bummer.

DISASTROUS!

i hate my results..do i really have to be such an idiot..??this life sucks when there's lots of things that you don't want to..happens!it really do sucks..hate using such nasty words..but..no can do..i can't take it anymore!

even so..life must go on..let out the busuks and take the wangi..maybe there's something for me ahead after all this I've gone through..like what Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah said in one of his ceramah's..

"ALLAH kalau nak beri kegemilangan pada hambanya,,DIA akan mulakan dengan musibah.."

i'll keep that phrase in mind..it's true if you guys think about it for a moment..but that 'musibah' is something that sometimes..a hamba cannot handle at all..maybe my iman is weak..is not strong enough..like all those para Wali's and Rasul's..i'm way too worst to be compared to them..but..there's a verse in the Holy Quran..

"ALLAH tidak akan menguji seorang hambanya tidak lebih dari kemampuannya.."

that's what i believe..and it WILL be what i always believe..ALLAH knows what's right and what's for us..and as a hamba to the ALMIGHTY..i have to accept all that's fated to me even if i'm half insane about all these that has happened to me..

remember..life must go on..whatever happens..come hell or high water..i'll be a strong hamba in whatever situation it is..maybe ALLAH wanna show me something that i don't know..something that no one will even thought of..maybe..just maybe..you'll never know until you try..tak kenal maka tak chenta,,right?

quotes.of.life

seperti yg SHAKESPEARE kte..

"life's but a walking shadow.."

mst korg ingtkn ayat nh..ad dlm sajak dy yg famous th..ap kok..??x ingt r..huk3..owhhh..tjuk dy LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE..ingt kn3..??sjk th byk ngajar ak about life and the way to live in it actually..ayt th je da byk mksud dy..dy kte khidupn itu spti byg2 yg bgrk2..mmg r..nh translation melayu er..tp btul r..smbong ag poem th..

"..a poor player.."
"that struts and frets his hour upon the stage.."

dy ckp cm pelakon pulak..yg mhbskn mse dy ats pnts th..that player struts and frets..that what he says..wasting hours upon the stage..cm th r idop..kte nh idop wt memcm..nme famous kemain ag..ckp nme sume org knl..tp..

"and then it is heard no more.."

msti r org th mati kn..ble org th da xde,,xde spe pon kesah..org da x ingt da pon tat dy..pergi cm gth er..len r femly n spupu spapat dy kn..humm..

"it is a tale.."
"told by an idiot,,full of sound and fury.."

it IS like a tale..a fairytale..told by a person,,a human being..telling all the people about it..semngt org th cerite..tp org len cm x kesah er..cyan mmt th..

"signifying nothing.."

laz2ny xde pape pon..menyedehkn pny ending..sdey2..cmth r idop snany..tp itu dr pndgn org puteh yg tataw ap2 pon tntg dnie akhirat..yg x jelas tntg kpecayaan dorg..xkn org islam nk biar idop dorg cm gth er kn..ble mti abes cmth er..th sbb ad hds yg kte..

ble kte mti nanti..xde pape yg kte akn bwk sme2 kte kcuali 3 mnde er..
amln kte..ilmu yg diamalkn..n doa ank2 soleh..klu da jdk mk bpk r..hoho..th sbb kne stat dri skrg klu nk slmt..haha..

think about it..mybe what i'm pratting didn't give anything to some of you..but this is what life is about..rite..??