Thoughts

Wow. It's been like months since I last blogged.

Always having thoughts on what I want to blog and stuff, but never really got a chance to do it. Besides, when I finally have time to blog, I usually have no idea what to type.

I'll find some time to revamp my blog soon, the layout and all. Right after I complete my university applications. Am still unsure what I need and all, but shall discuss with a couple of my friends this coming Friday! (:

I'm still a little hurt that D seems to keep an arm's length from me. Granted, sometimes I come off a little insensitive and all, but I swear I have no intention of dissing or hurting her :/ But I guess that's her character as well, I wanna see her portfolio still! ):
Not like we are exactly competing within the same fields, I have no creative talent nor the skills required. Sucks to be me.

I have utterly no talent whatsoever, trying to make a pretty online portfolio but having to count on friends. Rahr.

Supposed to be conquering gaming sites and stuff with friends but they seem pretty busy as well. I guess my social life is really down on the dumps. :(

Been depressed lately as well, no surprise considering my zero self-esteem, so I've been pigging out more often. AHHHH! As if I'm not fat enough? Been having thoughts on going for some liposuction thingy after seeing all those pretty people on music videos etc. BUT, NO $ D:
Family's having financial problems so can't really get any money from them.
Sighh, I guess I have to postpone my overseas trip with my friends as well, woe is me. and my wallet.

I've ended internship with Home Team News but still have to go back once in a while to finish up my unfinished stories. Blame my overachieving self in taking on too many projects in the first place. But do check it out! They seem rather dry and boring at first but the stories' contents are pretty interesting! www.hometeam.sg

Anyway, I'll be ending off here. Back to my endless TV shows and music videos/games. I'm still mourning the loss of my Megavideo $ though T_T 60 EUROS.