afraid!

i'm afraid....worry....

ling has his police force duty till 11pm...he called ard 6plus but i din answer cause i was helping him to clean his car...ard 730pm i called him, asked him why....d only thing he told me is tat, wait for me to call wil die...then he said he got things to do d....til now, 2.53am...he didnt cal o answer my call...msg oso dun haf...both phone d same...

called n msg more than 10 times...din he know that ppl wil worry??....wana go out to find him but duno whr he go...wana go his house but too late d...so haf to stay at home and wait for his call...and i keep trying to call...

i am so afraid tat something might happened to him....so afraid that he might met wif accident...i even imagined wat if he died...all sorts of imagination running wild over me....i wana talk to him right now!!...very scared...scared....i'm afraid cant hear his voices, laughters anymore....cant feel d warmth of his hugs.....

scared....pnee~3am.