~cheesy~

feeling cheesy.. but at least today cleared my suspicion towards an issue which i had in mind weeks ago.. another yes to my instinct.. the feeling of anger is not what i feel now but doubting on current situation.. suddenly i feel everything so fake.. overcame my ego, that i've made a few steps to straighten things up and then the green lite on net somehow re-appeared.. but the blue lite tells everything.. it can be done without my consent but can never be undone without my assent..

setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.. *nothing to do with this random picture*

done with law.. lets concentrate on fyp and interactive multimedia..

**i'm not emo but having the cheesy feeling
**----------------------------------... *doh*
**lol.. speechless..

~random number 5~

recently feels so random.. by right i shud be doin my final report.. but here i am blogging my randomness.. so far.. not even 40% is done.. wahaha.. watever.. cos i hv confidence i can do it.. lol.. jus use more of my sleeping time will do... lalala~~

internship ended.. the emptiness suddenly popped up.. since 4months ago if i were to wake up at this time.. i would be doing pops, wobblers or newsletter but here i am.. typing my final report about internship.. it is pretty much a good experience in sony, i'll elaborate more soon as i reach pg.. means this weekend will update la... gonna miss every1 so much...

next random is... looking at kigo... lol.. suddenly thought of ah wong.. so he was named ah wong.. do not pronounce ah wong like that tvb series.. pronounce it wif a hype.. hahaha...

will be meeting papa mama n 99% human error aka my personal advisor on comps aka bro.. gosh 3 months since i go back to penang.. i can feel how they misses me.. lol... n of cos i miss them too..

2yrs ago.. i made this suprise cake to welcome parents back from taiwan.. lol.. mom looks sleepy, lucky as usual very excited when he spot food... cuteness.. arr :P

another suprise bout this cake is.. texture like kuih.. lol.. hard.. n greedy person like me.. put too much of BIG pieces of Strawberry and huge amt of choco top to glazed the cake.. lol.. ended up when king n queen cut the very very hard cake.. all the strawberry squeezed out from the side... T_T

king n queen sing k.. celebrate their anniversary n oso papa bday... weee~~

yesh v loves singing k... i loves it so so much.. lol.. last fri right after work.. went to sing wif intern gang.. lol.. remember ah leng geh anak murid broke the glass at the moment i ss til very very high... lol... *blush*

thats all for now.. better cont that report.. lol..

**both pics were taken wif lumix
**goin2 bath now n prepare to sit bus to genting.. wahaha...

~random number 4~

yesterday's randomness was different from this,.. random wif numbers means its bout my thought.. yesterday's was i miss baby lucky n too free in office.. haha.. now its 0106.. wow my number.. i jus dun feel like sleeping.. lol.. met up wif "mom" n lrt at 1u jus now.. on my way.. was a traumatic drive thou.. an-almost-accident.. totally lost my mind.. luckily i din follow near.. if not.. sure knock.. hates rain thou.. n so lrt loves my malacca pics.. wahaha.. thx.. which at the same time reminds me of... i neva post anything bout malacca 2 trip wif domo gang back at the end of may.. as now is already 1am.. i jus took a pic.. which i really like back in that trip.. a pic taken by some1 without tripod... i miss my tripod so much..

personally i loves this pic.. dun ask me why.. ^o^

my camua babea was dancing to snap this piece thou..was taken wen i suddenly.. ermm.. feels cold?? haha.. i oso not sure.. but was enjoying playing wif my camua babea.. aww that trip every1 was holding a dslr... except for boss winn.. the trip.. makan makan.. jalan jalan.. 2 cars 8 ppl.. i miss it lots lots.. i loves trips... wahaha.. who don't >.< oh yeah.. back in hotel.. another pic to share.. lol..

hail the domomei... wahahaha.. she rules.. *boogen boogen*

anyway,, wish i will blog an official post bout malacca trip.. oh yeah. v belum share pics.. pics.. wahaha..

**gosh now is 0123
**sleep 1st...
**tomoro work.. >.<"
**sadness for this weekend is.. agama outing cancel..
**currently not emo.. jus abit trauma.. hope i can sleep..T_T
**bye... peace..

~random number 2~

life getting more ups n downs lately.. feelings r much more so random.. thoughts and imagination ran so wild in my brain.. ppl in my life come n go.. some we din even keep in touch anymore..
n now its end of a semester.. tomoro i'm goin2 work.. kinda emo now.. the feeling now is so alone... so lonely.. sighs.. life goes on.. nervous nervous for tomoro.. wth is wrong wif me.. worry too much.. thinking back it was as if yesterday was my 1st day to uni.. where my emotion was down to the max.. stepping into a whole new world.. need to find new cliques new frens n try to adapt.. there goes the emo me... even in facebook.. quiz oso say i'm an emotional person.. but my life was not so bad n will not b bad as well.. jus around this 2 months.. gone thru lotsa different stuff.. no doubt there's 1 week in my uni life for this sem.. slightly different.. ^o^

skip all those.. let me place some random pics.. the pics that pop into my mind right now.. the moment i miss so much

i really super miss those time v shoot the video.. relax n so nice havin a bunch of gals to ss wif..


fate.. terserempak poe at hot air balloon fest.. back in apr..


ss wif sweecheng as well.. ^o^


t4 lunch wif foo mei lee n her husband.. *act cute pic*


went back cls for ocac briefing to the kids.. i ss wif kak salina.. the science lab asst that always talk to me n well let me go to school late without jotting down my name.. still love her much ^o^


during exam i get so addicted wif rc..

this pic is my character n arrows to show the dilemma she's facing >.<" then yesterday went to malacca for 1 day trip wif the gals.. it was a fun day.. light n easy.. but 4 of us were like zombies cos the night b4 neither of us sleep b4 3am.. my 3am was the earliest compare to them.. haha

the only pics 4 of us together.. sticker pics.. wahaha.. *domo-mei aka nasty kun mm song*


our pics.. the fond memories...


cos of jealousy.. kcq squeeze domo... kesian kan??

life getting rocky.. tomoro is my 1st day workin in SONY for internship.. some of u asked me wat i did for the interview.. i wonder shud i post it here.. but since today is mother's day.. i'll post it here.. the theme given was mother's day.. they asked me to think of a sony product for mothers day n make a cover for it..

basically the short tagline i wrote says it all.. thats wat i think i thats wat i did.. pink was chosen as the main cos i wan my mom to stay young n happy.. this is jus a simple design i did.. happy mother's day to all mom in the world.. especially my mother...

bye all.. gonna sleep early.. working life start.. i hope i wont turn anti social.. if i do.. can some1 pls drag me out of the might-be-comin-misery??.. wish me luck for tomoro.. need it desperately...

~RanDoMs~

the title was named.. randoms.. not random.. cos lately my life is so so random.. i can b real happy go lucky in another second.. i turn emo.. yesterday was a blast or more to worst night ever.. the dreams was so real..
1st dream.. not a dream actually... its the usual thing.. i feel i'm falling from a high place.. terjaga terus...
2nd dream i cant recall but not a fond 1...
3rd dream was the worst nightmare ever...

this is how my 3rd dream goes.. 1st me n jane was talking in my room.. love lane room to b precise.. as usual v talk alot.. suddenly v smell smoke n feel suffocated.. then open the door.. next door which dun look like love lane hse anymore.. on fire.. when v hurry n run out from there.. i saw my aunt.. using a padlock wif a huge steel chain.. locking the gate.. v beg but she showed us her evil smirk.. it was so scary... then we run to another exit.. a fren of ours.. wif her small eyes holding a key.. the padlock key.. again v ask her to open but she said.. some1 pay her to lock us here.. v said we'll pay double.. but it was too late.. jane n i.. run everywhere.. back to my room.. but window.. dun look like love lane's.. i pull n pull the window grill.. it was then opened.. i asked jane to climb down 1st.. cos i say.. still got time to save leopea n camua babea.. *the dream was so real until my laptop n camera appears* n oso pack my purple white checker.. as if it was reality.. i climb down wif leg shakin n trembling cos i'm afraid of height.. at the end of my dream.. i say thank you to mimi... cos to me it was her that saved both of us.. the dream then become so confusing wif lotsa ppl.. some1 pat my head.. gave me a cozy and warm hug but b4 i can say a word.. he walked away leaving me alone in the dark wif lotsa surrounding voice.. i'm scared... dream turns more scary which i dun really remember... then i'm awake.. at 5sumting in the morning.. awake wif my face wet..

dream was so real.. b4 i sleep.. i was chatting wif jane on how doom i am this semester.. doin badly in animation, photography 3rd assignment made me a shit.. how bad i did my papers unprepared.. n how am i suppose to make a booklet that sony will take me in as interns.. for jane.. she told me bout her upcomin examination.. both of us were so emo...

at around 6sumting i continue my booklet.. i shud not call it a booklet cos they din ask me make a book.. plurk n RC at the same time.. then i finally got a frame for my work.. but it was 12noon.. i promised myself to send it b4 2pm.. but.. i sent it around 215pm.. feel abit loose after press "send"...

there's so many randomness in me.. n yes.. i did promise myself not to post any non-pictorial post in this blog.. miss ib now would like to post some random shots..

this pic edited alot.. cropped, desaturate it and add some clouds effect cos tangerine feel my pain this morning.. she too becomes emo..


later then miss ib too lazy to edit pics.. tangerine look happy in this pic.. afterall life wasn't so bad with miss ib as her "mom" since 2002..


tangerine enjoy the rain.. thou it was just awhile.. but better than nothing..

besides tangerine.. another random pic i will post is.. my story book.. this book is good.. with romance wif thrills.. at least its not just about feeling.. i've finish it.. anyway this book is not recommended for shallow minded ppl.. awww.. this book drives me crazy til i neglected my boring notes..

n yes.. borrowed from UTAR..


n my bookmark is my tiny lil "colorful notation" bookmark.. *assignment leftover*

another set of super old pics.. for my assignment.. one of the noisiest assignment ever.. err not that v fight.. its a norm.. it was fun to make the studio more lively.. n abit wet cos i cant control the water spill... v clean after snap... lalalala~~

clearly stated of who did wat.. this was for my assignment which at the end i got no time to do it.. but now i edit for fun..
the color is complimentary wif the ball in the wine glass.. personally i like the purple lighting wif yellow ball most.. but i like them all.. they r my pics... mine.. O.o yeah mine.. haha...

at the end of today.. i finally have my emoness level reduced by 50%... cos around 6pm.. i receive a call.. from sony... they r offering me to work as intern.. they like the work i did for them*the work remain in my leopea, will not post it here*... i'm so glad n extremely happy.. during the call.. i feel my heart beating at very fast pace.. cos the call was not in good reception..

my last random picture will b emo pic of mr lucky.. aka love of miss ib life.. i realize he neva appear here b4.. how can my boy neva get to appear in my blog.. as i'm gonna start workin real soon.. i wont get to go back hometown so often or long.. will miss every1 at home n same goes.. they will miss me too..

this is my boy.. emo-ing on my bed.. awww...

**tonight i hope there will be no nightmares..
**tomoro i hope for the best.. my offer letter n dealing wif utar too..
**will not study for pengajian malaysia.. better try read history
**i feel so random now.. still.. random...
**i got so much pics to post... but.. i post the randoms....
**kill my lazy worm n start study n post my blog wif pics...
**bye... yeah i know this is another long winded post of mine.. as usual...