Rays of sunshine peeked at me through my windows, rousing me awake. The day I've been anticipating finally arrived and the excitement was getting unbearable. Counting down to that day since three years ago, I can say I was even more thrilled than I've ever been on any of my first dates. Jumping off my bed, I rushed to the bathroom with a...Read More

Just submitted 10 poems for my Creative Writing module's final assignments and I'm finally done with my final in-school semester! Well, I still have two more exams to go but I'm back here! Hopefully I'll be more active in the weeks to come but here's a mini update because I feel so guilty that I haven't been updating or replying to comments ugh....Read More

Spending the last few days alone made me realised four things. My perception can change everything  It's normal to fall into a slump sometimes but what's important is I snap myself out of it. For the past few days, I didn't let myself listen to the songs that would affect me and if I accidentally played them, I refused to succumb to my...Read More

Hell month is here again with the endless submissions, tests, presentations whatsoever. As usual, when it comes to me, bad things don't just happen once in a while - they hit me like a wrecking ball all at once. It seems like everyday, someone just has to ruin life for me. I dread waking up every morning because I don't know what's going to hit...Read More

School has been a nothing but a frantic rush for me in my third and final year of Mass Communication and much as I hate to say it, this blog might have to take a pause for now. It's not to say that I've lost my passion for writing (or ranting), it's just that I can no longer find it in me to...Read More

Everyone told me secondary school was going to be the best years of my life, I scoffed and thought, "if these were the best years, I'd hate to think what's gonna happen the rest of my life." But they were right - indeed, those were the best four years of my life thus far.  Just like any human being, I made mistakes. I made...Read More

In no time at all, I'll be in my final year of Mass Comm. The past couple of years have been extremely taxing but rewarding; I've learnt so much and I can honestly say that I can't see myself else where. However, I can't help but feel conflicted as I count down to the days left till my senior year. On one hand,...Read More

Okay, I have answered at least 300 questions on my askfm about JPSAE (not even kidding) and I still have another 120++ questions that are unanswered. It doesn't help that most people are self-entitled and rude!!! :( I'm not obligated to do this okay, I'm taking time and sacrificing my sleep because I'm nice like that. *flips hair wtf* Jokes aside, I'm just...Read More

I think majority of my readers are around my age and some slightly younger. Naturally, I've received questions on O Level exams, results, JAE, JPSAE, DAE etc. But one questions I've received a lot is: "How did you know what course to pick?" or "How did you know you've made the right choice coming to Mass Comm?" There are so many different diplomas...Read More

Call me slow but I just found out about the recent PSLE results release. Six years ago, I received my PSLE results in my school hall. I remember crying badly, sobbing my hearts out. I remember the whole school hall staring at me because most of my peers did well. I, on the other hand, did so much worse than expected that I...Read More

One of those days when I don't feel good again. It has happened so often recently and I've been getting irritated over the littlest things lately :/ I've been feeling so inadequate and then I make things worse for myself by stalking pretty girls and feeling even more insecure ugh sometimes I think I deserve it? Wtf. Today something happened that made me...Read More

You can watch out for me and give me advice if you have the experience but what I can't fucking stand is self-righteous people telling me what should I do or not do, judging and condemning my every action as if they are God. I am so tired of judgmental pricks telling me I shouldn't say this and that about a person just...Read More

Today in summary: Had a presentation for my Media Research Methods module today and while I'm terrible at presentations, I never expected things to finish on such a bad note. For one, I'm horrible at this module. The worst. It's like Science to me when I was in secondary school. It didn't help that the lecturer doesn't like me much. I was really...Read More

This is one of those days when I log into Blogger, having completely no idea what I'm gonna write about but I just feel like filling up this space before school gets real busy for me. School has been hectic, as always. But I love what I'm doing and it keeps me going. Today, I received back my Advertising module's proposal that I've...Read More

 It's been quite some time since I last uploaded a vlog and since the O Level results are gonna be out on Monday, I thought I should answer some frequently asked questions about JAE and JPSAE. (PART TWO HERE) Some background info: I did not score well enough to get into Mass Communication in Ngee Ann Poly or Media and Communication in Singapore...Read More

Last week's long awaited retail therapy with Chelsea was a need, not a want. With assignments piling in accompanied by the fact that I don't have many friends in class, school hasn't really been the most fun place to be lately. I don't know why but I just don't click with most of the class even though it's been a month. By that...Read More

Dear 14-year-old me, I know you are feeling upset now, spending your 14th birthday alone. But this year will be the best year of your life (so far anyway hahaha). You are feeling scared over the first day of school, aren't you? Don't worry, you'll meet two great form/co-form teachers. You won't like your form teacher at first, but towards the end of...Read More