing against me=.=
my cousin was lk luffing lah.. and brought the dog out... but it kept returning and rub against me=.= ew ew.. kit-kat.. *bites* OKOK.. that was sadist.. LOL..

well.. my list of must run-away-from will just go on n on n on.. lol..
dun care:D
we all have the rights to be afraid of tings:D

random tots:)

an interesting conversation between my mom and dad
"this morning opposite there got basketball competiton hor"
"erm.. that one is soccer.. "

i got my laptop liao:) but it seems slow..
and im lk super sucky at trying to use it lah
but nvm:) hahas.. im lovin it:D

hahas.. that day mark n yelyn said something which i found reali interesting
mark saw my new hp and was lk "hey melisa.. you came a long way since the motorola days"
and yel was lk " oh yah i rmb her typing super fast on the motorola"
hahas..i miss my motorola phone..
used it since P6 to sec3 i think.. yahs.. LOL:D
at least it was worth 5 dollars when i traded it:P
and i rmb gel yel huix mark wanted to get me a new hp during christmas.. hahas:)
so sweet

tonite the sky is so clear and full of stars:D
makes me happy:)
i miss the stars.. been a long time since i took a walk under the nite sky..
hahas... abit random and out of point
but i realli hope that someday, i can lie down on the grass and enjoy the night atmoshpere:)
imissyou
but.. i doubt i can find such a place in singapore..
and it sure wun be as nice as i tot wld be..
there's bound to be insects in the grass =.=
LOL.. okok.. out of point:P

school started officially for most of my friends le.
hey guys.. JIAYOU!!:D
hahas.. u cn do it:D hahas
as for poly.. starting on april 16
been almost 5 months since i last touched a textbk..
i miss mugging:(
hahas.. not much feeling about school yet..
just that i'll definitely miss all those crazy yet famliar ppl lk YOU GUYS around:P
HEY! we must all kip in contact and mit up often kay? hahas.. afterall, we are all lk just an mrt stop away from each other..
NP clementi,SP dover, AC buona vista
and of cus SA n PJ having buses ending at CCK
hahas.. and we all live SO NEAR! hahas
so must meet up okays:D
and i'll be there:D cus im temporary stopping work in april le:D
no more cartel *evil luff*

jiayou ppl:D

i got so much to tell you
can you listen to me?

200307

tots~*

what if the past was to repeat..
wad will you do?

everyhing will be different. i duno if i should let it happen.. afterall, things are in a diff situation now.. a part of me wants to be back lk how we used to be, but a part of me is stopping me.. afterall.. it took me SO LONG to get over it

lalas~
poor suhui.. getting pissed that day by none other than shim:P
as for me
havent been in the same shift as shim for quite some time(doesnt wish for this to change)
and so..it's alwaes fun..
lk ytd
i think i grew a couple of muscles..
yes gel.. pls dun react too strongly to that ;P

i did server ytd.. so gotta balance lk 3 plates at the same time..
getting slightly more pro now:D
den aft 3pm.. it was SO EMPTY
that we did housecleaning
went over to opposite OSIM.. borrowed their vaccumm cleaner..
and we cleaned up:D
it was SO FUNNY lookin at purple des n sky trying to remove the "head" of the vaccuum cleaner..
it was lk stuck there lah.. and i was luffing my head off:P
ended up having to return to OSIM to get the guy remove it for us.. and he basically removed it effortlessly

aniwaes:D
des treated us to crispy combo aft that
*yumyum*

went to do my med check up ytd for my poly admission thingy
doc took my blood sample.. ALOT okay
okok.. mayb not alot but its lk *ouch*
but seeing ur blood flow out is lk..
scary=X
hahas..

thoughts in my head
i shldnt think too much:D

eggtin0307

emo~

was watchin the renci charity show

and i saw familiar faces..
jing hua
n the scary aunty=X
was hoping to see uncle goh n nora

i miss them SO MUCH

felt so bad.. been a reallli long time since me n yel went back
yel, we must find a chance to go back okays?

perhaps to many, this charity organisation is just another organisation
but THIS is something reali special to me..
and definitely to yel too:)

this place.. realli taught me manymany things..
and there.. i experienced many ppl n things
which realli touched me..

there's alison, who used to be in-charge of renci.. and her everlasting warm smile n "cheeriness"
jinghua aunty who can memorise the tv shows for each day and makin sure she is in frnt of the tv at the right time..
nora.. who can tell you almost everything she can think of.. frm complains of nurses to cooking curry..
lee zhu.. always have to remind her to "talk slowly".. she's just lk a child lah..
uncle goh.. the one who taught me n yel how to play scrabble..

there's also this funny aunty who HATE veg.. so when feedin her veg must siam here siam there cus she will throw veg anywhere..
the aunty i alwaes feed last time.. always a challenge.. cus she ALWAYS slide off her bed.. den she cant realli see.. so i must "Ahhh" den she will open here mouth n i cn feed her..
and the one beside her who alwaes gobbles up her food at super speed..(yel alwaes lk to feed her.. hahas:D)

there's oso this SUPER sweet husband who will go renci early morning to accompany his wife, and stay till evening before returning home.. so touching bah..
and of cus.. my turtle aunty:D HAHAS.. she's SO CUTE okay.. she shld be 100 yrs old this yr liao.. and she looks lk a turtle=X okok.. im so bad.. but she looks super cute lah:D
but the previous time me n yel was there..we cldnt find her=X

so of cus.. it's not always happy
i rmb how we experienced this aunty who cried n cried while relating about her family.. :(
and of cus.. death..
uncle ong.. the best artist i wld ever know.. he drew most of the drawings in renci.. only knew of his passing from royce lk weeks later..
and my sweetsweet aunty.. it took so long for me to finally get her to talk.. it grew from nothing, to yes-no, to phrases, to converstion.. and finally.. saw her smile.. but i never had the chance to see her smile again aft that.. :'(

emo~

no matter wad.. all these are realli special ppl
each and everyone of them

im sori

random tots..

have you ever hurt someone and you didnt realise it?

i think i did
i realised it when it was too late i guess?
and to that person
im sorry

i dun think you noe im referring to you or anything
but i hope u noe that i din mean to hurt you

realli XP

i was bored just now, and went thru my old list of blog links..
and i went to read his blog
typed the password.. wondering if it will still work
and it did.. but that blog was abandoned long ago
i started reading the past entries.. and i realised
how much i hurt you =X

so sori
i din mean to..
i din realised at that point "wad may be possible"
and i guessed i just walked away without noeing i shouldnt be doin that

i read his inner thoughts..
something that i never thought i would be able to
i mean..
it was such an impossible thing when we were in sec sch
cus he is lk "up there" and im lk "down there"
LOL
but this impossible became possible =X

dn i read..
about the composition he wrote and scored
and i tot about the composition i wrote too
something i din tell anyone

it was written in my olvl higher chinese compo..
so i will nvr get the chance to re-read it again =X
i got A2 for HCL.. this compo definitely played a part..
i rmb that when i was looking at the qns, my mind was a blank
then i turned, and saw him
and i started writing

hmm.. maybe gel n huix may noe hu im talking abt..

the title was about this challenge which someone asked you too take up
although befrending him was not something someone asked me to
as it was something i wanted to
i wrote that is someone asked me to(exam of cus must follow qns:P)
but in that composition, i wrote with all my sincerity
i wrote abt our frendship and how happy i was when we finally became good frends
realli

hey..
if you ever get the chance to read this
i want you to noe
that you were a realli realli realli great frend to me
talking to you were always fun n interesting
realli.. you totalli rock my world:D
you are a realli special person:)
please dun think that you will nvr succeed..
becus.. YOU WILL SUCCEED IF YOU BELIEVE IN IT
im no longer able to tell you wad you shld or shld not do
but i guess that i said it in the past
and i'll say it again n again to you until u find back yourself again

BOO!pig:P jiayou! (^^) dun give up... smile always:D

if you noe that im referring to you
rmb that you are someone special:)

seventeen0307

~tags

feng + huix ~ HEHE >.< it was me who asked if feng got life nort:D

jolin ~ thanks girl:D im a strong strong mel:D *pouts+crossed eyes*

yelyn ~ wah.. that was realli very sweet and touching :,) thanks yel:)i'll kip smiling, cus i noe u guys will alwaes be there:D THANKYOU!! *muacks* hahas.. okok.. for that touching tag, i decided to just leave my face there:D LOL!


its realli sweet
thanks:D
u guys rock mel's world
*earthquake* ahhh!
okay.. that was abit anti-climax
u guys realli gave me the strength:)
HUGS
luv u guys ssooooooo much:D

aniwaes..
DUN WORRY
i think things will turn out fine:D
ytd i finally talked things out with him
and i realised that i was at wrong too
*nods*
so that little "talk" kinda helped me understand what was goin on
and i learn that i shouldnt think so much bahs:D

afterall.
my frends and sx shld have proved me by now that
TRUE FRIENDS exist:D
i shld stop thinking about that frendship i lost and treasure the ones i have now
i shld stop doubting sx and that not everyone is the same:)
although it may still take awhile more for me to get over the "fear" of trusting n losing someone
im sure i can do it
cus u guys give me that strenght:)

so im going to be an understanding and good girl
*nods*

i can:D

seventeen0307

~tags

feng + huix ~ HEHE >.< it was me who asked if feng got life nort:D

jolin ~ thanks girl:D im a strong strong mel:D *pouts+crossed eyes*

yelyn ~ wah.. that was realli very sweet and touching :,) thanks yel:)i'll kip smiling, cus i noe u guys will alwaes be there:D THANKYOU!! *muacks* hahas.. okok.. for that touching tag, i decided to just leave my face there:D LOL!


its realli sweet
thanks:D
u guys rock mel's world
*earthquake* ahhh!
okay.. that was abit anti-climax
u guys realli gave me the strength:)
HUGS
luv u guys ssooooooo much:D

aniwaes..
DUN WORRY
i think things will turn out fine:D
ytd i finally talked things out with him
and i realised that i was at wrong too
*nods*
so that little "talk" kinda helped me understand what was goin on
and i learn that i shouldnt think so much bahs:D

afterall.
my frends and sx shld have proved me by now that
TRUE FRIENDS exist:D
i shld stop thinking about that frendship i lost and treasure the ones i have now
i shld stop doubting sx and that not everyone is the same:)
although it may still take awhile more for me to get over the "fear" of trusting n losing someone
im sure i can do it
cus u guys give me that strenght:)

so im going to be an understanding and good girl
*nods*

i can:D

seventeen0307

~tags

feng + huix ~ HEHE >.< it was me who asked if feng got life nort:D

jolin ~ thanks girl:D im a strong strong mel:D *pouts+crossed eyes*

yelyn ~ wah.. that was realli very sweet and touching :,) thanks yel:)i'll kip smiling, cus i noe u guys will alwaes be there:D THANKYOU!! *muacks* hahas.. okok.. for that touching tag, i decided to just leave my face there:D LOL!


its realli sweet
thanks:D
u guys rock mel's world
*earthquake* ahhh!
okay.. that was abit anti-climax
u guys realli gave me the strength:)
HUGS
luv u guys ssooooooo much:D

aniwaes..
DUN WORRY
i think things will turn out fine:D
ytd i finally talked things out with him
and i realised that i was at wrong too
*nods*
so that little "talk" kinda helped me understand what was goin on
and i learn that i shouldnt think so much bahs:D

afterall.
my frends and sx shld have proved me by now that
TRUE FRIENDS exist:D
i shld stop thinking about that frendship i lost and treasure the ones i have now
i shld stop doubting sx and that not everyone is the same:)
although it may still take awhile more for me to get over the "fear" of trusting n losing someone
im sure i can do it
cus u guys give me that strenght:)

so im going to be an understanding and good girl
*nods*

i can:D

fourtin0307

~* crash

im here again
hanakimi hanakimi
SO FUNNY LAH..
it realli cheered me up:D

QUAN SO SUAI!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (^^) (fa hua chi)

lols.. gonna thank kettle for his weirdsome yet cheery chat ytd:D
realli made me luff lah:D hahas
EH thanks hor:D
tsktsk..
how's webcam? ;P *evil luff*
*nudges*

anyway..
as usual.. i got over things pretty fast
and today.. *boingboing*
IM SO MOTIVATED=.=
(rmb i saed i was motivated to go joggin.. well, i went once nia=.=)
LOL
anyways
i decided to put my childish stubborness into good use again
*nods*
im determined to do wad i did last time:D
im gonna succeed.. yes i m..
GO MELISA!
lols.. dotdotdot..
but i made up my mind
im not gonna lose hope
im goin to be strong:)

jiayous

pleasepleaseplease dun let me cry again
pleasepleaseplease let me be determined

i believe that tmr will be an even better day:D
(even though im working full shift tmr.. SOBS)

ouch

闭着眼数了三遍你应该要出现
但你却又食言让我看不见


i kept telling myself not to lose faith
i told myself not to cry

tonite the sky is clear

but i cant
tonite once again i cried
over nothingness

the nitesky is filled with stars

cus, i cant feel you anymore
i noe i shld be understanding
i noe i shld be strong
i m not a kid anymore
but the feeling of emptiness even when you are right there
it's just scary
i cant sense wads goin thru your mind
i cant feel my importance
i cant see you anymore
where are you?

im not alone tonite

cant you see it?
cant you sense it?
you're tired, i noe
but im tired too.. have you tot of that?
im struggling within myself
and it's realli hard

at least the stars are there for me

i dun want to doubt you
cus i still believe in you
but i cant help but wonder if the past is repeating itself again
that once again, im just a float..
no matter wad, past cant be erased

stars float in the sky.. so do i

iloveyou
and i noe i still matter to you somewhere in ur heart
can you please find back yourself soon?
so that i can look into your eyes, n not see emptiness anymore
so that i can feel your warmth, not your coldness
and so that i can sense your love, and not my tears

my northern star will show me my way.. i know it

1threethree07

tagging~*

feng~~ hahas.. nice to see you tag:D bet u miss us all rite:D hahas.. nowadays got life anot?

aaron~~ surprised to c u on the bus ytd nite.. HAHA:)thanks for the info:D

yelyn~~ HEY! happy to see you! hahas:D miss you so much.. jiayou!

gel~~ ew ew.. dun lk my face there=.= hahas.. any idea hw to remove it:P

kettle~~ wah.. *nudgenudge* evillllll *kaboom*

miss everyone..
reallirealli
life without unitians is jus.. BORING

ytd as i was watching the hanakimi
i saw the part where xiu yi was blamed for cheating in exam and was asked to meet the teacher in the staff's room
as he was returning to his classrm heavy hearted,
he thought that he would return to an empty classroom
But he was wrong
when he stepped in
all his frend were waiting for him
a smile of xing fu was on his face

so sweet
then i thought of unitians:D
the atmoshere felt so familiar
that frends were alwaes there to support and believe in us
so sweet n familiar

hahas..
went library ytd
i was walking arnd n found myself at the literature corner
and i saw this harry potter book
and i was lk WOW.. harry potter in lit corner?
so i took the book and read...
IM SO IMPRESSED
they analysed the whole harry potter book okay..
lk WOW.. who in the world would do such a thing
but this is one smart person
reading it was lk an enlightenment.. LOL
read one paragraph on the one where young harry potter sat in front of this mirror n saw his parents beside him.. then dumblerdore came in and said that he noticed harry had been there for a few times
so the book analysed and said that from this portion we can see that dumblerdore probably have the ability to turn invisible at will in order to be able to be around without havin harry noticing..
i din even BOTHERED to think about how dumblerdore know harry was there when i read the book
wow..

i miss literature..
LOL

tenthreezeroseven (II)

i just realised my blog entries dat n time dun tally with the correct one.. HAHAS
prob my comp fault..

markk!! hahahs.. how do i remove my face?
at the bottom of the entry that one..
HAHAS
i dun lk to see myself at the end of each entry=.=

LOL:D

tenthreezeroseven

disappointment

ytd night
went to the park to walkwalk alone..
star-less night.. disappointment
so i just sat on the bench..

i love the nitesky
especially one that is filled with stars
it makes me feel as though i have them watching over me
and i will not feel lonely

be understanding

i think im still a very childish person =.=
kettle shld be nodding his head in agreement:P
i depend alot on others
and i've definitely depend on shenxun too much..
that now that sch started for him.. i realli feel lonely without him:(

it's okay
i still got my stars

ninethreeseven

forever isnt easy enough

some random tots in my head

it's hard to be understanding sometimes?

when insecurity kept flooding
and you dun noe wad is goin on

when your mind is telling you to be realistic
and your heart is telling you to believe

forever is just a word

and those tears were not becus you weren't there
but were to fill the insecurities..

just think about it
forever.. do you believe?

egg march 07

~*ouch

that's for not exercising ever since NAFA ended in april last yr
*clpasclaps*
hahas.. now im SOOO motivated to exercise:D
(way to go melisa.. jiayous :P )
so ytd night at 1o.15 pm
the highly motivated melisa decided to find out how much stamina she left
So she went jogging!

not bad.. i still got stamina okay:D
and it's realli much more better running in the nite..
running in PE lessons is killer
hahas..
so i ran frm my hus to tembusu park
(the one near yelyn hus)
ran one round in park den stroll *ahems* 2 rounds =X
and ran home
dotdotdot
and thats how i ended up with leg cramps today:D
and everytime i think of cramp..
i think of BIO =X
lactic acid=.=
ahhhh

huix is rite..
all these things i learnt in sec sch are lk so unrelated to my poly course..
im so not teaching kindergarden kids amaths, chem, bio, physics

ANYWAY
i went cartel just now to copy the SOP
and suhua made me this SUPER BIG ice cream with ALOT of choc sauce:D
hahahs.. it's big lah.. compared to the budget mini one we usually give..
happyhappy

oh yahs!
guess wad.. i found someone who's going the same course as me:)
theresa lim:D
hahas.. well at least now i got company:D
but goin to np is realli complicated for me..
haish.. i hate goin farfar place..
im SO lazy:D

six march 07

newsnewsnews

i got myself a new hp.. sony ericsson Z610i i think
most importantly.. it's PINK!
hahas..
and it has bluetooth..
so im so gonna kup songs and pics from u guys next time we meet:D
hahas

i got posted to ngee ann poly
early childhood edu
i guess i shld be happy cus it's wad i wanted
but i cant help but feel a little...
sad
cus suhui fiona n mich are all goin SP
sobsob
any gurls goin NP?
someone i can go sch with on first day of sch..
cus i duno how to get to np from here =.=
oh dear
anyway.. congrats to you guys for getting the courses u wanted:D

hahas..
on a happier note
at least ngee ann has reali interesting ccas..
i was looking thru
found some interesting ones
Japanese Tsubasa clubwadever that is.. something about Japanese culture thingy.. sounds fun.. there's sushi making sessions:D
song composing club
since i love writing songs and stuff.. mayb,mayb..
Campus Crusade for Christ , Christian Fellowship
maybe it's time to get serious and enthu into fellowship and stuff..
kettle would sure be happy that i join rite?
Red Cross Humanitarian Chapter
hahas.. or mayb i shld just stick to what i alwaes been doin..
FIRSTAID =.=
ice skating club
it's good to try something different:D

hahas.. well welll.. wad do you guys think?

fourth march ou7

it's march!!

so fast rite
time flies
hahas
im back to health again (rather)
and gained 1kg.. so im no longer 38kg:D
*attention gel mark yel*
i'm 39kg!!
hahas.. they were trying to make me eat more that day:)
(even though i already eaten full dinner before meeting them)
but they were realli sweet lah..
noeing that there are ppl hu still care:D

hmm..
im thinking of getting a new hp..
the current one is giving me problems
ppl cant call me though my hp is on
hp vibrates but no msg comes in
sent msg appearing at inbox
etcetc
so im going down to singtel shop tmr and see if i wanna get my new hp XP
but im paying myself *sobsob*
so mayb i'll reconsider...
see how:D
hahs

i went church today!!
*patpat*
i ponned for TWO WHOLE MONTHS
that's bad okay.. hahas
today, i finally din have to work
and i could actualli wake up
so..
well done melisa:D
so proud of myself.. LOL
it feels great to be back in the house of the Lord..
realli.. that warm feeling:)
im so motivated to go next sunday:D