I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions

So the stuck in a rut feeling just won't go away. No matter how bad I want it to, it won't. No matter how hard I try to get out of it, I can't. Instead, it has gotten much worse.

Here's a little word association that helped cheer me up a little... Feel free to fill it out yourself if you want.

red hot-
what's hot? sense of humor - respect - humility - love for family - loves kids - nice abs - light eyes - dark hair - athletic

what's not? rudeness - disrespect - smoking - cussing - bad teeth - losers

feelin' blue-
what makes me sad? broken hearts. being sick. worrying about money. loneliness. poverty.

tickled pink-
what makes me smile? family - friends - starbucks - good music - long drives - twilight series - shopping - vacations - good photography - babies - helping others - manicures - new hair do's

green w/ envy-
what am I envious of? my niece's innocence. my sister's ambition. my father's courage. my mother's strength. people who aren't afraid to take risks. people who are completely, head over heels in love and happy.

orange crush-
my longest crush? david beckham - soccer player with a NICE body...MmMm yes...
my best crush? brooks barkow - best friend who taught me a lot
my worst crush? zac and drew - horrible, psychotic boyfriends
my current crush? a boy unaware of what he has

black&white-
I am a daughter. a sister. an aunt. a friend. a niece. a granddaughter.
I am strong. hopeful. accepting. understanding. faithful. loved.
I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions.


That's all I have for today. I'm leaving you with a quote that really made me think - Enjoy!

"You have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good if what is not won’t. Relationships are worth fighting for but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for."