Saturday, October 30, 2010
Thought you have experienced most things AVERAGE people experienced in their whole life? Think again! Especially when people step on your heart, split it in half, take it and put a spear through it.
I don't know how I can be that foolish. Why didn't I think twice. I guess I am just plain old stupid. Why did I let the wall protecting my heart fail to perform its job? Why did I weaken the protective barrier and let him in?
What's worst, exams are around the corner and the only thing I can think about is his smile and the way he carries his bag and sits beside me and us talking. I should have known it was too good to be true.
Seeing him during exams isn't going to help at all. It's making me miserable... and in pain..
Goodbye world. I'll see you after exams, if my heart is still beating after going through the stabbing and sheer pain.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I'm only blogging because my dearest cousin requested.
Short post.
I mentioned my sudden addiction to Boost. Well, I had Boost again on Thursday! So I'm $5.90 short now. Just couldn't resist when I was in the foodcourt!
Uni is so hectic!! I can honestly relate to those who committed suicide because of pressure from studying! Speaking of suicide, I was on a bus with this guy with snake skin wallet who slits his wrist a lot. The red lines are so visible. I DO NOT understand why slit the wrist. It has to be one of the most painful way to die!
Finally, I have an announcement to make:
I AM BROKE!!!!
No, really. NO JOKE!
Well, that's it for now. I'll try to blog tomorrow, if I can finish reading the required reading.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
I am only blogging because my favourite girl cousin complained that I haven't been blogging. Only one complaint, so only one post! HAH
Semester 2 JUST started for me. HEH. I love my timetable at the moment even if it means I have to fly from the East part of Uni to the West in 10 minutes every Friday for tutorials. You know why me so happy? You know why?! *gasp* BECAUSE I only have to go to uni 3 days a week. MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
So lets talk about my first lecture. I only had one class today coz its Week 1. And, it was at 8am. Lecturer talked for half an hour and dismissed us because he didn't want to start a topic and leave it halfway. My initial plan was to finish lecture at 9am. Bug my lecturer about some small little thing about the course. Walk to library to return a book and print notes and go get my course booklet at ICC which opens at 9.30. BUT nooooo. I had to listen to Martina McBride - Concrete Angel (a 5-minute song) for 8 times and check my email, uni's mail, read one page of a textbook and check uni mail again and read my cousin's blog before the stupid clock turn its long arm to 5! I do not understand why time has to torture people like me. When I have a lot of things to do, time doesn't permit me to do more than what I have to do or I will end up rushing. But when I am dead bored, its like tortoise. Goodness!! I think tortoise would have finished the race before the clock reads 9.30!
So yes, my first day in uni. Oh wait, I forgot to mention that it was SOOOO cold this morning and I was kind of annoyed to see the moon and the sun up at the same time! Ok, maybe not annoyed coz of that. I just didn't get enough sleep coz I'm having insomnia. It's better now, I think. I don't wake up in the middle of the night anymore but it took me more than 2 hours to fall asleep last night. I know because I went to bed right. Then 10 minutes later, Crystal went to shower. I am assuming that she takes 20 minutes shower. 1 hour after she came out of the shower, I still was not asleep. So, sorry is I snapped at anyone these few days. =(
And, I know I mentioned that it was dead cold this morning, I still drank.......
Say Hello to Mr Boost! I can only say, I BLAME MY COUSIN! It is her who introduced me to watermelon crush! I just couldn't resist when I walked past the shop. NO! I PLANNED way way way ahead that I wanted Boost! Temptation has conquered me! KNS
Tell you a little story about Mr Boost:
Once upon a time (A year ago), there was this MAGICAL PRINCESS who had A LOT of pumpkins. She turned these pumpkins into magical carriages (buses), which allow both the peasants and the royal family to travel between the city and the airport. One day, the princess was heading for the city and heard this peasant talking to another peasant about Boost.
Peasant A: I'm addicted to Boost. I have to have 4 everyday!
Peasant B: Yea I know! It's good right?
Magical princess cannot believe what she heard coz during that time, she didn't really like Boost because it was full of ice and after finishing the part of the drink which was flavoured, the ice taste awaful!
Then few weeks ago, the princess' cousin, Princess Queensland (she was named that because she cannot stand the cold) came to visit her and introduced her to Boost's Watermelon Crush and from then, the princess understood why one could have Boost addiction! Still.. FOUR A DAY?! Peasant A, you are not afraid of Diabetes? Or the Styrofoam cups?! Although the Styrofoam isn't a big thing to health since Boost have only cold drinks. BUT STILL.
Conclusion: It's all Princess Queensland's fault!
Moral of the story: Do not show your cousin around when she visits you!
Now, my insomnia problem. I have no idea why I suddenly have insomnia. I usually sleep like a pig and believe me I tried a lot of tactics to go to sleep. I even resort in counting sheep jumping over fences! NOT COOL I TELL YOU!
So, because I lay awake on my bed for hours for the past 7 days, I had a lot of time to spare so I started thinking about stuff. Last night, I thought about my Malay language. I forgot A LOT of things man!! I am a disgrace to my country. I learn Malay since I was 5! My 12-years worth of knowledge in Malay went down the drain or got flushed my the toilet. I mean, I can still say simple sentences BUT those sentences were taught like when I was in Primary school!!!
All I remember is, saya ialah seorang cucu, anak dan adik. Saya mahu minum air. BABY TALK! No, PERKATAAN UNTUK BAYI!!
How did I pass my Malay in the past? HOW?! The time spent on memorising the pepatah, the Melayu Klasik, all wasted. *cries*
And yes, I am emotional. This is what happens when I have too much time and so I waste it on thinking about these stuff.
I am hungry now! MATI! I ate noodles for lunch and then ate an orange. After that I had cereal and milk. Not forgetting Mr Boost. I cannot imagine why I am hungry at 5.30pm!
I NEED TO COOK NOW. And lets hope I do not crave for Mr Boost tomorrow!!
Toodleloos
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Up till now, I still don't know how my brother comes up with these things. I am surprised he is not in looney toons doing, "I thought I saw a pussy cat!! I DID I DID!"
edmund - Behold The King says:
*ure also an annoying little pig
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*no i am not!
*you pig
*me horse
edmund - Behold The King says:
*u huge pig
*u pig n horse
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*although horses have funny teeth and face
edmund - Behold The King says:
*u porse
*or pirse
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*no such thing!!!
edmund - Behold The King says:
*horig
*LOL
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*-.-""
*you pig
edmund - Behold The King says:
*u porse
*pig head n horse tail
*with horse teeth
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*EWWWWW
edmund - Behold The King says:
*n pig nose
ღ kimberly ♫ Lie to me says:
*my teeth nice ok.. except the lower jaw ones
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Hello everyone. I've been making videos instead of blogging. So watch
I was practically shouting into the mic already but I was still soft. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!!! =(
I am kind of new at this and... I can see my face on my laptop's screen so...... I was looking at myself instead of the camera's lens. HEHE FORGIVE ME!
I'm kind of busy. I have assignments after assignments and if its not assignment its class tests. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY LECTURERS?! Do all the assignments need to be due during the same week? I am so exhausted. I even have eyebags! I NEVER HAVE EYEBAGS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!
So that's it for now.
Love,
ME
Friday, April 16, 2010
I think my poor, neglected room is singing ♫Last Christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day, you gave it away..♫
or maybe
♫Yesterday all my troubles seem so far away..♫
I don't know why I am like that but I am like that.. I clean up my room and the very next day I mess it up again.
So my room is a mess. My laundry basket never seem to be empty even when I keep doing the laundry and I just sit in front of the laptop doing nothing all day.
Felt like someone stabbed me in the gut for the past few days and thought it would go away pretty quick but no.... So I dragged myself to the University clinic which needs booking by the way... And they checked blood pressure and temperature and said everything was normal. Just gave me some meds for pain relief.. And so I am fine now. Just when mine ended, Crystal's starts. Same symptoms!! No idea..
Uni reopens on Monday..... and lets see what my holiday plans were before holiday started and what did I achieve? -.-""
- Information Systems -do wiki and study (halfway through with wiki and did not study anything at all)
- Financial Accounting - assignment & study leases (halfway with assignment and no study)
- Intermediate Econometrics - do
tutorial and study (did tutorial because I had to hand it up a week but did not study) - Commercial Law -
assignment & study 'Companies' topic (same with IE)
See... Out of the 8 things I have to do, I only did two? And only did it because I had to hand it in during the break. So unproductive. So inefficient.
So as mentioned, Crystal isn't feeling well now so my turn to cook. But I am pretty sure she is sick of porridge coz she had to take porridge when I was sick the few days before she herself got sick. So I cooked mash potato instead. And also coz I want some too and the potatoes are going bad.
BUT BUT BUT I didn't eat any mash potato after it was cooked. Took me a whole freaking hour but I didn't eat any. Why?? Coz while cooking, mashing, etc, etc the potatoes and the other ingredients, I was eating other stuff, little tidbits and stuff.. And when the mash potato was done, I was soooo full. I am a terrible cook.
Worse still, last night I had 4 bananas in my room. I had to eat all of them because got withdrawal effect when I stopped and there's still some on the table. So.... I can't put any food in my room. I sound like a drug-addict.
I am tired but I need to do those stuff.. GRUMBLES..... so... we shall see each other another time.. Farewell my bloggie
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Asked for the heat to go away, what I get? 12 degrees in the morning. I was practically shivering when I woke up this morning. So shitty. I wore 3 layers just now. THEN when I finish my classes for today, it was 26 degrees (not true, it felt like 30 degrees!!) and so everyone was looking at me because I'm the crazy girl holding one thick jumper and scarf. HOW NICE!
Today was pretty bad. I couldn't debate properly coz couldn't really hear opposing team's point. BLECKS~
