KKJ..??

what's with all the mushy KKJ thingy huh..??

ak baru melayari ms and fb..rameny laa rindu kt kkj th..weird but unfortunately true..huhh..

ghaye's attacking!.

huuuu..

teghujeny nk ghaye..hahaa..they say..time ghaye is the most suitable time to minx maap nan org y kte rse kte ad wt slh..it's the best chance..grab it!.don't let go bak kte david archie..huu

i like it when it's ghaye..the bunge api..the bju ghaye y lelawaa..aah!.rse cm kt fntasyland..sume org cm prince n princesses..sume nmpk cumel2..sengih er pepg..n y plg pntg..ak bgn awe!.huu..bese r th..kte mst tnjk kte ank dre sjati time2 cmnh r..hahaa

most importantly..ak akn dpt byk duwet free..sonok!.bley r ak bli adiah SI ak y hrg mlampau th..huu..umah da byk brubh daa..lgsr da tuka,,lpek meja..bkn sng nk tuka sgle mnde dlm umah th..kueh rye ad taon nh..hell bez..sbb taon lps xd..kre mlanx twos abes r taon lps..taon nh bley smpn2 sket..hahaa

wishin' all you guys out there a very memorable raya..hepi raya..

konvo.ayah

hahaa

tggl 15 ogos 2009 yg lalu mrupakn trkh bersejarh wat insn bname ridzuan b hussin..itule ayhku yg cumel..ayh da bjye bgelar dr. stlh 4 taon bsusa pyh bljr..congrats ayh..!!ak sbgi ankny bbgge n very proud of him..so much..

i'll follow his steps someday..

comey ayh ny jubah!wane maroon..hoho..da r topi plek..tp i'm very grateful that he made it to the end..mmg ayh da byk bkorbn ntok ktorg..sgt..that's why we love him..gaga..

bummer.

DISASTROUS!

i hate my results..do i really have to be such an idiot..??this life sucks when there's lots of things that you don't want to..happens!it really do sucks..hate using such nasty words..but..no can do..i can't take it anymore!

even so..life must go on..let out the busuks and take the wangi..maybe there's something for me ahead after all this I've gone through..like what Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah said in one of his ceramah's..

"ALLAH kalau nak beri kegemilangan pada hambanya,,DIA akan mulakan dengan musibah.."

i'll keep that phrase in mind..it's true if you guys think about it for a moment..but that 'musibah' is something that sometimes..a hamba cannot handle at all..maybe my iman is weak..is not strong enough..like all those para Wali's and Rasul's..i'm way too worst to be compared to them..but..there's a verse in the Holy Quran..

"ALLAH tidak akan menguji seorang hambanya tidak lebih dari kemampuannya.."

that's what i believe..and it WILL be what i always believe..ALLAH knows what's right and what's for us..and as a hamba to the ALMIGHTY..i have to accept all that's fated to me even if i'm half insane about all these that has happened to me..

remember..life must go on..whatever happens..come hell or high water..i'll be a strong hamba in whatever situation it is..maybe ALLAH wanna show me something that i don't know..something that no one will even thought of..maybe..just maybe..you'll never know until you try..tak kenal maka tak chenta,,right?

malu.ak

huhuu..
ak mlu gle nan pristiwe nh..sgnny..tp xde mnde pon..haha..arith..kn kte blek ntok ari mwddh kn..ad r kuarge pak ngah tchenta dtg..ank2 dy pon dy angkut skali..ad r si abg sedara..si kakak sedara..dn si adek sedara y bwu 6 taon kot..

kjadian ituh blaku lps ak kuwaw dapo..pnt tulun mk msk nh..huhh..panasny..nk crk r nfon tsyg..mne le tw ad msj msok kn..scan r ruang tamu th..tgk kt meja mkn..sofa [dimana si abg sedara sdg berbaring]..lelantai yg bsepah th..tiada..

bgerak r ke meja di mne tletakny tv plasma gedabak th..ttbe..nmpk r nfon nokia itam th..owhh..tgh charge rupeny..tnp mnkn ap2 btg pd si nfon..charger twos dicabut..kaki twos nk mlgkh ke blik da nh..

ttbe..

"eh.."
sore ituh bersuare..

"th nfon sy r.."

kate2 si abg sedara mmatikn lgkh ke blik..dgn mke bjet x bslh..bdn di psg 360 drjh pelahan lahan..

"ye..??sorry.."

nfon betuka tgn..snyom plstik ditmpl srta mrta..uit..malu syiot..

twos ak msk ke blik tnp sbrg kate ag..si kakak sedara di sblh abg sedara hny mmp tsenyom..dodol..mluny ak..th r!spe suwoh wt nfon sme housing..wt malu kaum er..ble selisih nan si abg sedara ituhh..hny mmp mnahan mlu er..nk wt cemane..haila..

di dlm blk..twos ak ceghite pd akk tchenta perihal kjadian mmalukan ituhh..i swear..i WILL check the wallpaper of every nfon i wanna take..

quotes.of.life

seperti yg SHAKESPEARE kte..

"life's but a walking shadow.."

mst korg ingtkn ayat nh..ad dlm sajak dy yg famous th..ap kok..??x ingt r..huk3..owhhh..tjuk dy LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE..ingt kn3..??sjk th byk ngajar ak about life and the way to live in it actually..ayt th je da byk mksud dy..dy kte khidupn itu spti byg2 yg bgrk2..mmg r..nh translation melayu er..tp btul r..smbong ag poem th..

"..a poor player.."
"that struts and frets his hour upon the stage.."

dy ckp cm pelakon pulak..yg mhbskn mse dy ats pnts th..that player struts and frets..that what he says..wasting hours upon the stage..cm th r idop..kte nh idop wt memcm..nme famous kemain ag..ckp nme sume org knl..tp..

"and then it is heard no more.."

msti r org th mati kn..ble org th da xde,,xde spe pon kesah..org da x ingt da pon tat dy..pergi cm gth er..len r femly n spupu spapat dy kn..humm..

"it is a tale.."
"told by an idiot,,full of sound and fury.."

it IS like a tale..a fairytale..told by a person,,a human being..telling all the people about it..semngt org th cerite..tp org len cm x kesah er..cyan mmt th..

"signifying nothing.."

laz2ny xde pape pon..menyedehkn pny ending..sdey2..cmth r idop snany..tp itu dr pndgn org puteh yg tataw ap2 pon tntg dnie akhirat..yg x jelas tntg kpecayaan dorg..xkn org islam nk biar idop dorg cm gth er kn..ble mti abes cmth er..th sbb ad hds yg kte..

ble kte mti nanti..xde pape yg kte akn bwk sme2 kte kcuali 3 mnde er..
amln kte..ilmu yg diamalkn..n doa ank2 soleh..klu da jdk mk bpk r..hoho..th sbb kne stat dri skrg klu nk slmt..haha..

think about it..mybe what i'm pratting didn't give anything to some of you..but this is what life is about..rite..??

solat.subuh

huwa..!!
huhuu..arinh bgn lmbt..6.30a.m..!!
it's late..n we're totally will get our names in the JAKSA(jawatankuasa solat awal) list..
doomed..!!disaster..!!totally busted..!!
ehehh..walau ap pon,,ssjuk mne pon pg ituhh..kaki ttp mlgkh ke surau..bjln r ak nan tmn stay-up mlm..cik bumble-bee..hahaa..nme th bwu dpt pg nh..sbb sore dy cm bumble-bee dlm cte transformers th..huu..spe suwoh xmkn obat..kn dah sore merdu..ehehh..bjln r kami mlwn arus dak2 yg da slsi solt n bce ma'thurat..cm sgn..tp sbb pepg bte cm gth..xde mse nk memalu..redah je r..

smpi r kt surau..ntah cmne ntah si cik bumble-bee ttbe tsgkur nk tjtoh..nan selipa jpn yg dah tcmpk2ny..haila..seb bek pg ag..klu x mau ak gelak guling2 tat stu..huu..pg r amek wudhu'..msk2 dlm..jemaah kduwe da abes..cm bengong..huu..kne r wat jemaah bwu..

si cik bumble-bee jdk imam..ak pon iqamah r..tp x takbir2..si cik bumble-bee bleh lk glak2 nan si cik melaka yg jge lmbt ktike ituhh..rpe2ny kmi dlm stu line y sme..sbaris..spatotny imam kdpn sket..bngong..!!si cik imam bkn nk ke dpn..dodol..!!da laa glak2 cm owg gle..msg2 xnk jdk imam..bpsg2 r kt stu 3 knk2 riang rie..tolak mnolak..cik bumble-bee kmbali ke tgh..bley plak wt testing sore..dy pon testing r angkt takbir..

"allahu akbar.."

kuar r sore mrdu bumble-bee ny..hahaha..pecah twos glak tat stu..sengal ny imam..adehh..smpe ble x angkt tkbr..laz2..

"ko r jdk imam..!!"

posisi pon btuka..tkbr slmt diangkt,,qunut slmt dbaca..ttbe tyme salam..kanan..eh..??rame plak jemaah lmbt nh..salam kiri..huu..ad saf diblkg ek..??hoho..cm dodol..ingt kmi btge er lmbt..wkt nk naek..

"kak,,name..??"

huhh..psrh r..tpkse r bg kt adek f4 th..huuu..free2 er..nk kuwaw th jln r..tlggr plak pntu sliding door bgk th..si cik melaka th gelak er..siot..!!nek2 ats..xleh tdo daa..

tpacak r tge eko tat tgh dorm th xtaw nk wt pe..huu..itula pngalamn suboh plg gle..ad er owg bgon pg gegelak gth..gilak ap..??cm pe er..haila..

semekasri.till.die

huwa..!!
ak rynd gler kt skulah ak ituh..
rse cm nk blek skang jugak..cm nyesal lk pndh skulah baruu..sgle kngn2 d sne hny mmp dkng je r..kdg rse cm nk mse psg blek..
ahh..!!
silalah kmbali ke mse lampauku..!!
jgn biar ak pndah ke sni..
mst sonok klu jdk senior tat sne..
bnci skulah bwu ak..nme kemain heybat..bdk2 ny..??
bnci ak nk ckp..sbr ek ati..huuu..

sista.akue

i have a sista..not much to tell..hmm..she's kinda cute though..tp xnk ckp lbey2..kang kmbg smgkuk plak kang..hehh..nk tgk gmbe dy..??jeng3..dy kt tgh th..yg pkai bju oreng..dy baek..that's what i can tell..we've kinda got the same interest in almost everything..ktorg due2 lyn lgu english..due2 lyn archuleta..due2 lyn naruto..hoho..cm sengl er..tp btol r..dy mnt kt a certain someone th tp that penah nk gtw tat mmt th..dy kte mmt th mgkn ske kt bdk len..dy kecewe r..ktorg slalu bork2..dy kt politech skang nh..nga wt mekatronik..hbt an..??dgr nme pon cm gmpk er..mmg r dy ad byk academic's history..tp aku x prnh ad rse mlu nk cte pase dy kt kengkwn aku..kgkwn aku sume cm dgr er ap yg aku mepek..dy dok hostel..aku pon dok hostel..slaluny..ari jumaat mlm sbtu th..ak slalu call dy..kkdg ckp th smpi stu jam..mne xny..sposen stu jam..!!bhgie r aku..

dy rapat nan mk ktowg..we called her umi..umi baek r gak nan dy..kkdg th tnsyen gk r..umi cm lbeykan dy sket..myb sbb dy ank fes ot...nanx r..i still have my dad..my ayah..ayah is very undrstanding actually..along pon kate gtu..klu cte tat umi..umi tw mbebel er..pnt r tadah tlinge..klu cte kt ayh..dy dgr er byk..psth kekdg th..dy bg cdgn stu due..n usually dy ny cdgn th bley dtrime pkai..tp xde r nk kte umi ke ap..ssje..bese r th..

aku ad byk prob dok kt skewl nh..prob nan kgkwn..nan cigu2..tnsyen gak r..kdg th cm nk nanges er..tp xkn nk nanges dpn org ot..jtoh r reputasi aku..hoho..so,,klu mmg da x thn nk nk mltop th..aku bgrk r ke tepon d hjg aras dgn mmbw syiling sposen..n mule r mndail..0173xxxxxx..haa..ble dy angkt th..mle r cte..she's a great listener..n also a GREAT storyteller..byk beno cteny smpi xtw mne hjg pgkl..sng cte byk ckp r..stiap kli call..cteny msti len2..sirunuk r ckp nan dy..nk share nan kgkwn rse cm plek r plak..so,,bek r kte ckp dgn owg yg mmg da knl kte sjk kte lhr dlu..nk kte ktowg rpt pon..snany x r sgt..adek2 aku yg len pon rpt nan dy..dy cm wanted by every one..

pe ag ek..??
hmm..dy kurus..n tinggi..lgi krus dr aku..n smestiny r ag tggi..hoho..tnsyen aku..adek bwh aku da sme tggi nan aku daa..huaa..xnk2..!!nnt kang aku jdk yg plg pndek..sdey dowhh..ap yg aku mepek nh..huhh..pnt r..

i.will.be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

da dgr da lgu nh..??dgr r..mnarek..menusuk kalbu..hoho..lgu nh snany bkn utk pkwe or mkwe er..kkdg th..org yg bbtol mhayati lgu cm aku nh..huu..bley pk r sniri ap yg dmksudkan lgu nh snany..tp x tw r klu leona lewis nk nyanyi utk pkwe dy plak..hehh..cmtulah..lgu nh memule aku rse bowing gk sbb slow motion gitu..tp ble dgr blek..rse cm ad yg kne nan kte..rse cm lgu th mmg utk kte er..prasan lak..tp btol r..

yg aku phm r..lgu nh is all about the times when you guys fall down..but there's still a somebody that'll bring you guys up again..hahaa..cm gitu r..cm mberi all the support you need..but sometimes..you guys plak yg wt dy rse kcewe..kkdg th you guys rse smpi da xnk da wt dy kcewe..nk dy be proud of what we've been..what we've prove to him/her..you guys nk really show to them who you've become..who you've tryna be..it's all about yourself..about myself..things happened..we sometimes aren't brave enough to take the challenge..aren't brave enough to show that we are really strong actually..

life is always full of surprises..full of mysteries and yet full of miseries..be strong..kay..??

adann

my brother..
hmm..
8 years..
ketegaq sket n x ske mkn kek..except kek pisang..hoho..
kkdg th dy dgr ckp au..tp klu dy dgl..rse cm nk cmpk luar rumah er..hehh..
tp ap2 pon..dy still my bro..
for eternity..