& my world will be coloured.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Dinner @ Frankel Ave

is my aunt's birthday, so was told to meet at different taste for dinner. i should say is a 9-course meal, delicious food. the place was packed. i had curry fish head (wasn't stinky at all), wasabi prawn (not much of wasabi smell, that's great), prawn roll, some veggie (i don't know what that name), coffee ribs, yam basket (not my fav, but i finally give it a try today, doesn't taste like what i imagine to be), tahu goreng (taste like rojak), i couldn't remember the rest. well, but price was reasonable i guess, since the plate is so big and is good for 9 pax. worth to go again. so we went to drink some tea and coffee, cut the mocha cake in my aunt's garden. well, it look like some secondary school kids doesn't have any money to spare, that's why we sit around and talk about ghost stories. some was really scary, and mostly about the places we went last time and hotels. but it was a really fun outing, a good family kind of bonding. anyway, the folks was questioning me about things, telling me and educating me. ha! so much for that.

drove back home since my mum was a lil tired, thanks to my bro who is my street directory. just mins after driving, oops.. didn't get blind spot, and all shouted, the black car slow down, but we were both really near each other and he stared at me. but i just take him as invisible. then my mum was saying check this and that, and don't drive too near cos the brake isn't really working well. yes, i tried it, the brake sucks. and my bro told them my driving today is so much better than the last time. is that a compliment?

sis is at macau, intending to catch the last ferry back to hk, but i was thinking the ferry still operates till this hour? maybe...

it's the last day of the month, and counting down to examinations soon.

(joanne) ♥ 1:37 AM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Dinner @ my favourite stall

Went jb, lost the way to jusco. traffic was light, i should say. jam in jb itself, but not at customs. there is so many food at jusco, and price is half of what we usually pay in singapore, cos of the exchange rate. well, so is cheap, dirt cheap. went to browse the supermarket, the veggies are very fresh. realise that mr. wil doesn't know how does kang kong looks like... can you imagine? haiz.

our dinner cost about s$80 and less. the table was filled with plates of food, and not to mention, there is my favourite crayfish. we've managed to finish up everything.

let the pictures do the talking.

the way to capture a woman's heart is through her stomach.

(joanne) ♥ 6:22 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

it's friday!

weather is good today, so sunny compare to yesterday since it was raining heavily the whole day. met cupcake, the owner brought her here to groom. my family say she is happy, c'mon la. she looks happy everywhere she go. but i'm glad to catch a glimpse of her again. the guy held her in his arms, so cuddly. i guess she loves it. well, the main thing is that she is happy, and that's all that matter.

(joanne) ♥ 2:08 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Last day of school (before exams)

Been raining since i woke up. so decided to drive to school since nobody's using the car. traffic jam at cte, it was slow traffic at amk ave 10, i thought it was faster that way. was late for school, same goes for the rest. haha. pris was late today, i thought she had got up the bus, but manage to call her in time.

the refreshment in school wasn't that bad today, there is ham bread, but took 1 only since we will be going to sakura to eat buffet. hmm.. ate a lot, many food. think enough to gain a few kg. there is sushi, soup, spaghetti, siew mai, cakes. we've got special service by chef (from what's he is wearing), especially pris. ohhhh...

came home straight, after dropping them off at respective places. forgot to collect my altered clothes again, is like the 2nd time. was supposed to collect yesterday but forgot about it. today finally got linus to collect for me, since i'm already home. the jeans fit perfectly, but i still prefer the patty anne, rather than eve. bought the wrong one. ate dinner again, no choice.my gma cook pork chops, and how can i not eat? since i already agreed earlier in the day. went to find my 2 dogs, and realise 1 is missing. my mum gave cupcake away to 1 of the customer, w/o even asking me. is a young couple, staying landed property and owns a car and other dogs, though they are huge dogs. well, hopefully she can get along with them.

exams, exams.. hmm.. and my mum going on holiday during that period. i'll be so busy.

i just saw the peugeot 1007, hmm... the door is sliding, so cool. ahem.. change of mind.

(joanne) ♥ 9:23 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

Spaghetti

Suddenly felt like cooking, so just decided to whip up something with whatever i could find at home. it has mushrooms, hot dogs, onions and garlic, of course tomato puree. a little watery. the next one i will wanna make is carbonara or something dry with herbs? such a big bowl, but thanks to someone helping me to finish it.

(joanne) ♥ 10:24 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

what was i thinking?

sometimes, you expect a person to do this, and yet they did not.

sometimes, you chose to remember what you read and hear.

sometimes, you wanna be nice, and yet things doesn't turn out that way.

sometimes, things get complicated, and everything came crashing down.

sometimes, you missed out reading the good part.

sometimes, things happen without you knowing, leaving you like a silly fool.

sometimes, you never know love is like this.

sometimes, you just get so random.

(joanne) ♥ 7:25 PM

The day before

Went shopping, bought 2 tops, 1 white and black and 2 undies. :) didn't manage to get any shorts. after that, i decided to clear my undies drawer, threw 2 of my bikinis away, well... i just remember that cost me a 100 bucks, and i used it less than few times. that taught me a lesson, never buy light colour bikinis, because the colour will change easily, thanks to the seawater and chlorine. and i must remind my maid, never scrub my bikini, the one that i got last few months, is kinda spoilt already, so time for some bikini shopping!!

(joanne) ♥ 11:58 AM

Friday, September 21, 2007

Yesterday

i should say is a wonderful day. why?

i went swimming, kinda proud of myself, let's take a safe approximate. is 6.5 laps. went steaming for an hour++, making sure our hair looks soft and great. so went eat botak jones later in evening, well.. i've got a free slice of choc mousse cake, is damn sweet. i've got it free because they gave me a wrong sausage. so after all my effort of swimming in the afternoon, i guess i could really eat that much. went to watch chuck & larry, it talks about 2 guys being 'gay', and friendships etc. is a sweet, nice, loving show which worths the $. there is a gay pride parade in the movie scene and adam sandler, you know? he still looks the same. so how gay can he get?

so i met my poly friends when i get out of the theatre, shawny, sheila and mackenzie still looking the same, well..i just couldn't recognize zhao. after all, we know each other through friend and he looks so different.

(joanne) ♥ 12:08 PM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

There's no escaping

I knew i either had to give up or choose to continue. Once choice has been made, there's no way out. Believe it or not, i miss my past. but i chose to look forward to what is in front of me. You know me, i rather try than live my life with regrets the next time. So why not let me regret now if it isn't suitable for me? Be it honesty or lies, from the 1st day i step out, things had been different.

(Let me enjoy for the moment.)

(joanne) ♥ 1:06 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

My day

spend half of my day in school, no exam tips. study everything, then what's the point of me going school today? i am very tired, but still.. i think this month will be a tiring month, same goes for next month where exam pressures comes in and everything turns out to be a mess? as usual, i can predict it.

i love today and hopefully everyday.

i love the aeroplanes but not the guessing game. i need my beauty sleep.

(joanne) ♥ 1:40 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Perfect may be.

Blogging that randomly, whatever came to my mind.

the person i used to like, i don't like you anymore.

the person i used to hate, i don't hate you anymore.

the person i used to have, i don't need you anymore.

the person i used to know, i don't want to know you anymore.

the person i always wanted to make up with, i don't need to anymore.

the person i used to dislike, i still do dislike.

the person you used to know, she doesn't exist anymore.

people do change, the surroundings, the circumstances. do i look like i even know you?

(how many tries do i have to take to make it perfect, if perfection exsits)

(joanne) ♥ 1:37 PM

Happy Birthday Alvin

Iwas very happy, a fruitful day indeed yesterday. though i had to wait 20 mins for a table, 30 mins for food, which they apparently forgot about us. so ended up, the timing was just nice to meet up with the rest. I had fun, thanks guys. ktv was great, my partner was great, the drink sucks, but still i enjoy the company. i love the look on pris and alvin when they had to smooch. too bad, the duration is kinda short.

i miss my company. aw...

(joanne) ♥ 2:18 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Why?!

when you need me to do shitty things, you'll always find me. then what's your gf for, when the 1st person you turn to is me. should i feel honoured? why do i always have to clear the shit for you, when you're only my friend. and you know it.

(joanne) ♥ 2:41 PM

Hairspray

The show was corny, wasn't that nice. not my cup of tea, i think high school musical is so much nicer. it started off with.... we were late for show, so i don't know what they show in the front. thanks to kasthuri, don't know how to queue if she wanted to eat. so gotta wait for like 10 mins for the food? and the thing is we forgot that there is a snack booth inside, and there isn't much of queue. we didn't miss the exciting part, the voice is sweet and nice. sometimes, we just laugh because she didn't know what kind of movie is that and i drag her there.

we took couple seats, the guy asked me if i wanted couple seat, then i see is okay since the seats are so much wider, last row, and i can fold my legs. i wonder what happen to the girl beside me, she didn't come back ever since the movie started. missing her, it was short meeting but i felt sweet and warm.

(joanne) ♥ 1:11 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

stay away

Whole day in school doing project, i was hungry, very hungry indeed. i didn't eat cos i thought i wouldn't be that hungry. i went to 3 places today, off to lil india to get my brows done, then to my aunt's plc and back to amk to collect the tickets, since i didn't wanna reach there early tonight. i know my friend will def be late. i was honk by this ary truck driver, i thought i was blocking the road, since i just park my bike there, but i obviously didn't block his way because he is traveling on the opposite side. he is def not indian, cos he looks so fair. damn childish act. i got cheated from this guy, who started talking to me that hypocritically. he talk to me about bikes, asking if i rode a vespa and there is this traffic police kinda survey thing that he need help with. since i always thought this line of people kinda poor thing, so i decided that i should help him. i understand the feeling of asking people to do survey. and in the end, i peep at his paper, it wasn't even anything about bikes or even road conditions. he claim he is a part time traffic police, that's why he has this survey thing. ok, he lied. so much for me helping him in his damn survey. and you spoilt my day. you didn't understand how was it to feel hungry, tired and cheated.

(i always wonder what will make me happy)

(joanne) ♥ 4:58 PM

Been a long day

The sudden rain, wondering if it was to help me sleep better. it had been a while since i had a good long sleep, been getting myself to sleep maybe 5-6 hours a day? what happen to my time management? heard that there were people who failed the biz finance test, the lowest got 6 marks, and it is not only 1, there were some borderline failures. suddenly i was thinking if that person is me. since i felt so confident that day and maybe confidence brings you down, who knows?

no reservations, i should say is not as well as i thought it was. she looked better in legend of zorro or even america's sweetheart, one of my fav movie. well, what happen to her? maybe its not her fault that she grew older but her on screen partner, really doesn't suit her. think she's kinda old for that young guy? anw... she is still that sophsicated looking. I'm waiting to watch The Nanny Diaries, cos there is scarlett johansson. She's hot.

soon my battery will be flat. school's tommorrow. aw...

(how i wish a deep breath could make me forget them all)

(joanne) ♥ 1:32 AM

Monday, September 10, 2007

Lessons learnt

Sometimes i think i should have keep my thoughts to myself. i did wonder if i have make the wrong move, then so much things wouldn't even happen. if only my life is happier now. i should have the feeling that i yearn for, sometimes it wasn't what i should have felt. So keep it to youself.

I feel cold, could it be the weather or was it me who chose to walk in the rain?

do you believe me now when i said you can find someone better, when you can live your life so much happier? and i am sure you did. so do not even say it was craps and excuses that i gave.

something to cheer me up. my sister is going to mail me whatever she bought for me, and should receive it by end of next week. Well, since she was going to send her bf some stuff, so might as well.

(as rain covers up your tears)

(joanne) ♥ 3:33 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

untitled

why do i have to think each time when i wanna post. kinda irritating. my brain shut down. many projects piling up. that explains why my brain can't function anymore, brain cells are dead.

After so much had happened for past week, its nice to know that you'll be there for me, giving me encouragement. thank you, i never fail to love you more each time.

(joanne) ♥ 5:58 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Sandwiched

Yesterday meeting was a disater. i shouldn't even bother to go, and meet them late at night. and got this back in return. you sounded so sweet, so nice and then stab me in the back like that. Save that crap. you've changed what i think of you.

(joanne) ♥ 1:16 PM

Because of you

Thanks ya, making me feel bad that you guys come all the way to pick me up for another round of supper, though i rejected. and now because of you,i can't sleep and gotta be on stand by mode. you know? miscommunication, then change of plans still didn't wanna tell me and only tell me until i am home and make me gotta sneak out of the house so that i'll feel better?

-great-

(joanne) ♥ 2:45 AM

Friday, September 07, 2007

TGIF

Being used as a Chauffeur for my brother and his dear friends, whom i didn't even see before. Thought i could rest, but ended up fetching them here and there, to 3 different places. I was told only 1, that's why i agreed. They bear with my singing anyway, so kinda pleased me for a while. My driving is good i should say, because there's this damn road, that many of their cars fall into the drain and mine didn't.

Make a bread for myself, ham and cheese. what was i even thinking when i stretch my hands into the toaster, and accidentally touch that hot part. Was my reflex even fast enough? i guess not, cos now one of my finger has something popping up, and feels pain when touch. Just that unlucky.

(joanne) ♥ 4:22 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

My day

So i left school late although my grandma told me to come back by 1.30pm, and cause her to be late for the eye checkup, thus she has to go back there another day. She missed it again, feel kinda bad, though the last time was my sis who caused her to miss the appointment. She gave me directions how to go, although there were times i almost turn wrongly and had to do drive fast enough to turn left, wth that person knew i signal but yet don't give me way. Met another idiot who didn't signal and park at the lot i saw first. Forget it, i found another better lot, but is P parking. So didn't want my grandma to wait, manage to get in. Haha, that makes my day. I went to see doctor too since i have no program. Fell asleep while waiting, very tired. Then spend my half a day waiting, doing nothing, eating with my grandma since she say she is hungry and have to shop with her since she treat me. She's smart, leave me walk back to the car and pick her just right outside the NTUC, so she don't have to walk. But who did the carrying? it's me and alone.

(joanne) ♥ 6:35 PM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Supper again

Went out with my friend, stop my project halfway. my sis is complaining why am i heading out everyday. Well, not my fault, my friend asked me. It was a nice catching up, didn't really eat much, since we share the bowl of noodles together, especially i am trying to cut down whatever i eat. She said i've lost weight this time, wonder when she last saw me. this is the 2nd person today who said that i have lost weight, then i was thinking, maybe last time i was really fat.

the 1st person saw me after so long, said each time he see me, there's something different. He asked if i apply something to my eyes, such as eye liner or something? i said is my eye bag. i wasn't having a good time sleeping last night, and that causes me to have dark circles? then he asked me to sit down and have a chat, damn.. i am so tired and busy, if i wanna make time for myself tonight, i had to finish my stuff on time. but well, we chatted for a while. As usual, ask if i've got bf, i said nope. and if i'm waiting for one, i laughed. cos my grandma went to tell him say i keep wanting to lose weight? and he thinks whatever i tell him is an excuse, well... he believe my grandma of course. and he compliment me, saying i have nice eyes, so should wear contact lens more often. well, i was thinking, is he trying to ask for more discounts? but of cos to end his day in a nice way, i smiled and told him nicely i need to rush my projects.

rushing off to project, so that i have more free time tomorrow.

(joanne) ♥ 11:51 PM

No more supper

My weight has gone up, was looking closely at myself in front of the mirror. i got to control myself, not to eat that much already. I still wanna go buy my clothes so i can't go for much suppering.

test later, it suppose to make me nervous, and no appetite to eat. but my stomach keep calling, i heard the sounds. i'm trying to balance it up with that huge pile of food intake yesterday since i went to bed str8 after supper. can u imagine how much fats do they contain?

something must be done.

may i breeze through the paper later.

(joanne) ♥ 8:41 AM

Monday, September 03, 2007

Rain rain go away

It is still raining, practically whole day. nice weather to sleep in, but i chose to let my mum sleep. having running nose should be due to the weather, switch off the aircon, mum complain its hot, but i thought otherwise.

I met him again, he has single eyelid, but tall, fair and.... fierce. and he smiled at me, friendly polite. eh...his complexion like worse than before. or maybe i didn't take close look last time. and there goes my mum so called 'match-making' again.

zero mood to study. was thinking about holidays, well... thinking where should i go after my exams? was thinking of activities to do straight after thursday, when work load is lesser. all my mind was thinking about relaxing and playing.

big thanks to my friend for buying lunch, so sweet and thoughtful. :)

(joanne) ♥ 4:53 PM

Monday Blues...

still awake, eyes kinda tired at this point of time especially 8 hours in front of the comp. Was playing psp just now, while waiting for the glo-bus results to be out, there we are ranked no. 2. Well, let's not give up, we'll try hard to fight back our 1st place, okay? Was thinking of what strategy to use, since some assholes decided to undertake a different strategy, price even cheaper than us. WTH! but the good thing is our sister company-Ace has move up the ladder. :)

What's the program for later? No school (self-declared) so gonna wake up early & study (hopefully) and may the things get into my head. Amen.

night.

(joanne) ♥ 2:44 AM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

4 hours of sleep

Ask me if i am tired, nah.. still okay, slept like 4 hours, studied the 2nd last topic and took a very long break. Back aching from the whole day of project. The wind is making me sleepy.

Talked to my sis, she is having fun life now. Watching movies, and hitting the streets with her friends. Learn a lot of cantonese, she taught me some. Somehow, she will live long, because i was talking about her and she came to chat with me online.

I found out many stuff, should i be glad? Maybe, because of honesty. Is always better to find out early than later.

It's time to get back to studying. I miss holidays.

(joanne) ♥ 1:44 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Blog Song

My friend asked me one question, asked if the blog song i posted actually meant anything? Well, each time if it mean anything, means i've got to find the most meaningful one and doesn't that take ages? well, i just post what i find is nice. :)

kids are cute, especially girls. when they ask each other to ask, lol. luckily, they didn't call me auntie, or else i will not even bother to answer them.

(joanne) ♥ 1:33 PM

Not feeling sleepy

Got back a while ago, went to comex fair. Hmm.. parking is cheap, but the whole place is like jam. same goes to the carpark. Ate porridge, hmmm... not that bad la. Then, was looking for dorothy perkins, but guess they've moved to somewhere else, same goes for top shop. and gap is closed, that was early. It's not even 9.30pm. Since, it is still early, was cracking my brain where should i spend my night away. There was altivo, cosy bay, and ecp or even board game cafe. But in the end, went to ecp to play bowling. Hmm.. my bowling sucks. shouldn't have bet on para para. But luckily, the counter is close, so no tokens, no para para. Lol... :) May they forget. Anyway, its only para.

(joanne) ♥ 2:50 AM