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Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Being the middle child...
... is not any better than being the 1st or 3rd.

As a child, you wear hand over clothes. When you are a grown up, your elder or youngest siblings always get what they want, what they wish for.. but nobody really care about you, besides yourself. Everyone in the family is always showering their other childs and you are always the last on their mind. Be it business, money, car, food... you need to use you bare hands to own it.

Let's talk business. Wanting to quit my job, but look here.. that's what mum say.. your brother is coming out from army soon.. so he needs a job more than you. Its like i can't even work in the family business. I have to continue working outside.

Fine. I got a business which i wanna set up. Knowing my family doesn't have spare cash for me. I will get my own capital or business partners. But when my brother say... i want to own a business. The thing that they thought is how to get the capital for him. I was stupid enough not to open my mouth to ask. And here.. what my mum say... you are a girl, you study so much, you should just stay, work and be an employee. What a thinking?! at this era? Just because i'm a girl, no.. lady means i can't be my own boss? I have to be under the nose of others?

Car... i don't understand why when it comes to you being involved in an accident, they will say.. i buy you a car. don't ride. but after the accident, you asked for a car.. and they said 'take bus'. So why is ita 18 year old boy who just passed his licence got a car? Why is it when my sister got out from poly got a car?

Why is it when its even furniture, tv.. i need to use 2nd hand while my siblings get the best or the newer one?

life seems so unfair. but being the middle child, i learnt of independence. although i kept quiet as i don't wish to see unhappiness, but this doesn't mean i don't care or i have no feelings.
(joanne) ♥ 7:37 PM
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