Blessings

Sorry for the lack of updates. This blog has been so not productive this year and seriously this is a very shameful record. All in all, I would like to thank my dear Allah for His never ending blessings. I couldn't have feel any better than thinking of all the blessings and wonderful things that happened around me. Thank you Allah for everything!



I was overwhelmed when the ustazah asked me to be in charged for a play to be performed during the Maulidur Rasul celebration in school. Wow, me handling a play? I was really excited. But how am I going to get the students ready by Friday when I just can start practicing on Wednesday. It has been such a long time since my last time writing for a play and it was in early 2005 I guess. I kept thinking for something that would be meaningful yet acceptional to the students with their background. Seriously there are loads to put when thinking about our beloved ar-Rasul. Alhamdulillah, I managed to finish up the script by 9am on Wednesday. I rushed to reach school on 10am and only managed to give the students the script and their parts. and again alhamdulillah, the trainee teacher gladly replace my class so I can train the students. Though he was like, "it'll only be this time, right?". But on top of that, thumbs up to the students for being really cooperative and understanding. Though there are some of the students keep asking if they will receive anything for the performance, I kept reminding them that this performance is going to be our tribute to the prophet. Insya Allah the reward would be amazing and amazing reward can only be given by Allah.



I need to keep reminding the students to be serious and play their part seriously as they are delivering message to the other students from the play. Guess, they really enjoy acting in the battle with swords, wearing an arab turban (which I learned to wrap it through uTube) and trying to be superhero. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. Though there were some technical problems with the microphone and speakers (which are beyond our reach to handle it), I think everyone really enjoying it. The other students were excited to see the actors with arab costume anyways.



And here is such a beautiful song to remind us about our beloved prophet Muhammad. Posted before by my dear sis PuteriBonda. I planned to play this song during class but I had to leave the class earlier as a parent want to discuss with me about her child.



So here goes this very beautiful song, Al-Habib.




Laa Ilaha Illallah Muhammadun Rasoolullah
Alaihi Salatullah Wa Alihi Wal Ahibba (2x)

Shine your mercy like the sun
And be gracious as the earth
Let your kindness come like rain which choose not whom it falls upon

And let ocean deep your wisdom be
Your hearth and land spread in peace
Give yourself in love of him be like Al Habib

But in your deepest heal and in your deepest breath
Follow him in humility
Place your trust in the one, to whom creation turns
You'll find redemption and find peace.

Laa Ilaha Illallah Muhammadun Rasoolullah
Alaihi Salatullah Wa Alihi Wal Ahibba

Be a blazing fire of truth, be assuming full of peace
With the light of your sincerity, break the clouds of tyranny
Let your faith be like a blessed tree, give your shade to all who seek
May your root of truth indeed take your strength from Al-habib

Ya Nabi Salaam Alaik Ya rasool Salaam Alaik
Ya Habib Salaam Alaik Salawatullah Alaik

And all who turns to you will bring tranquillity
Contentment with Allah's decree
Give thanks for all what comes, be patient and revert
Some day you will return to Him

Laa Ilaha Illallah Muhammadun Rasoolullah
Alaihi Salatullah Wa Alihi Wal Ahibba

Hold fast to the company of the folk of certainty
Through the gates and through your love for them
May you be as one of them
He is gentle as the whispering breeze, spread solace to the world we're in
Let your heart and soul be narrative, give life and love to Al habib

Ya Nabi Salaam Alaik Ya Rasool Salaam Alaik
Ya Habib Salaam Alaik Salawatullah Alaik

And stand before Allah like nothing else exist.
And worship Him like you are seen
Be with all creation, in all your deeds and words
Let's know you help yourself to these

Laa Ilaha Illallah Muhammadun Rasoolullah
Alaihi Salatullah Wa Alihi Wal Ahibba

Yet when you master all of this
Forget not your neediness, we're it not for Allahs grace
None of this can be achieved
So be humble as the lonely earth, that all creatures walk upon
Be the slave of the most merciful, take your light from Al-Habib

So shine your mercy like the sun
Send your light across the earth
Let your kindness flow like rivers
Quenched the thirst to all who come

And let mountain strong your spirit be
Let your heart melt down of love for him
Take the roads that leads to him
May you be with Al-Habib

Ya Nabi Salaam Alaik Ya Rasool Salaam Alaik
Ya Habib Salaam Alaik Salawatullah Alaik (2x)

Laa Ilaha Illallah Muhammadun Rasoolullah
Alaihi Salatullah Wa Alihi Wal Ahibba (2X)

Syurga di hatiku

"Adik tu tak bawa buku pun, tak tulis apa-apa pun time pengisian!" Ukhti itu mungkin aneh pertama kali melihat gelagat adik yang begitu.

Lalu saya terkenangkan kembali ketika saya di program pertama, terlalu ghurobaa kerana peserta yang lainnya berpakaian jubah dan tudung labuh sedangkan saya berpakaian ala-ala peserta perkhemahan. Oh, sebenarnya saya memang ingat program 'ini sejarah kita' tu adalah satu program advencer menjelajah hutan belantara dan melihat tinggalan sejarah berharga. Lalu rasa tertipu dan marah kerana rupanya program ni macam ceramah je. Tapi sebab saya ni muka tak tahu malu, lepak je la dengan muka seposen nak dengar ceramah tu half-hearted pada mulanya. Menariknya, penceramah tu perasan saya tak ada buku dan pen. Lalu diberinya saya kertas supaya saya boleh conteng-conteng dan alhamdulillah, dengan kertas itulah saya membawa bekal berharga pulang ke rumah sehingga demam dan rasa dunia dah terbalik sebab separuh percaya....."ha, kita kena buat dakwah ke?"

Ha, dan juga teringat betapa kelakarnya saya yang awal-awal dulu suka ke program dengan sebuah buku kecil untuk mengambil autograf semua orang (sedangkan lepas tu memang jumpa orang yang sama je selalu..haha malunya) Pernah di program pertama saya (masa belum join usrah), ada seorang kakak mengajak seorang peserta ni untuk hadir ke walimahnya. Saya yang pada waktu tu tak tahu pun yang ukhti ni rupanya anak usrah kakak ni dengan menyibuk dan tak tahu malu pun terus je cakap, "akak tak nak ajak saya sekali ke?" =P

Ah, yang menjadi kenangan terindah saya..

autograf dari kakak dulu, "Jom masuk syurga!"

dan waaaaah, alhamdulillah akak memimpin saya untuk menjadi saya seperti hari ini.

Terima kasih kakak, terima kasih Allah!!!

Kini, tanggungjawab dan peluang saya pula mencipta kenangan terindah buat adik-adik.

Kenangan indah dipuput bayu hidayah dan menghidu haruman mekar iman yang menyegarkan lantas membuatkan hidup yang dilalui lebih bererti.

dan meletakkan motivasi hidup untuk meraih syurga Allah.

Kenapa?

Kerana di syurga saja kita bisa bertemu dengan Allah!

Kerana syurga Allah itu janji-Nya buat mereka yang berusaha untuk mengharapkan redha-Nya!

Ah, mari memburu syurga..berlari merebutkan tiket ke syurga sebelum kehabisan!

dan peluang itu cuma sekali...melakukan yang terbaik sebagai abid dan khalifah Allah di dunia!

yuk...........semangat!!!!!

Still dreaming?

Most of the time, I really wish that I can wake people up from their dreams. Oh, how I really wish that they are not living asleep...that they can see that everything in this temporary world is just a dream. As Allah has told us, again and again in the Qur'an:

And this worldly life is not but diversion and amusement. And indeed, the home of the Hereafter - that is the [eternal] life, if only they knew. (29:64)

and sometimes I can't help but to feel a little sad, when people just shut themselves from the reality that this life ain't to be forever...that I'm just someone who is really weird to keep talking about hereafter when others just enjoying themselves with this wordly heaven. Sigh~

It’s all a dream (click)

by: the sound of reason

(When you wake up it’s all a dream)
This one goes out to everyone still dreamin’

Now can you picture for a moment now this life was a dream
And everything you came to know was really not what it seemed in fact
The world’s a stage and we are lost in our scenes lost in between reality and what we see
Lost so deep but choose to be with all these comforts and fantasies
And with these whispers promising bliss that just keep you so involved and highten the fall but
You don’t see it and I don’t know why and every time that I try I’m just pushed aside
And I... I’m watching you go walk towards the door that ends the show and although
I’ve said it before please I need you now to know
See I know it’s alot but I know in my heart that what you see to be the ending is really the start

And I can’t make you do this and I can’t make you see
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living asleep
And you don’t even notice and you don’t even see
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see
And I can’t make you do this (Can’t do this) and I can’t make you see (can’t see no)
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living a dream
And you don’t even notice (don’t notice) and you don’t even see (don’t see no)
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see

For far too long I sat back as an idle man too many dreams with an empty sense of confidence
Changing nothing breaking myself never understand
When you’re asleep it’s unique how you comprehend
You’ve got control if you know and if not well friend you’re just a part of the show
For those in the know their future’s there to control
Have the map for two roads always reap what you sew
Cause this is a dream a test till the day where we don’t say but speak with our chest
And I can deal with the rest cause I think of the best and then me waking up with the rest

And I can’t make you do this and I can’t make you see
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living asleep
And you don’t even notice and you don’t even see
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see
And I can’t make you do this (Can’t do this) and I can’t make you see (can’t see no)
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living a dream
And you don’t even notice (don’t notice) and you don’t even see (don’t see no)
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see

The first think you told me we belong together and never
Have you known someone you’d want forever until me
But I was caught within my thoughts and weather or not
To keep it going knowing you had my heart
See you had my all it’s true I saw you as an angel falling from God for me
And so I wanted to protect your light and so I told you all about this test called life
Everything between the earth and the skies and the truth that lies behind what eyes can’t find and when we spoke it seemed like you could relate
It got me thinking I could be your one but wait
I had to know I had to see was your understanding for real or just for me
So if I wasn’t in the picture I could know for sure so I let you go (no)
Until this day still I wait and I pray your safe return I’ll be here when you wake

And I can’t make you do this and I can’t make you see
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living asleep
And you don’t even notice and you don’t even see
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see
And I can’t make you do this (Can’t do this) and I can’t make you see (can’t see no)
And I can’t convince you can’t but tell you that you’re living a dream
And you don’t even notice (don’t notice) and you don’t even see (don’t see no)
You don’t care to listen don’t care for more than what your eyes can see

(When you wake up it’s all a dream)

Always be there!

Alllahu Akbar

If you ask me about love
And wanna know about it
I am so pleased
It's everything about Allah
The pure love, to our soul
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The ONE that made us all
And HE's the guardian of HIS true believers

So when the time is hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn't never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all'll be over
And we'll be in His heaven and we'll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

Allahu Akbar (many times)

So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

Allahu Akbar

by: Maher Zain

Ama Zilna

Approaching God with our hearts
No fear nor grief for whom He guides
His rope is strong and will never waver
His provision is there for all who are in need

In every place, at every time
Above you is The Glorious Care-taking Lord
In every place, at every time
You have a Lord who loves you and will never forget you

Do we know our Lord?
Do we see our Lord's blessings?
Do we know our Lord?
Do we thank Him?... or have we forgotten..
that His servants... we are


In His Dominion we exist for as long as He wills
And we call upon His bounty through prayer
And seek His favors through hope
For He is our refuge when difficulty strengthens its hold

In every place, at every time
Above you is a Glorious Care-taking Lord
In every place, at every time
You have a Lord who loves and will never forget you

Do we know our Lord?
Do we see our Lord's blessings?
Do we know our Lord?
Do we thank Him?... or have we forgotten..
that His servants... we are

My heart is Allah's
My soul is Allah's
My wealth is Allah's

SMS

Kalau anda perasan, saya dah tambah lagi satu lagu dalam playlist mixpod tepi tu. Lagu SMS dari Tashiru. Berita hari ini, semalam Israel mencabuli gencatan senjata. Peringatan untuk kita semua, walau berada dalam genjatan senjata pun kita tak semestinya boleh duduk berdiam diri. Mesti tetap melakukan sesuatu. Bukan bermakna genjatan senjata sudah boleh berhenti memboikot!!

Geram juga bila baca respon orang terhadap boikot ni. Ada yang kata, "kalau boikot kita nanti nak makan ape?". Ceh, banyak lagi pilihan lain. Percayalah, anda masih berpeluang untuk hidup kalau tak jamah McD dan seangkatannya. Tapi mereka di sana mempunyai kurang peluang untuk terlepas daripada serangan Israel bila anda hanya mengikut selera perut anda.

Erk, takkan dengan perut pun boleh kalah?
Ayuh, SMS!!

SMS (Satukan Muslim Sedunia)
Tashiru

Aku tertunduk malu
Terdiam tiada upaya
Aku terhentak lesu
Kala derita melanda

Di hati negeri sana
Deru, peluru dan darah
Menjadi saksi segala
Derap perjuangan…

Jauh dari lubuk hati,
inginnya ku serukan
Senandung perdamaian,
mengumandangkan keadilan

Bukalah pintu hati
Peduli pada sesama
Membantai kezaliman,
hancurkan kemunafikan

(*) Satukan Muslim Sedunia
Kuatkan ikatan ukhuwah
Hilangkan duka lara yang melanda saudara seiman
Satukan Mukmin Sedunia
Rapatkan barisan ummah
Bebaskan negeri islam, dari segala keangkuhan

Scommencez avec… Bismillah
Kita sebut asma Allah
Satukan niat, semangat ukhuwah Islamiyah
Muslim di dunia kan terasa indah
Kesampingkan perbedaan berjuang fissabilillah

Muslim bersaudara, muslim bersama-sama
Muslim bagaikan tubuh dan anggotanya
Satu bagi yang terluka
Maka bagian yang lain ikut merasakannya

Satu kata, satu makna, satu wacana
Berteduh dalam satu bendera
Islam sebagai cahaya
Nabi Muhammad panutan kita
Allah tujuan akhir semua…

Hidup ini memang perjuangan
Saling bantu ringankan beban muslim seiman
Saling mendoakan
Jabatkan tangan silaturrahim
Berjuang kita ulurkan tangan

Lailahailallah…

Lailahailallah…

Lailahailallah…

Lailahailallah…

Doa

Tuhan jamahlah hatiku
yg kering dan hampa tanpa kasih
atas kuasa Mu ku terlahir
dan hanya Pada Mu ku kembali

Dalam Tangan Mu ku pasrahkan
jalan panjang hidupku
yang kan ku tempuh
hanya pada Mu ku memohon
dan hanya pada Mu ku bersujud

"tunjukan aku menuju jalan lurus Mu
agar aku dapat wujudkan tobatku
terangi aku dalam gelapnya duniaku
agar aku bisa dapatkan ridho Mu

Ya Allah Ya robbi
Ya rohman Ya rohim"



One of the best lyrics.
Doa by Ungu.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah. I really had a great day today..alhamdulillah for your precious gifts ^__^

Ya Illahi

Bismillah.

This is my all-time favourite song ^_^
It touches me, deep. Can't find the english lyrics but here in the video.
The lyrics in bahasa as follows.
Another cup of love, I would love to share. hee..

FI LAYLAH MINAL LAYALI - MUHAMMAD AL-HUSAYYAN
Album : Mawlay

Fi Laylatin Minal Layal Lastu Adri Ma'tarani
Zulmatun Taghrumuni Ya Rab

Al-Ardhu Daqat Wassama' Wa Qalbi Ma Arafud Dhiya'
Wad Dam'u Bata Yabki Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Asaytu Waz Zanbu Kabir
Wa Inni Fi Huzni Asir
Muqayyadun Bizanbi Ya Rab

Fahal Yastahiqqu Ya Ilahil Afwa Mujrima
Muqirrun Biz Zunubi Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Antal Lazi Khalaqtani Rahimtani Wa Razaqtani
Dauman Ya Rabbi Qad Kunta Ma'i

Lakinnani Naaitu Anka Nasitu Ma Qad Kana Lak
Wa Sirtu Fi Toriqi Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Wal Yaum Ya Rabbi A'ud Min Zulmatin Khalfal Hudud
Fal Qalbu Munkasirun Wa Torofi Hair

Wa Anal Ghariqu Fala Ara Illa Siwaka Liy Munqiza
La Manja Wa La Manja Illa Anta

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
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Terjemahan Oleh : WEWR Entertainment

Di malam dari malam-malam
Tidakku tahu apa yang menimpaku
Kegelapan menyelubungiku oh Tuhan

Bumi terasa sempit juga langit
Dan hatiku tidak ketahuan cahaya
Dan air mata pasti menangis Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Kubermaksiat dan berdosa besar
Dan aku menjadi tawanan kesedihan
Terikat dengan dosa wahai Tuhan

Maka adakah berhak wahai Ilahi
Mengampunkan penjenayah
Yang mengaku dosa-dosa Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Engkaulah Yang Menciptaku, Merahmatiku, Memberi Rezekiku,
Setiap masa oh Tuhan, Kau pernah bersamaku

Tetapiku menjauhi diri daripada-Mu
Kulupakan apa yang dahulu milik-Mu
Dan kumengikut jalanku sendiri Ya Ilahi

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Dan hari ini wahai Tuhanku
Aku pulang dari kegelapan luar sempadan
Maka hatiku retak dan mataku bingung

Dan aku tenggelam maka aku tidak nampak sesiapa
Kecuali Engkau sebagai penyelamatku
Tiada penyelamat dan tiada penyelamat kecuali Engkau

Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi
Ya Ilahi Ya Ilahi

Lirik : Muhammad Al-Husayyan
Jurutera : Ammar Al-Binniy

Ikan, Laron dan Semut

Pagi ini perlu menghadapi kertas Ecology. Sedang studi sambil bermain-main di hadapan komputer, terjumpa lagu yang menarik ini. Juga punya kaitan dengan ekologi (termasuk manusia dan alam). Menarik!!

Aku senang, aku senang
Tapi bingung, aku bingung
Aku senang, aku senang
Tapi heran, aku heran..

Dan akupun bertanya..
Pada semua ikan di kolam
Tiadakah kau bosan, disitu...
Dan diapun menjawab,tiada bosan
Walau berada di tempat sekecil ini
Karena ku di sini, setiap hari, bersama Tuhanku

Dan akupun bertanya..
Pada laron-laron berterbangan
Kenapa kau hidup semalam...
Dan Iapun menjawab,Tiada tersiap..
Walau hanya semalam aku hidup di dunia
Karna dalam semalam..
aku hidup, Ku sebut Tuhanku...


Dan akupun bertanya..
Pada semut-semut di sarangnya..
Tidakkah kau merasa lelah bekerja...
Dan Dia pun menjawab, Tiada lelah..
Walau sepanjang hidup aku terus bekerja,
Karna setiap saat dalam bekerja, bersama Tuhanku..

Dan ikanpun menjawab,tiada bosan
Walau berada di tempat sekecil ini
Karena ku di sini, setiap hari, bersama Tuhanku

Dan laronpun menjawab,Tiada tersiap..
Walau hanya semalam aku hidup di dunia
Karna dalam semalam,aku hidup, Ku sebut Tuhanku...

Dan semutpun menjawab, Tiada lelah..
Walau sepanjang hidup aku terus bekerja,
Karna setiap saat, dalam bekerja, bersama Tuhanku..

Dan aku bertanya, pada jiwaku
Sejauh apa...hidup tanpa Tuhanmu
Dan aku bertanya, pada hatiku
Sedalam (selama) apa...hidup tanpa Tuhanmu
Dan aku bertanya, pada diriku
Sekeras apa... kerja tanpa Tuhanmu

(by: Fatih)

Aku malu dengan ikan, laron dan semut...
aku bertanya pada jiwaku, hatiku, dan diriku... T_T

Imtihan mode

Saat kesempitan dan penuh dengan cubaan ini. Harapnya kita terus tabah. Lagu ini dedikasi buat semua... Semoga kita tabah! Mari Berusaha mencari REDHA!!! :D








Harapan dari setiap insan
kesenangan serta ketenangan
menjalani hidup ini tanpa ada cobaan
sayang harapan itu tak pasti
kerna cobaan akan terjadi
tuk menguji sabar diri
dan ketakwaan....

bridge:

akankah kita tetap tegar
mejalaninya dengan keiklhasan
ataukah terjerumus kedalam keputusasaan

reff:

katakanlah kami ini adalah miliknya Allah
yang akan kembali kepadaNya
kapan dan dimana saja
dan berdoalah mohon ampunan
dari semua kesalahan
agar mendapat keridhoan dan pertolongan...

(kembali ke: * bridge reff)

Dalam ujian.......

Orphan Child

She was just standing there
Little girl,all alone
Barely covered head to toe,
Barely just 12 years old
Why is she all alone?
Why's the world just so cold?
Why don't we play our part?
What has hardened our hearts?
What has hardened our hearts?
Underneath the waterfall,
Million dollar shopping mall
Two boys play their games,
Helps to keep them nice and warm
Thousand people walking by,
Feeding their vain desire
Don't they see,
Are they blind?

Allah loves the orphan child
Allah loves the orphan child
Like our beloved Muhammad,peace be upon him
He was an orphan
And Allah sheltered him
What status is given to these children?
Children
Just by the riverside,
Right next to that orphan child,
Families come to play
They don't see that's where she stays
Looking through empty eyes,
Who cares that she might die?
Oh my child,don't you cry
Allah loves you more than I
Allah loves you more than I

She was just standing there,
Barely just twelve years old
What has hardened our hearts?
Why's the world just so cold?
She was just standing there