Thursday, September 9, 2010
HELLO
hello world
omgawddddddd... i feel like i wanna kill someone ! lawl.. nahh... i haven't been updating in here.
got a mac book, working in nparks now. trying to adapt still..
nikon d5000 new lens is in my hands. :).
hmmm getting alot fatter now and i grew taller ! yayness . but still.. super fat !!!
chaos!
p.s. hearts. X)
posted by shutupworld 9:42 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2010
different perspective.
hello world
it has been quite some time since i last updated in here. Many changes occurs when things happens. i feel happier now.
The fact that i've got a scholarship, having a complete family and having groups of really awesome friends, my life is still in uncertainty. Not because i don't like what is happening, its cause i lack of self-esteem and confidence. I know nothing is impossible in my reign, but i know somethings are beyond my control. And those are the things that scares me.
I've got a long list of i WANT to learn, i've got a long list of places i WANT to go to. i realised that i am going to probably accomplish it alone.
I went back to my secondary school with wingy last thursday. Many advices, many well wishes from them. There was one really true advice. " the most important thing in life is to have friends that you can trust, you can share your woes, and to take set backs easily. Nothing in life is unsolvable. " do you think so too? i totally agree with him. XD.
this week to dos:
- get my wall painted ~! i've came up with a simple plain design. X).
- plan whether to take up photography lesson or not
- plan my bd party ?
- practice drawing..
- probably go on a photo expedition
chaos
p.s. run
posted by shutupworld 3:13 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2010
break away.
hello world
it tears me apart when guilt kicks in after everything.
i need to get a life, soon and fast.
chaos
p.s. august would be a fun filled packed month! X)))
posted by shutupworld 8:57 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
peaceful saturday.
hello world
putting away all the unnecessary emotions, waking up feeling fresh this morning. super lazy day. did nothing but stare into space, chat on msn, fb, tv, eat. The only thing i did that was meaningful was to cut hair.
gonna run in the morning tmr. i hope i can run pretty far. X).
chaos
p.s. stand beside you, i feel like a pea.
posted by shutupworld 9:33 PM
Friday, July 23, 2010
a trillion pieces
hello world
garden festival was better than i thought it would be! met so many new friends, guiding so so awesome, etc. X).
work today was ok. felt not so well.
i got my DSLR! nikon d5000!! X))... hehehehee... yes yes... i'm really happy. dad sponsored half ! . X)).... yayness. ^^.
i guess the dumbest girl on earth goes to me. just be in your boundaries and you'll be safe.
chaos
p.s. project shield
posted by shutupworld 10:09 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
FML
hello world
its more of the disappointment than sad. at least for now.
It was my first time being a guide at such a big event. i enjoyed it so much.. thanks for all the encouragements and compliments thou! it means a lot to me. ^^.. i took this event as a stepping stone to be more confident in the way i speak, the way i deliver the information.
met so many nice people around. X).
some of my classmates are going down today !!! . hehehe .. i'm working now! gonna be there in the afternoon! X))..
chaos
p.s. if i sing you a song, would you sing along. ( i wanna learn guitar)
posted by shutupworld 9:48 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
the perfect getaway.
hello world
despite having less than 5 hours of sleep today, i feel super energised. Came back from Australia this morning. This trip to Australia was the longest and it was enjoyable. It would have been better if my sister was there too. XD..
So i got to know Georgia, my cousin's gf. At the same time caught up with my long lost cousin who looks pretty good now man!. haha . They prepared really nice dinners and programmes for us, esp SHOPPING!!! XDD
The tour for the first 5 days was initially quite disastrous with the fact that i didn't have enough sleep and was feeling grumpy and grouchy. However, the weather was cool and nice. Met new people and made new friends. X). It was an eye opener going to various educational tours and visit to the reserves like the glow worm, bee factory, etc.
Enjoyed myself a whole load!. X). my complexion and hair texture became better too ! . XDD.. prolly it was due to the stress free getaway! . X)). loves
chaos
p.s. i've got that feeling, woohoo
posted by shutupworld 12:07 AM
Friday, June 25, 2010
more and more
hello world
i guess its human nature to want more and not need more. expect more too i guess.
the song sang to me. felt so different, felt warm inside. :)
now i feel so grumpy, lonely, different.
i don't feel that independence. take a break. we need it.
chaos
p.s. just like a tattoo
posted by shutupworld 9:46 AM
silent mode.
hello world
this whole day was just kinda screwed. didn't really end well.
wingy told me not to expect but to prefer. i guess he's right.
i'm tired.
will be away... 26th june to 5th july..
chaos
p.s. all the best to sis for exams next week! and tomorrow
posted by shutupworld 12:45 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
love-hate
hello world.
someone just pissed me off.
went to run in the night. dammit can. arghhh.... i can't contain myself... i'm going to sleep.
bye
posted by shutupworld 12:27 AM
Monday, June 21, 2010
crazy weekends!
hello world
i went out with bro on fri to get father's day present! omgawd. its the first time i see a guy that takes my shopping bags for me la ! . HAHA! .. nice nice. great bro.. LOL!. ( hope he doesn't see this or else he'll go oh so hao lian again . :X. hehe TY WINGY!.
saturday was madness.. morning breakfast was kfc. afternoon i did my fren's pouches. at night had buffet at the club and saw mr micheal the archi lecturer lol. i was so bloated after everything.
i don't feel so well today. had economical rice for lunch.. ALICIA FEELS FAT! X((
Sunday was father's day.. however, we gave dad's present late once AGAIN!. X(. oh man i felt damn bad. i was learning drawing in the afternoon and dad went out at night.! So ah bi and me waited and waited for him to come home ! . X)).. yayness. hohoho . i'm glad he likes it cause he needed it. XD
So many people are falling sick here... i hope i dun fall ill..
JOKE ON SATURDAY!!!
bell and me went to get ice kachang and we were finding the scoop to scoop up the ice. so we saw this big silver 'spoon' and i took it. the moment she lifted the cover, i started laughing damn badly. cause there was another scoop inside. i realised that. . . THE THING THAT I WAS HOLDING WAS THE HOLDER FOR THE SPOON INSIDE!!!! AHHAHAHAHHAA!!nonsense!
oh yes. friday i called ah bi again.. asked her what she wanted to eat. she said yoshinoya. and somehow or rather as we talked about whether do they allow us to take away. and unknowingly, i said 'yoshinoya' as 'yoshiyona' LOL! and i said it twice. XD
chaos
p.s. myi
posted by shutupworld 9:07 AM
Friday, June 18, 2010
bare, bear. hear, hair..
hello world,
epic morning with a random post on fb. XD. made my morning livelier. XDD.
wing agreed to accompany me to buy dad's day present so yup. gonna hunt it later. X)..
distance is the word to describe. isolation is a further breakdown.
so sleepy. i'm glad its friday today... to back track. we hardly spoke this week. made me so wary.
updates later
hungry
chaos.
p.s. soon
posted by shutupworld 10:01 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2010
changes
hello world
met up with agnes on thursday... 3 hrs wasn't enouh for us to catch up!. work is boring as usual. haha.
i'm suppose to sleep now.
going on holiday soon. deserve a good break away.
i'm saving up for my camera. guitar is next on the list. bro accompanying me to buy dad's day present. stupid wingy. thanks. XD. your free slap is tomorrow. HAHA!
chaos
p.s. i'm sick and tired of all the chasing, all the orders, all the emotions, all the talks and most importantly ... all the changes.
Alicia needs to set goals for herself soon. plan courses too.
posted by shutupworld 11:52 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
snores
hello world
omgawd////
it looks like 7pm when its only 9.30am!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sleepy...
waiting again.
chaos
p.s.equally stubborn
posted by shutupworld 9:27 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
zits zits zits !!! X((
hello world!
i've got 2 gigantic zits on my face !!!. X(((((... sad much..
bro has been messaging me . X)... i'm glad he's always there to listen. XDD.. and of course BICKER!. XD. stupid chicken.
gonna meet agnes tmr !!! meeting up like finally after 3 long yrs !!!. X))).. will take pics hohohoho!!!. ^^.
meeting xk later cause i gave him the wrong envelope. lol. blurr me
chaos
p.s. big ass's here
posted by shutupworld 12:48 PM
Monday, June 14, 2010
sigh
hello world
what was today man...
i'm tired.
chaos
p.s. i hate being taken for granted.X(
posted by shutupworld 11:38 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
haunt
hello world
1.5 hrs left.
i've been dazing the entire day. my collegues could tell.. i'm tired.
sigh....
chaos
p.s. stupid germs.
posted by shutupworld 2:53 PM
what was i doing.!!
hello world
i'm guilt ridden now. probably forever. i was so crazy yest, just what was i thinking?! X(.
sigh.. anyways dad fetched me to work this morning.. slept in the car. reach office super early.
sigh . bro's new sissy sigh... X(. sad much... oh wells.
enemy was the first to sms me.. rare... XD
i've got a list of places i wanna go here...
- marina barrage
- sentosa butterfly park
- City Square mall @ Farrer Park
- Helix Bridge
- Casuarina cove
- one north @buona vista
- Duxton Pinnacle
- universal studios!
- minds cafe!!
lunch soon. i'm hungggrrrryyyy.. rawhh
chaos!
p.s. bethereforme.
posted by shutupworld 8:53 AM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
zomg its thursday !! X)).
hello world again
one more day to the week ends ! hohoho. i'm loving it. DSLR DSLR DSLR!!! i wan i wan !!!!. X((((..
zzzzzzz 15 mins more... T.T. so tired..
chaos
p.s. work is so tiresome.X(
posted by shutupworld 3:57 PM
my first step starts here
hello world
omg......... I VOLUNTEERED FOR BEING A GUIDE AT THE GARDEN FEST!!! hehe.. people.. do come down. maybe i'll suay suay be ur guide huh. LOL!. no la its your honour KAYY!. X))
going to the bank later in the afternoon. X) . i had mango, passionfruit bread this morning ! ^^. hehe
i'm hungrrryyyyy!!!!
chatting with emily on fb. She's the friendliest person i've ever known seriously..
ok busy busy..
chaos!
p.s. i can't find my bracelet lehhhhh. X(
posted by shutupworld 9:14 AM
