I'm engaged

Assalamualaikum.

Okey. Hurm, how do I start this so that it doesn't sound so euwww dan orang yang baca rasa nak muntah sebab kegelian. Hahaha. Ok la, let's get started.So, I'm officially engaged to Amirul. We started as friend because I always wanted to marry someone I know by myself. I want to marry  someone I know in person before anything else because what you heard from other might some kind of exaggeration or even a lie. I know his personality first and eventually getting to know him day by day. I'm not into match making and arrange marriage thingy. 

I understand as human he has flaws. I have flaws too. It's impossible to be perfect. Mana lah boleh kau nak cari orang yang perfect. Contoh kau nak cantik dan hot macam Megan Fox tu kan. Tapi nak yang baik dan solehah macam Anna Althafunnisa. Both just don't tally.

Be realistic. 

Amirul,

Thank you for not giving up on me. Despite me being heartless sometimes, not knowing what I want life (which I actually do, but I'm too shy to tell you) and sometimes I give no reaction to you (I have to understand you're an extrovert person).I'm trying my very best to keep up with your hyper activeness. Hahaha. I never want to disappoint you. Sorry for the joke that you can't accept. Amirul, thank you. Thank you for making me believe good guy still exist.

I love you. I love you so much. I have no word to describe how much I love you. It's beyond what I could comprehend. I understand, I should not love human like more that the creator. I completely understand that. The love for Allah is eternity. Insyaallah. Amirul, thank you for making my life come fresh and alive.

Izzati said she's officially off market when she got engaged. I was amused. Me? When I'm engaged and  I'm officially not looking for any guy. I choose to be faithful the man that I love. Semoga perkahwinan yang bakal dibina akan meningkatkan keimanan dan kami lebih mengagungi kuasa Allah s.w.t dengan nikmat kasih sayang dari mu melalui insan-insan disekeliling kami. 19 days to go and I'm nervous like heck!

I know this post is so mushy. Please excuse me for the jiwang karatness overload. Hehehe

Sincerely, 

Fareha