31 December 2007

This year, 2007 has been a cocktail year - one with many new refreshing tastes , a mixture of good and bad , choices , mistakes , lessons , growing up mixed with a touch of childish innocence. The beauty of being intoxicated by the happiness and pain , yet at the end of the day sobering up to reality and being thankful for whatever has happened , for it has brought you to where you are today. Realising more than ever that it's time to learn from past mistakes , to prepare you for tomorrow , and hoping with all your heart that this time round , you'll do things right.

I'm thankful for the Love(s) in my life. The very people who keep me strong when I'm weak , who are there regardless , who have been there , who I know will be there. They are the ones whom I know I won't be able to see myself without. I remember I sent this Valentine's Day card to Sean earlier this year and it said "Love isn't someone you can see yourself with, Love is someone you can't see yourself without." I just want to say a big thank you , and that I love you guys very much. Thank you for everything, from the bottom of my heart.

My resolutions 2008
Be true to yourself .
Be true to others.
Love with all my heart.
Love my family.
Love my friends.
Be a better daughter , sister , mistress(poopoo)
Be a more understanding girlfriend
Love him , and keep it strong.
Be a better student (focus, and get things done)
Learn from past mistakes(learn and understand)
Make things right , again.Listen more (be it the birds, or mom's nagging)
Breathe in the scent of flowers.Soak in the sunshine.
Don't be afraid to ask questions.
Be grateful for everything , every single thing.
Don't forget the small things , it's the little things in life that makes it even more beautiful.
Get my license.
9:53 PM

21 December 2007



Chocolate Delice - The Coffee Club
I had something sweeter though (:

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

It's funny, how some people you just seem to connect with even after goodness knows how long. Catching up with Venetia over coffee at Curdory Cafe was really enjoyable (: I am seriously amazed at how much traveling she's going to be doing the next year or so , I mean Korea , Bangkok , Europe and the States in like 3 months?! I wish I could lead that lifestyle , just pack , head off to a foreign country , with a close bunch of friends and just explore , try different things, meet new people, shop , and just experience life. It's lovely because we share similar views on Singapore's Society and it's awesome to find someone to talk to , about those kinda things.

You know, when I reached Singapore , like when the flight landed in Changi Airport , I had such mixed feelings to this country of mine. Yes, I do love it , I love the people here (ie. my friends and family, not singapore society on a whole) and the gorgeous food, but at the same time, I felt rather apprehensive of things to come (ie. skeletons in my closet that I have to face, issues I can't avoid , things I have to settle, the pressures of conforming to society and not being viewed as a Failure , the singaporean culture that I both love and detest). But, I know I have to face them. And I will ..

The truth is , I'm always fleeing , running away from issues that I have to face.. because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of so many things );

Okay , enough of the emo talk. Well, tea with Venetia was great and I'm so looking forward to my Europe trip next year , hopefully I'll save up enough by then (: In HongKong it was different, I wasn't exactly truly independent , I had to be home at certain times and I was constantly under 'supervision' from my family friend. Sighs, I want to just be able to travel with friends, check into some youth hostel, go out and have fun, do crazy things and not have a curfew or someone to report to everynight. Just.. live life , and enjoy the pleasures of youth.

Clubbing later at MOS with Rosey Claire and Daryl was fun (: Music was alright and there was this really cool room - with Mambo like music. Haha and we had so many abbrevations that night.

M&M's , AB/ALS (ahbengs and ahlians), LR (lao ren), BFL (big fat liar-.-), YAR (you are retarded)

Today was spent with my baby boy , basically we just bummed at home. Take away chicken rice and tofu , back to his place , lazing around , simlim square to get my sibling's psp's. And I planned on giving that silly boy a little surprise... so when I was out with my cousins, I managed to book 'prime' seats for National Treasure (we were right smack in the middle of the theatre) because I knew he really wanted to watch that movie. Hehe, I'm happy that he enjoyed himself, it was a rather good movie (: After that, we headed to the coffee club for supper , and today was sucha nicole's being a food klutz day }: Mmmms headed back to his place after that, and I'm seeing him tomorrow. I can't wait (: The next couple of days should be fun. Love you darling (:

2:33 PM

02 November 2007



Happy Ending.
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

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2:33 PM

31 October 2007

3:10

3:10

It's been a long time coming ,
I guess I could call it a joy ride.
The Ups & Downs ..
Though times have changed ,
I'm grateful that you're in my life.
We can touch the stars above.

&I'll be seeing you , soon.
Pinky Promise (:

xoxo , love me.
3:41 PM

24 October 2007

surprise

haha ok , so in the midst of finishing up the bits of expansionary fiscal policy , pebs and cassie come in and give me a huge surprise. they gave me the ysl youngsexylovely perfume giftset that i've been drooling over (: haha thanks guys <3 awww, you're so sweet la! haha pebs kept asking me throughout the day "you sure you don't want something to make you happy?" and i kept refusing , because i was pretty happy. well, sortof.. david was mean }: and i got teased alot today. first case scenario - david stuck a stickynote behind me saying "kick me" after i stuck one on him saying "geek" i didn't even realise it was there and was walking around the library }: second case scenario - i brought my notes out to the noisy area , and rushed back into the quiet area and i thought i had them with me. ended going around 3-4 times while the rest hid/misplaced my notes. sighs, i feel so blur ): so meannnn

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5:11 PM

20 October 2007

For the sake of a boy in Wallaby , I shall blog how my week's being going. Monday brought around some tears , Tuesday-Thursday was spent studying (wishing and hoping) and procrastinating. Caught up with Rosey this week , it's awesome to hear her voice and well gossip about things (: & we've planned our trip to Bintan. Hopefully the Villa we're trying to book will still have openings. It's going to be a splendid trip (sun sand sea drinks girlfriends snorkelling yoga catchup spas private pool buggy rides bbq) and *pretends to send a very huge hint to sean about bintan* Hmmms Friday was studying. Today was.. amazing. You made my day ;D Seeing you , had a bigger effect than I thought it'd have. Countdown , I'll be back in Singapore soon.

And the words for the week
#1 Missing (You)
#2 Procrastination

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6:31 PM

19 October 2007

Hello , I miss you quite terribly.

XOXO,
yours.

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