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Thursday, November 08, 2007

GOING.
GOING.
GONE.

MAG has moved.
PLEASE RELINK!

I may delete this blog, I may not.
Let's play by ear.

11:01 PM;

Sunday, November 04, 2007

ALMOST OVER!
It's really terrible how I'm already so relaxed and behaving as though the Os are already over.
I'd like to think the rest of the papers don't really count for much, BUT, my better-to-be-safe-than-sorry mind concluded that I should study for the MCQs.
And as I have, in my mother's words, "bummered up", all my major papers, I really need to pay attention to the rest that's left.
I don't think I screwed up my papers la,
its just that I'm not being observant and I'm making mistakes that I shouldn't be making.
Perhaps it could be me asking too much from my own abilites.

I had a dream of my results.
And they were so shit that I told everyone so that it wouldn't come true.
"This is a sign of stress!" My grandmother said.

Technically, I shouldn't be stressed because if you actually count the amount of time I spend playing instead of studying,
the ratio of time spent studying to the time spent playing would be 1 : 1246876210686
Boy, that's sad.

ANYWAY,
ENOUGH WITH THE EXAMS!

END OF SECONDARY 4 is coming!
And, there are going to be so many thousands of things that I am going to miss.
Of course there is this feeling of never wanting to leave,
but I need to GROW UP and keep on learning.
On this education journey,
we're learning how to do things so that we can make the decision of what we what to do in the future.
I'm not ready for that but I guess I'll just have to.
If I go to a junior college, it'll be an extended two years for my fickle brain to make up its mind on what I want to do.
WHAT IF TWO YEARS AREN'T ENOUGH?!

My break's OVER.
Back to studying SS.
I LOVE SOCIAL STUDIES
I LOVE SOCIAL STUDIES.
REALLY I DO!

JUST FOUR MORE PAPERS TO FREEDOM! :D

mag!

4:09 PM;

Thursday, October 11, 2007

HELLO MATILDA.
I'M UPDATING MY BLOG SO THAT YOU CAN READ SOMETHING!

The practicals are O-V-E-R.
And, I've done so much whining and complaining about them that I have nothing left to complain or whine about.
GOOD FOR YOU!

It's a few more days before the BIG Os! :/
And if you are the optimistic kind,
its about one month to the END of Os.

HONESTLY,
I've got nothing to blog about.
Besides, I'm not even SUPPOSED to be blogging!
Refer to the previous posts!
I have no self-discipline.
AH WELL,
I knew that since I was born.
:/

So, its the LAST ~~100~~ 20 meters to the finishing line!
We can do this!

mag!

9:59 PM;

Thursday, October 04, 2007

I would like to say I'm unaffected,
that no matter what you say,
I'll still be who I am,
but I think in my current state of mind,
I can't do that.
As much as I'd hate to admit it,
you've hurt me.
I guess in some way,
I didn't expect it to reach me.
Then again,
it was bound to be my turn soon right?
For your own good,
I hope you'll stop.
Everything is going too far
and our friendship is becoming more and more superficial.
In my personal opinion,
I don't think I have deliberately afflicted harm towards you.
I need your explanation and your facts to support your viewpoint.
I am going to make it a point not to bother anymore.
Now, I just want to concentrate on what's important.
And, I'm sorry,
but you're just not in it.

2:16 PM;

Saturday, September 22, 2007

I did something TRAFFIC STOPPING yesterday!
The annoying 70 bus dropped my 3 metres away from the bus stop,
so I decided to walk towards the traffic light,
and be a good citizen instead of jaywalking.
Anyway,
then it ocurred to me that I was the only one waiting for the lights to turn RED.
It was terribly embarrassing to be the only one crossing the road and knowing that all the drivers inside their cars are cursing at me for taking my time.
BUT STILL,
it's TRAFFIC STOPPING.

Anyway,
had a ball of a time with the recess bunch at the coffee shop and then macs.
I ~~swear~~ really think we do the WEIRDEST things together.
HAHA!
We're all weird, and we are all in need of filters!
BUT, WHO CARES?
:D

Let's chiong for the Os!
So that Mr Teh doesn't say to me," Aiyoh, like that, DIE la."
:/
No more gossiping and fooling around for about 35 days!
We can do it!

mag!

9:52 AM;

Thursday, September 13, 2007

GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES.

Might I ask,
how do you define "help themselves"?

The prelims are over and yes,
I'm not suppose to be here.
So, this is probably the last post you'll see until 12th November.
Even if you see me online,
don't talk to me, alright?
I seriously need to learn how to discipline myself.

PRELIMS REALLY SUCKED.
(You know, I really hate it that my blog posts seem to revolve around studies and more studies. I should really find some other goal in my life, hopefully that comes after Os)
I really think God is trying to teach me a lesson.
REALLY.
I mean who falls sick during an E Maths paper?!
And I really needed that annoying grade.
Perhaps God wants me to work hard on my other subjects.
Then again, maybe he thought I was over-confident of my maths.
So, here's my punishment.

And, let's get to the positive side of this.
LUCKILY ITS NOT O LEVELS.

OH WELL.
IT'S OVER.
AND CRYING OVER SPILT MILK DOES NOT HELP.

We had our FINAL retreat today.
And, as usual, it was filled with tears.
We were unusually high though,
and we ended up doing things that I think would be terribly embarrassing if I type here.
But, it was fun and somehow, that's all that counts.

HAVE FUN!
It's ALMOST the end of the week! :D

mag!

8:35 PM;

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

I figured that it was time I updated this thing.
It's also about time for me to change the template.
BUT,
all the time is needed for mugging now.
AHH WELL.

You know,
Come to think about it,
maybe it was better when they piled us with homework during the holidays.
Yes, I'll complain.
But at least there would be this little voice in my head saying, "you've got work to do!"
Although the little voice is going,"you have to study!", I can't seem to force myself to sit down and read words and do annoying papers.
There isn't the "If-you-don't-do-this-you're-in-for-shit" feeling.
BLEAGH.

AND,
I have this terrible feeling that I screwed up the PRELIMS.
So I definitely have to do well for the last three papers.

Moving on,
life's been pretty normal.
And surprisingly, its as hectic as a normal school week.
The holidays are going to be over in a flash.
IT'S ALREADY TUESDAY!

EVERYONE SHOULD GO AND WATCH HAIRSPRAY!
REALLY.

Okay,
the books need me.
Or at least I need them.

HAVE FUN DURING THE HOLS!

:D

mag!

5:23 PM;

Sunday, August 05, 2007

So, its about TWO weeks to the dreaded prelims.
And, to prevent myself from getting stressed over it,
I have decided to heed my mother's advice and treat it like a stepping stone.
It's like I've lost so much motivation to study.
(Even though I'm currently not doing well. Reference to last chemistry test and last physics practical)
You could say that I wasn't in the mood for it.
But then again,
who is EVER in the mood for test/examinations.
So, after deducing,
you'll pretty much end up with the same conclusion as me.
MAGDALENE HAS BEEN LAZY AND HAS NOT STUDIED.

OH WELL.
LET'S ADD OIL.

On the sidelines,
Chinese results are coming out soon.
My view is "as long as I pass, I'm not retaking."
BUT,
WHAT IF I GET D7! :/

--

National Day is coming!
It's time to get patriotic! :D
This year's songs are pretty nice!
I've practically memorised them
and in the process,
irritated my entire family.

Will you come on this brave journey,
will you help to make it real?
Will you write us brand new stories,
songs that everyone will feel!

So will you swim the current?
Will you scale new heights?
Will you make it happen?
Will you let your dreams take flight?
...

I WANT TO GO TO THIS YEAR'S PRAADE!
They are showcasing the navy!
OH DARN IT.
And the dim sum dollies will be there.

--

Alright then!
I'm off to force myself to do some work.

I've got ONE facour to ask you!
Make a mental note that the next time you see me,
ask me,
"ALL SET FOR O LEVELS?"
I'm sure that will be good enough to stress myself up.
Just a bit more.
So that you will not see new posts here,
rambling about nonsense.

THE WEEKENDS ARE O-V-E-R.
Welcome back SCHOOL!
But we're saying goodbye extra early this week! :D

mag!

--

It's quite ironic that you say we're exclusive.
Have we EVER talked back about you?
You're a perfect example of being a hypocrite.
Suit yourself.

5:28 PM;

Friday, July 27, 2007

Just to let you guys know,
I'm fine.
..or going to be at least.

My dad thinks that my eagerness to go back to school has sped up my recovery.
I'll just have to SLOG like crazy this weekend to get back on track.
As my mum says, better now than on the first day of the examinations.
But my opinion is better NEVER.

So, just to clarify any doubts about hospital food,
it really sucks.
REALLY.
They don't add sugar in the milo!

Learning to walk again was painful but necessary.
And, my greatest enemy in the WHOLE ENTIRE hospital was the drip.
Having to depend on it for just those two days sucked.
It meant
1. no freedom (you have to call the nurse everytime you need to do something)
2. discomfort in my left arm (because the needle was at my joint)

I can more or less walk,
although my maid thinks that I am currently walking like an old lady.

And, although I was given MC until next friday,
I'm going back to school on Monday.
Missing FIVE days of school is ALOT.
A L O T.
I don't even want to know how much accumulated homework there is.
:/

I've got to GET MUGGING!

:D

mag!

8:17 PM;

Friday, July 13, 2007

OOPS!-
My last post was quite some time ago.
HAHA!

Anyway, thanks to all that wished me! ;D
I must say that I had one of the most interesting birthdays!
THANK YOU RECESS BUNCH!
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST(EST)!!
Pictures will be up as soon as I can hassle Madeleine Tan to pass them to me!
After the 3 cakes yesterday,
I'm too terrified to step on the weighing scale!
HAHA!
but who cares!
how many days in a year is it my birthday!

So, here's to the 200g and an additional ulcer! ;D

[edited]
I HASSLED MAD!

6:32 PM;