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Wanderlust
Sunday, August 26, 2012 || 1:30 pm
It's amazing how a brief trip to a foreign yet familiar place can help with your own finding yourself journey.
By the end of this trip, I felt weird, and lost and happy and grateful. I was really surprised by the sudden burst of emotions I had when I was at the airport.
& I know this is weird to a lot of people, but I really love travelling, and doing other stuff alone.
Really need a hashtag #foreveralone
Tuesday, July 03, 2012 || 9:34 pm
A lot of things has happened in these few months, I cant believe it's July already.
So so so so many things to share if I want to in this space of mine, ranging from the art of seduction, how I thought I was gonna marry a guy, how has work been (awesome!), my personal achievements, on how awesome I am, but then when you start working, you tend to keep things to yourself a little bit more. The internet is super scary, once its out there, I don't think I can take it back. Like what if my boss sees this?
It's been fun all this while!
bye?
Changes
Sunday, May 27, 2012 || 9:16 pm
Some people dislike changes in their life. I can only say that sometime people change for the better.
I don't really agree with people who go ' that's just me, I won't change for anyone' and I'm like bitch.... four years ago, I would've scoffed at guitarists and run after men trained with a classical music background, but now I'm all for men with guitars. Have you heard of Joseph Vincent? Exactly my point!!
Sunday, April 01, 2012 || 6:12 pm
What I don't like:
1) People assuming. The ironic thing is, the supervisor I hated when I was doing placement in Brisbane repeatedly rammed this into my brain. " Do not assume". The hell did I know that this will come back and haunt me.
scenario one:
Ohhh, so you're back, how are you doing? Working? Earning money? Very good! what's there to not like! earning money leh!You got your pay already right? Its the end of the month! Don't forget to treat me!
Hello. Not only have I not opened my mouth telling you how my life is, you already assumed I'm not very happy, and not liking it here AND that I got my pay.
How and when am I supposed to tell you that I'm currently basking myself in A LOT of positive thoughts, and I will not be getting my pay till May!
So not only have you made me unhappy thinking that 'am I such an unhappy people that people assume that I'm always unhappy and bitter', I am also not happy that I won't be getting my pay and now still heavily dependent on my family.
Seriously. Okay! I admit I was a very bitter person, but since coming back and acknowledging and exploring the power of secret, I am a kinda different person. So not only am I a money magnet, 58 is now my favourite number!
See! This is a picture of what I do daily. I'm loving it and falling in love with it!
2) Douchebaggery:
To be someone like that do at least two of the below.
Prop your collar up. Come on, do it.
Wear hair gel and cover your hair until its all glossy
Talk really loudly until people from at least 10m around you can hear. At it, why not just eat something and chew with your mouth open WHILE talking. Come on. Do it.
3) Not having books option. I really wanted to read 50 shades of grey. Couldnt find it here. Its similar to twilight but before judging, it involves the theme SM. How can you not want to read that!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 11, 2012 || 8:08 pm
What if I will never find someone like Adele's ex boyfriend, and never feel the need for the 'fire to the rain' rage.
Wednesday, February 08, 2012 || 3:54 pm
The thing I like about travelling is that you'll learn something every time you go for your own mini adventure. Something about a place, an object, a hobby that never existed until that particular trip sparked a sudden interest.
This time, I kind of understood myself a little bit more. The things I like, the people I like to hang out with, my own personality.
It also made me ponder on my on acts and mannerisms towards strangers.
This trip and the previous one was both for leisure and it's kinda ironic that I learnt more about myself in 3 days instead of the longer vacation.
I definitely will try to travel at least once a year in the future to fill in the gaps in my lack of cultural knowledge.

Really love this charm bracelet I got from a market which I was reluctant to go because it was so crowded and sticky.
Rocking horse to remind me to never let go of my inner child.
Umbrella to remind myself that I am very lucky to be sheltered by people I love.
Daisy charm to remind me of the importance of growing up.
A photo to remind myself of my ridiculous luck, and not to give up easily, and jinx myself with bad luck.
Big fat wank
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 || 1:03 pm
I still cannot believe that I've finished my 4 years of college just like that.
Blink. Just like that. Blink again, 2nd year, 2 more blinks, I FINISHED FOUR YEARS OF UNI.
And I was all yeah, fts, being single, fine and dandy, when everyone around me is either in a stable relationship, or married (not very envious of this group) or dating around.
And I'm like WHAT IS THIS!
I was browsing on facebook, you know, things people do when they're on vacation, and I saw this couple, and I wanted to say I was jealous, but I felt nauseous instead.
I really wanna slap that guy for being the biggest wanker/hypocrite ever lecturing people, about life philosophies and religion when I doubt that he has seen more in life than me, not that I'm in a war stricken country, but. I was like, OMG, who is this person!! Whenever he opens his mouth I just zone him out and imagine him being impaled at the private area by a bull. (THIS IS WHAT YOU GET WHEN SOMEONE SINGLE DISLIKES A WANKER!). But surprise surprise, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE GIRLS I KNOW! Apparently LOADS OF GIRLS HAVE CRUSHES ON HIM! AND IM LIKE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! OMG! WHYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have you not seen REAL MEN! MEN WITH STUBBLES AND SMELL OF PHEROMONES AND SEX AROUND THEIR NECK AREA??????????????????????????????????????????
Apparently not.
So this guy is currently dating this girl.
And I look at myself in the mirror.
I AM DEFINITELY GONNA DIE ALONE!!!!
I'll just drink my tea and bask in my own miserable single-ness.
Im not miserable and I dont hate my life, just that, I DONT KNOW AH!! WTH IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD!!!!