depression~

another test....sociology??
why do i need to study this?
i'm just too depressed nowadays..
i'm just sad,only sad is all in my mind...
what is happening to the world around me?
why must all this happen to me?
everythin around me is just not right, i was just practically depressed...
another test is coming soon...but i just cant get myself into the mode of studying...

Reasons to be sad:-
1)My sociology test was terrible done...i'm just too afraid that i might flung this paper...then tat goes peinee in imu....nobody will be able to see me anymore....
The moment my lecturer read out the answers, i was like so dumbfounded...everything just doesnt seem to be right and doesnt come my way....i just dont know what to say, who to talk to or even what to do....

2)My relationship wif my friends are getting worst...i just dont know what to say o how to react to the way they bring theirselves...i felt so lonely and sad here...what am i supposed to do to just stay d same old me?i felt so bad being myself...i felt that people here are just too realistic....i cant put myself in this type of situation...the way they talk o bring themselves,i just cant accept it...i felt so uncomfortable wif myself...

3)Nowadays the stupid nasioncom doesnt seem to be working....cant online at home,making me even more depressed...i just lost myself these few days...i just dont know what should i do to make my life and myself to feel better....

I just felt lonesome at times like now...only here and my family are there for me to talk and share things...

i just dont know how to put n words my feelings anymore....

so,til then...pnee....813pm~