sugared.

Some random thoughts came in my mind today.

Twitter restrict user to post sentences more than 140 words, so fine, it is not the place I can ask for an answer.

I think I have the rights to know the answer of how I am being treated when I am 100% polite to people but turns out people don't treat me the way how I treated them.

My best friends, sorry, ex-best friends, or maybe I should address her as FRIEND now. Or perhaps, in her mind we don't even deserve to be friends. Have no idea why I am being treated like this. At least, we are friends for 4 years? Does she really need to do that? Unfollow me from social media.. Maybe she thought I will not find out?

That is not very main point because I have actually accepted that we are no longer that close. So after a very long while, we have gathered and we re-followed each other. Nah, nah, nah, I really thought everything is finally okay, back into shape and I am also happy. But, but, but, ended up I found her blocking me just to allow me stop following her in social media. So.. I came up with a conclusion.

Because I NEVER LIKED HER PHOTO so she don't want me to be in her Instagram anymore. I find that funny, very funny. After she blocked me, she also unblock me so that I wouldn't find out that she blocked me before but very sorry, every single time I accidentally found out everything you did there.

Come on, you are smart but I am not stupid either.

So my question is...

What have I done to make you hate me so much? Why not others? Why just me? I don't understand. We were like the closest friend ever when we were in high school (or maybe I am the only one who thought so), we sit together everyday, for 2 years time, what makes us turn into this?

To be honest, I tried to think ANYTHING that I can relate, but I really don't know what make you hate me so much. After graduation, everything changed lol. Especially you, we don't meet up (that's usual lah okay I never blame you for not meeting up), I don't even meet up everyday with others lah please. But what makes you hate me until you have to unfollow me wtf. Sorry ah, I really really really curious.

If you are reading this post, you know who you are lah. Come and tell me why. We are grown up, adult now. I don't care how childish your act is, or how ridiculous the reason is, or how hurtful the truth is, I still think I deserve an answer for why I am being treated like this.

I hope you do understand, we both are grown up now, no point to do all these stuff behind.. It is meaningless.. Come straight forward to me and EXPLAIN or maybe scolding me also no problem, I am ready everyday.

However, I am glad. If that little things (or maybe big issue to you) that could makes our friendship pointed an end, then that is not a real friendship. I am glad that you've make me figure that out well.

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