Nice Day by miiss

gowns

Thursday, August 13, 2009
10:27 pm

Been catching up on my wedding preparations the last few holiday.... Tried endless gowns on june hols... din find any i really like till heee.... here are some... and hmm... think my sister in christ Yao minzzzz look so much better in those gowns then me... Sigh... time to lose weight... hit the gym....

ICE CREAM

Hmm.... had a really good time eating atas ice cream at cineleisure. Best part... its a guilt free indulgence. Why... ? hahahahah simply because it is 99.9% fat free.... heeeee....... i really lurve those chocolate flavoured ones... each still carry a different taste... only draw back... the price..

But I guess its a cheap form of therapy for a weary soul.... yum yum........

Should I start??

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
10:09 am

Hmm... my student Leilani has asked me to start blogging again.... Should I?
Hmmm.... will I have time to type type type all over again?? interesting pics? hmmmmm....
I certainly hope so.

By grace I come...

Thursday, March 06, 2008
9:28 am

Hmmm..... kind of in a pensive mood... I wonder if it is because of a lack of sleep or a over-cluttered life... I have felt that my life is filled to the brim and overflowing with responsibilities and endless tasks... Some of which I am really eager to lose it... But I can't...
An endless list of to dos and a lack of understanding from people around why I can't do certain things... My lack of ability to cope has subconsciously made me feel like a really bad person... From there... I guess a sense of anger and self-reproachment. This makes me uncertain about approaching my Saviour... A groundless and irrational fear that He just might flash my uncompleted to do list in front of me when I approach Him has kept me away for too long and too far for me to maintain a passion. I do love Him... He is the reason I am where I am... But not enough to be excited and to go extra miles just for Him.

It good to be reminded again that A heart to love and desire Him and the time in itself to be spent with Him is a gift from Him. Wow!! How freeing that message has been!! But it made me wonder too.... Then just what are the things I can do for the One who has died for me.... The very best an empty prayer. Half-hearted words.... "Lord teach me to love you..." The thought made me realise just how much my Saviour loves me. I can't do anything without His grace... Yet often I do not know just how deep and much the grace is.....

Truly... The worst lover and worst person to die for has got to be me... But He chose to die for me... That I may enjoy my relationship with Him... That I may receive and at times take forgranted, more gifts from Him.

This is truly too wonderful a thought for me.... Truly truly...Thank you Lord for the grace and gift to even know this.... I love you Jesus.

Examinations

Friday, September 28, 2007
8:19 am

It's that time of the year again!! Where students moan and teacher cheer and groan!

Hahaha!! Exams!!!!!!

Hmm.... thinking back... I really don't know how I survived my examinations. It's a wonder that my brain had enough grey matter to keep all those memorised knowledge. Miracle!!!!

My best exam exprience has to be the ones I took in my secondary school. If I remember correctly... It's maths and history in sec 1 and 2. Why are they the best? Simply because I studied really hard really early and breezed through the papers. People... Hard work pays off. No short cut...

The worse... Definately 'A' levels. The amount of work that I had to understand.... Phew.... The consequences of not doing well was crazy.... I can recall so vividly how I was so stressed that hair just simply kept dropping (that added another kind of stress..) Coffee became my best friend... Still it paid off.

My first step into NUS proves it. I remember and relish the feeling of satisfaction when I made my first step into university. It's simply priceless.

Looking at my adorable 15 year old brother and students getting all panicky kind of tickles me.

I sympathise with all of you but hey not having to teach everyday... I am enjoying this... But definately not loking forward to marking the huge piles of paper.

Get away.

Friday, August 17, 2007
8:18 am

Feeling kindda blue this morning maybe it's the weather. It stormy and all outside. Maybe it's the lack of sleep. Maybe it's the lack of a concerned voice and tender loving care during this time where I feel kind of strained.
I need a break. A time on my own doing all that I enjoy. A nice cup of coffee. Yummy deserts. At a nice breezy beach with a clean bench. I am longing for that get away.......

100K

Tuesday, August 07, 2007
1:50 pm

100 K... The final lap of a short term race set to have a long term effect. And sadly, it made an impact on me only now... well just slightly earlier. It's often easy to just be caught up in our own little world. "So tired.... work suxz...etc.." and we help that grumbling spirit to grow. And often it makes life worse. Hee....
Well, going to the 1 room flats and blessing the poort people there realign me and my cell again. It's great that we got to pray and bless all people. I'm glad that though we're unable to do much to eleviate their pain and sorrows, we can pray and encourage them.
I've learnt that the poor are those rich in the Spirit. They are ever ready to receive and no pride to block their way.
If we learn to live the way the poor do, knowing that we own nothing, we can be so much richer in the Spirit.We'll be more ready to try new things and to bless more. We will learn to give what we cannot keep and in turn gain what cannot be lost. The freedom given when we walk in the image of our saviour.
To people whom I've blessed, I will truly keep all of you in prayers.

Psalms 101

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
10:10 am

Been reading this psalm during my quiet time with Jesus.
Sigh... begining to feel it man......
Really need to work on my thoughts and values.
Guard my mind and heart in Christ.
No more complaining and dwelling on negative things.